Never be a bully again

Drowsy, suddenly woke up to the station, got up and put up an embarrassing tent scene.

The vigor of the lower body does not necessarily mean that the positivity in the brain is flourishing, so is this also the case with Wan Chaoyang?

He looked at Wan Chaoyang, but he could only see his dodging eyes and flushed face. Even with only the faint light coming in from the window, he could see blood dripping from his face.

This blushing... embarrassment... or shyness?

He won't really... that... me?

Xue Mu subconsciously wanted to take back the hand that was still caressing Wan Chaoyang's back, but he was afraid that such a deliberate move might make Wan Chaoyang even more embarrassed.

No way……?No way? !

When Zheng Daqian reminded him that Wan Chaoyang liked him, he didn't take it to heart at all, but now he had to think seriously.

Chaoyang is also gay?A quarter of the eight people in our dormitory are bent?Big Qianer is quite obviously gay, someone like Chaoyang... can't it?

And like me?How could you like me?do i look gayOr do I attract gays?There's no reason, I've met so many friends from Daqianer, and no one has ever taken a fancy to me...

Time passed by, and the two still maintained the posture of embracing each other. Neither of them spoke again, nor did they act rashly.

But embracing each other silently like this will only make the atmosphere more and more awkward, and it is impossible to really fall asleep silently like this, so it is necessary to break this deadlock.

"I'm here to comfort you with good intentions, but you're fine, which girl are you thinking of over there!" Xue Mu forced himself to make jokes, then raised his hand and pushed Wan Chaoyang's shoulder, broke away from his embrace, and awkwardly walked towards the railing Moved.

"No...no..." Wan Chaoyang was at a loss in embarrassment, and shrank his left hand in embarrassment, not knowing where to put it.

"Not yet," Xue Mu gritted his teeth, stretched out his hand to touch Wan Chaoyang's crotch, and exclaimed in his heart: "You're not old, but a few hands are not young..." But on his face he said slyly: "Your Your body has betrayed your heart!"

Wan Chaoyang was very clever, never expected that Xue Mu would do something like this, although the boys in the class always liked to tease each other's crotch when they were playing, but Xue Mu was always out of group before, studying alone, no one would play with him, Later, although he gradually became cheerful, he never joked with others like this, and he kept saying that they were naive, so why would he suddenly tease him on such an occasion?

Xue Mu has always felt that this kind of behavior is very naive, but if the current situation is not resolved in this way, it will only be more embarrassing. He did not expect that the first time he teased another boy's crotch, he was still only separated by a pair of underwear. Then, this strange feeling lingered on the palm of his fingertips, lingering for a long time.

"Do you need me to dodge it, you can solve it yourself?" Xue Muqiang held up a smile, joking in his mouth, but he also paved the steps for himself, ready to go back to his bed.

"No..." Wan Chaoyang subconsciously raised his hand to stop Xue Mu, his arm slid across his chest again, and he moved his Adam's apple, "Stop messing around... let's go to sleep..."

Xue Mu quietly looked at Wan Chaoyang, then pretended to be relaxed and smiled and said, "Okay, okay." After saying that, he turned over silently, leaving Wan Chaoyang with a smooth back.

Wan Chaoyang stared blankly at Xue Mu's back, and for some reason his heart became hot again. He never thought that he would be so excited about a back.

His gaze sneaked down his back, and he could vaguely see the edge of Xue Mu's underwear in the dim light, which made his blood pulse more and more. The thought of even the back of the head made him feel incredibly sexy.

Wan Chaoyang had no choice but to forcefully close his eyes again──even though Xue Mu he saw that way was worse than what he saw with his own eyes.

Xue Mu turned his back to Wan Chaoyang, paying attention to his movements behind his back. Fortunately, he didn't make any fuss, he was quiet, he didn't even move, and he slowly settled down.

It shouldn't be that, it should be just an uncontrollable reaction that boys often have, it shouldn't be shy, it should just be embarrassing.

