Never be a bully again
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Dad, Mom, I want to tell you two things, please keep calm and trust me. "
"Hmm..." Xue Feng and He Donglan's expressions became more solemn after hearing this.
"Actually, I... came back from the future."
No.15 question I don’t know if it’s cold even if it’s cold
Xue Feng and He Donglan looked at each other, then turned their heads to look at Xue Mu together, the worry on their faces deepened.
"I know this is unbelievable," Xue Mu licked his lips, "but what I said is really, really true."
"Mumu..." He Donglan's eyes have changed from worried to anxious, "If there is anything wrong with you, just tell us the truth... No... like this..."
Xue Mu was in a dilemma, so he had to continue: "I came back from time travel ten years later—or I was reborn. I should have died on January [-], [-], and then I will die on January [-] this year. born again."
Xue Feng silently lit a cigarette, took a sip slowly, to calm himself down, then raised his eyes to look at Xue Mu, waiting for his next words.
"Although I don't know why I was born again, I think this is a chance God gave me to do it again. I was miserable in my previous life, so this time I want to have a better life."
Xue Feng dusted off the cigarette ash, and said flatly, "So you started going to Internet cafes?"
"It's not..." Xue Mu scratched his head, "I went to the Internet cafe for other reasons, not just for fun..."
"How could you die in ten years?" He Donglan couldn't help interjecting. Although she didn't believe in rebirth, she didn't believe that her son would die young at the age of 25 or six. "Is he sick?" ? Or an accident?"
Xue Feng quietly glanced at He Donglan, and then raised his eyes to Xue Mu.
"It should be due to illness," Xue Mu said, "sudden death, too tired from work, irregular work and rest, and not paying much attention to fitness and diet, and then... suddenly died."
He Donglan frowned, and said, "What kind of job is it that you're so exhausted? In your 20s──"
Before He Donglan finished speaking, Xue Feng raised his hand to interrupt her, took another puff of cigarette, and said, "Okay, let's say you died and were reborn, what do you want to achieve by saying all this?"
"I just want you two to believe me that housing prices will really rise, so you must buy a house now."
Xue Feng didn't speak any more, he smoked the whole cigarette silently, then stubbed out the cigarette butt in the ashtray, looked up into Xue Mu's eyes, and said firmly: "We won't use our savings to invest in real estate, it's too risky. It’s too old, we can’t make such a decision just because of your two words.”
Xue Mu sighed deeply and said, "You two still don't believe what I said."
"How do you believe it?" He Donglan said, "It's not a movie, what you say...how about we go to the hospital tomorrow?"
Xue Mu was taken aback: "What are you looking at? Psychiatry?"
He Donglan didn't answer, but the expression on his face was acquiescence.
"Alas..." Xue Mu put his head in his hands and said helplessly, "What do I have to do to make you two believe me?"
After saying this, he suddenly had a flash of inspiration, and he raised his head and said, "I know the future! I can predict it! I'm right, can you two believe it?"
Xue Feng frowned deeply, exchanged glances with He Donglan again, and said, "Then tell me."
"Uh..." Xue Mu rolled his eyes quickly, "[-]...ah! The Olympics!"
"..." Xue Feng pushed his glasses, "You want to tell us that there will be an Olympic Games this year?"
"No, no, the Olympics..." Xue Mu thought about it again, "Ah! The theme song of the Olympics! You and me! Hey? Or me and you? Liu Huan and Sarah Brightman sang it! You and me ~ heart to heart ~Living in a global village~~~”
Xue Mu began to sing excitedly as he spoke, making Xue Feng and He Donglan's complexions more serious.
"The theme song will only be announced that night! You two must not know about this!" Xue Mu's eyes shone slightly.
"This is too far away, what happened in August," Xue Feng said calmly, "Talk about the near future, this month, next month or something like that."
"Hmm..." Xue Mu thought and thought, but couldn't remember what happened in January and February [-]. "Nothing special. Didn't [-] be the Olympics... and the Wenchuan Earthquake!"
"Wenchuan?" He Donglan blurted out, "Where is it?"
"Sichuan! Wenchuan!" Xue Mu jumped up excitedly, "No. 12 in May 28 at [-]:[-]! Wenchuan earthquake of magnitude [-]! I remember this very clearly. I didn't know how to write an essay when I was in the third year of high school. How many times have you passed it!"
Xue Feng crossed his arms in front of his chest, was silent for a moment, and said, "Okay."
"What are you doing?" He Donglan turned to look at him in surprise.
"May No. 12, there are only four months left," Xue Feng said, "Don't you just want money to buy a house? If May No. 12 is really what you said, there is an earthquake, I can get it Fifty thousand will come out and I will arrange it for you."
"Fifty thousand?" Xue Mu was disappointed, "Only fifty thousand?"
"It's only [-]," Xue Feng said, "I can't take out all the savings. Your grandma and grandma will get sick or disaster at any time, so you can't keep the money?"
"Actually, no need," Xue Mu said, "They are all in good health. They haven't had a serious illness in ten years, but my grandma has a little Alzheimer's in the past one or two years."
"What?" He Donglan couldn't help becoming nervous when he heard it, "What is silent?"
"It's Alzheimer's disease," Xue Mu explained, "but it wasn't very serious when I died, it's just that sometimes I can't remember things."
He Donglan's eyes darkened, Xue Mu's great-grandmother also suffered from Alzheimer's back then, and it is said that it is indeed hereditary.
Xue Feng looked at He Donglan's expression, then turned his head and said, "Okay, that's all for now. Let's wait for the May earthquake you mentioned, and then we'll talk about it. You can do your homework first."
Xue Muyou sighed, although [-] is a bit difficult to manage, but at least it is better than nothing, so he got up silently and went back to the room.
"Don't take it to heart," Xue Feng comforted He Donglan, "don't believe what he said."
He Donglan looked at Xue Feng with a complicated expression: "You don't believe he still told him that?"
Xue Feng couldn't hide his anxiety: "Let's fool him first, then you can ask his homeroom teacher to see if there is anything wrong with his performance in school, no... I will find someone to show him during the winter vacation."
"It's not really a mental problem, is it?" He Donglan became more and more worried.
"At first I thought it was something he was trying to fool us with, but I don't think it's right to see what he said."
"Why... well, how could it be..."
"This kid has been bored since he was a child. He only knows how to bury his head in his studies. High school is different from before. There is a lot of pressure. He doesn't like to tell us that he has been suppressing his mind. It is true that there may be problems...Let's take a look, first. look."
──Do you want to go to the Internet cafe tomorrow?
──Listen to Brother Yang
──I will pick you up after lunch
──No, I have to go to school with Big Qian
──You gave him a life?
──No, I went to the Internet cafe for two days in a row. I can’t let my parents know about it on Sunday. I’ll go to school first. Let’s leave after school. Just put down my things
── OK
The next afternoon, Xue Mu and Zheng Daqian met at the No. 37 bus stop as promised.
"Yo, didn't you ask your boyfriend to take you to school by bike?" Zheng Daqian shook his head and said in a strange way.
"Who?" Xue Mu didn't react for a while.
"You brother Chaoyang." Zheng Daqian rolled his eyes.
"Pfft—" Xue Mu couldn't help laughing, "Are you still jealous of him?"
"I can't afford it," Zheng Daqian said, "what am I? I don't know how to play games."
"Oh, that's fine!" Xue Mu hooked Zheng Daqian's neck, and said while squeaking him, "What kind of friendship do we have? Can Chaoyang compare with you? How many years have we been together? How many years will we have in the future? What? Look at your petty eyes!"
Zheng Daqian was the most ticklish, he couldn't hold back his smile and dodged again and again, and said in his mouth: "I used to call him Xiao Tiantian when I accompanied him to watch the stars, but now that the newcomer has replaced the old one, I call him Mrs. Niu!"
