Surrender I

Xu Ye seemed to have been poured cold by a bucket of water, his face froze, and he lowered his head in discouragement.At this moment, his wrist was suddenly grabbed by a warm palm. Before he could react, he was pulled hard, and his whole body was pulled into a solid chest.Above his head, there was a man's low and smiling voice: "I can only hug you."

The light fragrance lingered on the tip of his nose, and he could feel the steady and powerful heartbeat in his chest.Xu Ye put his arms around his waist, curled up his legs, and lay in his arms completely relaxed.He finally found himself hopelessly addicted to it.Although the temperature in the house was constant at the standard of being naked and comfortable, he just wanted the warmth in this embrace.

The man's hand descended from his head, gently stroking his smooth back.

Nothing erotic, just soothing.

"This afternoon, your resistance was extremely intense. Why?"

Xu Ye's body froze obviously, and he was silent for a while before he said: "I went out with friends in the circle before, and a group of people were drunk, so I found a hotel to rest. I didn't drink too much, and I was pointed out by the next door in the middle of the night. Woke up, the sound was terrible... I asked someone to open the door, only to find out that the two who lived next door got drunk and got out of control and raped a young male waiter..." He paused for a while, Only then continued, "When I entered the room, I saw that the waiter was covered in blood...the same was on the bed sheet, and the same was on the carpet...the 120 was called to save my life. I never went out with those people again. I heard that It was settled with money."

It's true that young masters and brothers get together to play wild, but Xu Ye couldn't bear that kind of thing, and he kept a distance from those people after that.That shocking sight cast some shadows on him.So even though Xu Ye let others use intense methods to induce pleasure, and used some toys appropriately, he never allowed others to really use his sexual organs to enter his body.

"My actions this afternoon reminded you of that?"

He nodded.

"You have a shadow on this matter, and you dare to choose a stranger to be your master. Aren't you afraid that I will be violent to you like some doms?" the man asked.

"I thought at the time, if you force me to do something I don't want to do, I can resist." Xu Ye answered honestly.

"Why didn't you resist in the afternoon?"

"You said you would keep me safe." He looked up, his eyes glowing like obsidian under the light.

What kind of illogical trust is this?The man was startled, then lowered his eyes and smiled: "Xu Ye, although I will try my best to control the situation, I don't know what you have experienced, and I can't predict your reaction perfectly every time. This afternoon This is the case, even though I stopped in time, it still made you feel excessive panic, sorry."

He is apologizing.

Xu Ye was completely stunned, and stared at him closely with a pair of wide-eyed eyes.

There was no trace of teasing in the eyes of the man in front of him, he was serious.

"...It's because of me, it has nothing to do with you...It's because I forgot to do what you asked..." After being apologized, Xu Ye became nervous instead, and the guilt that swept over him unknowingly caught him. Wrinkled man's shirt.

"Relax." The hand resting on his back patted lightly, "This is not the master's apology to the slave, but my apology to you in an equal state. The master-slave relationship is a matter between two people, and I will take responsibility as the master. To deal with the responsibility, and you need feedback and cooperation, such as the communication like now, so that I can understand you more deeply." His hand stroked his back, leaving a warm touch, "In order to ensure that in some cases I can perceive your tolerance limit in time, and I will let you choose a safe word. Whenever you say this word, I will stop all actions that may hurt you."

"Can any word be used?" Xu Ye blinked.

“Preferably not common words, or words that may be used frequently in the course of behavior, such as 'don't', 'stop', 'it hurts', etc. These words will make it impossible for me to tell if you are really There is a danger, and it may also arouse my interest in continuing to go deeper."

Xu Ye thought about it, looked at him, thought about it again, and finally made up his mind: "Can I use your name as a security word?"

The man looked directly at him with black eyes: "You don't know my name."

"Yeah, I don't know." He buried his head down again in frustration, his voice muffled with awkward emotions, "So if you don't tell me, I won't have safe words for a day."

The man smiled: "Don't regret it when the time comes." As he spoke, he patted his butt lightly, the pain was awakened, and Xu Ye gasped with a "hiss". "The next time you're punished I might blow your ass open."

"You won't." Xu Ye raised his eyebrows, his tone full of determination.After a while, he seemed to remember something and asked, "I have a question..."

"ask."

"If... I mean, if I had made preparations at that time, would you... have done it?" He finished speaking intermittently, his cheeks flushed again.

"Do you want me to continue?" The man asked with a smile.