Xue Mu comforted himself like this, even though he didn't dare to be 100% sure in his heart, but since Wan Chaoyang didn't say that thought, let's just pretend it doesn't exist.

He doesn't have so much spare energy to solve this problem now. If Wan Chaoyang really likes him, he will inevitably have to give up the thighs he has cultivated for several months and find new thighs. He really doesn't know where to find them. .

Big deal... stop joking with him like that...

Xue Mu thought so wildly that he fell asleep unknowingly.

Wan Chaoyang carefully lay on his side next to the wall, and would wake up in random spring dreams from time to time, and then would subconsciously push his butt back again, for fear that he would invade Xue Mu again.

After Xue Mu fell asleep, he was very himself, snorting and farting, lying down on his back for a while, facing outwards for a while, and turned over to face Wan Chaoyang again, and even hugged him easily.

Wan Chaoyang controlled, controlled, and then controlled, but in the end he couldn't control it. He hesitated and approached Xue Mu, pursed his lips nervously, and squinted his eyes to observe Xue Mu's expression, preparing for him to wake up at any time. pretend to sleep.

Finally, the lips touched the lips, but in an instant, Wan Zhaoyang quickly retracted his chin and licked his lips. It seemed that he didn't taste any special taste. Even the moment of contact just now was too short to let him There is no feeling to understand.

But he still silently remembered this date, April 25, [-], which was the day of his first kiss.

When the wake-up bell rang the next day, Xue Mu and Wan Chaoyang opened their eyes at the same time. They were both taken aback by the sight of each other in front of them. Then they realized that the two of them were hugging each other intimately, and the two sticks underneath were also in the same position. They don't see each other together.

Wan Chaoyang retreated habitually, and Xue Mu quickly took advantage of the situation and yawned and sat up.

"Hey? Why did you two sleep together?" Yang Zhao, who was on the opposite bunk, rubbed his eyes and asked in doubt.

Xue Mu opened his mouth, and suddenly remembered that he had decided not to make that kind of joke again last night, so he only gave Yang Zhao a slight smile, and turned over and got out of bed on his own.

Wan Chaoyang supported the bed and sat up, couldn't help but yawned hugely, he almost didn't sleep last night, and now he is so sleepy that he has a headache.

He raised his hand and scratched the back of his head, recalling which ones were dreams and which ones were real last night. Suddenly, he remembered the secret kiss, and immediately regained his energy. He touched his lips lightly, and then unconsciously revealed a fool smile.

Xue Mu folded the quilt, picked up the washbasin and got up together, saw Wan Chaoyang covering his mouth and snickering on the bed, just about to say something bad, he quickly stopped, turned around silently and went to wash up.

During the evening self-study, the two went to the Internet cafe as scheduled. Wan Chaoyang deliberately swayed the bike as usual, but Xue Mu deliberately did not raise his hand to support his waist, but carefully supported the rear seat to maintain balance. .

Wan Chaoyang noticed this immediately, and today he has already noticed that Xue Mu, uncharacteristically, did not tease him endlessly, even though he still talked and laughed as usual, but a joke like that kind of love you love me No more mentions.

He guessed that Xue Mu should have understood his intention, even though he didn't say it out loud, his body's reaction was more straightforward, but he didn't quite understand Xue Mu's attitude.

If Xue Mu doesn't like him, he should be respectful and far away from now on, but he still came to the Internet cafe with him; if Xue Mu also likes him, why is he so abnormal?

Sitting in front of the computer and turning it on, Wan Chaoyang opened the battle platform habitually, but Xue Mu silently opened Fantasy Westward Journey.

"Aren't you going to play DOTA today?" Wan Chaoyang asked.

"Ang," Xue Mu smiled flawlessly, "you can play by yourself, I want to play dreamy for a while today."

"..." Wan Chaoyang felt a little depressed. He stared at the login interface for a long time, and then saw that Xue Mu had already entered the game and was manipulating his Dragon Prince named "Hoof to the South" as a teacher. Door task, so he turned his heart and closed the login interface.

