Lianzhou

The two finally chose a pavilion in the community as a place to talk.

Yan Yan walked ahead in silence.He didn't turn his head, but he could hear footsteps following behind him. The two of them walked in a tandem for 5 minutes until they stood still in the pavilion, and Yan Yan turned around and asked, "What happened?" What's the matter?"

Yu Lichu was very defensive. He squeezed the cuffs of the cardigan and found that the cuffs were pulled off by himself at some point.

Seeing that the person on the opposite side was silent and detached, Yan Yan fell into an embarrassing situation where he couldn't get angry for a while, so he gritted his teeth and said, "Then let me ask you and answer."

Yu Lichu just woke up like a dream, with the messy thread wrapped in his hand, hiding his hands together in his pocket with nowhere to escape, then he raised his head, nodded apologetically and hesitantly.

"What time did you leave last night?"

"08:30."

"He went directly to his parents' house?"

"Yes."

"How long have you been in the room, have you eaten on time?"

Yu Lichu paused, then looked away in embarrassment.

Yan Yan understood the meaning of his refusal to talk about it, and took a few deep breaths before he could barely suppress his emotions. He took a step forward with a little oppression: "Why did you leave without saying goodbye? You came back last night What happened to the room?"

This time, Yu Lichu's silence became longer, as if the world had lost all sound.

"Answer me!" Yan Yan's voice was already a little angry.

Yu Lichu originally just turned his head and said nothing, but when Yan Yan yelled at him, he suddenly seemed to be pressed by some switch. He grabbed his hair violently, and then yelled out in a low voice, somewhat resignedly. Voice: "What do you want me to say? Do you want me, a 29-year-old fully capable person, to explain to you the reason why I left home in the middle of the night, or discuss your current position here, do you have the right to question me like this! "

He was so angry that he was inexplicable and unreasonable, pushing Yan Yan away from this relationship with his unscrupulous words, as if a strange moat was drawn between the two of them in an instant.

After Yan Yan was irritated, he also became angry. He took a few deep breaths, and suddenly raised his finger and pointed at Yu Lichu's nose as if he had made up his mind, and retaliated harshly: "You're right! I didn't What qualifications do you ask of you? I was just being sentimental. I thought that after being a roommate for half a year, you would at least treat me as a friend who can give me heart and soul. But Yu Lichu, if you are not honest about this, then I will tell you the fuck You, I have never regarded you as a friend. You think we are not close enough and there is no need to explain to me. Okay, I have no problem with that, but I am concerned about where the person I like is. ? If something happens to your mother, can you afford me!"

Yu Lichu was forced to take half a step back by Yan Yan's yelling, but when he heard the last two words, he froze in place in astonishment.

He couldn't ignore the ripples from the bottom of his heart at that moment, which brought some natural pleasure, but the current situation did not allow him to linger too much with this emotion, just because of what was lying in front of him now. It's a still messy reality that people can't ignore.

Yu Lichu's shoulders suddenly slumped, and then he squatted down slowly with his head in his arms: "I, I don't know what to say, this thing is too ridiculous, I obviously didn't know you before three months, and that thing How did it appear on my computer? I can't figure it out, and I can't figure it out."

Yan Yan gradually calmed down while exhaling. He heard Yu Lichu's nonsense at first, and his thoughts quickly passed through his mind, and then he realized that if it was just like this, Yu Lichu would not be so panicked at all.Then he squatted down and looked at Yu Lichu, frowned seriously and asked, "What are you hiding? What's in the computer?"

"A video." Yu Lichu took a few deep breaths and wiped his face with his hand, "It's only ten seconds, and the content in it is you."

Yan Yan was also a little surprised when he heard it. He turned his head around and asked, "What's inside?"

When Yu Lichu heard this, he suddenly choked. He seemed to be unable to speak, or maybe he was organizing his words. However, after he paused for a while, he finally seemed to give up something, and then completely closed his mouth and became a mute.

