locked up with nemesis

Professor Qu couldn't stand it anymore, thirty centimeters, he was already penetrated on the spot, and then nailed to the bed, okay?He raised his chin indifferently towards Xie Qianyu, and wrote a line on his face:

How long are you, don't you have any AC numbers in mind?

It is very insulting to a man's dignity to be suspected by his boyfriend, Xie Qianyu grabbed Qu Chu's hand, pretended to poke under him, and said provocatively, "Measure yourself, huh?"

Qu Chu: "..."

Professor Qu gave him another big white eye.

Xie Qianyu let go of Qu Chu's hand, not intending to play the wandering to the end, he looked deeply at Qu Chu: "Honey, are you feeling better?"

Qu Chu was taken aback for a moment, in all fairness he was "stunned" by Xie Qianyu's sudden tenderness...in the words of the little girls nowadays.

He lowered his eyes and stopped talking.

Xie Qianyu said seriously: "I like many things about you, but one thing I particularly like is that as a doctor, you should be used to seeing life and death, and you should be very used to the sudden departure of patients."

"But after you have gone through so much, you are still able to maintain awe of life. Of course, other doctors are also in awe of life, otherwise they would not be able to save lives and heal the wounded. I mean, the kind of instinctive love for life , you will not become numb because you see too much death, you will never feel that life, old age, sickness and death are 'only ordinary things'."

Qu Chu opened his mouth slightly, but suddenly stopped talking.

How could the man in front of him be so insightful into his thoughts?

Qu Chu's heart suddenly beat fast.

This pounding heartbeat... He suddenly felt a little scared.He was afraid that some kind of emotion would rush out like a flood and annihilate him by surprise.

He wanted to kill that feeling.

Suddenly there was a crackling sound outside the window, and it was raining.The rain was not small, the size of a bean, and coupled with the strong wind, blowing obliquely, the rain kept patting on the windows.

Qu Chu opened his eyelids and looked out the window seriously for a while, his thoughts flew to more than ten years ago without warning.

"Do you know why Xiao Yu'er is called Xiao Yu'er?" He said suddenly.

Xie Qianyu said in a low voice, "Huh?", knowing that Qu Chu was about to start telling his own story, and his intuition told him that it was a sad past that he would never forget.

"Have I ever told you that on the day my mother left, it rained heavily, even worse than now," he paused, "It was summer at that time, not only did it rain, but it also thundered There's lightning."

"My mother also died in the hospital. When she passed away, I was... a year or two older than Sisi," he explained, "Sisi was the little boy from a few days ago."

Xie Qianyu's heart tightened suddenly, and he unconsciously grabbed Qu Chu's hand tightly, staring at him without blinking, as if this would make him feel better.

"After my mother was pushed away by the nurse, I rushed out of the hospital alone. Not long after, there was lightning and thunder, and the rain was heavy. I ran around aimlessly in the rain, and I didn't know where I was. I didn't even feel the pain. tired."

"If it wasn't for a thing that stumbled me, I guess I could still run for a long time."

"That 'thing' is a small Chinese pastoral dog. It kept biting my trouser leg. I couldn't shake it off, so I dragged it for a long distance."

"Later, I took it home and named it Xiao Yu'er," he smiled wryly, "I wanted to call it Big Rain, but it was only a little bit big, so I changed it to Xiao Yu'er. "

"Didn't you always think this name was funny? It's a good thing I didn't call it Heavy Rain, or you would have laughed me to death." Qu Chu twitched the corners of his mouth, trying to make the atmosphere more relaxed.

But seeing Qu Chu's pretended relaxed posture, Xie Qianyu felt even more distressed.How could he have thought that there was such a story behind Xiao Yu'er's name.

Xiao Yu'er, behind these three words is Qu Chu's entire memory of the day his mother left.But when he heard it for the first time, he was ruthlessly ridiculed. Now Xie Qianyu really wants to travel back and slap himself.

Qu Chu only briefly described the scene at that time. What he didn't tell Xie Qianyu was that it was raining heavily that day, and he was killed by a newborn puppy in a very muddy alley. To bite the trouser leg.

At that time, his first feeling was that it was annoying.

He has been indifferent since he was a child, and he is indifferent to everything, not to mention that his mother has just left him, and he feels so wronged that he wants to explode|explode.But such a puppy bit him recklessly.

He shook it irritably for a long time, but the puppy just persisted in biting his trouser leg and would not let go.

Qu Chu dragged it for a long distance.With such a gadget, he couldn't walk fast even if he wanted to. After he just moved all the way slowly, he had no choice but to stop, and said in a cold voice: "Let go, or I won't be polite."

The puppy may or may not understand human words, but anyway, it maintained the same posture of biting Qu Chu's trouser leg, and raised its head stubbornly.

Qu Chu met such a pair of dark eyes full of weakness and helplessness.

The heart of the young man Qu Chu was suddenly stung by something.

The puppy is helpless, so why isn't he?Mom left, that father... the father who entered the hotel with other women doesn't matter.Although it was later clarified that this was a misunderstanding, the young Qu Chu didn't know it, but felt very hopeless and helpless at the time.

