peaceful love

Chapter 22

If you live a relaxed and comfortable life, you will feel that time flies very fast, just like a fleeting time, but Cui Xun has already lived in Li Anning's house for half a month, that is, during this half month, Cui Xun found that A big secret, he discovered that Shui Shui didn't hate him very much, he even wanted to get close to him.

"An Ning, shall we go out to play this weekend?"

"I was supposed to go out. I take Shuishui out to play every week. Shuishui, where do you want to go tomorrow?" Li Anning naturally sat next to Cui Xun. When talking to his son, Li Anning handed him He took a peeled apple into Cui Xun's hand, and then picked up another one. It seemed that this one should be Shui Shui.

"Are you going?" Glancing at the two fathers, although Shui Shui had no expression on his face, it was obviously happy, with anticipation in his eyes.

Seeing that his son and Cui Xun got along better and better, Li Anning was the happiest. He thought maybe he should find a chance to talk to Cui Xun.

"Cui Xun, do you like children? I mean, do you want your own children?" Li Anning was still a little uneasy, but Li Anning knew that he couldn't keep running away like this, and he always had to talk about such a big thing.

Not knowing why Li Anning would ask this question, Cui Xun thought about it carefully and felt that he should be uneasy, because their age has reached the age when their parents must marry, and he is probably afraid.

"If you can give birth to me, I want it, and forget about the others. Even now, I barely like this one. If he wasn't raised by you, I don't want to have more brats." At the end, Cui Xun suddenly A little guilty, although saying this is to comfort An Ning, but he doesn't seem to dislike Shui Shui much now. After watching it for a long time, he feels that the poor kid is quite similar to him. He really deserves to be the one who is destined to be his son. .

"Also, don't think about so many messes. Our family doesn't need me to carry on the family line, and even if we need it, I don't have to have a relationship with a woman, right? In this world, as long as you have money and want a child It's not easy, we don't even have to see the mother of the child to have a child.

However, An Ning, these are just in case.I know you love Shuishui very much, so you must not have thought about having another child, but how about we?Anyway, we are still young now, and Shuishui is still young, if we wait a few more years, Shuishui will be older, we still want to have a child by then, or Shuishui will be disobedient by that time, we will have another child. Is it okay to have children? "

With a coaxing tone again, Li Anning felt that the corners of his eyes were moist. He didn't know how he had such good luck. He was clearly a useless person, but why did he have such a good person like him.

"Why are you hugging me so tightly? Do you still want it?" In the dark night, I couldn't figure out the expressions on each other's faces, but Cui Xun could still imagine An Ning's expression at this moment. , followed Li Anning's wishes and hugged him a little tighter.

"Thank you." Thank you for liking me.

"Thank you? An Ning, in fact, human beings are the most selfish creatures in this world. Many of our invisible choices, whether for our own good or for the good of others, are actually choosing the result we want most. I'm just happy." Cui Xun is an atheist, and he never believed in fate, but now he is not so sure, he thinks that maybe there are past and present lives in this world, otherwise he would not be able to Explain his obsession with Li Anning, he always feels that life is particularly beautiful with this person by his side, even the air smells good.

"Cui Xun, actually..." Shuishui is actually your son.When the words came to his lips, Li Anning still didn't have the courage to speak out. He knew that the people around him would never dislike him, but he still had concerns.

"An Ning, if you don't want to talk about the past, forget it. In fact, thinking about what happened in the past may not be all bad things. I have always been an indifferent guy, and my temper was even worse at that time. I thought that if we hadn't separated at that time , you may have been tired of me a long time ago, although we have been separated for six or seven years, but I am not a child now, and I will not do things to make you angry or sad."

"Actually, Shui Shui is your son." The secret that has been hidden all this time was just said. Even your brother closed his eyes tightly, he knew that Cui Xun would have a lot of questions whether he believed it or not.

Li Anning has been waiting since the words came out, but he waited and waited, but he still couldn't wait for Cui Xun to speak. After several minutes passed, Li Anning finally spoke again: "Cui Xun, what I said is true, water Water he is your son."

"An Ning, you lied to me, right?" Knowing that the child is innocent, but thinking that Shui Shui's mother is that woman Lin Ran, Cui Xun realized that he couldn't help but anger a child. He was really disgusted. That woman is gone.

"An Ning, can you tell me? Tell me you lied to me? You must have lied to me!"

"At that time you left, grandpa was hospitalized, and grandpa left soon after, but you still haven't come back, your stomach is getting bigger day by day, I thought I was sick and dying, I was scared, I was so scared!" The past Just thinking about it now still makes Li Anning tremble with fear. He himself doesn't know if he can hold on if the past happens again.

"When you came back, your stomach was already very big. I thought my illness was at the end stage, and soon my stomach burst to death. I dare not see you, dare not let you see me. I want to You go, let you stop thinking about me, and you won’t be sad when you know I’m dead.” Cui Xun is the first person in this world who, apart from his grandfather, showed kindness to Li Anning and liked him to take care of him In Li Anning's heart, Cui Xun is even more important than himself, so he doesn't want Cui Xun to be sad at all.

When Shui Shui was born, I thought I was going to die soon, and my stomach gradually changed. When there was an extra child in the small room, I even thought I was in another world, until I heard the cry of the child. Come to yourself.

He even thought that he was hallucinating, Cui Xun found out if there was something wrong with his brain, An Ning's words were heard in his ears, reflected in his mind, and there was only one answer.

Shui Shui is his son, and it is An Ning and his son.

"An Ning, An Ning?"

"You won't be afraid, will you? You won't be afraid of me, will you?"

"An Ning? You mean, you mean, that Shui Shui is our child?"

"Well, he's our boy."

"..." It turned out to be like this?It turned out to be like this? "Great!" Feeling the blood in his whole body boiled up, Cui Xun now felt that all his senses were in a dream, and his body seemed to be floating!

"You're not afraid, are you?"

"An Ning!" Cui Xun hugged him hard and kissed him, followed by Cui Xun's tighter hug.

"Why are you afraid? Do you know how regretful I am now?" If he hadn't left back then and he had been with An Ning, then An Ning would not have experienced such hopeless and fearful days.

"An Ning, why don't you hate me? I left you behind, and I caused you to go through so many frightening days and nights." Somehow, the scene of the first meeting between the two of them was suddenly It ran into his mind, and An Ning's happy and nervous look at that time immediately occupied all of Cui Xun's thoughts.

After knowing that she is not terminally ill, An Ning has probably been looking forward to her return.

"I'm sorry, I won't make you afraid and worried again in the future."

"No, it's all my fault. I was stupid and I drove you away." Many times afterwards, Li Anning himself didn't know whether Zi was right to drive people away.

Although he wasn't sick, his condition seemed to be more important than his illness. Maybe even if he didn't drive him away, Cui Xun might never dare to see him again after seeing the situation at that time.