He didn't speak, and held back for a long time, finally buried in the man's arms and moved his head up and down slightly.

The man couldn't help laughing: "Aren't you afraid?"

"...I don't know." Xu Ye's face was burning hot.At that time, he fell in love with the man's provocation, and found that he did not reject the man's entry, and even had a little expectation in his imagination.

"No." The man gave him the answer.

"Why?" Xu Ye was surprised, he obviously reacted back then, didn't he?

"Some things lose their meaning if they go too fast, and it's my pleasure to be in charge of all the rhythms." The man said leisurely.

Sure enough, all doms are control freaks.Xu Ye thought.

They chatted a lot. As Xu Ye guessed, the man has a wide range of knowledge. He has read almost all the books in that study room. They have a lot of common language, and the topics jump from travel, sports, and movies. From finance and corporate culture, to psychology.The man's theoretical cultivation of BDSM is outrageous. When he said that Foucault used "infinite imagination of desire" to describe this irrational relationship, Xu Ye smiled empathetically.In the process of being controlled, he couldn't see himself, but he could imagine his body flushed and humiliated when he was whipped. Such imagination stimulated his desire and gave him pleasure.This is not substantially different from ordinary men masturbating to an AV.The man told him about the development history of SM, the psychological needs of sadism (sadism) and masochism (masochism), and also talked about the current situation of the entire domestic circle.

Xu Ye would put forward some of his own opinions and ask questions from time to time.Now he understands why a dom has many subs, because the ratio of the number of people between the two is very different.The reason why the number of subs is much higher than the number of doms is because most of the time subs only need to simply obey, while dom needs to control everything by himself. In fact, this is quite a tiring thing.If bdsm is compared to a performance, dom, as the protagonist, needs to arrange everything from the script, from the control of the scene time, to the handling of props and expression language.In a sense, everything the dom does is serving the sub and giving him pleasure.So an excellent dom must be very calm, while controlling the sub, he must also control himself.And those doms who only use tyrannical means to satisfy their own desires are not welcome.

Xu Ye quietly looked at the man beside him, feeling very lucky in his heart.

He is undoubtedly the best in dom.He is strong and gentle, like a king, possessing the majesty of killing and decisiveness, but also possessing gentle and gentle tenderness.

Time passed quickly, and the hour hand had passed nine before he knew it, Xu Ye asked, "Don't I need to go to the cage tonight?" He remembered that the man once said that he would give him orders every Saturday night.

"No need." The man patted his still red buttocks, "After taking a bath, apply ointment to sleep. I put the ointment by your bedside." Xu Ye nodded, and heard the man add, "If you sleep If you can’t sleep or wake up from a nightmare, you can call my cell phone. You must have breakfast before eight o’clock tomorrow morning.”

Xu Ye thought he would not be able to sleep.

He didn't want to go to bed, but this time was too early for him, since he was in college, he never went to bed before ten o'clock.

This day's slave life was new and interesting to him.He entered the state much faster than he imagined.When he lay down, his head was peaceful, not full of confusion and entanglement as usual.Those desires that cannot be aroused and have nowhere to go, restless emotions, doubts about oneself, and trivial matters at work seem to have disappeared, and the mind and body relax on the soft bed.

There is only that person's voice in my mind, low and gentle, echoing faintly.

He fell asleep quickly, and was woken up by the alarm clock next to his pillow at seven o'clock in the morning.

It rained last night, and it seemed to be quite heavy, but he didn't know anything about it.It seems that I haven't slept so deeply for a long time.Xu Ye got up and stretched his muscles in the yard.There were still raindrops on the leaves, and the air was full of wetness.

07:30 He returned to the house, took off his clothes and put on an apron and started to make breakfast.Uncle Ye had already prepared the ingredients last night, and specially told him how to make fried eggs well.Despite the theoretical guidance, it is still difficult to practice.It was either too raw or too burnt. After frying six eggs in a row, Xu Ye finally had a finished product that looked good.The breakfast required by the man is very simple, bread, fried eggs, ham or bacon, juice or milk.

It was five minutes before eight o'clock after everything was laid out on the table, and Xu Ye stood at the stairs and wandered.In fact, his curiosity about men has reached the peak, and he has been calculating "he will definitely not wear a mask when he sleeps", "if I go in now, maybe I can see his face" and other thoughts.But a voice on the other side warned him "he forbids you to see that you shouldn't violate it", "if you do this, you will be punished severely", so he was still hesitating, pacing up and down like an ant on a hot pot.