Xue Mu and Zheng Daqian grew up together with bare buttocks, and they have not had conflicts for more than 20 years. When Zheng Daqian and his ex-boyfriend almost killed him because of their nature, Xue Mu wanted to strangle him to death, but This kind of affection that transcends friendship and is similar to family affection makes the two people unable to remember each other's enmity no matter what, let alone such a small episode, they can reconcile as before without saying a few words.
"Hey, this is for you," the two got into the car, Xue Mu took out the facial cleanser and moisturizing gel that he bought at the supermarket this morning, and handed them to Zheng Daqian, "Don't use being cute, it's not good. "
Zheng Daqian took it over and looked at it, curled his lips and said, "Nivea, it's more expensive than cute, but it's not as good as cute, which suits me."
"Believe me," Xue Mu shook Zheng Daqian's hand, "You will thank me very much after ten years."
"Never mind..." Zheng Daqian said with disgust, but still stuffed it into his bag, took out his iPod, gave Xue Mu an earphone, and said, "Have you finished your homework yet?"
"No, I'm waiting to copy yours." Xue Mu put on the earphones and said as a matter of course.
"I found out that after you got close to Chaoyang, you were so infected by him that you didn't even do your homework." Zheng Daqian said.
"What's there to write about?" Xue Mu shrugged. "It's useless to be admitted to university. In the end, you still have to buy a house—you'll understand after ten years."
Back at school, as soon as he entered the dormitory, Xue Mu found Wan Chaoyang lying on his bed listening to music, and asked in surprise, "You came so early?"
Wan Chaoyang sat up, took off an earphone, and said, "Let's go?"
"Go, go," Xue Mu replied, "Wait for me to change the bed sheet and quilt cover."
"Aren't you going to go to the Internet cafe again?" Zheng Daqian asked.
Wan Zhaoyang squinted at him coldly, with words written all over his face: What has something to do with you?
"What's the matter? You want to go too?" Xue Mu asked while putting on the quilt.
Wan Chaoyang was a little vigilant at once, for fear that Zheng Daqian would really go along with it.
"I don't want to go. I have an exam the day after tomorrow. I didn't make it into the top [-] in the monthly exam last time. If I don't make it this time, I won't have a good time during the winter vacation—have you studied well?"
Xue Mu smiled, without answering, stuffed four quilt corners into the quilt cover, and handed two to Zheng Daqian: "Shake it off for me."
Zheng Daqian was about to reach out, but Wan Chaoyang grabbed the corners of the two quilts first. Xue Mu was stunned, then smiled, shook with Wan Chaoyang, threw it back on the bed, and took out a small bag from his schoolbag. bag, and said: "I didn't review it, but I don't care, I have nothing to fear." After saying that, he put Wan Chaoyang on the shoulder, "Let's go."
Wan Chaoyang and Xue Mu walked out of the dormitory together, and they still didn't forget to turn their heads to give Zheng Daqian a wry smile, leaving Zheng Daqian to sigh sadly: "Oh... what can I do..."
"You really haven't reviewed?" Wan Chaoyang couldn't help asking on the way to the carport.
"What are you doing?" Xue Mudao, "I go to the Internet cafe with you every day, don't you know if you haven't reviewed?"
"Then you are not afraid of failing the exam?" Wan Chaoyang asked again.
"Small it, what can I do? You can't persuade me to quit just because I failed the exam, right?" Xue Mu looked indifferent.
Wan Chaoyang looked at Xue Mu's swishing expression, couldn't help but smiled, and didn't answer any more.
When he walked to the carport, Xue Mu suddenly found a cushion on the rear frame, and he was pleasantly surprised: "Oh my god, is it so considerate? It's specially installed for me?"
"Tch," Wan Chaoyang twitched the corners of his mouth, "You're being passionate." After finishing speaking, he bent down and unlocked the car, and was about to push the car out when he heard, "Wait a minute."
Wan Chaoyang looked back, Xue Mu took out two earbags and two pairs of gloves from the small bag, handed them to Wan Chaoyang and said, "I'm ready too! Put them on so you don't get cold."
Wan Chaoyang was startled, but he didn't reach out to take it.
"You're welcome!" Xue Mu recklessly put an ear bag on Wan Chaoyang, shook the gloves again, and said, "Come on, gloves."
Wan Chaoyang pursed his lips, reluctantly took the gloves and put them on, then looked at Xue Mu who was fully armed, kicked the car ladder with a bad face, straddled the car seat, and said nothing.
Xue Mu was a little baffled, and sat on the back seat, sighing: "It's so comfortable!"
Wan Chaoyang snorted coldly, stepped on the pedals and set off quickly.
Xue Mu was so shaken that he almost turned over directly, and quickly put his arms around Wan Chaoyang's waist, thinking what kind of monster is this?
As for Wan Chaoyang, the muscles in his waist suddenly tensed up, and his face felt a little hot for some reason.
It must be the earbags and gloves.too hot.Um.
──He thought so.
No.16 question if I forget me please help remember me
On Tuesday morning, Xue Mu received his first exam paper since he was reborn.
I don’t know if it’s because of the high pressure in middle school. Even after many years of graduation, Xue Mu would often be trapped in the nightmare of the exam. Either he couldn’t understand a single word in the paper, or he suddenly found himself blind when he was doing the questions. Sitting in the examination room with your body bent, or the teacher refused to give a high score when you answered the question correctly.
At this moment, he finally relived this dream again, only to realize that the exam is actually not that scary.
Yeah, what's so scary about the exam?Xue Mu looked at a piece of chicken soup-style prose reading with his cheeks on his hands, and at the same time, he wandered into the sky and began to think wildly.
Exams are not scary, of course, but they are just a test of test-taking ability. Those with strong abilities will get high scores, and those with weak abilities will get low scores.Yes means yes, no means no. If you are right, you will get points, if you are wrong, you will lose points. Such a clear rule is probably much simpler than the adult world.
The scary thing is of course the results after the exam. Xue Mu has been a top student all his life, and he is very nervous every time he takes the exam.
Xue Feng and He Donglan would never criticize him because of his grades. The teachers all regarded him as a treasure in their hands, so naturally they would not scold him, not to mention the students, it was too late to care about their own grades, so how could they care about him?
In fact, in the second semester of the third year of senior high school, Xue Mu could no longer maintain his first place in the grade. He started to work hard earlier than his classmates and took the lead, but when everyone started to study hard, the gap was gradually narrowed, Tied and overtaken.
Therefore, the last few months before the college entrance examination were the hardest and most painful moments in Xue Mu's life. He studied hard and practiced hard, but he still couldn't take the exam as far ahead as before. Although he occasionally jumped to the first place, but more Sometimes he can only hover in the top five or even the top ten. Although his grades are not bad, the word "powerless" still weighs heavily on his heart, making him breathless.
In the end, Xue Mu did not apply for any North Qing teacher, but filled in the University of Political Science and Law according to his ability. The level of the college entrance examination was normal, and he was the second in the grade. Yang Zhao, who was the first in the exam, achieved the only indicator of Peking University in their class.
However, Xue Mu’s impression of studying hard from the beginning to the end was so deep that everyone selectively ignored Yang Zhaogao’s hard work in the third year of high school. He somehow became a model of “being admitted to Peking University without much study”. Xue Mu is still the strongest academic master recognized by everyone ─ ─ the academic master who has worked hard for three years but failed other people's exams.
Xueba... Xueba...
The sun is still rising outside the window. Although the light has shone in, the lights in the classroom have not yet been turned off. The incandescent tubes with poor contact make a "beep" sound, which contrasts with the rustling sound of writing.
Amidst the white noise, like a flash of spiritual light, Xue Mu suddenly understood the source of his fear.
He is afraid that he will not do well in the exam, that he will not understand what he has learned, and that he will not be able to continue to be the so-called academic master. It is precisely because he has never seriously considered himself and the future for many years. He only knows about studying, exams, scores, and rankings. But I don't know where this established road leads.
