dmmd pseudo-shuangcang be to golden-eyed he

... "

Barely suppressing the emotions surging in my heart, I tried my best to keep calm and said:

"Cangye will not die"

"Hmph, who knows"

a2 chuckled and took a step back

"But brother, don't forget, you are our companion."

"..."

I had no intention of talking any further, turned and left

The voice of a2 continues behind me

"My brother is also an accomplice..."

……accomplice?He refers to when I betrayed the water, or now, no, now, I will never watch Cang Ye die as if alive, because Cang Ye is different

Cangye has taught me a lot, you need to open an umbrella when it rains, it’s bad for your heart to turn into the room through the window, hot sweet crisps are the best, etc, etc., and those who get along with everyone All the happy memories are brought to me by Cang Ye, so what can I do for Cang Ye?

What can I do for Cangye who has been teaching me patiently and showing me a friendly and gentle smile?

... I don't know, there are doctors with superb medical skills in the central round tower, they will cure Cang Ye's body, the twins have always been by Cang Ye's side, and it is not their turn to let me talk to Cang Ye, I can help Cang Ye What does Ye do?

With such confusion, I came to the roof of Cangye’s room. I haven’t been here for a long time, because Cangye is not at home, and when I am among humans, I always forget that I am actually a machine fact

...want to sing again

Jellyfish Song...

I remember every time I sang this song, my grandpa was very happy. I wanted to make Cang Ye happy too. If Cang Ye could smile because of my singing, nothing would satisfy me more than that

……

I didn't expect to meet Linque-san, we had a brief chat, and seeing his confused and worried expression, I realized that he needs to be dyed again

Cardinal Sang’s spirit is very strong, and most people can maintain the state of dyeing for a long time, but people like Cardinal, Mizuki, and Neuz are indeed good experimental materials. I basically have to use them every day. Sing dyed music in front of them to make sure they don't have questions about their lives now

...just, I would have liked to sing the jellyfish song a little longer

……

I don't know why I came to Shengsang's tombstone, maybe it was to give myself a warning, Cangye is the same as Sheng now, but it doesn't mean they will have the same ending

Grandpa and Shengsang told me what death is, so I hope to repay Cangye who has helped me, and help Cangye live better...

"Do you visit him often?"

Granny Duohui asked me suddenly

"...Sang Sang seems very lonely here"

Unconsciously blurted out, yes, this is outside the platinum cage, the only one who can remember the birth is Grandma Duohui, although Grandma Duohui should have forgotten everything... Sure enough, I will never understand human beings

"Yes, I will often come here to visit Shengsang"

"Um……"

Hearing my answer, Grandma Duohui seemed relieved. For some reason, I had a premonition that she would never come here again...

"Cangye..."

Waking up suddenly from the dream, Shui Ji suddenly sat up

"……Uh……"

Headache... It was as if a knife had been inserted into it and stirred vigorously a few times. My mind was confused and I could only endure it... Waiting for the pain to pass, Shui Ji breathed heavily like a thirsty fish

... What had he dreamed just now?It seems to be talking to Cang Ye, but it feels like talking in the head, clear and vague, I can’t even remember what I said to Cang Ye, but I feel very powerless, mixed with many bad emotions... ...a portent, or are dreams and reality the opposite?

Puzzled, looking at the time, Shui Ji scratched his hair, got out of bed and went into the bathroom

"..."

I was really sleepy, the bandage around my neck was not wrapped, and I stood in front of the mirror...

Shui Ji stared at himself in the mirror, or at the tattoo on his neck, with extreme disgust in his eyes

Because I couldn't stand it no matter how many times I watched it, so I put on a bandage, and tried to avoid letting myself see the cold wings like inorganic matter, the heart surrounded by angel halos and the pattern of crosses...