At such a moment, Yan Yan was distracted and joked: "It can't be some indecent video, then you will hold the handle for the rest of my life."

Unexpectedly, Yu Lichu looked at him and shook his head: "No, it's just a very simple shot, you are standing in the rain with an umbrella." He deliberately concealed many details, and only picked some irrelevant words to Xiang Yan. Yan explained, as if it was just to reassure him.

Yan Yan was obviously stunned when he heard the second half of the sentence. He immediately lowered his head and looked over, and asked tentatively, "If it wasn't taken by you, maybe it was just a coincidence? Maybe someone else put it in."

This time, Yu Lichu shook his head even more violently: "Impossible, I value privacy very much, and I don't like others touching my things. If I want to put files into the computer, I must do it myself," he said. At this point, I took a deep breath, "But I don't have any memory at all—it's impossible for me to save it after someone sent it to me, because I changed my computer once after graduating from university. At that time, I only changed the previous one I copied the more important photos and videos in the file. It is an encrypted file, which is very conspicuous in a pile of files. It is absolutely impossible for me to mix it up accidentally. This possibility—” He said this with a painful expression, as if he could not accept the only possible explanation, “—this file is very important to me, so I am not willing to delete it even if I change the computer, but I copied this file, named it, and encrypted it myself." He turned his head and looked at Yan Yan with some anxiety and said, "But what I can't figure out is that since I can be sure of the previous I don’t know you, how did you use your birthday to set the password? Why is this file so important to me?”

Listening to his explanation, Yan Yan felt that he had touched a key core. He thought for a moment that the meaning of the existence of this video might be another hint given to him by fate. He was curious about what kind of mood he set up this file, what was the name of the file, and what was in it, but at the same time, Yu Lichu's reaction showed strong inconsistencies. The sense of incongruity has become too great to be ignored.

Yan Yan's expression suddenly became very dignified. He pulled Yu Lichu's shoulder to force him to look him in the face, as if unwilling to let go of the slightest change of emotion in his eyes: "You once said that you remember seeing me in N, At that time, I thought you just had a bad memory, and you would remember everything naturally after a long time, but now I am not sure, you answer me, do you remember that we had three contacts in college, one was the graduation party, and the other was The cafeteria, another time outside the library?" He stopped here and looked at Yu Lichu seriously, as if he was waiting for his reaction.

Unexpectedly, Yu Lichu only gradually widened his eyes in astonishment when he heard this, with a look of complete incomprehension.

When Yan Yan saw Yu Lichu's reaction, even though he was very surprised and shocked, he was more regretful.

"I remember everything, but why don't you remember it? I originally thought that maybe you are indifferent to people, and people you don't know won't pay more attention, and naturally you won't take it to heart, but I I'm also greedy, and I think it's good if you can remember me even a little bit." Yan Yan said this with a lot of heart and soul, but after he finished speaking, he didn't look depressed, but laughed instead, "But that's okay .”

As he spoke, he bent over and helped Yu Lichu up, then straightened his clothes for him, raised his head and looked at him, and when he spoke, his tone was light and solemn, and he said:

"It doesn't matter what happened in the past, even if it's nothing like the past, I still want to tell you."

"Yu Lichu, I like you very much."

I don't like you, I like you very much.

Time changed day by day, but the years made flowers bloom from his heart. He had never been so lucky like this moment. Fortunately, after going around in the end, this person still stood in front of him.

Fate favored him after all, and made his long-cherished wish come true in his young and hazy heart. He didn't understand what kind of feeling it was before, and it wasn't until he met Yu Lichu again that he was sure of his heart.

There is no consummation under the sun, but there is Yu Lichu sitting down-to-earth in his heart. His wishes are insignificant but too greedy.

However, at this moment, Yu Lichu was stunned by the other party's impenetrable gaze for a moment, and finally took a step back unsteadily.

He shook his head suddenly, and replied with some difficulty: "It's different..."

