"Net King" is not just a good friend

Chapter7.Part2.Rabindranath Tagore (Rabindranath Tagore)

Sitting in the stairwell, I was trying to calm down my chaotic thoughts, raising the back of my hand from time to time to wipe the tears that could not be suppressed from pouring out of my eyes.

Since leaving Makoto Akimoto and Ryoichi Takeuchi, he seldom vented his anger with tears regardless of the occasion.

Speaking of it, no matter how sad or sad, I will not cry easily, but I can't control the anger caused by being misunderstood. The probability of crying because of being wronged is definitely greater than After being heartbroken, she hid silently and cried.

"Here, I think you need this." A hand suddenly stretched out beside him and the pack of tissues caught him off guard, and before the tears were dried, he saw that he could find his ninja feet everywhere. Changed his posture to sit next to him.

He quickly took the tissue in his hand and took out a tissue, then turned his head slightly and wiped it carelessly.

"Your father is very worried about you. Originally, he wanted to come out. It was my aunt who said that you are fine, but you just need someone to digest this matter so that he does not come out to make trouble." Renzu sat beside him and reported their movements to himself.

It's strange that someone would use the word "don't make trouble" to Takeuchi Zongcheng, and what's even more strange is that at this moment, the focus of my own anger, which should be angry, is actually on this.

"How did you find this?" He asked the people around him in a nasal voice.

Renzu shrugged his shoulders noncommittally, with a natural look on his face, "Where can you be if you're not here?" Then he remembered something and added: "You always like to go to such weird places in school." After speaking, he immediately denied, "Ah, it's not weird, it's a safe and comfortable place, right Sushi-kun?" When he asked her, he gave her a smug smile.

He didn't answer the question he already knew the answer to, and no one spoke between the two of them. After he almost wiped his horrible face, "I didn't..." His voice choked up, and he took a deep breath. Keep saying "I don't need a therapist, I..."

Before he finished speaking, Renzu's voice answered her with a little haste, which is rare, "I know."

"Do you believe that I don't..., I know I'm normal, but he thinks I'm..." The voice started to choke uncontrollably again, she thought she wasn't ready to say anything.

"I believe in you." Renzu once again seemed to know what he didn't say, "It's just that your father loves you very much, do you know?"

She stared straight ahead and opened her eyes to the maximum, trying her best to hold back the tears that started to swirl in her eyes again, she knew that once she opened her mouth now, it would be a spineless cry again.

"He is too nervous and you love you too much, but he doesn't know how to communicate with you, so he used the wrong way." Renzu continued to say, "Although he may have hurt your self-esteem in front of others today, but I Know you'll forgive him, right?"

She felt that she still couldn't hold back the tears that had already filled her eyes, so she had to let them pour down, closed her eyes and kept nodding vigorously, but Renzu didn't say a word to urge herself, just quietly waiting for herself Emotions stabilized again.

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It was strange that the emotions that I had been calming down for a long time that day were completely restored in a short period of time, and I returned to the banquet again accompanied by Renzu.

For this reason, she is also very grateful to the Ninzuzu family for not expressing any doubts about her leaving for a long time, only when she really went to the bathroom and happened to meet Ninzu Yuji on the way back.

When leaving, Renzu Erika even winked mischievously at herself and said with a smile, "I hope to have a chance to go out with you, Xiaoshi, I like you very much!" Erina also echoed that she and her mother Renzu And the United States also want to join.

As a result, a so-called "women's date" was settled.

And Takeuchi Zongcheng also took himself to the plant market on the return trip before returning home.

Together, they selected potted plants suitable for home placement. Takeuchi Zongcheng also picked a large bag of seeds of different plants and asked someone to send a large pot of soil to the house.

"Do you still remember the meaning of this name that your mother and I gave you?" After returning home, Takeuchi Zongcheng asked himself who was squatting beside him to help while arranging the potted plants.

"It means seeds, right?"

Takeuchi Zongcheng didn't answer her right away, but turned around and took the bag of seeds from the table and turned it back. He took out them and squatted down again. "It's up to you to decide what to plant in this pot, really." He spread it out With the seeds in my hand, I decided to face the empty soil in the pot, "These seeds are all plants that are easy to take root and easy to feed."

Looking at the seeds in Takeuchi Sonari's hands, she felt as if she understood what Takeuchi Sonari said in an instant.

Starting today, she and Takeuchi Zongcheng can finally break free from each other's shackles, and plant their own roots in this new place in Tokyo.

And this home will start a real life because of these potted plants.

After selecting the seeds to be planted, Sonari Takeuchi began to dig out part of the soil and bury the seeds.

"You have grown so big, do you remember that I told your mother what kind of tree you are from?" Takeuchi Zongcheng asked her without stopping.

Really thought about it seriously, shook his head and said, "No."

Takeuchi Zongcheng continued, "That's because I agree with your mother that only you can decide what kind of seed you are and what kind of tree you will grow into. Your mother and I have no right to decide , what will become of your own life, what will it be like.”

This is the first time, she heard the version of the origin and meaning of her name. She always thought that 'seed' meant the name, but there might be no meaning. The most important thing is to put feelings in it, and in just one second, this answer hits the soft touch in my heart.