"Which suit do you wear?"

"Ah?" Xue Mu turned his head, and suddenly saw that Fantasy Westward Journey was also on Wan Chaoyang's screen, he was stunned, and asked, "You want to play Fantasy too?"

"Well, which server?" Wan Chaoyang asked again.

"Uh... Beijing 1, the Summer Palace." Xue Mu could only answer truthfully.

Wan Chaoyang selected Xue Mu's server, entered the character creation interface, and turned his head to ask, "Which one is better?"

"There's nothing wrong with that," Xue Mu scratched his head, "Just like different heroes in DOTA, different races have different talents."

"You are Dragon Palace, Prince Dragon?"

"Well, I'm a spell DPS."

Wan Chaoyang manipulated the mouse to select each character one by one, looked at the attribute introduction, and asked: "If I choose a human or a demon, will I be hostile to you?"

"No, no, it's all the same." Xue Mu was a little nervous for some reason, ignoring his own game, and kept staring at Wan Chaoyang's screen.

Wan Chaoyang hesitated for a long time, and finally chose Xuan Cai'e.

"Why do you want to play with a fairy?" Xue Mu couldn't help asking.

Because I am more suitable for you──Wan Zhaoyang thought in his heart, but replied: "It looks good." After speaking, he entered four characters in the character name column: Wood Moth.

"Hey, hey?" Before Xue Mu could stop him, Wan Chaoyang had already pressed the confirmation button, "What made you famous?"

Wan Chaoyang raised the corners of his lips secretly, and said, "How nice it sounds." As he spoke, he had already entered the birth point.

The deal is done, Xue Mu curled his lips, silently looked away, and continued to play with himself.

Wan Chaoyang was much quieter when he played the game. He had never played this kind of RPG before, and it was difficult for him to understand the mechanism and purpose of the game. It took him some time to understand the meaning of each interface one by one. Cut out the interface, went to the forum to read a lot of strategies, and then returned to the game to start clearing the quests. As a result, in more than two hours, he had already reached level 20, while Xue Mu was only at level [-] so far .

Xue Mu silently finished his master mission, and was wandering around forming a team to sweep towers, when he suddenly received a friend request from Wood Moth, so he had to silently click yes, and glanced at Wan Chaoyang's screen, stunned: " Where did you get the mutated Mao Mao?"

"I caught it." Wan Chaoyang replied as a matter of course.

"I've never caught a mutant baby even at level [-], why did you just come up?" Xue Mu couldn't believe it.

Wan Chaoyang shrugged, "It's the first one I meet when I go out, so I grabbed it."

Xue Mu vomited out a mouthful of old blood, thinking that this is a game genius with extraordinary talent and destiny?Even the face is so white? ? ?

"You want it, give it to you?" Wan Chaoyang said indifferently.

"..." Xue Mu gritted his teeth. To be honest, he really wanted it a little bit, but he must not give Wan Chaoyang any wrong hints or opportunities, "Don't! Keep it for yourself! It's all a bunch of things. data!"

It was a rare day when the two of them came out of the Internet cafe and they were not very happy. Xue Mu originally wanted to come and have fun, relax, and reward his own achievements, but he never thought that Wan Chaoyang almost caught up with him in one night. The progress of the game for a long time, and the reincarnation of Ou Huang caught the mutant baby casually, so angry that he had nowhere to vent his anger.

Wan Chaoyang is not very enthusiastic about this game, he just wants to catch up with Xue Mu as soon as possible according to the strategy and play with him, but this night Xue Mu didn't play with him as usual, which made him unhappy at all, and he temporarily He also doesn't understand whether he simply doesn't like this game, or whether he likes getting along with Xue Mu more than playing games.

Both of them returned to the dormitory sullenly. As soon as they entered the door, Zheng Daqian who was washing his feet shouted, "Wood! Self-study Xiaomei is here tonight!"

