Fake it with her

"Want to be with my daughter? No problem, let's get 1000 million first..."

"Zhao Cainan, you are crazy about money..."

"I raised you so much, what's wrong with spending 1000 million on me?!"

Zhao Muxi opened her eyes and looked at the ceiling. She took a deep breath, but luckily she was dreaming. She dreamed that Zhao Cainan knew about her relationship with Ji Yutang. Ask Ji Yutang for money...

This is what Zhao Muxi is most worried about.

It was only five o'clock in the afternoon, and she was lying on the sofa and fell asleep again. The temperature of the air conditioner was turned on a little low, which made her hands and feet cold, and goose bumps appeared on her legs.

Ji Yutang came back early today, and saw Zhao Muxi wearing a t-shirt, dozing off on the sofa with bare legs, blowing on the air conditioner and not wearing more clothes, saying that she refused to listen to her several times, but she has a way of taking care of others , When I got here, I didn't care about it.

"Come back so early?" Seeing Ji Yutang come back, Zhao Muxi twisted her waist and lazily sat up from the sofa. When she was alone at home, she was used to being so lazy.

Seeing her like this, she just woke up, Ji Yutang put her bag aside, sat down beside her, reached out and touched her arm, it was cold, Ji Yutang simply took her arm, half hugging her She warmed her up, "Go to bed when you're sleepy, wear so little, and be careful of catching a cold."

"Hmm..." Zhao Muxi was still thinking about the dream just now, and was relieved by Ji Yutang's hug. She just came back from the outside, and her body was very warm.

Ji Yutang was tired outside all day, but Ms. Zhao enjoyed herself at home in her pajamas. Ji Yutang pulled Zhao Muxi to lie down on the sofa together, smiled, "Lie down with me for a while."

Sticking to her side, Zhao Muxi felt that the temperature was just right. Seeing that her eyes were tired, Zhao Muxi turned over, lay half on her body, and reached out to gently rub her temples, "Is this okay?"

"Do you often give massages?" Ji Yutang couldn't help asking seeing that she was familiar with her techniques.

"No." Zhao Muxi pressed Lin Wei, but didn't say it out. After saying it, Mr. Ji probably felt sour again. Seeing Ji and Tanglei, Zhao Muxi didn't say anything, but felt distressed.

Ji Yutang squinted her eyes comfortably, enjoying Miss Zhao's service.

"President Ji..." Zhao Muxi rubbed her hands and suddenly called out.

The atmosphere was suddenly awkward.

"You still call me that?" Because of this title, Ji Yutang slowly opened his eyes, and wanted her to change her words a long time ago, but she chose Mr. Ji on the left and Mr. Ji on the right, screaming happily.

In fact, it was awkward to call it like this at this time, but Zhao Muxi called it smoothly, and it was difficult to change it for a while.

"Yutang..." Hearing her change, Ji Yutang smiled and just wanted to reward her with a kiss, when Ms. Zhao put on a serious face and added seriously, "Or Lao Ji?"

Ji Yutang grabbed her face, not as if he was teaching her, but more like caressing, "Bad thing, am I so old?"

It's such a happy feeling.

After laughing for a while, Zhao Muxi lowered her head and carefully kissed her on the lips before saying, "I want to move back tonight..."

"Why?" The smile on Ji Yutang's face faded a bit.

Zhao Muxi stroked her soft hair and stared into her eyes for a while. In fact, she had been thinking about it for a while, thinking it would be better to say it out, "Our relationship...I don't want my mother to know for now."

What kind of tone should be used to say this sentence so that Ji Yutang will not mistakenly think that she is cowardly and retreating? Zhao Muxi has been struggling with this question for a long time.

Ji Yutang just followed her, they were just getting together, and they were not in a hurry to think about these issues, "Then we'll talk about it when we're ready."

"Hmm." What Zhao Muxi thought in her heart was that she hoped that Zhao Cainan would never know.