He has no ego, "Xueba" is a label and title he got unknowingly, which gave him a little bit of recognition and affirmation, so he desperately tried to grasp this vague concept, pretending that he had a clear idea. Personality, that's why he was afraid, afraid that because of a failure in an exam, he would lose himself again.
The belated epiphany made him a little panicked, he put down his pen, leaned on the table, buried his head in his arms, and let a huge sense of emptiness surround him.
His life is too short, too hasty, and too busy. He blindly walked on the road that people think is excellent, going to school, taking exams, studying abroad, and working. He never thought about the meaning of life, never reflected on the purpose of hard work, and only knew The scores of the college entrance examination, the grade points of studying abroad, the grades of the thesis, and when the short-term goal of "going to school" said goodbye to him, in the face of decades of working life, he suddenly lost the direction to move forward.
He also thought about continuing to study for a doctorate, or even staying in the ivory tower like a school or a research institute forever, but more than ten years of hard work exhausted his enthusiasm for learning, and he did not love his major. Compared with doing academic research, at least work can bring him a good income, so he chose such a path that is not very suitable for him.
Now he has a chance to do it all over again, but how should he start his life again?
He lost himself before, but what is his real self?
The nickname "Wood" was given to him by Zheng Daqian. The two of them actually don't remember the reason for this nickname. Maybe it was just a child's joke. ", but he didn't expect it to become a prophecy. Xue Mu grew up really dull and dull, like a wood without a soul.
──But it seems that it is not entirely true to say that there is no soul. In fact, he also has his own emotions. Friends, I will also mourn Zheng Daqian's misfortune and anger him for Zheng Daqian's repeated stumbles in love...
Thinking of this, Xue Mu came to his senses again, what he thought was his personality was actually brought to him by Zheng Daqian.
He listens to songs recommended by Zheng Daqian, uses skin care products recommended by Zheng Daqian, wears clothes recommended by Zheng Daqian, cuts hairstyles recommended by Zheng Daqian, watches movies recommended by Zheng Daqian, plays games recommended by Zheng Daqian...
Zheng Daqian filled up his entire life other than boring work, but is this him the real him, or a clone of Zheng Daqian?
Zheng Daqian said that Xue Mu seemed to have changed. Is this Xue Mu ten years later, or him ten years later?
If he is not him like that, now, can he find himself again?
Or is "self" a false proposition?
The bell rang, and the students in the back row had passed the papers. Xue Mu confusedly folded his papers together and passed them to the front. Then he just felt weak for a while, and fell asleep on the table in a daze. When he was woken up again , The physical examination has already begun.
On Thursday afternoon, the papers of the last class were collected, the final exam was over, and tomorrow would be the last day of the first semester of the second year of high school.
Wan Chaoyang put his hands in his pockets, leaned on Xue Mu's desk, and asked casually, "Are you going tonight?"
"I don't want to go..." Xue Mu was depressed. During the three days of the exam, he had been wandering for three days, but he still couldn't understand this too profound question.
"What's the matter?" Wan Chaoyang raised his eyebrows lightly, "Didn't you say that you are not afraid of failing the exam? I didn't come to ask you two days ago. I finished the exam today, so why don't you go?"
Xue Mu didn't look up, stared at the pencil case and shook his head feebly, and didn't bother to speak.
Wan Chaoyang frowned, hesitated for a moment, bent down, looked at Xue Mu's face, and asked, "What's wrong with you?"
Xue Mu looked up at Wan Chaoyang, opened his mouth, but shook his head with a wry smile, and didn't speak.
"Tsk," Wan Chaoyang pursed his lips, "Speak quickly if you have something to say, don't hesitate."
"You don't understand even if you tell me." Xue Mu said sadly.
"Tch," Wan Chaoyang chuckled, "You three-year-old kid, what do I not understand?"
Xue Mu smiled bitterly, raised his eyes and looked around, looking for Zheng Daqian.
Based on what he has known about Zheng Daqian for more than 20 years, Zheng Daqian is actually quite good at thinking about life. He has held back for three days, and now that the exam is over, he can talk to him.
"What are you looking for?" Wan Chaoyang asked.
"Where is the big money?" Xue Mu blurted out.
Wan Chaoyang's face collapsed, he raised his chin, and said, "He's picking up girls!"
Xue Mu followed Wan Chaoyang's gaze and turned his head to look, only to see Zheng Daqian and a few girls holding his lyrics book while chatting and singing happily.
"Picking up girls..." Xue Mu smiled, "It's just sisters." After saying that, he turned around and stood up.
"Why?" Wan Chaoyang asked.
"Go back to the dormitory and lie down for a while, you can go to the Internet cafe by yourself." Xue Mu said lazily.
"What's wrong with you?" Wan Chaoyang grabbed Xue Mu's arm, "Is there anything you can't tell me?"
Xue Mu looked at Wan Chaoyang's sincere and worried eyes, couldn't help but startled, then tried to smile and said, "I'm thinking about a very philosophical question, do you understand?"
"What's the problem? Tell me, and I'll listen."
"What is the ego."
Wan Chaoyang was a little surprised, he was momentarily stunned and did not answer.
Xue Mu smiled, pushed Wan Chaoyang's hand away, turned around and walked towards the door of the classroom while waving his hand and said, "I said you don't understand? Go play your game."
"The ego is the psychological component of the personality, which regulates the contradiction between the id and the superego, follows the principle of reality, and satisfies the requirements of the id in a reasonable way."
Xue Mu turned around and looked at Wan Chaoyang in surprise: "What did you say?"
Wan Chaoyang curled his lips proudly, "Answer your question, didn't you understand?"
"You...you still understand psychology?" Xue Mu was incredulous.
"Looked through a few idle books." Wan Chaoyang strolled up to Xue Mu, and said with a sigh of relief, "Do you think I am worthy to chat with you now?"
The setting sun gradually disappeared between the buildings. Two teenagers in school uniforms were leaning against the radiator by the window at the end of the corridor, chatting about their thoughts and looking at the playground in the distance.
"You mean, you think that apart from studying hard, your personality is influenced by Zheng Daqian. You want to get rid of your current self, but you don't know what your original self was like?"
"That's what it means." Xue Mu nodded.
Wan Chaoyang frowned: "How are you like him? He is so blah."
Xue Mu was a little surprised: "Aren't I bluffing?"
"Don't make a fuss," Wan Chaoyang said, "You are very calm and collected, how could you be so slippery when you speak under the national flag?"
"...that's another thing...I'm struggling with myself now."
Looking at Xue Mu's bewildered expression, Wan Chaoyang showed a rare gentle smile and said, "No one is isolated from the world. Those who are close to Zhu are red and those who are close to ink are black, right? The shaping of character is inherently multifaceted. It is caused by the combined influence of you, I am playing with you now, and I find that I have become more cheerful, don't you think?"
Xue Mu was startled, but after Wan Chaoyang said it, it seemed that he had really realized that he had changed a lot.
"I think it's meaningless for you to find the so-called original self. The self at birth is the most selfish. That's called the id. Your id thinks only about eating, drinking, and sleeping. From the time you accept information from the outside world, Your parents, relatives, classmates, friends, and teachers are all constantly influencing you. The good and the bad add up to shape your current self. I think you are very good now, mature and brave , vivacious, intelligent, charming, likable."
Xue Mu was dumbfounded for a moment, looking into Wan Chaoyang's sincere eyes, he didn't know how to answer.
"How is it? Do you understand?" Wan Chaoyang asked with his head tilted.
Xue Mu nodded dully, and said: "It makes sense...just...to praise me a bit...toomuch..."
Wan Chaoyang's face suddenly turned red, and he turned his eyes away and said, "No, what I said is the truth."
"Pull it down," Xue Mu smiled and pushed Wan Chaoyang, and then pretended to say, "I'm indeed very charming, but how mature and brave am I? I'm just talking nonsense!"
