you are so sweet

Xiao Chengfeng, who didn't hold back for a while and said what was in his heart, was very nervous, and this kind of mood was also clearly displayed on his face.

It was obvious that Cheng Muyang could tell at a glance what he was thinking now.To be honest, Cheng Muyang has never seen Xiao Chengfeng like this. In his impression, Xiao Chengfeng seems to have always been reckless and flamboyant, never caring about anyone or anything. The current contrast makes him feel a little bit embarrassed. Here's what he wants to say.

"Sit down." Sitting on the sofa, Cheng Muyang was pulled by a force. Only then did he see that since he pulled Xiao Chengfeng up just now, Xiao Chengfeng has been holding his hand and never letting go.

"Muyang..." Xiao Chengfeng looked a little pitiful.

Cheng Muyang looked at the two people's handshake for two seconds, Xiao Chengfeng let go of his hand, and sat obediently beside Cheng Muyang.

To be honest, Cheng Muyang has always felt that his intuition is much more accurate than others, especially when it comes to feelings. Maybe when Xiao Chengfeng didn't realize it, he could already discover the different atmosphere between the two.

It's just that he has been deliberately avoiding thinking about it before, even if he saw it and realized it, he would pretend that nothing happened.It's not that he is selfish, but that he doesn't dare to think about it.

He knew his sexual orientation a long time ago, and he also knew the tolerance of the minority group like him in today's society. He didn't dare to tell others, and he didn't dare to pull others to bear the pressure of public opinion with him.

Therefore, while enjoying Xiao Chengfeng's kindness to him, on the other hand, he can let this sprout take root.

Cheng Muyang sighed, looking at Xiao Chengfeng beside him, there are still some idiots who would fall in love with him.

"Do you know what you're talking about?"

"I know." Xiao Chengfeng put away his pitiful look, and changed back to the previous aura, with a serious expression.

Cheng Muyang glanced at him, this was the first time he had seen Xiao Chengfeng look so serious, so unfamiliar that the image of Xiao Chengfeng he knew before gradually faded away, and was slowly replaced by the personality of the person in front of him.

In the process of getting to know a person, I always discover a new side of this person, and then overturn the inherent impression I gave him before, and gradually form a three-dimensional image of a person with flesh and blood in my mind.

Now, Cheng Muyang feels that this person Xiao Chengfeng is reorganizing in his heart, he is getting to know this person again.

This kind of feeling can’t be said to be good or bad, it’s just a very strange feeling. No matter how long you have known him, he will always give you a new feeling, making you want to keep watching until he shows all his appearances in front of you.

Maybe someone else could choose to be with someone as long as one point is enough to impress him, but Cheng Muyang clearly knew that he couldn't do it.He can never be emotional, even if he is a very emotional and nostalgic person, as long as there is a trace of uncertainty in his heart, he will not choose to make a decision that may change his current situation.

In fact, Xiao Chengfeng should have noticed this too.

Cheng Muyang looked at Xiao Chengfeng, he really did not expect that Xiao Chengfeng would break everything up like this.

"I..." Cheng Muyang's lips moved, and before he could speak, Xiao Chengfeng covered his mouth with one hand.

"You don't need to reply me, I know." Xiao Chengfeng let go of his hand gently, and smiled at Cheng Muyang, "I know your concerns and what you think, I just want to tell you my feelings."

"Muyang, the reason why I said these words tonight is to tell you. Maybe from the beginning, my approach to you was based on lies, but I'm afraid I never wanted to hurt you. After I have said all my thoughts, I will not deceive you any more."

"I want to be my true self in front of you. You don't have to have pressure, and I won't put pressure on you. We still get along as before. You just need to think about me when you want to find someone to rely on. ,OK?"

Cheng Muyang looked into Xiao Chengfeng's eyes, and his shadow was reflected in the clear pupils.

With these words, Xiao Chengfeng lowered his posture too low.Cheng Muyang didn't want to see him like this.

"Chengfeng, I, you don't need to do this." Cheng Muyang pulled Xiao Chengfeng's hand from his lips, and the touch of the light rubbing made him a little itchy, he licked his lips, and then continued, "I don't blame you It just means that I have too many reasons for myself..."

He didn't know what to say next.

Indeed, there were too many reasons for him, whether it was his own psychological reasons or those of his family, which prevented him from taking an easy step.Moreover, he also clearly knew where the gap between himself and Xiao Chengfeng was.

Perhaps it cannot be said to be a gap, but two people have never been in the same world.When we were friends, the problems caused by values ​​and consumption concepts were enough to make Cheng Muyang daunting, and this was also the problem he was most afraid of.

Xiao Chengfeng saw that he was a child from a well-off family. He had such an idea at first, but after he saw the car Xiao Chengfeng was driving tonight, he realized this idea even more.

No one wants their son to go to...

This may be his own thinking. The environment in which he grew up determines the way he thinks about problems, and what he has experienced also makes him feel insecure.

This may seem selfish, but Cheng Muyang still chooses to protect himself.

"I said, I know." Xiao Chengfeng was most afraid of Cheng Muyang's appearance, he would half-say everything, and always make people guess his thoughts.He almost understood what he was afraid of, but what he didn't understand was that he had already expressed his thoughts and didn't need Cheng Muyang to reply, why Cheng Muyang still wanted him to take back his words. ,

The words have been spoken, no matter how much Cheng Muyang hopes, in a sense, it is impossible for the two of them to return to their previous state.

He spoke softly, but he would not give Cheng Muyang a chance to escape.

"You don't know." Cheng Muyang looked at Xiao Chengfeng who was frowning, "There are many things. You let me think about it."

"I'll let you think about it carefully, but during this period, we will remain the same as before, don't hide from me." Xiao Chengfeng has already keenly noticed something wrong with Cheng Muyang's state and eyes, and he no longer dares to look directly at him.

Xiao Chengfeng spat in his heart, telling you to lose your temper, it's all right now, it's going to scare people away.

"it is good."

The author has something to say: Please take a leave of absence tomorrow!No need to watch the update tomorrow!The day after tomorrow will be updated at 9 am as usual!

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Ke Tianli, Cheng and Xiao are very ordinary people, so they have advantages and disadvantages. I try my best to shape them to have their own personalities and ideas.Because the two people live in different environments, Xiao Chengfeng will not understand some of Cheng Muyang's concerns. Similarly, Cheng Muyang will never be as unscrupulous and fearless as Xiao Chengfeng.If two people want to be together, they still need to work together to find a way of getting along that suits them best.

Forget it, in fact, the two of them are out of my control, let them play by themselves, I want to see, when these two people can have enough fun and honestly fall in love.

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I have read all the comments, thank you little angels who have accompanied me until now, I will work hard!