dmmd pseudo-shuangcang be to golden-eyed he

Even after leaving the central round tower, is there no response?Or is it that you can no longer perceive the changes in the surrounding things?

But everything will be fine, Kulia said to himself, and continued to hold Cang Ye's hand, and walked towards the former residential area...

……

"Although we have come out, we can't leave for too long. After all, I brought Cangye Sang out without permission."

Only then did he finally reflect on his reckless behavior, and Kulia smiled embarrassedly.

...be sure to check it out afterwards

"By the way, Cangye Sang has been away from Bidao for almost a year before coming back, right?"

"..."

"Cangye Sang wants to know about Grandma Duohui and Hongquesang?"

On the way, Cangye was so quiet that Kuria couldn't help but find a topic. Although Cangye still didn't respond, Kuria didn't stop

"Everyone is doing well. Grandma Duohui is still in good health. Cardinal-san often visits her. After being discharged from the hospital, Shui Ji-san is fine. I am working in his shop now, and Nuoiz-sang is also here now. The central round tower works, it seems to be engaged in programming or something, um... and Mink-sang... but then I don't know."

After briefly summarizing the situation of the people Cangye knew well, and observing Cangye's expression, Kulia felt disappointed again

Cang Ye still didn't respond

However, what kind of reaction do I hope Cang Ye can have? Now everyone is living a happy life. Even if Cang Ye can give a response, maybe it is a sigh of relief or something. develop in a good direction

...Maybe I just want to hear Cang Ye's voice again

"Cangye Sang, because a grand celebration is being held at the square, there are a lot of people, just in case, we won't go there"

I noticed it before, although Cang Ye feels very obedient now, but his body is a little stiff in crowded places, is he uneasy?Bringing Cangye to a dark and deserted alley, thinking about letting him rest, Kulia stopped

"Is there any place Cangye Sang wants to go?"

"..."

Having gotten used to no response, Kuria started talking to himself

"How about going to Granny Duohui?...But I haven't got permission yet, but it's okay to take a look from a distance, right? Then why don't you drop by and see Linquesan and the others? But they should already be on the other side of the square... Heizhen moved its store, and Linquesang also opened a barber shop, I want to take Cangye Sang to see, and not only Heizhen, Bidao has changed a lot..."

"Then, let's go home first, Cangye Sang"

Having made a decision on this, Kulia showed a smile full of expectation, and stretched out his hand to him again as he had just taken Cangye out.

"..."

There was no response for a long time, not even a simple mechanical obedience, Kulia couldn't help but feel a little puzzled, he looked at Cangye, trying to catch any slight change on his face

Except for the meaningless words, it has been too long since he uttered a clear word, the constant emptiness in Cang Ye's eyes finally faintly showed signs of collapsing, he seemed to be trying to express something

Kulia waited patiently without interruption, watching him try to use his already stiff facial muscles. After several efforts, he finally managed to utter a word in a hoarse voice.

"……Do not"

Both his expression and his voice clearly conveyed his rejection

"..."

I have thought about many possibilities, what will be the first sentence Cang Ye said again, I really want to hear Cang Ye’s voice, I want to hear him call my name again... I got an unexpected answer, Ku Leah froze for a moment, unwilling to believe her ears

Cangye Sang is unwilling to go back?

"why?"

Huge confusion welled up in his heart, and Kulia asked in puzzlement

"……Do not"

Did not answer, but repeated it again, Cang Ye even took a step back, seemed to want to escape, but forced himself not to move anymore, the whole body was tense

If I changed the scene and saw Cang Ye's reaction finally become more vivid, I would definitely feel very happy, but now Kulia only felt at a loss

why?

... There is no solution, but if you have to seek an explanation, aren't human beings such a complicated creature? Just like Grandma Duohui, she obviously cares about Shengsang who has fallen asleep, and even if her memory is erased, she will go to visit her However, since I met her in the cemetery last time, I haven't seen her in the cemetery again, and she really won't go there again.Cangye Sang has been away from home for so long, it is impossible not to miss Grandma Duohui and not want to go home, but he refuses to go back... This is human beings, complex and contradictory, an existence that he will never understand and become

"...Aren't you willing to take a look at it from a distance?"