"You dare to challenge the teacher, and you don't talk back in a fit of anger, but reasoned with reason, without being humble or overbearing. This is very brave and mature, just like... like an adult." Wan Chaoyang said sincerely again.
Hearing what he said, Xue Mu couldn't help being happy, shook his head and said: "Okay, okay, I know you love me, and I love you too!"
Wan Chaoyang's face turned red again, and he let out a "tch", and said, "Disgusting."
Seeing him like this, Xue Mu couldn't help but want to laugh, raised his hand and poked his waist and said, "You pretend for me again!"
"Go, go!" Wan Chaoyang dodged to the side, looked at Xue Mu's smiling face, raised his eyebrows and asked, "How are you feeling?"
"Okay!"
"Will you go then?"
"Go, go! Brother Yang wants to go, can I not accompany you! You love me so much, I can't live up to your friendship!"
"Tch, you're being sentimental."
No.17 If you are not good at reading, you will not necessarily lose
"I found out why you have been riding faster and faster recently?" Xue Mu said casually while waiting for Wan Chaoyang to lock the bike after returning to school from the Internet cafe.
Wan Chaoyang's hand movements paused, and then he locked the car with a "crack", pretending to be casual and saying, "Really?"
"Yeah," Xue Mu and Wan Chaoyang walked out of the carport side by side, "and it's very unsteady. I feel that you were slow and steady before, but now you are fast and wobbly."
"It's windy." Wan Chaoyang replied without changing his face.
"It's windy?" It would be fine if Wan Chaoyang responded vaguely, but Xue Mu felt strange to find such a reason.
"Hmm. Is your Fantasy Westward Journey fun?" Wan Chaoyang changed the subject forcibly as a matter of course.
"Ah, it's fun!" Xue Mu didn't care about Wan Chaoyang's dodging, and started talking endlessly, "I played Dragon Palace Dragon Prince! Various water spells AOE, especially awesome, and even caught a baby flower demon! You Do you want to come and play too! There are three races, the Immortal Race, the Human Race, and the Demon Race, and twelve sects! Tiangong, Dragon Palace, Putuo Mountain, Wuzhuang Temple..."
Xue Mu happily explained the world view of the game to Wan Chaoyang, walked into the door of the dormitory unknowingly, and suddenly heard the sound of "dong dong dong" knocking on the glass. He turned his face and saw Li Xiaomei in the office of the dormitory manager. With a sullen face, he waved at him.
Xue Mu's heart skipped a beat, even though he expected to be discovered by sneaking out to play like this every day, he still felt a little guilty.
"Ms. Li..." The two walked into the dormitory manager's office together. Xue Mu took the lead in putting on a fearful expression and lowered his head cowardly, hoping that the major incident would turn into a holiday.
Wan Chaoyang frowned slightly, and glanced at Xue Mu, what he admired was Xue Mu's appearance of being neither humble nor overbearing and fighting for reason, not such a timid and fearful performance.
"Why did you two go?" Li Xiaomei asked coldly.
Just as Xue Mu was about to tell a lie, Wan Chaoyang replied calmly, "Go to the Internet cafe."
He couldn't help but gasped, and said to himself, brother, you are really sincere, your father is a teacher and my father is not!
Li Xiaomei's face changed when she heard the words, and she said sharply: "Okay, I thought I had a good time after the exam? Tomorrow is the holiday! I can't bear it for just one more day? Xue Mu?!"
Xue Mu was listening with his head depressed, originally thinking that it would not be lethal if shared by two people, but he didn't expect it to fall on him alone in the end.
He looked up at Li Xiaomei in embarrassment, met her eyes of deep love and responsibility, and immediately understood in his heart that Li Xiaomei had given up on educating Wan Chaoyang, but he still had room for redemption in her heart.
"Yes... I'm sorry..." Xue Mu sincerely apologized, and he really felt sorry for Li Xiaomei's love for him from the bottom of his heart.
Li Xiaomei raised her hand to push her glasses, and said, "Chaoyang, you go up first."
Xue Mu's heart sank: This is a special education to save me... Tired...
"Why?" Wan Chaoyang questioned, "We went together, why should we only talk about him?"
Both Li Xiaomei and Xue Mu were stunned, Xue Mu hurriedly pulled the corner of Lawan Chaoyang's clothes, thinking, Big Brother, what are you doing wrong?
"You?" Li Xiaomei's face became more and more ugly, "Can I control you?"
Wan Chaoyang raised his neck, but neither replied nor moved.
"Ms. Li," Xue Mu hurriedly said to smooth things over, "We all know we were wrong, isn't it a holiday right now, it's okay, I just want to say go out with Chaoyang for a while, not in the future."
Li Xiaomei was about to speak when she heard the words, but Wan Chaoyang rushed to talk: "Who said it won't happen in the future? It will happen in the future."
Xue Mu almost vomited old blood, and Wan Chaoyang continued: "We just don't obey the school's rules, so why do we have to study at night every day? After class, it's our own time. What do we like to do outside of school? Why should we control us? Just rely on the school's regulations? How did the regulations be formulated? Xue Mu raised this question and the school has not answered it until now!"
"Wan Chaoyang!" Li Xiaomei finally couldn't bear it anymore, "If you don't want to study, I don't care about you! But you can't harm others!" After finishing speaking, Li Xiaomei turned around and took out a piece of paper from her bag, and slapped it on the table, " Xue Mu! Look at your grades!"
Xue Mu glanced at the ranking of grades on the table, but he didn't reach out to take it. Of course he knew in his heart that this exam, eight subjects, [-] points, he can get [-] points is not bad.
"Isn't this your first time going to an Internet cafe?" Li Xiaomei questioned, "Am I trusting you too much? Should I just sit in the classroom and stare at you every night during self-study? Xue Mu, your grades are too unreasonable, right? The school still expects you to be admitted to Tsinghua University and Peking University, so you just pass the exam? Do you have any objections to the school or to me?!"
Wan Chaoyang reached out to pick up the ranking list on the table, looking for Xue Mu's name from top to bottom, but unexpectedly found that he was still ranked behind him, with a total score of 241, a class ranking of 49, and an age ranking of 557.
He turned his head to look at Xue Mu in surprise. He knew that Xue Mu hadn't studied and reviewed hard in the past two or three weeks, but no matter what, where was his foundation, he wouldn't fall like this all at once. It is suspected that Xue Mu did it on purpose.
"You two...you are really good buddies!" Li Xiaomei gritted her teeth, "Back then, one grade was the first and the other was the second, but now they are all the bottom one and the second in the class! Xue Mu! Tell me! What on earth are you doing? Thought!"
After listening to Li Xiaomei's questioning, Xue Mu straightened his back slowly and raised his head.
He originally thought that Li Xiaomei caught him running away from evening self-study, so he planned to admit that he was cowardly and soft-witted, and it was over, but he didn't expect that the fundamental purpose was related to the exam results--it must be to get the results after entering the results at night. After the ranking, he went to the classroom in a hurry and went to nothing, so the anger in his heart was naturally even greater.
In fact, if it was just about grades, he didn't really want to argue with Li Xiaomei. Anyway, Li Xiaomei couldn't understand what he was thinking now, but Li Xiaomei used the word "disaster to others" to refer to Wan Chaoyang. For some reason, he was on fire. Heart fire.
"Ms. Li, are you seriously asking me what I think now?" Xue Mu said firmly.
"Yes, tell me." Li Xiaomei crossed her arms, her head full of anger.
Xue Mu nodded, smiled slightly, and said: "My idea is that I don't think studying is very important, I don't think exams are very important, and I don't think going to college is very important. I think friends are very important, and health is very important , happiness is very important.”
After Li Xiaomei heard this, she laughed out of anger, and said, "It's important for friends to be healthy and happy, but not for school exams? Then why do you go to school? You go home."