Xue Mu was startled, "And then...?"

"He took a look and found that you and Chaoyang were not there, so he didn't say anything, and then he talked about the May Art Festival."

"Oh..." Xue Mu breathed a sigh of relief, "Then you still have to tell me specifically? Does it have anything to do with me?"

"She asked us to participate in a singing competition!"

"WTF?!"

No.30 questions clearly want to get closer but are lonely until dawn

This May Art Festival, Xue Mu was a bit impressed. Zheng Daqian represented the whole class at the time. Although he didn't remember what song he sang, he must have won the championship of the whole school by himself.

Their class is an experimental class formed by the sophomores in high school. The students in the class basically have no special talents except for learning. Needless to say, the various basketball games organized by the school have always been ranked at the bottom, so Zheng Daqian won the championship that time. It's rare to be elated, the whole class is honored, so Xue Mu is also very impressed.

It's just fine, why did you suddenly pull him in this time?

"It's none of my business?" Xue Mu went back to his bed and sat down, taking off his socks and said, "You can compare it!"

Wan Chaoyang secretly glanced at Zheng Daqian, and sat down next to Xue Mu without saying a word, taking off his socks and changing into slippers.

"It's not because of the song you sang during the spring outing!" Zheng Daqian said, "Xiaomei liked it so much, she asked me to play the accordion and sing with you! A lot of points for the original song!"

Xue Mu was taken aback when he heard the words, and thought to himself that the original song of "Lake Baikal" does seem to have an accordion accompaniment, this Xiaomei is quite artistic...

"Well, you can write me a copy of the score later, and I will practice with the piano when I get home next week, and try to make up bass chords. The competition is next Saturday, so there is still a week to reunite. "Zheng Daqian raised his wet feet from the footbath, and said to himself while wiping them.

"What, what, what!" Xue Mu threw the socks on the bed and put on slippers, "Who said we're going to sing! I won't sing!"

"Hey? Why didn't you sing?" Zheng Daqian was a little surprised, "Our whole class agreed! Such a beautiful song, let everyone listen to it, maybe you can become an online singer!"

Internet singer... Xue Mu was aroused by this ancient vocabulary, and suddenly realized that if he really sang it and was posted on the Internet, how would he explain it to Teacher Li Jian?It really became a time travel machine to copy him!

"That's what I sang casually..." Xue Mu had no choice but to pick up the washbasin and tooth cup perfunctorily, and said as he walked out: "I forgot how to sing a long time ago!"

"Don't, don't!" Zheng Daqian relentlessly chased after him to the water room, "I promised Xiaomei, you can sing with me!"

Xue Mu said vaguely while brushing his teeth: "Who asked you to agree? Did you agree for me? My song... I just don't want to make it public, what's the matter!"

"He doesn't want to sing, why do you have to force him?" Zheng Daqian was about to speak, but Wan Chaoyang's voice came in from the side without warning, "Even Xiaomei can't force him to sing."

Xue Mu subconsciously glanced at Wan Chaoyang, and then quickly looked away. Zheng Daqian glanced at Wan Chaoyang, then at Xue Mu, and rushed to the washbasin in disappointment, muttering: "Then you turn around and talk to Xiaomei Go ahead, I don't care!" After saying that, he turned and went back to the dormitory angrily.

There were a lot of classmates coming and going to wash and laugh in the water room, but for some reason Xue Mu felt that the surroundings were empty, only him and Wan Chaoyang were standing side by side.

Maybe Wan Chaoyang just said that casually, maybe he just helped him out of habit, but Xue Mu felt a little cramped for some reason.

He didn't dare to take the initiative to talk to Wan Chaoyang, and didn't even look at him, fearing that there might be some eye contact, he rinsed his mouth hastily, washed his face, then quickly filled a basin of water and hurried back to the dormitory.