"Do you have to move back?" Ji Yutang was a little worried about letting Zhao Muxi live in that area alone, "I'm near here, and I'll find you another house..."

Zhao Muxi smiled and pursed her lips and shook her head.

This may be the gap between them, even though they are so close now, Ji Yutang still feels that Zhao Muxi has not really accepted her, "I will take you back after dinner tonight."

Zhao Muxi knew that she had let Ji Yutang down, but she was really not ready, and she was not ready to express her concerns and hesitation to Ji Yutang relentlessly.Zhao Muxi sticks her head into Ji Yutang's neck, hugs her quietly with her head sullen, enjoying the body temperature and fragrance that makes her nostalgic. It would be great if she could hold her like this all the time.

Zhao Muxi is still afraid of falling in love with Ji Yutang, even though she is already reluctant to part with it.

Ji Yutang hugged Zhao Muxi, but she still didn't want to talk about her own concerns, which made Ji Yutang somewhat disappointed.

At nine o'clock in the evening, Ji Yutang drove her back. The road was filled with muffled thunder, and the pouring thunderstorm was coming, which made her feel very depressed.

"I'll take you up." Ji Yutang parked the car at a familiar intersection.

"Farewell, it's going to rain soon." Zhao Muxi was worried that Zhao Cainan would be at home. Ever since she and Ji Yutang confirmed their relationship, she was particularly worried that Ji Yutang would meet Zhao Cainan.

Ji Yutang unfastened her seat belt and smiled, "If it rains, I'll sleep with you tonight."

"President Ji, you still..."

Zhao Muxi called her "President Ji" again, and this time, it seemed that the distance between them was further widened.

"Twilight..."

Zhao Muxi explained, "I'm just... not ready yet."

"What's going on in your head?"

"It's not that..." Ji Yutang probably misunderstood her unpreparedness as the matter of "having sex". Zhao Muxi finally understood what it means to be difficult to argue, but she couldn't explain it clearly for a while. Such a misunderstanding Let's misunderstand like this.

"Okay, I won't go up."

"Well, then I'll go first, be careful on the road..."

"Wait a minute." Ji Yutang called to Zhao Muxi who was about to get out of the car, took her hand, and pulled her towards him, "Come here."

Zhao Muxi turned around, Ji Yutang had already leaned over to her, held her face, and kissed her lips for a few seconds, "Don't keep worrying about things, I'm your girlfriend, you know ?”

"I know, you go back first, and call me when you get home." Zhao Muxi raised the corners of her mouth and smiled, thinking about it, but she still noticed it.

Zhao Muxi got out of the car and looked back several times on the way. Ji Yutang didn't leave, probably waiting for her to go upstairs, so she couldn't help but quicken her pace.The first thing Zhao Muxi did after going upstairs was to open the curtains and lie down on the bay window, looking downstairs...

When Ji Yutang saw that the lights upstairs were on, she drove away.

As soon as she left, it was raining heavily outside the window, Zhao Muxi sat by the window and stared blankly for a while.Half an hour later, the door opened, and Zhao Muxi saw Zhao Cainan standing at the door soaked all over, his face was covered with scars, and he was extremely embarrassed.

Zhao Cainan saw Zhao Muxi's first words, "I really have nowhere to go."

This appearance of hers caught Zhao Muxi's heart all of a sudden. It was the same on that night ten years ago. The rain was heavier than today, and her injuries were heavier than today. Blood was spitting out from her mouth. Zhao Muxi carried her on the street for a long time before finding a small clinic. The doctor felt sorry for them and took them in for a night.

"What are you doing back here?" Zhao Muxi cursed, but her eyes were already blurred with tears.

"I have no choice but... I really can't raise money."

Zhao Muxi didn't ask how much she needed, and said with a cold face, "You look for me, but I don't have either."

"Muxi, if I don't pay the money, I'm going to die..." Zhao Cainan walked into the room, leaving a string of wet footprints on the floor tiles, she dragged Zhao Muxi, desperately begging.