"..."

"I promise no one will find out"

"..."

"Hey... Cangye Sang, let's go back"

There was a hint of pleading in his tone, and Kulia looked at Cangye sadly, waiting for him to hold his outstretched hand back.

Since Cang Ye didn't run away immediately after refusing, can he think that Cang Ye still wants to go back?

"..."

After a long silence, Kulia's persistence finally got Cangye's compromise

Maybe it was just forcing myself to obey habitually, maybe it was because I believed Kulia's promise, maybe I couldn't resist the temptation to go home after all, Cangye's body moved, as if she wanted to raise her hand, like before, in Kulia Move on under Ya's lead

Seeing this, Kulia couldn't help raising the corners of her mouth, waiting for the cool touch in her palm, but...

...seemed to hear a broken sound

Cang Ye's hand didn't stretch out in the end, or in other words, stretched out halfway, and finally retracted as if giving up everything

The smile on his lips froze, and the sense of loss surged again. Kulia opened his mouth, but he couldn't say anything. However, there was nothing to say. Cang Ye's continuous refusal had already made everything clear enough. isn't it

Cang Ye didn't want to go back, the act of bringing him out this time was completely meaningless, maybe it brought him troubles that he wouldn't have had before... What a failure

...I still want to hear Cang Ye's voice again, such a self...be sure to check it out afterward

10

……

……

……

destroy……

want to destroy...

destroy what?

Waking up again from the icy darkness, my mind was empty, and I just sat there for a long time...

"..."

It's not that I gave up struggling, as long as there is a slight possibility, I won't let it go, it's just that I'm a little... Tired, or bored?

I don’t know, after staying alone for a long time, all my emotions are almost wiped out, and now all I have left are unwillingness and the desire to destroy

...want to destroy, to destroy rationality, this is what I want to do most now

Crush rationality, destroy this body that traps me, and end all of this as soon as possible

For a long time, such thoughts have been expanding, but because I am trapped here, I can't do anything...

"Then, let's go home first, Cangye Sang"

"..."

go home? ... What are you doing?

It is the information received from outside Cang Ye's body, pay attention to the situation outside...

Ah, it's that weird guy

I didn't expect him to take Cang Ye out of the central round tower. I really... don't know what to say about him, but he can stay away from the place where experiments and data collection are constantly performed on this body, well, whatever

Although I will destroy my rationality sooner or later, it doesn't matter what happens to this body, but being able to leave that annoying place...isn't it bad?

……

"……Do not"

...!

It's him!I stood up suddenly, and finally... I have been falling into a deep sleep, using this to escape the rationality of reality, and finally...

"……Do not"

I can't help but feel a little funny when I hear the rational, stubborn and mechanical rejection

...What, I thought he was finally willing to come out and accept the reality, but in the end he was still escaping?

It was so boring that I sat back and waited for the next development.I have a hunch that things won't just end like this, and since rationality is awake, then... just smashing it all at once would be too boring

"...Aren't you willing to take a look at it from a distance?"

"..."

"I promise no one will find out"

"..."

"Hey... Cangye Sang, let's go back"

...It's so annoying, if you have time to talk nonsense here, why don't you just take Cang Ye away, anyway, that body doesn't have much strength to struggle, and, no matter how rational he is, he won't agree, he's just a coward , Coward, that's why I have been refusing to admit to me...

...?

actually reached out...

No!

Standing up again, intense emotions boiled in my chest, I don't know what it is, I don't care, how can I...

Breaking through that darkness, I stepped out of it...

'It's too late'

A decisive sentence was uttered in his ear, destroying Reason's obsession with going home, and I watched the last light in Reason's eyes disappear

...that's exactly what I want, isn't it?

Rationally, he... gave up completely

'Hehe...huh...hahahaha...'

Ignoring the slight pain in my chest, I laughed out loud

...This is what I want, to destroy...destroy everything...even myself... just smash it little by little, and I will do the same next time, little by little, smash all the remaining parts of rationality Lose……

Great, finally...

Watching reason put his hands down in the guy's expectant gaze