Xue Mu was afraid to find out whether Wan Chaoyang liked him or not, so he could only hope that it was Zheng Daqian's wild imagination. Even if he really liked him, he secretly hoped that Wan Chaoyang would never say such things out of his mouth, and don't let him Disrupt his plans for the future and don't make it impossible for them to remain friends.

The cold water dripped from Wan Chaoyang's hair, and the push-type faucet bounced lightly, and he slapped it down fiercely. He picked up the water in his palm and splashed it on his face. the chill.

It was just to help him say a few words, but he ran away in embarrassment like seeing a ghost. Since the two of them became friends, Xue Mu has always been close to him, even if he didn't put on a bad face. What cruel words, but also the worst attitude towards him.

He probably understood Xue Mu's meaning: we can continue to be friends, but it is impossible to have further development.

Wan Chaoyang looked up at the water droplets on his face in the mirror, and suddenly realized that he hadn't experienced such mood swings for a long time.

Since his parents divorced, he has deliberately closed his heart, resenting everything, feeling that the whole world owes him, he is deliberately cynical and broken, as if he is no longer indifferent to everything.

He knew that he fell in love with Xue Mu, but he didn't expect to like Xue Mu so deeply, he didn't expect that Xue Mu had already filled the missing piece in his heart.

Wan Chaoyang picked up a towel and wiped his face, then rinsed his feet with cold water. When he walked out of the water room with the washbasin in his hand, he ran into Xue Mu who was coming to wash his feet.

The two of them staggered their eyes almost simultaneously, no one paid attention to the other, and then silently passed by.

After the lights were turned off, Zheng Daqian and several other roommates chattered about what song Xue Mu should sing alone if he didn't participate in the competition. Wan Chaoyang put his head on his hands and stared at the ceiling with a piece of paint missing.

He didn't expect to be rejected by Xue Mu before he had time to say the confession.

He doesn't want to believe that Xue Mu doesn't like him, such intimate and ambiguous behaviors, such sticky love jokes, if he can't say anything to this person he doesn't like, he thinks Xue Mu should be the same .

Then his refusal may be due to his fear of possible homosexuality, or his shyness because he did not explicitly speak out.

But even if he imagined this way, he didn't know whether he should continue to do something. If he went further, maybe their friendship would turn into love, or maybe even the friendship would disappear.

He didn't dare to take this risk, even if it was friendship, he still hoped to stay by Xue Mu's side in such a name.

Even though it's not what he wants.

Xue Mu also did not participate in Zheng Daqian's discussion, and was lying on his side at the moment, staring at the wall in front of him in a daze.

He was clearly aware of his disappointment when he avoided Wan Chaoyang just now, which made him very uncomfortable.

If Wan Chaoyang didn't like him that way, his inexplicable alienation and neglect would inevitably hurt his heart.

He has always been happy and angry, and he doesn't tell others what's on his mind. It's rare to have such a heart-to-heart friend like him, and he suddenly loses it like this, just like he lost Zheng Daqian. He can imagine the feeling in his heart. How sad.

But what if you really like it?

Xue Mu suddenly felt a little regretful, regretting that he had no friends at the beginning.

He only has Zheng Daqian by his side, and every time he goes out to eat, drink and have fun with his group of gay friends, he always says "dear", "baby", "love you", "beautiful", which makes it difficult Xue Mu didn't know how to get along with his buddies, if he didn't treat Wan Chaoyang in such a way, wouldn't Wan Chaoyang not misunderstand him, and would not think wildly about liking him?

Even though he had made a decision not to play that kind of joke with him anymore, seeing Wan Chaoyang's mournful expression, he couldn't help feeling a little sour in his heart.

It would be great if he could do it all over again. On January [-]st, he will attack Wan Chaoyang again, and he will definitely not take this route.

The next day, Xue Mu went to find Li Xiaomei, explicitly rejected the singing competition, and lied that the song was not written by him, but by his relatives. Now that the copyright has been sold, they cannot sing casually, and the copyright fee is very high. .

