Looking for a woman named Xiaoyao

6. Who doesn't have a sad past?

That day, Xiang Wan wore a floral dress, and her elegant demeanor seemed to come out of an ink landscape painting, which made people feel affectionate.

Xiang Wan's story did sound a bit sad.She was born in a broken family, her parents divorced, and her mother quickly found her a stepfather who liked to drink alcohol, and a younger brother brought by her stepfather.

In Xiangwan's deep and gradual memory, childhood was gloomy, and his stepfather had a violent temper and was always fighting. Although he was protected by his mother, he was ultimately defeated by his father's arrogance.Childhood experiences made Xiang Wan sensitive and autistic, and the only thing that accompanied her in that lonely room was her paintbrush.

Everyone has a wound. When Xiang Wan said that she was molested by her stepfather when she was a child, I was still a little surprised. I watched, but couldn't connect the word molestation with her pure and pure appearance.Xiang Wan said that because she hated men, she would not marry a man.She likes women's softness and thoughtfulness.

Because of the special identity that is also hidden under the secular moral concepts.At that moment, my heart trembled a little.

Recently, the stepfather borrowed usury outside, and the family war continued to escalate.Xiang Wan said that she couldn't stand this family, and she couldn't stay for a moment.She wanted to move out, but as someone who had just graduated and hadn't found a job, Xiang Wan didn't have enough money to rent a house to support herself.

That day, Xiang Wan said to me, before I find a job, can I live with you temporarily?

I said this is not acceptable. As a professional consultant, such behavior has gone beyond the scope of the profession, and it is absolutely unworkable.

Xiang Wan, on the other hand, looked resolute, so from now on, when we end our relationship, I can treat you as a friend.

My refusal was defeated by Xiang Wan's pleading eyes, and her pity made me overflow with sympathy.In fact, the more reason is, if there is one more person in the family, will it distract me from missing Xiaoyao.

Early the next morning, Xiang Wan stood at the door of my apartment dragging a big suitcase.Xiang Wan's big suitcase was filled with all kinds of household items, clothes, shoes and hats, perfume, cosmetics... Let me say, do you plan to stay here for a long time?Clothes for spring and summer are all ready.

When I was not at home, Xiang Wan cleaned the house clean and tidy up as if she were a hostess.Compared to my messiness and disorder, Xiang Wan is a clean and tidy person, and has a certain degree of obsessive behavior.For example, toothpaste must be placed upside down, brushing must be done 30 times when brushing teeth, and quilts must be folded squarely.When spraying perfume, it is always no more, no less, ten strokes.After getting up, the pajamas are always folded and arranged, unlike me, they are always thrown away.

During the day, Xiangwan goes out to look for a job. She likes to wear lotus-colored dresses, with a slender figure and bright lipstick.I often jokingly say: "Xiang Wan, it's not like looking for a job when you're like this, you're clearly going out to attract bees and butterflies." Then Xiang Wan would run back, pinch my mouth and say, "Go on, be careful of me. Rip your mouth."

I replied to her: With your weak Liu Fufeng figure, you have the guts but not the strength.

Do you really want to try it.

You really have the heart.

Hey, to be honest, I really can't bear it.Although your face always looks serious, like a newscaster on major events, but I haven't seen enough of it yet.

During the two weeks that Xiang Wan stayed here, we gradually got to know each other, and the strangeness at the beginning gradually disappeared.

Besides keeping the house tidy and orderly, after Xiang Wan came over, it really distracted me from missing the little demon.The two of us would drink a large cup of coffee and sit on the couch until dawn and talk, mostly about her going to school.How to be pursued by boys, how to refuse one by one tirelessly.She said: "Ruoru, do you know how I scare the boys away in the end?" Once, in front of the whole class during recess, I told them loudly that I like girls.

Did you scare them away?No way, those boys don't believe anything they say.Then I kissed my girlfriend at the time in front of the boys.

I said Xiang Wan, I really didn't see that you were a rebellious girl back then, with huge energy hidden in your small body.

However, Xiang Wan didn't mention too much about his girlfriend. He just told me that they were college classmates and they were each other's first love.

Sometimes, when the two of us were at home on weekends, Xiang Wan would see me sitting at the desk seriously writing a manuscript, and she would tilt her head, bite an apple, and say with a smirk: "I really want to know about an emotional relationship." What about the emotional past of a consultant and romance novel author."

I turned to look at her, kept silent, and continued writing.In fact, speaking of my emotional experience, there are not many vigorous stories.The person who likes me and the person I like are always two parallel lines.Sometimes, when I was writing a manuscript at night, she would give me a bowl of lotus seed, tremella and red date soup cooked by herself.At first, she just brought it over and put it on my desk.Take care of me and drink it while it's hot.

That day, seeing that I was only concentrating on writing the manuscript, Xiang Wan came out of her small room, without saying a word, just picked up the small blue and white porcelain bowl, scooped up a mouthful of soup with a small spoon, and handed it to my mouth. Our eyes met, and after a few seconds of silence, I opened my mouth and let Xiang Wan finish the bowl of white fungus and red date soup in one mouthful after another.In the end, Xiang Wan didn't forget to add that if it wasn't for this, this bowl of white fungus and lotus seed soup would have been wasted again.do you know?Waste is shameful.Then, he turned and walked into her room.