Xue Mu smiled and said: "But my friend is in school, so I have to go to school.
"Hmm..." Xue Feng and He Donglan's expressions became more solemn after hearing this.
"Actually, I... came back from the future."
No.15 question I don’t know if it’s cold even if it’s cold
Xue Feng and He Donglan looked at each other, then turned their heads to look at Xue Mu together, the worry on their faces deepened.
"I know this is unbelievable," Xue Mu licked his lips, "but what I said is really, really true."
"Mumu..." He Donglan's eyes have changed from worried to anxious, "If there is anything wrong with you, just tell us the truth... No... like this..."
Xue Mu was in a dilemma, so he had to continue: "I came back from time travel ten years later—or I was reborn. I should have died on January [-], [-], and then I will die on January [-] this year. born again."
Xue Feng silently lit a cigarette, took a sip slowly, to calm himself down, then raised his eyes to look at Xue Mu, waiting for his next words.
"Although I don't know why I was born again, I think this is a chance God gave me to do it again. I was miserable in my previous life, so this time I want to have a better life."
Xue Feng dusted off the cigarette ash, and said flatly, "So you started going to Internet cafes?"
"It's not..." Xue Mu scratched his head, "I went to the Internet cafe for other reasons, not just for fun..."
"How could you die in ten years?" He Donglan couldn't help interjecting. Although she didn't believe in rebirth, she didn't believe that her son would die young at the age of 25 or six. "Is he sick?" ? Or an accident?"
Xue Feng quietly glanced at He Donglan, and then raised his eyes to Xue Mu.
"It should be due to illness," Xue Mu said, "sudden death, too tired from work, irregular work and rest, and not paying much attention to fitness and diet, and then... suddenly died."
He Donglan frowned, and said, "What kind of job is it that you're so exhausted? In your 20s──"
Before He Donglan finished speaking, Xue Feng raised his hand to interrupt her, took another puff of cigarette, and said, "Okay, let's say you died and were reborn, what do you want to achieve by saying all this?"
"I just want you two to believe me that housing prices will really rise, so you must buy a house now."
Xue Feng didn't speak any more, he smoked the whole cigarette silently, then stubbed out the cigarette butt in the ashtray, looked up into Xue Mu's eyes, and said firmly: "We won't use our savings to invest in real estate, it's too risky. It’s too old, we can’t make such a decision just because of your two words.”
Xue Mu sighed deeply and said, "You two still don't believe what I said."
"How do you believe it?" He Donglan said, "It's not a movie, what you say...how about we go to the hospital tomorrow?"
Xue Mu was taken aback: "What are you looking at? Psychiatry?"
He Donglan didn't answer, but the expression on his face was acquiescence.
"Alas..." Xue Mu put his head in his hands and said helplessly, "What do I have to do to make you two believe me?"
After saying this, he suddenly had a flash of inspiration, and he raised his head and said, "I know the future! I can predict it! I'm right, can you two believe it?"
Xue Feng frowned deeply, exchanged glances with He Donglan again, and said, "Then tell me."
"Uh..." Xue Mu rolled his eyes quickly, "[-]...ah! The Olympics!"
"..." Xue Feng pushed his glasses, "You want to tell us that there will be an Olympic Games this year?"
"No, no, the Olympics..." Xue Mu thought about it again, "Ah! The theme song of the Olympics! You and me! Hey? Or me and you? Liu Huan and Sarah Brightman sang it! You and me ~ heart to heart ~Living in a global village~~~”
Xue Mu began to sing excitedly as he spoke, making Xue Feng and He Donglan's complexions more serious.
"The theme song will only be announced that night! You two must not know about this!" Xue Mu's eyes shone slightly.
"This is too far away, what happened in August," Xue Feng said calmly, "Talk about the near future, this month, next month or something like that."
"Hmm..." Xue Mu thought and thought, but couldn't remember what happened in January and February [-]. "Nothing special. Didn't [-] be the Olympics... and the Wenchuan Earthquake!"
"Wenchuan?" He Donglan blurted out, "Where is it?"
"Sichuan! Wenchuan!" Xue Mu jumped up excitedly, "No. 12 in May 28 at [-]:[-]! Wenchuan earthquake of magnitude [-]! I remember this very clearly. I didn't know how to write an essay when I was in the third year of high school. How many times have you passed it!"
Xue Feng crossed his arms in front of his chest, was silent for a moment, and said, "Okay."
"What are you doing?" He Donglan turned to look at him in surprise.
"May No. 12, there are only four months left," Xue Feng said, "Don't you just want money to buy a house? If May No. 12 is really what you said, there is an earthquake, I can get it Fifty thousand will come out and I will arrange it for you."
"Fifty thousand?" Xue Mu was disappointed, "Only fifty thousand?"
"It's only [-]," Xue Feng said, "I can't take out all the savings. Your grandma and grandma will get sick or disaster at any time, so you can't keep the money?"
"Actually, no need," Xue Mu said, "They are all in good health. They haven't had a serious illness in ten years, but my grandma has a little Alzheimer's in the past one or two years."
"What?" He Donglan couldn't help becoming nervous when he heard it, "What is silent?"
"It's Alzheimer's disease," Xue Mu explained, "but it wasn't very serious when I died, it's just that sometimes I can't remember things."
He Donglan's eyes darkened, Xue Mu's great-grandmother also suffered from Alzheimer's back then, and it is said that it is indeed hereditary.
Xue Feng looked at He Donglan's expression, then turned his head and said, "Okay, that's all for now. Let's wait for the May earthquake you mentioned, and then we'll talk about it. You can do your homework first."
Xue Muyou sighed, although [-] is a bit difficult to manage, but at least it is better than nothing, so he got up silently and went back to the room.
"Don't take it to heart," Xue Feng comforted He Donglan, "don't believe what he said."
He Donglan looked at Xue Feng with a complicated expression: "You don't believe he still told him that?"
Xue Feng couldn't hide his anxiety: "Let's fool him first, then you can ask his homeroom teacher to see if there is anything wrong with his performance in school, no... I will find someone to show him during the winter vacation."
"It's not really a mental problem, is it?" He Donglan became more and more worried.
"At first I thought it was something he was trying to fool us with, but I don't think it's right to see what he said."
"Why... well, how could it be..."
"This kid has been bored since he was a child. He only knows how to bury his head in his studies. High school is different from before. There is a lot of pressure. He doesn't like to tell us that he has been suppressing his mind. It is true that there may be problems...Let's take a look, first. look."
──Do you want to go to the Internet cafe tomorrow?
──Listen to Brother Yang
──I will pick you up after lunch
──No, I have to go to school with Big Qian
──You gave him a life?
──No, I went to the Internet cafe for two days in a row. I can’t let my parents know about it on Sunday. I’ll go to school first. Let’s leave after school. Just put down my things
── OK
The next afternoon, Xue Mu and Zheng Daqian met at the No. 37 bus stop as promised.
"Yo, didn't you ask your boyfriend to take you to school by bike?" Zheng Daqian shook his head and said in a strange way.
"Who?" Xue Mu didn't react for a while.
"You brother Chaoyang." Zheng Daqian rolled his eyes.
"Pfft—" Xue Mu couldn't help laughing, "Are you still jealous of him?"
"I can't afford it," Zheng Daqian said, "what am I? I don't know how to play games."
"Oh, that's fine!" Xue Mu hooked Zheng Daqian's neck, and said while squeaking him, "What kind of friendship do we have? Can Chaoyang compare with you? How many years have we been together? How many years will we have in the future? What? Look at your petty eyes!"
Zheng Daqian was the most ticklish, he couldn't hold back his smile and dodged again and again, and said in his mouth: "I used to call him Xiao Tiantian when I accompanied him to watch the stars, but now that the newcomer has replaced the old one, I call him Mrs. Niu!"