Li Xiaomei was very disappointed by this, and asked him if his relatives had any songs that could be sung, Xue Mu shook his head repeatedly, and then comforted her by saying that Zheng Daqian would definitely win the championship if he sang any song casually, so there is no need to be so depressed.

Li Xiaomei reluctantly accepted the result, but stopped Xue Mu when he was about to leave, and talked about the grades again.

Xue Mu was also a little speechless. He didn't know whether it was because Li Xiaomei still refused to give up on him, or because his grades improved this time and made her hopeful again. He listened to her talk about the next final exam with a smile on his face. He was taught to be divided into classes again, and he made a perfunctory promise that he would work hard to pass the exam and stay in Class [-], and finally escaped.

Wan Chaoyang was also called into the office by Li Xiaomei in the afternoon, and was educated in the same way.

He watched Li Xiaomei's lips flutter up and down, but he didn't listen to a single word, until he heard the word "Xue Mu" before he suddenly came back to his senses.

"What?" Wan Chaoyang asked.

"Let me tell you, you and Xue Mu are so good. You can see that his grades have caught up again this time. Although he can't compare with his previous rankings, he still knows how to work hard. If he continues like this, he will still be in the third year of high school." Our class is not a problem, but what about you? You go back to Class [-] by yourself? How can you play with him?"

Wan Chaoyang nodded thoughtfully. When talking about this matter with Xue Mu before, he also said that although one is in Class [-] and the other is in Class [-], they can still play together if they should, but now their mood is completely different. Nian couldn't sit next to Xue Mu to sleep in class anytime and anywhere, he thought it was unacceptable.

Back in the classroom, Xue Mu was advising Zheng Daqian on what song to sing, talking and laughing happily.

He sat back in his seat silently, patted Xue Mu's back, Xue Mu turned his head with a smile on his face, restrained himself a little, and asked, "What's wrong?"

Wan Chaoyang pursed his lips, and said, "Did Xiaomei tell you about the grades at the end of the semester?"

Xue Mu nodded: "Say it."

"Do you want to stay?" Wan Chaoyang asked again.

Xue Mu was slightly stunned, then smiled and said: "It's up to fate, if you pass the exam, you can stay in the sixth class if you fail the exam! Didn't we both talk about this before? We don't want to delay being together if we are divided into classes." Let's play!"

Wan Chaoyang was silent for a moment, then raised his eyes and said, "Let's both stay, okay?"

Xue Mu was startled, unable to speak for a while.

Originally, Xue Mu didn't really care about staying in class [-]. He felt that with his level of midterm exams, it wouldn't be a big problem if he wanted to stay at the end of the semester. According to what he had promised Xue Feng, if he wanted to do well Universities should stay, too.

And as for Wan Chaoyang, he thought he would definitely go back to Class Nine, and then he wouldn't have to maintain the friendship as he is now, and he had to please, but he didn't dare to get too close. Forget it, it was the best solution, but he never expected that he would propose to stay together.

"Hi!" Xue Mu waved his hand and said, "If you say you will stay, you will stay? I may not be able to stay!"

Xue Mu said that he was self-effacing, but what he thought in his heart was that Wan Chaoyang might not be able to stay. Even if Wan Chaoyang's academic performance was comparable to his in the first year of high school, it was almost a year in the second year of high school and he didn't study hard. From the last to the top [-]?Xue Mu felt that it was useless.

"Let's resign!" Xue Muyou repeated twice, "Let's resign!"

Wan Chaoyang's heart sank again. He never thought that Xue Mulian would not agree to stay with him in class [-]. If the two really separated, would they still be able to play together as they had agreed?Wan Chaoyang originally thought that Xue Mu only wanted to be friends with him, but now it seems that he doesn't even want to be friends very much.

Two weeks later, on Saturday, the singing competition was held as scheduled. Zheng Daqian played the male and female duet, and won the championship with "Thank you for your tenderness".

The entire Class [-] was excited by this rare honor, only Xue Mu looked indifferent because he knew this scene already, and Wan Chaoyang was dazed because the lyrics touched his heart.