Yan Yan didn't hear clearly for a while, so he could only hear the sound and leaned closer: "What did you say?"

"It's not the same. You are honest with me in this situation, how can I respond to you?"

Yan Yan suddenly became anxious after hearing this: "It's not difficult, good or bad, I just want an answer."

Unexpectedly, Yu Lichu suddenly lost control after Yan Yan's words, and the hostility hidden in him seemed to be mobilized in an instant, surrounding him impenetrably in an instant: "It's different! Don't you understand? Human memory Will be forgotten, but not completely blank, and no matter how I played back that video last night, no matter how I stimulated my memory, I still don't remember you, I can't even remember when I set this file, you Do you think this is normal? I have no way to pretend that nothing happened. I can’t get over this knot, and I don’t know how to face you.” He stopped suddenly when he said this, as if he put away his whole body. Thorn, then lowered his head dejectedly, "I'm sorry..."

This sentence of sorry is a pun, it is not only an apology for his out-of-control impulsiveness just now, but also a tactful rejection of Yan Yan.

After Yan Yan listened, he was just silent, and he got up pretending nothing had happened, but his slumped shoulders exposed his injuries. After a moment of silence, the phone in Yan Yan's pocket suddenly buzzed and vibrated .

Yan Yan didn't rush to pick it up, but raised his head and blinked desperately, but the phone kept buzzing like a demon, Yan Yan hesitated for two seconds, then took out the phone from his pocket and answered it. Get up, it's Mo Ning calling.

Yu Lichu seemed to have only said a few words when he saw the other end of the phone, but Yan Yan suddenly opened his eyes and asked back: "What did you say?"

Then the other person hung up the phone without saying a few more words. Yan Yan put away the phone, ignoring the still awkward atmosphere between him and Yu Lichu, and said with a serious expression: "Mo Fan drank too much, insisting that Mo Xian stole He just got back the 300 yuan, and now he is beating people like a drunk, Mo Ning can't stop him, let me go over to fight."

After hearing this, Yu Lichu also frowned. The two stood in place for a while, then tacitly decided to put aside the matter between the two of them first, and then set off for Mo Fan's house together.

Mo Fan's family lives in a dilapidated old community in the old city. The outside of the house is still the most primitive concrete wall, which has not been painted. There are small red and black advertisements everywhere.

The two of them didn't care to observe the surrounding environment at this time, and rushed upstairs as soon as they entered, and just climbed two floors, they heard Mo Ning's voice clearly coming from upstairs, he seemed to be deadlocked with something, and was about to speak. Keep trying to persuade someone.

Yan Yan didn't stop, and shouted upstairs while running: "What's the situation now?"

Mo Ning upstairs seemed very excited when he heard Yan Yan's voice, he just heard him shouting downstairs: "Mo Xian ran to the top of the building, I'm stopping my brother now, you go up and look at the child for me first how is it now."

As soon as he finished speaking, Yan had already run down the steps, but at this moment, Mo Fan suddenly erupted with a burst of strength from his body, desperately broke free from Mo Ning's restraint, and rushed upstairs, cursing and swearing non-stop.

Yan Yan felt bad when he saw it, so he rushed up after him, Yu Lichu fell behind Yan Yan, came up to meet Mo Ning's eyes, and saw that the other party seemed a little surprised: "You are less than, you It's here anyway."

When Yu Lichu was Mo Ning, he was too embarrassed to let him see his messy family affairs, so he comforted him: "It's okay, we are all friends, and we should help. I'll follow up and have a look, so I can be a helper." After speaking, he jumped up a few steps along the railing, and when he passed by Mo Ning, Yu Lichu caught a glimpse of a thin woman huddled in the corner of the room, she seemed to be unable to hear the outside world. There seemed to be a movement, only sitting in the corner shivering by myself.

Li Chu climbed up to the roof, and saw Mo Fan running towards the edge of the roof in a few big strides, and Mo Xian had already stood on the edge of the roof at this moment, his whole body was exposed to the air outside the roof and was shaking.

