"Net King" is not just a good friend

Chapter23.MarcLevy (Mark Levy)

For many long nights, Shishi's dreams were filled with the mansion in Kanagawa where he grew up and witnessed his joys, sorrows and joys.

In the dream at night, it’s not that Akimoto is sitting on the covered bridge under the eaves, gazing tenderly at Ryoichi Takeuchi and playing with his young self, or in the warm sun room in winter, lying on the sofa to sleep when he’s tired of playing, and Akimoto is really At the other end of the sofa, turn down the volume of the TV and watch a European movie playing on the TV.

In so many dreams, in retrospect, it seemed that what made her miss those people, those things, and those emotions in the dreams, but that house was something she could never forget.

In fact, I have checked the information about dreams.

A self-proclaimed half-hearted scientist author has done research and said that dreaming will make people return to the place that they have been obsessed with throughout their lives.

This is probably one of the reasons.

She has never dreamed of this apartment in Tokyo, and she will not eat, sleep, and live in this dream home.

The half-scientist said that people especially like to dream about the places they once lived.

Then, there is only one solution left, and it sounds like the most incomprehensible solution, don't leave that place, if you don't want to be trapped in endless dreams, don't leave there.

On the contrary, if you want to remember that place in your dreams, then leave that place.

Just because she grew up in the mansion in Kanagawa, dreams about the past will always be there waiting for her.

In all these dreams that are similar but have different scene changes, there is an emotion hidden in it that makes me feel powerless and disappointed.

In the corner of the very dark and deep dream, there will always be a white-haired boy saying these things to himself from a far away position where he can't see his face clearly. Even if he tries hard to distinguish some syllables, it will only be in vain.

I really know that dreams are things with illusory imagination. If you miss it too much, you will dream of the house where you grew up. If you feel too guilty, the white-haired boy will appear in the dream.

But she didn't know, if she had this guilt in her heart, when time passed, when she was growing up again, would she wait for herself to say those unspoken apologies in her dreams.

That night, that dream landed into the real night again.

Only this time, in the dream, more than just the day that the 15-year-old long-haired self started in the Kanagawa mansion again and again.

As soon as the scene changed, she saw the 16-year-old with short hair, standing in the corridor outside the classroom of Lihai University in the dusk when the sun was dimming, and the person standing beside her finally appeared clearly this time.

Nioh Masaharu asked himself softly, "It's been almost half a year since I left, are you happy?"

In the dream, she heard herself answering, "It's not like the time in Lihai University, um... so carefree and heartless, but now I seem to like to try and accept many accidents outside of my own life. It's over."

In the end, she vaguely heard herself say to Nioh Masaharu, this gentle boy who has always been like a lazy sunny day in a summer afternoon, what she never mentioned, but the most important thing to say, "I'm sorry, I left without saying goodbye, No reason for mine, irresponsible for my worst, total capriciousness."

After listening to the boy in the dream, he didn't seem to care, just looked at the sky, smiled softly, and replied softly, "It's okay, it will pass." I don't know who he said this to.

I really didn't see the final expression of myself in the dream, but the relieved mood was conveyed from the dream to my conscious self.

For a long time, after leaving Nioh Masaharu, before meeting Yushi Ninzu, I moved into a Tokyo apartment and had no contact with the outside world, seemingly experiencing post-love trauma.

Although the fact is that he unilaterally ended the relationship, the confusion still came as expected.

I don't know if this kind of me actually doesn't love anyone in this world, and even hates that I have such a side, but I can't do anything about it.

At the same time, I was afraid that I was such a monster.

This fear continued to numb her subconscious mind, instilling in her no right to love anyone, or to be loved by others.

The intrusion of Ninja Yuuji was really unexpected, she never expected that such a person would break the iron wall she built up.

When woken up by Sonari Takeuchi, Shishi vaguely felt the moisture between the pillows, and went to the bathroom to brush his teeth and wash his face in a daze.

It seems that it has been a long time since I have traveled to a different space, but I am not tired at all. I even feel the freshness brought by the morning dew.

After looking at myself in the mirror today, I still won't have the courage to face the real Masaharu Nioh and say what I said in my dream last night.

But she believed that Nioh Masaharu would forgive her, just like what he said to her at the end in the dream, "It's okay, everything will pass."

She believes that the 16-year-old Xiao Shi will begin to accept the regrets of the past and the fear of the unknown.

Because these are the surprises and fears that everyone will feel on the road of growth, and they are the greatest gifts in life.

But now, he finally woke up from that long and strange dream.

After waking up from the dream, she can continue on the road with the gift that time gave her.

***

Half a month later, Mr. Kawasaki caught the eye of Shinozu's completed model and put it on display in the display cabinet of previous outstanding works of Hyotei Academy.

It was originally said that the finished product would be given to Shi as a gift, but because the gift was confiscated, Ren Zu promised to accompany her on the weekend to ride the Ferris wheel that was not completed on the last trip to the playground.