"I don't know, I don't know why I don't want it...my heart...obviously wants to get closer...but I'm lonely until dawn..."

In the past two weeks, Xue Mu has always maintained a very measured enthusiasm for Wan Chaoyang, and he is still inseparable from him, and he still goes to the Internet cafe to play games with him, but never mentions any ambiguous jokes.

Wan Chaoyang was also cautious, not daring to reveal too much of his love, for fear of breaking the fragile string of friendship. When he was with Xue Mu, he would still be happy, but lying in bed every night, because of such Situation and tossing and turning.

Xue Mu also sensed Wan Chaoyang's mood, no matter how hard he tried to hide it, he could see the sadness in his eyes, he didn't even dare to look into his eyes again, for fear that his soft heart would imply something or promise something indiscriminately , I can only put my mind on study reluctantly for the time being.

Looking at the calendar, there will be another monthly exam in two weeks, the end of the term will be in five weeks, the second year of high school will end in the blink of an eye, and the nightmare of the third year of high school will come.

Suddenly, Xue Mu shuddered, and he realized that today's date was written on the calendar as Tuesday, May No. 13. Yesterday...the earthquake that shocked the whole country...why didn't it happen? !

No.30 a question Lightning flashed on a sunny day in May

"Xue Mu! Xue Mu!"

The math teacher patted the podium angrily, only to shout that Xue Mu came back to his senses.

"Go out if you don't attend class!"

Mathematics was originally the weakest of Xue Mu's several subjects, and after being reborn, he was even more incapable of learning it. Therefore, among all the teachers who loved him, the math teacher was also the first to lose patience with him.

Xue Mu stood up dumbly, just when he needed to calm down, he turned around silently and walked outside.

"Hey hey!" the math teacher yelled again, "Where are you going?!"

Xue Mu turned back to look at his angry expression, his own mind was also in chaos, and he lied casually: "I...I feel a little uncomfortable...go to the infirmary..."

Wan Chaoyang stood up with a bang, "Teacher, I will accompany him."

"..." The math teacher pursed his mouth hard, and finally he could only wave his hands and say, "Go, go, go!"

Wan Chaoyang hurriedly took two steps, raised his hand to support Xue Mu's arm, dragged him outside the classroom with a blank face, and asked as he walked towards the infirmary: "What's wrong? Where is the pain?"

Xue Mu was staggered to the first floor by Wan Chaoyang, and then he quickly pushed him away, saying in a low voice, "I'm fine..."

"Are you okay?" Wan Chaoyang looked at Xue Mu's face carefully, frowned and said, "You're all white, are you okay? Headache? Stomach pain?" He raised his hand to stroke Xue Mu's forehead, "Have a fever? "

Xue Mu silently took Wan Chaoyang's hand from his forehead, and said in a muffled voice, "Let me...be quiet for a while..."

Wan Chaoyang lost his mind for a moment, pursed his lips, and said, "Don't ignore your discomfort just because you hate me, go to the infirmary first." He tilted his head towards the infirmary, then silently took two steps back, saying , "If you bother me, you can go by yourself, I will wait for you here."

Xue Mu was in a mess, and he was even more puzzled after hearing this, so he asked, "I hate you?"

Wan Chaoyang looked up at Xue Mu resentfully, but didn't answer.

Xue Mu rubbed his temples helplessly, looked left and right, and said, "I'm not feeling bad, I just... have something on my mind... I want to calm down... think about it... why don't you go back first."

Wan Chaoyang frowned, looked at Xue Mu up and down, and asked, "Really?"

"Really," Xue Mu nodded repeatedly, "You go back first."

"I can't go back either," Wan Chaoyang said again, "I'll accompany you to the infirmary, what's the matter if I go back by myself?"

Xue Mu also made sense, and asked casually: "Is there any quiet place, let's go first."

Wan Chaoyang rolled his eyes and said, "Yes!"