Yan Yan grabbed Mo Fan's neck before Mo Fan reached out to reach Mo Xian, and then hit Mo Fan's nose with his fist, knocking him to the ground.At this time, Mo Xian was startled by Mo Fan's actions just now, and he fell back subconsciously. Yan Yan's eyes were quick and his hands were quick, he loosened Mo Fan's collar, turned around and reached out to grab it, Yu Lichu ran up to take Yan Yan Yan didn't finish the work, grabbed Mo Fan's arm twice and dislocated it, and then Mo Fan howled like a pig under the sound of two cracks of cartilage dislodging.

But when Yu Lichu finished all this and turned his head away, he was frightened out of his wits by the scene in front of him. Yan Yan ran up very fast, and as soon as he reached out and grabbed Mo Xian, he quickly dragged him down. However, due to his own inertia, he bumped into the edge of the roof, and the center of gravity was already high because he was too tall. At this time, he turned forward with the edge of the roof as the fulcrum.

Yu Lichu reacted quickly. Seeing that the situation was not good, he immediately rushed up and hugged Yan Yan's waist, and pulled him back in an instant. As soon as he stepped back, he immediately sat on the ground with a plop, his heart beating at a speed of [-] yards. The speed jumped to the same frequency, and the two sat on the ground for a long time, both still in shock.

In the end, Yu Lichu was the first to react. He first withdrew his hand on Yan Yan's waist, then grabbed the man's collar, and then pulled the man towards him with all his strength, and growled viciously in a low voice: "You don't want to die!"

Unexpectedly, as soon as Yu Lichu finished speaking, a huge ringing in the ears followed by irritability, and he immediately felt a dull pain in his head, he hugged his head with his hands meaninglessly and gasped for a few breaths, and then felt a sudden shock in his body Lightly, and then completely lost consciousness.

He felt that he had entered a dark and cramped space, and when he raised his eyes, he saw that there was darkness all around him.I don't know how long it took, the walls around him suddenly began to crack, and beams of light shot out from the cracks, and the cracked walls began to peel off piece by piece with the passage of time, at a very fast speed , quickly fell off completely, and then revealed the neat picture below.However, no matter how close Yu Lichu was, he could only see the shadows of people above, but he couldn't see who they were or what they were doing.Soon, a glowing carousel suddenly emerged from the ground at his feet, circled round and round in front of Yu Lichu's face from bottom to top, once those fragments passed his eyes, they would automatically It shattered into fine powder, spreading and filling the entire space with a faint light.

Until the last bit of the revolving lantern disappeared, a door suddenly appeared in front of Yu Lichu. He stepped forward, stretched out his hand with some hesitation, and then turned the handle effortlessly, and the dazzling white light followed the door. The enlargement of the gap continued to shine in, but it was not dazzling. He seemed to be guided by something, and he stepped in involuntarily.

The next moment, Yu Lichu opened his eyes, the familiar ceiling was above his head, and there was silence beside his ears. After regaining consciousness, he suddenly felt cold all over his body.

The chaotic head gradually calmed down, and the five senses and six senses gradually returned to the cage. Then he remembered that he had a very long dream. In the dream, from late winter to early spring, from midsummer to late autumn, he forgot an important person in the dream, like A cold-eyed bystander watched the other party's emotions again.

Thinking of this, Yu Lichu suddenly slowly raised his hand to cover his eyes, his Adam's apple rolled unnaturally, and his nasal cavity began to feel sore.

This dream was too long, but he wished it could be longer.

There is no memory loss, and there is no refusal to welcome, this is just a joke made by Meng and himself, but now he feels that it would be great if he could really forget it.

That way he wouldn't be immobilized by the pain, he wouldn't be able to sleep at night, and he wouldn't have to struggle to fall asleep to dream that lost and found dream.

If he can forget it, he can easily ignore the fact that——

Yan Yan was no longer there.