"Then you are going to die now!" Zhao Muxi yelled, throwing off her hand, showing no mercy at all.

Zhao Cainan was stunned for a while, then smiled, as if going crazy, "Okay, I'm going to die... Fuck... I deserved to die 25 years ago..."

Twenty-five years ago, Zhao Cainan became pregnant without marriage and became pregnant with Zhao Muxi. In that year, she was raped. The man who had promised to marry her thought she was dirty, so he didn't want her, so he dumped their mother and daughter. .Then she began to degenerate, went to sell, gambled, smoked and drank heavily. If Zhao Muxi hadn't been born, she would not have survived now. She knew that she was cheap, but she wanted to be a good mother in front of her daughter. Pretend.But the paper still can't cover the flames. One day, my daughter will grow up to be sensible and know what a dirty person she is...

Zhao Cainan didn't tell Zhao Muxi about some things, she only said that it was the man who didn't want them, she thought Zhao Muxi didn't know, but Zhao Muxi had already heard all this.

Zhao Cainan has lived like this all her life, and has nothing to pursue. The only thing that counts is that she hopes that Zhao Muxi will live a "clean" life and not be like herself.

"Stop..." Zhao Cainan went to the rooftop, but Zhao Muxi still chased after her. It was still the same, she would never be able to truly hate her mother.

The lightning split in the sky, like a huge gap, and the thunderstorm was the eternal shadow in Zhao Muxi's heart.

The whole body was completely drenched by the heavy rain, Zhao Muxi grabbed Zhao Cainan's wrist, "You're going to die, I'll be with you!"

Zhao Muxi pulled her and walked to the fence of the roof, and climbed up the fence first...

In the rain, Zhao Cainan pulled her back forcefully, and slapped Zhao Muxi on the face with a slap, raising a cloud of raindrops, "You are crazy! Get out of here!"

Zhao Muxi was leaning on the fence, crying and slipping on the ground, Zhao Cainan fell down beside her, the two of them remained silent until the rain stopped.

"How much worse..."

"30, the last 30..."

Zhao Muxi dragged her almost collapsed body to stand up, but gritted her teeth and said to Zhao Cainan, "Next time you're going to die, just be quicker and don't tell me again."

At ten o'clock in the evening, Zhao Cainan was sitting on the floor, rubbing medicine on his face in front of the mirror, "Those grandsons are really serious..."

Zhao Muxi looked very upset, walked into the bedroom and slammed the door hard, out of sight, just pulled her upstairs and jumped down together to make a clean slate.

Ji Yutang called her, but Zhao Muxi didn't dare to answer, and waited for her to hang up the phone by herself. After a while, Zhao Muxi sent her a text message back, "I'm already asleep, you should go to bed early too, Good night."

After saying good night, it was destined to be a sleepless night. Zhao Muxi lay on her side on the bed, which was full of dolls she and Ji Yutang had caught together. She pulled a pillow and hugged her. She closed her eyes and imagined that it was Ji Yutang Tong...

"...I'm your girlfriend, you know?"

Ji Yutang always hugged her and kissed her, probably because she wanted to give her a sense of security, but Zhao Muxi knew that her sense of security was destined to be something that no one else could give her.In her life, it seemed that she didn't even have the right to enjoy love...

For the 30 yuan, Zhao Muxi still wanted to ask Lin Wei for help, but this time Lin Wei really couldn't help.

"The 30 last time has not been paid off, and now you open your mouth and it is [-]..." Lin Wei knew that Zhao Muxi was repaying her mother's gambling debts, and persuaded her, "Muxi, you can do this even if you do this." It's the best of benevolence, don't worry about calling the police..."

Those who open an underground casino and lend money have backgrounds, even if they call the police, it will not help, and they will use various means to deal with you if you don't pay the money.

"...There is really no other way, why don't you borrow it from Ji Yutang?"

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