Xue Mu and Zheng Daqian grew up together with bare buttocks, and they have not had conflicts for more than 20 years. When Zheng Daqian and his ex-boyfriend almost killed him because of their nature, Xue Mu wanted to strangle him to death, but This kind of affection that transcends friendship and is similar to family affection makes the two people unable to remember each other's enmity no matter what, let alone such a small episode, they can reconcile as before without saying a few words.
"Hey, this is for you," the two got into the car, Xue Mu took out the facial cleanser and moisturizing gel that he bought at the supermarket this morning, and handed them to Zheng Daqian, "Don't use being cute, it's not good. "
Zheng Daqian took it over and looked at it, curled his lips and said, "Nivea, it's more expensive than cute, but it's not as good as cute, which suits me."
"Believe me," Xue Mu shook Zheng Daqian's hand, "You will thank me very much after ten years."
"Never mind..." Zheng Daqian said with disgust, but still stuffed it into his bag, took out his iPod, gave Xue Mu an earphone, and said, "Have you finished your homework yet?"
"No, I'm waiting to copy yours." Xue Mu put on the earphones and said as a matter of course.
"I found out that after you got close to Chaoyang, you were so infected by him that you didn't even do your homework." Zheng Daqian said.
"What's there to write about?" Xue Mu shrugged. "It's useless to be admitted to university. In the end, you still have to buy a house—you'll understand after ten years."
Back at school, as soon as he entered the dormitory, Xue Mu found Wan Chaoyang lying on his bed listening to music, and asked in surprise, "You came so early?"
Wan Chaoyang sat up, took off an earphone, and said, "Let's go?"
"Go, go," Xue Mu replied, "Wait for me to change the bed sheet and quilt cover."
"Aren't you going to go to the Internet cafe again?" Zheng Daqian asked.
Wan Zhaoyang squinted at him coldly, with words written all over his face: What has something to do with you?
"What's the matter? You want to go too?" Xue Mu asked while putting on the quilt.
Wan Chaoyang was a little vigilant at once, for fear that Zheng Daqian would really go along with it.
"I don't want to go. I have an exam the day after tomorrow. I didn't make it into the top [-] in the monthly exam last time. If I don't make it this time, I won't have a good time during the winter vacation—have you studied well?"
Xue Mu smiled, without answering, stuffed four quilt corners into the quilt cover, and handed two to Zheng Daqian: "Shake it off for me."
Zheng Daqian was about to reach out, but Wan Chaoyang grabbed the corners of the two quilts first. Xue Mu was stunned, then smiled, shook with Wan Chaoyang, threw it back on the bed, and took out a small bag from his schoolbag. bag, and said: "I didn't review it, but I don't care, I have nothing to fear." After saying that, he put Wan Chaoyang on the shoulder, "Let's go."
Wan Chaoyang and Xue Mu walked out of the dormitory together, and they still didn't forget to turn their heads to give Zheng Daqian a wry smile, leaving Zheng Daqian to sigh sadly: "Oh... what can I do..."
"You really haven't reviewed?" Wan Chaoyang couldn't help asking on the way to the carport.
"What are you doing?" Xue Mudao, "I go to the Internet cafe with you every day, don't you know if you haven't reviewed?"
"Then you are not afraid of failing the exam?" Wan Chaoyang asked again.
"Small it, what can I do? You can't persuade me to quit just because I failed the exam, right?" Xue Mu looked indifferent.
Wan Chaoyang looked at Xue Mu's swishing expression, couldn't help but smiled, and didn't answer any more.
When he walked to the carport, Xue Mu suddenly found a cushion on the rear frame, and he was pleasantly surprised: "Oh my god, is it so considerate? It's specially installed for me?"
"Tch," Wan Chaoyang twitched the corners of his mouth, "You're being passionate." After finishing speaking, he bent down and unlocked the car, and was about to push the car out when he heard, "Wait a minute."
Wan Chaoyang looked back, Xue Mu took out two earbags and two pairs of gloves from the small bag, handed them to Wan Chaoyang and said, "I'm ready too! Put them on so you don't get cold."
Wan Chaoyang was startled, but he didn't reach out to take it.
"You're welcome!" Xue Mu recklessly put an ear bag on Wan Chaoyang, shook the gloves again, and said, "Come on, gloves."
Wan Chaoyang pursed his lips, reluctantly took the gloves and put them on, then looked at Xue Mu who was fully armed, kicked the car ladder with a bad face, straddled the car seat, and said nothing.
Xue Mu was a little baffled, and sat on the back seat, sighing: "It's so comfortable!"
Wan Chaoyang snorted coldly, stepped on the pedals and set off quickly.
Xue Mu was so shaken that he almost turned over directly, and quickly put his arms around Wan Chaoyang's waist, thinking what kind of monster is this?
As for Wan Chaoyang, the muscles in his waist suddenly tensed up, and his face felt a little hot for some reason.
It must be the earbags and gloves.too hot.Um.
──He thought so.
No.16 question if I forget me please help remember me
On Tuesday morning, Xue Mu received his first exam paper since he was reborn.
I don’t know if it’s because of the high pressure in middle school. Even after many years of graduation, Xue Mu would often be trapped in the nightmare of the exam. Either he couldn’t understand a single word in the paper, or he suddenly found himself blind when he was doing the questions. Sitting in the examination room with your body bent, or the teacher refused to give a high score when you answered the question correctly.
At this moment, he finally relived this dream again, only to realize that the exam is actually not that scary.
Yeah, what's so scary about the exam?Xue Mu looked at a piece of chicken soup-style prose reading with his cheeks on his hands, and at the same time, he wandered into the sky and began to think wildly.
Exams are not scary, of course, but they are just a test of test-taking ability. Those with strong abilities will get high scores, and those with weak abilities will get low scores.Yes means yes, no means no. If you are right, you will get points, if you are wrong, you will lose points. Such a clear rule is probably much simpler than the adult world.
The scary thing is of course the results after the exam. Xue Mu has been a top student all his life, and he is very nervous every time he takes the exam.
Xue Feng and He Donglan would never criticize him because of his grades. The teachers all regarded him as a treasure in their hands, so naturally they would not scold him, not to mention the students, it was too late to care about their own grades, so how could they care about him?
In fact, in the second semester of the third year of senior high school, Xue Mu could no longer maintain his first place in the grade. He started to work hard earlier than his classmates and took the lead, but when everyone started to study hard, the gap was gradually narrowed, Tied and overtaken.
Therefore, the last few months before the college entrance examination were the hardest and most painful moments in Xue Mu's life. He studied hard and practiced hard, but he still couldn't take the exam as far ahead as before. Although he occasionally jumped to the first place, but more Sometimes he can only hover in the top five or even the top ten. Although his grades are not bad, the word "powerless" still weighs heavily on his heart, making him breathless.
In the end, Xue Mu did not apply for any North Qing teacher, but filled in the University of Political Science and Law according to his ability. The level of the college entrance examination was normal, and he was the second in the grade. Yang Zhao, who was the first in the exam, achieved the only indicator of Peking University in their class.
However, Xue Mu’s impression of studying hard from the beginning to the end was so deep that everyone selectively ignored Yang Zhaogao’s hard work in the third year of high school. He somehow became a model of “being admitted to Peking University without much study”. Xue Mu is still the strongest academic master recognized by everyone ─ ─ the academic master who has worked hard for three years but failed other people's exams.
Xueba... Xueba...
The sun is still rising outside the window. Although the light has shone in, the lights in the classroom have not yet been turned off. The incandescent tubes with poor contact make a "beep" sound, which contrasts with the rustling sound of writing.
Amidst the white noise, like a flash of spiritual light, Xue Mu suddenly understood the source of his fear.
He is afraid that he will not do well in the exam, that he will not understand what he has learned, and that he will not be able to continue to be the so-called academic master. It is precisely because he has never seriously considered himself and the future for many years. He only knows about studying, exams, scores, and rankings. But I don't know where this established road leads.
