please stop being jealous

I know I'm missing the point.

The music outside the bedroom is actually very loud. Fortunately, the sound insulation on Fangyuan's side is very good, otherwise I wouldn't dare to do this at home.

The surroundings are very quiet, so the volume of Xu Luoye's short sentence has been amplified a lot on my side.

I can hear you very well.

"What's the difference?" I asked her two seconds later.

Xu Luo replied without hesitation: "A lover is an identity and a title, but I am a person."

"It means that if I have a girlfriend now, I can't even tell others that she is mine, can I?"

"Yes." Her tone remained firm, and she added some more words, "For example, if you have a classmate or friend, you must also add a title or identity to indicate your relationship with him, instead of saying 'she is My ' is fine, but a noun must be added after it, otherwise it will be misunderstood."

So serious.

So serious.

A little round.

very winding.

"Then do you know that after these four words, there are also nouns that don't need to be added."

"That is the default case of possession and exclusiveness."

"Just like the subtext, you don't need to say it, you can understand it."

I am a chemistry teacher, what are you talking about with her?

"I……"

"Xu Luo also..." I interrupted her, sat down on the swing set up in Fangyuan's bedroom, touched the ground with my toes, and swayed twice, making sure that the ending sound was prolonged, before I continued, "I Did I ever tell you not to talk to me like this?"

I haven't told her about it, and I haven't communicated much with her at all, and there are many things that will not be known until later.

On the day of signing the contract, it seemed like a meeting, but there was actually very little content, just expressing the main things clearly.

Xu Luo didn't speak either, she was silent, and I didn't say anything either.

Someone knocked on the door, and opened the door a little: "Aji, there is a song outside, come quickly."

I turned my head to look at the door, it was still Zheng Zhengzhi, he was standing there with his waist slightly bent, his face could not be seen completely through the crack of the door, showing a sense of humor.

"Wait."

Zheng Zhengzhi pushed the door open a bit. He drank some wine and couldn't stand still, but he still teased me quite soberly: "Are you so clingy to a pretty little sister? It's just a lover, and I don't play games anymore."

"Anything else?"

I don't know Zheng Zhengzhi very well, he's just a scumbag, he hugs a different girl by his side every now and then, if he doesn't know his true nature, how much he thinks he likes the people around him.

When I said this, the smile that was still on his face had disappeared, he shrugged his shoulders, closed the door by himself and went out.

I was alone in the room again.

The call with Xu Luoye was still going on, she hadn't hung up yet, but she still didn't say a word.

She talks too little.

But that said a lot tonight.

The current quietness may also be frightened by my tone and words just now.

I looked at the sky outside, and it was pitch black again, without a single star.

"See you tomorrow."

She gave another soft "hmm", and this is the end of our phone call.

The swing stopped shaking, I tilted my head back, squinted, and stared at a lamp in the room.

Looking at it, I remembered Huo Lingshu today.

It's no secret that I like women.

But I like Huo Lingshu, this is a secret that only I know.

She didn't have much reaction to the fact that I had a little lover, as I expected, anyway, she has always been that kind of person, she seems to be gentle to everyone, and there is no difference at all.

Over the years, I have never been able to guess her mind at all, but it is a little different now.

I'm too lazy to guess, just like when I want to smoke in the afternoon but don't bother to take it.

The activity of picking up songs in the living room was in full swing and very lively, but I just remembered Huo Lingshu, so I was not interested at all. After drinking a glass of wine as an apology, I put on my coat and left Fangyuan's house.

I also came out with that beautiful sister, I don't actually know her age, she looks a little bit older than me, or about the same size as me, but it doesn't matter.

She is beautiful for real.

She has big wavy hair of chestnut color and a charming face with makeup on. Under the light of the elevator, one can see the bright color of her lipstick.

Very attractive.

In the slightly cold weather, I wore a long skirt, a shawl, and a pair of high heels on my feet.

She didn't feel cold, but I couldn't help but tighten my clothes as I watched.

Still in the elevator, it's late and no one else is there.

She had a cigarette in her mouth and didn't light it, but when she first entered the elevator, she handed me one: "When I saw you two months ago, you smoked this."

I took it, squeezed it, and smiled: "The eyes are very good."

The lights were dim that day, and I actually couldn't see her face clearly.

"Yes."

"Otherwise, how could you see Aji at a glance through the crowd?"

I already knew her name tonight, it's Hou Jin.

When Hou Jin said this, the corners of her lips curled up. After saying this, she turned to look at me, took off the cigarette from her mouth, moved closer to me, breathed out lightly at me, and extended an invitation to me : "Want to drink some wine?"