Qu Chu squatted down and picked up the puppy.

The dog was very dirty, it was splashed with muddy water so that it couldn't see its original color clearly, but its eyes were exceptionally clear, Qu Chu didn't dislike it, he touched its body gently, and smiled wryly:

"Don't you have any family?"

"Me too."

"From now on, you are my only family member. Although I don't have much money, if I have a bite in the future, I won't miss a bite from you."

The puppy under the palm of the boy Qu Chu let out a whining sound.

In the rain curtain is the strong and lonely back of a young man, but it stubbornly blocks the wind and rain for the puppy under his palm.

The past flashed through his mind, Qu Chu didn't want to tell Xie Qianyu about it, it would just add to his troubles.He rolled his eyes and looked at Xie Qianyu, as if mocking himself: "So, Xie Qianyu, don't think so well of me. I'm sad only because Xixi had a similar experience to me."

"I'm not as great as you think, and it has nothing to do with being in awe of life." He emphasized it again, as if he had belittled himself, and Xie Qianyu would be able to feel a little worse about himself, so he wouldn't be like that again Be gentle.

That way, he won't be heartbroken again...

However, Xie Qianyu just stared straight at him, there seemed to be something shining in the man's eyes, which made Qu Chu's heart beat even more violently.

Then, he was suddenly hugged again.

Xie Qianyu kissed his forehead and said, "Chu'er, change Xiao Yu'er's name, let's call him 'Future', okay?"

"Stop thinking about the past, and look to the future."

"I'll be with you in the future, baby."

Qu Chu's heart skipped a beat, and he closed his eyes tightly: "Okay."

**

The little boy, Xixi, has already settled down in an orphanage on the outskirts of Xinghe City. There are good elementary and middle schools near the orphanage, and Xixi transferred to another school.

These are what Zhou Jin told Qu Chu on the phone.

Judging from what Zhou Jin said, Xixi’s orphanage should be pretty good. The dean is a gentle aunt, and the friends in the yard are also very friendly, and it also solved his problem of going to school. No problem.

Qu Chu knew that there must be Zhou Jin's role in this. After all, with the intervention of the police, things would be much more convenient.

"Do you have time to visit Xixi together?" Zhou Jin said on the phone.

"Okay," Qu Chu agreed straight away, deciding in his heart to treat him to a meal when he came back to express his gratitude.It might be that he really saw the shadow of himself in Xixi. Anyway, when he saw that the little boy would finally have a better place to go, Qu Chu's hanging heart was relieved.

On Saturday afternoon, Qu Chu and Zhou Jin made an appointment to see Xixi.Xinghe is a big city. It takes about five or 10 minutes to drive from Xinghe University to the orphanage in the suburbs. Luckily, Zhou Jin has a car.

Qu Chu sat on the co-pilot, looked out the window, and saw a civilian plane passing by in the sky, and he suddenly thought of someone who flew the plane but couldn't drive.

The corner of his mouth curled up unconsciously.

Sitting next to him, Zhou Jin glanced at his face from time to time. Seeing Qu Chu's rare smile, he asked, "What makes you so happy?"

Qu Chu was taken aback for a moment, and then realized that he was smiling just now, and felt his face burn for a while, so he quickly flattened the corners of his mouth, shook his head pretending to be calm, and said lightly: "It's nothing."

Zhou Jin smiled, didn't ask any more questions, and turned on the car FM radio. I don't know what program it was, and nursery rhymes came from the radio.

"Shuk Shuk Shuk Shuk, Shuk who flies the plane. Beta Beta Beta Beta, Beta the tank."

"Shuk Shuk Shuk Shuk, Brave Shuk, Smart Shuk."

Zhou Jin was stunned, he didn't expect to hear nursery rhymes on the FM radio, but he didn't like it either, so he laughed again: "What program is this?" Then he reached out to change the frequency band.

Qu Chu suddenly turned his head away, stretched out his hand to block Zhou Jin's movement, and said, "It's very nice."

Zhou Jin was taken aback for a moment, and then heard "Shook flying the plane" on the radio, and suddenly opened his eyes slightly, he looked into Qu Chu's eyes, and then stopped talking.

During the rest of the drive, the two of them had nothing to say.

Zhou Jin felt that he and Qu Chu seemed to be moving further and further apart...

After driving to the orphanage, under the instruction of the dean, he went directly to Xixi's room.It is said to be Xixi's room, but it is actually a room shared by four children. It's just that the other three children went outside to play, and as a new kid, Xixi has a not very cheerful personality. He felt a little depressed, so he was bored in the room alone.

What he didn't expect was that at the door of Xixi's room, he would see Captain Xie who could fly a plane but couldn't drive a four-wheeled car.

Zhou Jin wanted to go in directly, but Qu Chu stopped him with his eyes. Qu Chu didn't know what he was thinking, but he pulled Zhou Jin and stood by the wall to listen to Xie Qianyu and Xixi talking.

indoor.

"Xixi, do you like this place?" Xie Qianyu asked with a gentle voice.