"Actually, you blame us in your heart, blame me for divorcing your mother, and even blame yourself for not doing anything for us." Takeuchi Zongcheng did not ask himself but said with certainty, "During this matter, you The last thing to blame is yourself, you did nothing wrong, me and your mother too. You have to know, in fact, in the eyes of me and your mother, you are already very sensible and well-behaved." Takeuchi Zongcheng said Here, the eyes could not help showing a look of relief, "Your mother and I, the problems between the two of us have nothing to do with other people. Speaking of it, you can blame me and your mother for not being able to give you a happy family together, but we There's nothing wrong with it, in this case, you know. Can you understand us?"

Seeing that the man in front of her also looked nervously waiting for the trial in front of her, she nodded slightly.

Seeing himself nodding, Takeuchi Zongcheng smiled faintly, "Divorce has changed the way of life of all of us, but this is life, and everyone in life has to continue on the road with regrets, but memories If you stay, that's enough. Although your mother and I are divorced, in the eyes of her and me, one day you will become an adult that you yourself recognize. This matter will not be prevented. It will happen one day.”

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"So you and your father are reconciled."

Seeing that this time, Yushi Ninzu did not dare to come over for fear of scaring him, but instead came over very naturally, with a pair of long legs naturally stretched out and hanging down on the stairs several floors down to chat with him.

"En!" I remembered that since that conversation, she and Takeuchi Sonari got along much more naturally, "He also said that I can decide what kind of seed I am and what kind of tree I want to grow into."

Because of this sentence, I borrowed a large book related to plants from the school library and was studying it.

"Then since you found out in the morning, do you have an idea of ​​what subject you are?" Renzu seemed to feel quite ridiculous at his behavior of rummaging through boxes and boxes. Disturbing Qingta, chatting with the boys in the next group about the weekend football match from time to time, for this reason Qingta has been distracted to join their conversation.

In normal times, Yushi Ninzu would never take the initiative to talk about these game situations with others. At most, when listening to others, he would show that lazy smile on his face to indicate that he was listening, that's all.

"Not yet. I think I'm partial to plants that are sensitive to environmental changes." While talking, he continued to read the plant encyclopedia in his hand.

Suddenly a palm was over the book he had spread out, and Renzu's low and hoarse voice sounded beside his ears, "Don't look for it anymore, I know what kind of tree you are from."

Just when he was doubting that he would not make it up, he seemed to be no longer serious and said seriously: "Ginkgo tree."

"Why?" Isn't that the most common tree in Japan and the world?Is he so powerful in Shinozu's eyes?

Ren Zuzu hooked the corners of his lips like a successful prank, left only a meaningful sentence and left, "Don't you have your plant collection, check it yourself."

"When and what month did I find out so much?!" asked the figure in a broken voice.

"Don't you have your loyal good partner, Haruta?" Ren Zuzu said, waved his back and really left.

And when I realized that I could search the results with the help of the developed Internet, the home economics class let me know what it means to be more broken.

It's not because the home economics class made me collapse, well, it was quite broken, but it really didn't break down to the point where I wanted to hit the wall, the reason why I broke down to the wall.

The essence is four words, Jingwu Atobe.

Hyotei's home economics class adopts the model of two classes joining together, but their H group is so hard to die, but they are drawn together with Atobe Keigo and his A group.

And if I could be more sensitive to the atmosphere of the two classes at that time when I heard Miss Kato, the teacher in charge of the home economics class, say that two people form a group, it would not have ended up in such a situation...

Tobecontinued……

The author has something to say: To my readers:

I don't know what age group you are probably in when you read my article

Like the protagonist of this article, there may be someone who is experiencing the most sensitive, most vulnerable, and most questionable period of youth growth

If you are really experiencing this once-in-a-lifetime experience like the protagonist of this article, no matter what will become a good memory process in the future

I know that you may feel helpless and vulnerable at this time, and even feel that you cannot communicate well with your parents.

No matter what, I hope you can try to calm down your irritable and irritable emotions at the first time whenever possible

Because even if you get past this stage, you will eventually find out that your parents can't understand you and never will (laughs, sorry this is really a poisonous chicken soup)

However, even if the expression of love from your parents is wrong, it is the most sincere

My adolescence was very special, and my parents didn't understand me as well as my real parents did, so I thought I needed a psychiatrist

I have to say, I have had particularly dark days where I needed to take medicine to fall asleep, and even when I fell asleep I was haunted by endless nightmares

Even now, they can't fully understand me

But I learned to find a balance to get along with them

Having said so much, I just want to tell you

After every day and every stage of a person, there will be no more

The choice to leave a good memory or a bad memory is always yours

You can lose your temper and let it out you can argue with anger about what you think is right

But the rest of the day, we must try to make ourselves happy

Otherwise, don't wait ten years later, once you start to grow up and leave the people and places you are familiar with

You will know when the best days were, and even the worst memories will fade with time, and you will only remember the few good moments.

And if your age is over

Congratulations, you are like me. You have lived a long life so far, at least you have been able to laugh at some things.

And in 2017, which is about to leave, I tell you and myself, hard work, and a safe year in a society haunted by monsters and ghosts. Next year, I will continue to eat and sleep and fight monsters!come on!