please stop being jealous

I frowned upon seeing these three words, and even deleted the message immediately, pretending that I hadn't read anything.

I was really stupid at the beginning to let Xu Luo call me like this in front of me. Why did I still feel so much guilt towards Xiao Canran at that time?I can't figure it out.

Xu Luo also saw that my expression was a little strange, and asked me with concern: "What's wrong?"

I put away my phone and smiled at her: "It's okay."

But Xu Luo was obviously not satisfied with this answer. She looked at me with worry in her eyes: "Did Auntie say something again?"

"No." I let out a breath and said honestly, "It was the one who sent me a message."

I discussed the countermeasures with them for a long time that day, but in the end, nothing was discussed, because I would never do anything about splashing dirty water.

Xiao Canran is shameless, but it doesn't mean I will be shameless too.

As selfish as I am, I have limits, and if I did, I would definitely have nightmares at night.

This may also be one of the reasons why Xu Luo also left that emoji in Xiao Canran's comment area.

We are still passive because we still have a conscience.

Xu Luo also heard my words, pursed her lips a little, and asked me again: "Did she... say anything?"

"I didn't say anything, I just called me." I didn't want to linger on this topic any more, "Let's go, go back and take a shower, now my body feels sticky and uncomfortable."

"Okay." She threw the used wet wipes into the trash can beside her.

Along the way, there were several more messages from Xiao Canran on the phone, and they were not text messages, but voice messages. I didn't click on any of them, but I didn't delete them either.

I was wondering if Xiao Canran's attitude towards me could be used as a bargaining chip for me to take the initiative.

When Xu Luo also went to take a shower, I leaned on the sofa, thinking.

After hesitating for a while, I still didn't reply because I was waiting.

I actually don't know much about Xiao Canran's personality, otherwise I wouldn't have been tricked by her back then, but I should still know her tricks when it comes to replying to messages.

If I don't respond to a single message, she will send a message to question her later.

Sure enough, after a few minutes, Xiao Canran sent a text: 【Where are you?Disappeared? 】

I pursed my lips and typed a reply: 【Busy. 】

Xiao Canran: [I've been drinking, lingering fear, I've been drinking. 】

[Shut my peace. 】

No wonder they sent me a series of voice messages, I touched my nose, and sent another message: [I will meet you tomorrow, make it clear, and there will be no future. 】

Another voice came over, I was wearing earphones, and I clicked on it: "What if I want to have a future with you?"

The voice was full of drunkenness, not sober at all.

I thought about the above voices that I didn't listen to, and clicked on them.

"I couldn't compare to you in anything before, but now I'm finally living a better life than you. I look better than you. Why am I not happy?"

"The aftermath, the aftermath..."

"I haven't seen you for so long, do you really miss me at all? I...I don't believe it, I don't want to believe it."

When listening to these voices, my mood has calmed down, and I don't know what to say.

After a while, I exhaled, and suddenly felt that it was time to make a complete end with her.

Xiao Canran and I are not from the same college. When we met, we were at a school event. The two of us were promoted by our respective colleges to be hosts. Later, we added WeChat, and later we went out to play together. Later, she confessed to me, and later We are together.

When we were in school, many people knew about our relationship, and we "opened business" normally, and we seemed to be an ideal couple in everyone's eyes.

In fact, I really didn't pay attention to whether she has my excellence. I don't know that she has been comparing me secretly all the time. I am just doing what I should do. Participate in some activities required by the school.

If I had realized this at the time, would there not have been those things that happened later, and the breakup should have been peaceful, instead of causing trouble like that.

I squeezed my phone, lost in memories, and my mind was full of thoughts for a while, until Xu Luo also came out of the bathroom after taking a shower and wiping her hair. The sound of the door closing brought me back to reality.

I waved to her: "I'll brush your hair."

Xu Luoye's hair had grown a bit, she sat down obediently in front of me, and I took a towel and wiped it gently for her.

She wrapped her arms around her knees, tilted her head slightly, looked out of the window, and asked me, "Do you wear headphones to listen to music?"

When she said that, I realized that my earphones hadn't been taken off yet, and she obviously didn't feel that I was listening to music when she asked this question.

She has a very sharp mind.

I shook my head: "No." I paused, "I'm listening to her voice."

Xu Luoye's shoulders shrank obviously, and she gave a slight "hmm" without saying anything.

I stopped wiping her hair, but it was very short, I continued to rub the towel, and said in my mouth: "I asked her to come out tomorrow to see her for the last time, and said all those things, I don't want to affect her because of her. What's wrong with me."

Xu Luo also: "Okay."

"But she hasn't returned yet."

"Then just wait."

But after waiting for a long time, there was no response from Xiao Canran. In the end, I hugged Xu Luoye and put down the phone.

The bedroom has been plunged into darkness, Xu Luo is also in my arms, I can hear her breathing, after thinking for a while, I said softly: "Is there nothing you want to ask?"

"No."

"Then I said it myself."

As soon as I finished speaking, my lips were blocked by her. Her movements were not as gentle as before, but more intense, and her left elbow was slowly propped up, and her right hand was placed on my waist.

This is not what I mean.

After each other's breathing became short, Xu Luo also slowly raised his body, but soon picked up my collar with his mouth and pulled it down, the air was filled with a strong smell of desire/desire.

I swallowed, licked my moist lips, and wanted to say something, but I didn't know what to say. I just hugged her tightly and called her name when I felt a strange feeling in my chest.

This night was a little bit more extreme than before, Xu Luo was also stimulated by Xiao Canran, all of which were transferred to me, raging at my place and planting/planting a flag at my place, and then she was a little uncontrollable, repeated again and again Words of love are whispered in my ears.

The tone of those words was gentle, as if I had been poured into ecstasy soup. I couldn't find myself anymore, so I could only follow her rhythm, rippling violently and lightly on this small boat.

This sleep was a bit heavy, and Xu Luo had already returned from school after class, so I woke up.

After I washed up, she brought me a cup of hot water and put it on the tea table, she squinted her eyes and said with a smile, "Moisten my throat."

"..." I sat on the sofa and said harshly, "Next time you will be finished."

Xu Luo also shrugged her shoulders, she became more courageous: "Wait."

But I have to say that youth is capital, and I sighed in my heart while drinking water.

After drinking a glass of water, I went into the kitchen, looked at Xu Luoye who was busy, opened my mouth, and said, "By the way, she replied to my message."

"Did you say anything?" Xu Luo also glanced at me, and then continued to cook.

"She said she was going back and would not come again."

"That Ms. Lin is her friend, and she won't make things difficult for me in the future."

Xu Luo also blinked: "Really?"

"Hmm." I smiled, "Can I still lie to you?"

As soon as I finished speaking, Xu Luo also grinned happily, and I got closer to her and rubbed her hair.

She pointed to the sink beside her: "Wash your hands and get ready to eat."

"it is good."

The development of the matter was actually a bit beyond my expectation, but it seemed normal. In the final analysis, Xiao Canran is still a proud person. The words she sent me last night, in her eyes, may be a kind of extremely embarrassing Performance.

How could a person like her allow herself to look like this?

She didn't pretend that nothing happened, but in the morning, she sent a series of sorrys, and then said that she was going back and would not come again in the future.

Those few times I'm sorry, not only the "harassment" in Liucheng this time, but also what she did to me in the past.

She came violently and left peacefully.

I replied: 【Goodbye. 】

Not "goodbye", we won't see each other again.