As soon as I said this, she was already leaning against me. The smell of tobacco, perfume, and shampoo mixed with her body didn't smell good.

Makes me want to sneeze.

"No." I tried my best to resist the urge, and glanced at her, "I have to go to work tomorrow, let's try another day."

She smiled again, then stood up straight without speaking.

Both of us drank, and now we can only take a taxi to go back. Because of the incident in the elevator, I almost lost my good opinion of her. Fortunately, the two of us live in completely opposite directions.

I quickly stopped a taxi, and before she got into the car, she stood by the side of the road and winked at me, very frivolously: "Remember to change... the date."

The word "day" was especially emphasized by her, and the meaning couldn't be more obvious.

I raised the corners of my mouth and didn't respond. I waved my hand after she got into the car. As soon as the car drove away, I changed my face, pressed the corners of my lips down, and hailed a taxi to go back to the apartment.

Without Xu Luo lying beside me, I stayed up all night again. I didn’t think it was so mysterious when I didn’t fall asleep at first, but then I realized that I would definitely not be able to fall asleep, so I just got up and started playing games.

"Ms. Yu, did you come all night today?" When I was at the company, Kong You who was next to me looked at me and asked.

I rubbed my eyelids: "Yes." I thought for a while, "I don't have sleeping pills with me, so I can't sleep."

Kong You's eyes widened: "Why don't you buy it? Sleep is so important to people. How many people on the Internet have died suddenly because of staying up all night? Sometimes when I see it, I'm afraid that I will be next."

"It's okay." She didn't know that the "sleeping pill" I mentioned was a person, and I didn't explain much, "It's okay, I can sleep well tonight."

When get out of class was over, Xu Luo didn't call or send me a message. In fact, since she hung up the phone last night, she hasn't had any contact with me.

I don't know if I'm angry.

I sat on a chair, flipped through my contact list, and sent a message to the driving school personal trainer recommended by Fang Yuan.

The registration I told Xu Luo also was not just talking.

One morning and one noon passed, and Xu Luo still didn't have any contact with me. Until around three o'clock in the afternoon, the driver sent me a message saying that they had just set off now and were going back to Liucheng.

I replied "OK" and went to the classroom to prepare for class.

At six o'clock, I got off work and ushered in two days off every week.

Kong You was faster than me, and when I came back from the classroom, she was already on the way.

The mobile phone notification on the desktop has a new WeChat, I click on it, and it is from Hou Jin.

She asked: [Aji, come to drink? 】

When she was still in Fangyuan Community last night, she added me on WeChat.

I refused: [No, busy. 】

Hou Jin: [I thought about it all night last night. 】

I:【? 】

Hou Jin: [You are 'One Night'. 】

Seeing her reply, I almost failed to manage my expression. Fortunately, I held back and pretended to be busy. I didn't reply to her, got up and left the office.

Fortunately, she didn't bother me anymore. I drove back to the apartment. On the way, the driver sent me a message saying that the person had been delivered to the gate of my community.

So Xu Luo is also in my apartment at the moment.

But I didn't see her in the room. I opened the doors to look for the living room, bedroom, bathroom, and study room, but I didn't see her there.

This made me frowned and began to think, might she not come tonight, because I beat her up last night.

I don't think it's too bad.

Thinking of this, I am a little angry myself, thinking that she is small-minded.

I squeezed the phone and clicked on the call history, looked at Xu Luoye's phone number, hesitated again and again, and dialed the number.

This little lover is really remiss.

The phone answered after a two-second beep, I frowned here, and my tone was still not very good: "Where is it?"

"I……"

She just said one word, and there was no sound, but there was a sound of entering a password at the door.

I was holding my mobile phone, sitting on the sofa and staring over there, and saw the door gradually opened a small crack until it was fully open.

Xu Luo also stood at the door with a blank expression on his face.

She was carrying a schoolbag and held an opaque bag in her arms, and she didn't know what was in it.

"The neighborhood is too big." She said at the door without entering, "I'm lost."

"Come here." I raised my eyebrows and waved to her.

She still had no expression on her face, but she changed her shoes obediently and walked and stood in front of me.

She was still carrying the bag carefully, I raised my eyebrows: "What?"

"Grandma asked me to bring strawberries."

"Leave first."

Putting down the bag and taking off the schoolbag, I didn't let her sit down, so she just stood with her hands hanging by her sides and her face sullen.

This is like an unconvinced child who was fined to stand for skipping class.

I pushed one hand to one side, and asked again: "Do you like strawberries?"

She nodded hesitantly.

I smiled, and took her cool hand again: "Come on, I'll plant some for you."