He has no ego, "Xueba" is a label and title he got unknowingly, which gave him a little bit of recognition and affirmation, so he desperately tried to grasp this vague concept, pretending that he had a clear idea. Personality, that's why he was afraid, afraid that because of a failure in an exam, he would lose himself again.
The belated epiphany made him a little panicked, he put down his pen, leaned on the table, buried his head in his arms, and let a huge sense of emptiness surround him.
His life is too short, too hasty, and too busy. He blindly walked on the road that people think is excellent, going to school, taking exams, studying abroad, and working. He never thought about the meaning of life, never reflected on the purpose of hard work, and only knew The scores of the college entrance examination, the grade points of studying abroad, the grades of the thesis, and when the short-term goal of "going to school" said goodbye to him, in the face of decades of working life, he suddenly lost the direction to move forward.
He also thought about continuing to study for a doctorate, or even staying in the ivory tower like a school or a research institute forever, but more than ten years of hard work exhausted his enthusiasm for learning, and he did not love his major. Compared with doing academic research, at least work can bring him a good income, so he chose such a path that is not very suitable for him.
Now he has a chance to do it all over again, but how should he start his life again?
He lost himself before, but what is his real self?
The nickname "Wood" was given to him by Zheng Daqian. The two of them actually don't remember the reason for this nickname. Maybe it was just a child's joke. ", but he didn't expect it to become a prophecy. Xue Mu grew up really dull and dull, like a wood without a soul.
──But it seems that it is not entirely true to say that there is no soul. In fact, he also has his own emotions. Friends, I will also mourn Zheng Daqian's misfortune and anger him for Zheng Daqian's repeated stumbles in love...
Thinking of this, Xue Mu came to his senses again, what he thought was his personality was actually brought to him by Zheng Daqian.
He listens to songs recommended by Zheng Daqian, uses skin care products recommended by Zheng Daqian, wears clothes recommended by Zheng Daqian, cuts hairstyles recommended by Zheng Daqian, watches movies recommended by Zheng Daqian, plays games recommended by Zheng Daqian...
Zheng Daqian filled up his entire life other than boring work, but is this him the real him, or a clone of Zheng Daqian?
Zheng Daqian said that Xue Mu seemed to have changed. Is this Xue Mu ten years later, or him ten years later?
If he is not him like that, now, can he find himself again?
Or is "self" a false proposition?
The bell rang, and the students in the back row had passed the papers. Xue Mu confusedly folded his papers together and passed them to the front. Then he just felt weak for a while, and fell asleep on the table in a daze. When he was woken up again , The physical examination has already begun.
On Thursday afternoon, the papers of the last class were collected, the final exam was over, and tomorrow would be the last day of the first semester of the second year of high school.
Wan Chaoyang put his hands in his pockets, leaned on Xue Mu's desk, and asked casually, "Are you going tonight?"
"I don't want to go..." Xue Mu was depressed. During the three days of the exam, he had been wandering for three days, but he still couldn't understand this too profound question.
"What's the matter?" Wan Chaoyang raised his eyebrows lightly, "Didn't you say that you are not afraid of failing the exam? I didn't come to ask you two days ago. I finished the exam today, so why don't you go?"
Xue Mu didn't look up, stared at the pencil case and shook his head feebly, and didn't bother to speak.
Wan Chaoyang frowned, hesitated for a moment, bent down, looked at Xue Mu's face, and asked, "What's wrong with you?"
Xue Mu looked up at Wan Chaoyang, opened his mouth, but shook his head with a wry smile, and didn't speak.
"Tsk," Wan Chaoyang pursed his lips, "Speak quickly if you have something to say, don't hesitate."
"You don't understand even if you tell me." Xue Mu said sadly.
"Tch," Wan Chaoyang chuckled, "You three-year-old kid, what do I not understand?"
Xue Mu smiled bitterly, raised his eyes and looked around, looking for Zheng Daqian.
Based on what he has known about Zheng Daqian for more than 20 years, Zheng Daqian is actually quite good at thinking about life. He has held back for three days, and now that the exam is over, he can talk to him.
"What are you looking for?" Wan Chaoyang asked.
"Where is the big money?" Xue Mu blurted out.
Wan Chaoyang's face collapsed, he raised his chin, and said, "He's picking up girls!"
Xue Mu followed Wan Chaoyang's gaze and turned his head to look, only to see Zheng Daqian and a few girls holding his lyrics book while chatting and singing happily.
"Picking up girls..." Xue Mu smiled, "It's just sisters." After saying that, he turned around and stood up.
"Why?" Wan Chaoyang asked.
"Go back to the dormitory and lie down for a while, you can go to the Internet cafe by yourself." Xue Mu said lazily.
"What's wrong with you?" Wan Chaoyang grabbed Xue Mu's arm, "Is there anything you can't tell me?"
Xue Mu looked at Wan Chaoyang's sincere and worried eyes, couldn't help but startled, then tried to smile and said, "I'm thinking about a very philosophical question, do you understand?"
"What's the problem? Tell me, and I'll listen."
"What is the ego."
Wan Chaoyang was a little surprised, he was momentarily stunned and did not answer.
Xue Mu smiled, pushed Wan Chaoyang's hand away, turned around and walked towards the door of the classroom while waving his hand and said, "I said you don't understand? Go play your game."
"The ego is the psychological component of the personality, which regulates the contradiction between the id and the superego, follows the principle of reality, and satisfies the requirements of the id in a reasonable way."
Xue Mu turned around and looked at Wan Chaoyang in surprise: "What did you say?"
Wan Chaoyang curled his lips proudly, "Answer your question, didn't you understand?"
"You...you still understand psychology?" Xue Mu was incredulous.
"Looked through a few idle books." Wan Chaoyang strolled up to Xue Mu, and said with a sigh of relief, "Do you think I am worthy to chat with you now?"
The setting sun gradually disappeared between the buildings. Two teenagers in school uniforms were leaning against the radiator by the window at the end of the corridor, chatting about their thoughts and looking at the playground in the distance.
"You mean, you think that apart from studying hard, your personality is influenced by Zheng Daqian. You want to get rid of your current self, but you don't know what your original self was like?"
"That's what it means." Xue Mu nodded.
Wan Chaoyang frowned: "How are you like him? He is so blah."
Xue Mu was a little surprised: "Aren't I bluffing?"
"Don't make a fuss," Wan Chaoyang said, "You are very calm and collected, how could you be so slippery when you speak under the national flag?"
"...that's another thing...I'm struggling with myself now."
Looking at Xue Mu's bewildered expression, Wan Chaoyang showed a rare gentle smile and said, "No one is isolated from the world. Those who are close to Zhu are red and those who are close to ink are black, right? The shaping of character is inherently multifaceted. It is caused by the combined influence of you, I am playing with you now, and I find that I have become more cheerful, don't you think?"
Xue Mu was startled, but after Wan Chaoyang said it, it seemed that he had really realized that he had changed a lot.
"I think it's meaningless for you to find the so-called original self. The self at birth is the most selfish. That's called the id. Your id thinks only about eating, drinking, and sleeping. From the time you accept information from the outside world, Your parents, relatives, classmates, friends, and teachers are all constantly influencing you. The good and the bad add up to shape your current self. I think you are very good now, mature and brave , vivacious, intelligent, charming, likable."
Xue Mu was dumbfounded for a moment, looking into Wan Chaoyang's sincere eyes, he didn't know how to answer.
"How is it? Do you understand?" Wan Chaoyang asked with his head tilted.
Xue Mu nodded dully, and said: "It makes sense...just...to praise me a bit...toomuch..."
Wan Chaoyang's face suddenly turned red, and he turned his eyes away and said, "No, what I said is the truth."
"Pull it down," Xue Mu smiled and pushed Wan Chaoyang, and then pretended to say, "I'm indeed very charming, but how mature and brave am I? I'm just talking nonsense!"