When the evening came, the dark sky was accompanied by a hint of late autumn rain, caressing the face, unconsciously hugging the arms that were exuding heat.

"Ah! I want to eat donuts!" Shiro took Renzuzu's arm, waved his empty left hand wantonly, and pointed to the Ferris wheel in the distance.

Received the incomprehensible eyes of the people around him, and smiled proudly, "Don't you think that when you look at the Ferris wheel at night, it looks like a donut inlaid with glazed beads?" Now I rushed into the donut store immediately, and continued to admire, "It's so attractive and beautiful!"

As soon as he finished speaking, his nose was tapped, and he met his pampering eyes, "You really..." The gentle and hoarse voice paused, "You're a foodie."

Looking forward to hearing some sweet words that fit the atmosphere, but in the end, he was called out as a foodie, and he pinched Renzu's stiff arm presumptuously, and smiled presumptuously, "Then will you buy it for me?"

"Well, of course!" Renzu smiled teasingly, which was not so weird, "If you don't buy it, I'm afraid you will beat and pinch me again."

"What!" Girls in love are always easy to be truthful, and Shi is no exception. "Why do you feel that I am a rascal when you say it!"

"Oh? Of course not!" Shinozu seemed to think seriously for a few seconds, and stared at Shishi seriously.

It's rare to be watched so meticulously by Ren Zuo, Shi's ears are quietly warming up, "Then... then tell me, what else is there?!"

Seeing that the corners of Renzu's mouth were bent into a kind of malicious arc that she was familiar with, "Greedy, violent, unrepentant, loves to play tricks, always falls into his own vicious circle and can't get out, his head is stubborn, What else is there..." Renzu laughed and counted, with a face that was really thinking about memories.

Shi full of eyes looked at the person in front of him in disbelief, was he really the boy who was as happy as a fool when he heard his confession in the sea?

Hmph, didn't you say she was violent?If she doesn't force him now, she will be sorry for what he said!

Just as he was about to raise his hands to pinch Renzu's face, Ninzuzu quickly grabbed both arms. The boy's expression was no longer playful, but looked at the girl seriously with a little imperceptible expression, "The most terrible thing is , you are still forgetful."

"Ah?" She was taken aback by this sudden sentence. Although she was angry with what she said earlier, she couldn't deny that she knew in her heart that he was probably joking, but this sentence didn't sound like a joke.

"To be precise, you are heartless, you." Renzu continued to speak, but his tone was not complaining or scolding, but an indescribable loss.

Shi Shi still wanted to ask more questions, but he was restrained enough to hold his arm, grabbed her hand and walked forward without further words.

Maybe it's because of the rainy night. There are not many people riding the Ferris wheel tonight. They can go up and ride directly as soon as they walk to the ticket gate.

When the circle started to turn, I was so excited that I grabbed Ren Zuzu who was sitting beside me and kept waving her hands. Ren Zuo let her chirp like a child, pointing to the tall building over there, and pointing to the distant building. Comment elsewhere.

When I got down, Shi still couldn't restrain my excitement, and even rarely showed a childish side that I hadn't seen for a long time, asking, "Yushi, let's come again next time, pick a time when the weather is fine, and come again when the sun is about to set." , um... and when it snows! It will definitely be super beautiful!"

"Yeah!" Ren Zuo blocked the rain on Shi Shi's forehead with his hand, and tightened her into his arms with the other hand, "Are you cold? Are you hungry? Let's have some hot food first, and then I will take you to buy it." Donut?"

Feeling the touch on his forehead and body, the temperature of the boy shielding himself from the wind and rain was conveyed to his heart, as warm as drinking a glass of cider around the stove.

She didn't know about the others, but he was right when he said that he had one nerve in his head.

When the impulsiveness broke through the defense line in my heart, when my brain and body were unconscious, my mouth and lips had already stuck to my cold lips.

When teenagers turn from passive to active, the tips of their tongues touch each other's softest moisture, the sound of water in the rainy night in late autumn, and the touching skin. The shock brought by the other party.

Everything after that day, I really remember walking to the restaurant, the texture of every tree on the side of the road illuminated by the shining street lights, a few returning birds flying in the night sky eager to return to their nests, and the last one I bought for myself Every color in a box of donuts.

"Xiao Shi!" Downstairs in the apartment, Renzu couldn't remember how many times he kissed himself that night, and said against her forehead, "It's okay, even if you are heartless, I still like you very much. All."

Holding a whole box of donuts in front of his chest, drowning in the water in Ren Zuzu's eyes, he laughed heartlessly, "I'll help you remember!"

"Well, even if you don't remember, I will help us remember."

Still reluctantly saying goodbye, an abrupt call came from a few steps away, "Xiaoshi? Ninzu-kun?"

Tobecontinued......

The author has something to say: Have you waited for so long and finally came some substantive sweet feedback to you haha!

This chapter is actually a chapter with a substantial turning point between Xiaoshi and Ninzu

Because Xiaoshi finally woke up from the weird dream mentioned in the previous chapters!

She finally got out of her knot, so she has grown up!