Wan Chaoyang pulled Xue Mu, and the two of them, one in front of the other, avoided the windows of the grade group office and a row of classrooms, walked through the corridor between the teaching building and the science and technology building, and went up to the academic lecture hall on the fifth floor. Opening the heavy door of the small rooftop, I arrived at a place where Xue Mu had never been.

Xue Mu walked to the edge of the roof, looked out while leaning on the railing, and realized where it was. He couldn't help laughing and said, "Every time I go back to the playground, I can see it when I look up. I've never come up."

"You're too honest, of course you don't know this," Wan Chaoyang said, "When I was a child, I used to come here and run around here. Usually no one comes here, but the scenery is very good. You can see it from every angle of the school. Every time I shoot a promotional video Schools of all kinds come here for filming."

After hearing this, Xue Mu raised his eyes to look around, nodded and said: "Indeed."

Wan Chaoyang looked at Xue Mu's slightly squinted eyes under the sun, and was in a trance for a moment. He settled down and said, "Tell me, what's on your mind?"

Xue Mu heard the words and turned to look at Wan Chaoyang.

The wind on the roof gently swayed the tips of his hair, his long eyelashes cast a fine shadow in the sun, under his slightly frowning brows were a pair of concerned eyes, and on his youthful face were some bruises that hadn't been shaved in the morning. The stubble, the unscrewed button reveals the sharp lines of the neck, it seems that infinite youthful vitality is transpiring from the neckline, for some reason Xue Mu was stunned.

Seeing Xue Mu staring blankly at him and not speaking, Wan Zhaoyang didn't know what he was thinking, he was silent for a moment, and said: "At the beginning you told me to be buddies, I told you everything, now you have something on your mind Don't tell me, is there anyone like you as a buddy?"

Xue Mu was brought back to his senses by Wan Chaoyang's words, and he withdrew his gaze somewhat awkwardly, unconsciously looking at the playground track not far away, and said guiltyly: "My concern...it's really inconvenient to say..."

Wan Chaoyang was a little discouraged, turned around and leaned against the railing, looking up at the sky.

"If you don't want to say it, I won't force you either." Wan Chaoyang's tone was a little sad, and he couldn't hide his disappointment.

Xue Mu turned his head and looked at him, his face upside down outlined a beautiful arc in the blue, and one or two clouds were floating leisurely in the far distance, the sun in May was warm but not hot, and the sun in early summer Every second of the afternoon seemed to be extended infinitely.

"I...you let me stroke it alone...I understand...see how I can tell you."

Wan Chaoyang also turned his head, looked into Xue Mu's sincere eyes, nodded slowly, then looked away, staring silently at his own toes.

He instinctively thought that Xue Mu's worries had something to do with him. In the past two or three weeks, his mood had been ups and downs, and he could not sleep at night. He believed that he was not the only one who was unhappy, and he could also feel Xue Mu's restraint. own emotions.

Although he managed to maintain the friendship between the two and did not dare to take the risk of challenging the bottom line, he still inevitably reached this point.

He was even ready for Xue Mu to tell him that he knew what he wanted, but they could only be friends, if that was the case, he would immediately agree to continue being with him even if they were friends.

And Xue Mu was thinking of course not this matter.

The fact that the Wenchuan earthquake didn't happen, does it mean that this world is no longer the world where Xue Mu existed?

Does Xue Mu know that everything that will happen in the future may not happen?

Is it because of my rebirth that the world is different?

Xue Mu recalled a movie he watched many years ago. Due to the wrong operation of the time-traveling robot, a series of chain reactions were caused, causing the original villain to sacrifice for the protagonist inexplicably. Could it be the same situation?

But... the earthquake was obviously the result of the movement of the earth's crust, so how could it be affected by what he did?Even if the butterfly effect really exists, it is still out of reach!

What's even more strange is that, except for the earthquake, many things he remembered still happened as before. The first time he shaved his beard, he still scratched his mouth. Zheng Daqian, on behalf of the whole class