"You dare to challenge the teacher, and you don't talk back in a fit of anger, but reasoned with reason, without being humble or overbearing. This is very brave and mature, just like... like an adult." Wan Chaoyang said sincerely again.
Hearing what he said, Xue Mu couldn't help being happy, shook his head and said: "Okay, okay, I know you love me, and I love you too!"
Wan Chaoyang's face turned red again, and he let out a "tch", and said, "Disgusting."
Seeing him like this, Xue Mu couldn't help but want to laugh, raised his hand and poked his waist and said, "You pretend for me again!"
"Go, go!" Wan Chaoyang dodged to the side, looked at Xue Mu's smiling face, raised his eyebrows and asked, "How are you feeling?"
"Okay!"
"Will you go then?"
"Go, go! Brother Yang wants to go, can I not accompany you! You love me so much, I can't live up to your friendship!"
"Tch, you're being sentimental."
No.17 If you are not good at reading, you will not necessarily lose
"I found out why you have been riding faster and faster recently?" Xue Mu said casually while waiting for Wan Chaoyang to lock the bike after returning to school from the Internet cafe.
Wan Chaoyang's hand movements paused, and then he locked the car with a "crack", pretending to be casual and saying, "Really?"
"Yeah," Xue Mu and Wan Chaoyang walked out of the carport side by side, "and it's very unsteady. I feel that you were slow and steady before, but now you are fast and wobbly."
"It's windy." Wan Chaoyang replied without changing his face.
"It's windy?" It would be fine if Wan Chaoyang responded vaguely, but Xue Mu felt strange to find such a reason.
"Hmm. Is your Fantasy Westward Journey fun?" Wan Chaoyang changed the subject forcibly as a matter of course.
"Ah, it's fun!" Xue Mu didn't care about Wan Chaoyang's dodging, and started talking endlessly, "I played Dragon Palace Dragon Prince! Various water spells AOE, especially awesome, and even caught a baby flower demon! You Do you want to come and play too! There are three races, the Immortal Race, the Human Race, and the Demon Race, and twelve sects! Tiangong, Dragon Palace, Putuo Mountain, Wuzhuang Temple..."
Xue Mu happily explained the world view of the game to Wan Chaoyang, walked into the door of the dormitory unknowingly, and suddenly heard the sound of "dong dong dong" knocking on the glass. He turned his face and saw Li Xiaomei in the office of the dormitory manager. With a sullen face, he waved at him.
Xue Mu's heart skipped a beat, even though he expected to be discovered by sneaking out to play like this every day, he still felt a little guilty.
"Ms. Li..." The two walked into the dormitory manager's office together. Xue Mu took the lead in putting on a fearful expression and lowered his head cowardly, hoping that the major incident would turn into a holiday.
Wan Chaoyang frowned slightly, and glanced at Xue Mu, what he admired was Xue Mu's appearance of being neither humble nor overbearing and fighting for reason, not such a timid and fearful performance.
"Why did you two go?" Li Xiaomei asked coldly.
Just as Xue Mu was about to tell a lie, Wan Chaoyang replied calmly, "Go to the Internet cafe."
He couldn't help but gasped, and said to himself, brother, you are really sincere, your father is a teacher and my father is not!
Li Xiaomei's face changed when she heard the words, and she said sharply: "Okay, I thought I had a good time after the exam? Tomorrow is the holiday! I can't bear it for just one more day? Xue Mu?!"
Xue Mu was listening with his head depressed, originally thinking that it would not be lethal if shared by two people, but he didn't expect it to fall on him alone in the end.
He looked up at Li Xiaomei in embarrassment, met her eyes of deep love and responsibility, and immediately understood in his heart that Li Xiaomei had given up on educating Wan Chaoyang, but he still had room for redemption in her heart.
"Yes... I'm sorry..." Xue Mu sincerely apologized, and he really felt sorry for Li Xiaomei's love for him from the bottom of his heart.
Li Xiaomei raised her hand to push her glasses, and said, "Chaoyang, you go up first."
Xue Mu's heart sank: This is a special education to save me... Tired...
"Why?" Wan Chaoyang questioned, "We went together, why should we only talk about him?"
Both Li Xiaomei and Xue Mu were stunned, Xue Mu hurriedly pulled the corner of Lawan Chaoyang's clothes, thinking, Big Brother, what are you doing wrong?
"You?" Li Xiaomei's face became more and more ugly, "Can I control you?"
Wan Chaoyang raised his neck, but neither replied nor moved.
"Ms. Li," Xue Mu hurriedly said to smooth things over, "We all know we were wrong, isn't it a holiday right now, it's okay, I just want to say go out with Chaoyang for a while, not in the future."
Li Xiaomei was about to speak when she heard the words, but Wan Chaoyang rushed to talk: "Who said it won't happen in the future? It will happen in the future."
Xue Mu almost vomited old blood, and Wan Chaoyang continued: "We just don't obey the school's rules, so why do we have to study at night every day? After class, it's our own time. What do we like to do outside of school? Why should we control us? Just rely on the school's regulations? How did the regulations be formulated? Xue Mu raised this question and the school has not answered it until now!"
"Wan Chaoyang!" Li Xiaomei finally couldn't bear it anymore, "If you don't want to study, I don't care about you! But you can't harm others!" After finishing speaking, Li Xiaomei turned around and took out a piece of paper from her bag, and slapped it on the table, " Xue Mu! Look at your grades!"
Xue Mu glanced at the ranking of grades on the table, but he didn't reach out to take it. Of course he knew in his heart that this exam, eight subjects, [-] points, he can get [-] points is not bad.
"Isn't this your first time going to an Internet cafe?" Li Xiaomei questioned, "Am I trusting you too much? Should I just sit in the classroom and stare at you every night during self-study? Xue Mu, your grades are too unreasonable, right? The school still expects you to be admitted to Tsinghua University and Peking University, so you just pass the exam? Do you have any objections to the school or to me?!"
Wan Chaoyang reached out to pick up the ranking list on the table, looking for Xue Mu's name from top to bottom, but unexpectedly found that he was still ranked behind him, with a total score of 241, a class ranking of 49, and an age ranking of 557.
He turned his head to look at Xue Mu in surprise. He knew that Xue Mu hadn't studied and reviewed hard in the past two or three weeks, but no matter what, where was his foundation, he wouldn't fall like this all at once. It is suspected that Xue Mu did it on purpose.
"You two...you are really good buddies!" Li Xiaomei gritted her teeth, "Back then, one grade was the first and the other was the second, but now they are all the bottom one and the second in the class! Xue Mu! Tell me! What on earth are you doing? Thought!"
After listening to Li Xiaomei's questioning, Xue Mu straightened his back slowly and raised his head.
He originally thought that Li Xiaomei caught him running away from evening self-study, so he planned to admit that he was cowardly and soft-witted, and it was over, but he didn't expect that the fundamental purpose was related to the exam results--it must be to get the results after entering the results at night. After the ranking, he went to the classroom in a hurry and went to nothing, so the anger in his heart was naturally even greater.
In fact, if it was just about grades, he didn't really want to argue with Li Xiaomei. Anyway, Li Xiaomei couldn't understand what he was thinking now, but Li Xiaomei used the word "disaster to others" to refer to Wan Chaoyang. For some reason, he was on fire. Heart fire.
"Ms. Li, are you seriously asking me what I think now?" Xue Mu said firmly.
"Yes, tell me." Li Xiaomei crossed her arms, her head full of anger.
Xue Mu nodded, smiled slightly, and said: "My idea is that I don't think studying is very important, I don't think exams are very important, and I don't think going to college is very important. I think friends are very important, and health is very important , happiness is very important.”
After Li Xiaomei heard this, she laughed out of anger, and said, "It's important for friends to be healthy and happy, but not for school exams? Then why do you go to school? You go home."
Xue Mu smiled and said: "But my friend is in school, so I have to go to school.
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