The finger unconsciously touched that place, and then bounced away like an electric shock, even more repulsive than I imagined, although the reaction seemed a bit extreme

The skin on the neck is too thin. After the second tattoo covers the first tattoo, it can no longer be covered by another pattern. If it is washed off... the traces left will remind him all the time , there used to be such a...disgusting thing

Yes, disgusting.Although it is just an ordinary pattern, every time I see it, I will have strong emotions in my heart, and I will feel very, very disgusted and disgusted. He is surprised by the amount of negative emotions... He thinks he has the ability to adjust It's still okay, so why are there so many negative emotions accumulated in today's society where everyone is happy? ...Forget it, don't think deeply, or your head will hurt again

Rubbing between his eyebrows, Shui Ji forced his head down, washed his face with cold water casually, and immediately wrapped a new bandage around his neck

I remember that the people around me were very concerned at the beginning, so they had to ask a question. Later, I got used to it. A bandage around my neck or something... Deceiving myself, but for the time being, I can only do this. How did this damn tattoo come about? Yes, what happened, because he is very peaceful and happy now, so he doesn't want to pursue it anymore

***

"Soul Festival?"

I don't know who mentioned it first, but in the black needle that was a little deserted because it just moved to the store, Cardinal frowned in confusion

"It's still more than half a year. Why, are you going to start preparing now?"

"Didn't the previous years have to be terminated for various reasons, so the parts that have not been held until now will be held together in a grand way this year"

"..."

"Red Sparrow? What's the matter?"

"Huh? Ah, no, it's okay"

"It's rare to see your expression so dignified. Are you really all right?"

Handing over the mixed wine, Mizuki asked again

"Ah, I was wondering if I should go back to my hometown"

With a distressed smile, Cardinal spread her hands to indicate that she was fine.

"After all, I haven't gone back for many years, but if I go back, it's just a formality, it's meaningless."

"yes"

"Yeah, when the time comes to prepare for the Soul Festival, I will go to help"

"me too"

***

"Drip-drip-"

"Hi, is that a cardinal?"

"It's me, what's the matter?"

"...The memorial day is coming soon, do you want to come back?"

Who's birthday?I can't hear clearly, no, it's not that I can't hear clearly, but it was deliberately filtered out by the brain, so it should belong to that person, right?

...his biological father

The cardinal standing on the balcony at home frowned slightly, with a hint of impatience in her tone

"Sorry, I don't think I may be able to come back then"

"..."

The person on the other end of the phone was silent, but it had nothing to do with him

Cardinal sighed suddenly, probably this is what my mother expected, I hope he can go back and have a look, but... I can't forgive that man for what he did to my mother, and I don't want to go back to visit his grave, so, although it will make my mother Mom is disappointed, but she doesn't want to set foot in the mainland anymore

As for my mother... without her father, she should be able to live a very good life, just like their life in Bidao back then

Ended the short call with complicated emotions, leaned on the balcony railing and looked up at the sky, for some reason, Cardinal found himself getting more and more depressed

Maybe it was because of one person, thinking this way, Cardinal walked indoors, considering whether to go out for a stroll

"..."

Inadvertently caught a glimpse of the red sword hanging on the wall, Cardinal paused for a moment, then continued on as if nothing had happened

When did you stop going out with your back on your back?I don’t know, but it’s been a long time. I vaguely remember that I used to carry it every day. Now that I think about it, I can’t figure out why I did that, self-defense?No, even without a knife, he is very confident in his skills, so why? ...It's as inexplicable as the tattoo on the back, but because I live a peaceful life now, there is no need to delve into it

***

"Are you still working overtime so late?"

A strange female voice suddenly appeared in the empty office, Neuz raised his head from the computer, and turned his head with the posture of holding a piece of pizza in his hand and delivering it to his mouth

"There is still a problem that has not been resolved"

Looks familiar, probably from the same office, turned his head uninterestedly, Neuz continued to concentrate on the seemingly complicated programs on the screen

After a while, a cup of steaming coffee was placed on the desk in front of him

"Give"

It's the female voice just now

"?"

"I'm almost moved by your serious work spirit"

The older female colleague smiled and said

"Just happened to be free...thank you"

Neuz said with a blank face, and passed the coffee cup to his mouth

"hiss--"

Pressing the corner of his mouth with her hand, the female colleague saw that he was burned, and hurried to get a glass of water and a box of tissues

"Sorry, is it too hot? Here, water"

"..."

"Are you okay?"

"……nothing"

Randomly took out a few paper towels and wiped the coffee dripping from her hands, the female colleague suddenly yelled

"Your hand! Go cool it down, it looks burnt too"

"Hand?...ah"

Only then did I realize that my palms were a little red and swollen, and it didn't seem to be caused by rubbing coffee too hard.