Xixi glanced at Xie Qianyu timidly, nodded, then froze for a while, then shook her head again.

Xie Qianyu tilted her head: "Huh?"

Regardless of his expression or actions, he didn't show any impatience, and the four characters of "all ears" were revealed all over his body.

Xixi said in a low voice: "The dean's grandma is very good, and the children are very good, but, this is not my home."

Xie Qianyu inside the door and Qu Chuqiqi outside the door softened their hearts.

Xie Qianyu reached out and touched Xixi's head, and continued to ask in a gentle tone: "Does Xixi want a home?"

When Xixi thought of her mother, her eyes turned red instantly, and two lines of tears hung on her thin and fair cheeks.

Xie Qianyu took a few pieces of paper to wipe Xixi's face, and said, "Mom is gone, but big brother can arrange a new home for you."

Sisi looked at him warily.

Children are actually very shrewd. Although they are full of curiosity about new things, they are also instinctively alert. It is an almost instinctive sense of self-protection. What's more, he has just experienced the biggest change in his life. It was even heavier, like a little beast that had just been released from its cage, looking forward to it and nervous at the same time.

Xie Qianyu took out the phone from his pocket, and pulled out a photo, which showed a young couple. He showed it to Xixi, and said, "It's the aunt and uncle."

Xixi was taken aback, recognized the person above, and whispered: "Aunt Qiuluo."

Wang Qiuluo was a good friend of Xixi's mother during her lifetime. She took Xixi to Wang Qiuluo's house to play several times, and Wang Qiuluo liked Xixi very much, he was quiet and lovable.Xixi also has a crush on this aunt because she is so gentle.

These are all Xie Qianyu inquired about during this time.

He said: "Aunt Qiuluo and his husband have no children of their own for some reason. I asked them if they would like to raise you. They said they have always liked you very much and hoped to take over from your mother and continue to raise you. grow up."

Xixi looked up at Xie Qianyu, a gleam of light flashed in his eyes, but it was fleeting. He lowered his head wearily, and said in a muffled voice, "I, I won't go."

Xie Qianyu squeezed out a comforting wry smile, knelt down and looked at Xixi: "Is it because of money?"

Xixi raised her eyelids to look at him, pursed her lips and said nothing.

That's it.

Indeed, both Wang Qiuluo and her husband are ordinary workers. They don't earn much every month, and there is no extra money to raise a child, let alone this child is about to enter puberty.Adolescent children have a lot of food and need various nutritional supplements, which is a big expenditure for a family that is not rich.

And Xixi has been to Wang Qiuluo's house and knows her family's financial situation, so although he likes Wang Qiuluo and hopes to go to Aunt Qiuluo's house, he doesn't want to bring any burden to her and her family.

The little boy's mind was clearly seen by Xie Qianyu.

Xie Qianyu smiled softly, patted Xixi's head again, and sighed: "You are so young, you think a lot. Don't worry so much, you won't grow tall anymore. You won't be able to find a daughter-in-law when you grow up so short."

Xixi ignored Xie Qianyu's vision for her future, and said seriously: "Big brother, my mother told me not to cause trouble to others. Uncle Zhou Jin..."

Outside the door, Police Officer Zhou, who was five years older than Xie Qianyu and a generation older, said, "..."

Xixi continued: "He arranged me here so that I can have enough food and clothing, and I can go to school. I can't be too greedy."

The small eyes were full of stubbornness, Xie Qianyu stared blankly, as if seeing Qu Chu from there.No wonder Qu Chu felt that this child was very similar to him, not only in experience, but more importantly in the strength in his bones.

Xie Qianyu felt that his throat was a little sore, he coughed hard, and then forcibly suppressed the soreness, and asked him: "Are you in the third year of junior high school now? You will be in high school in half a semester, when you what to do?"

He looked into Xixi's eyes and asked word by word: "The orphanage can only guarantee you to finish the nine-year compulsory education, then what?"

Xixi's eyes dimmed and then brightened, and she said stubbornly, "Then don't study, other brothers and sisters can go out to find jobs, and so can I."

Xie Qianyu was completely defeated by this kid.He has investigated and found that Xixi's grades are actually very good. His former teacher said that with his grades, he can be admitted to the city's key Xinghe High School, which is the alma mater of Qu Chu and Xie Qianyu.

And stepping into Xinghe High School, as long as you study hard, it is equivalent to stepping into the door of a key university.

The point is, Xixi loves learning.

Let a kid who loves studying and gets good grades go out and look for a job at 15 years old?It sounds distressing.

Xie Qianyu sighed, and said, "You don't have to worry about money, I will pay all your tuition and living expenses until you graduate from university."

Xixi intuitively felt that the big brother in front of him was not a bad person, but he didn't understand: "Why did you help me?"

The little smile left on Xie Qianyu's face disappeared, and he seemed to think for a while before answering: "You can just think of me as making up for my regrets."

His voice was a little hoarse, and it sounded a little low and magnetic: "Many years ago, there was a boy..." He paused, "I regret that I didn't appear in front of him in time at that time, and caused him to suffer a lot .I still wish I could slap myself at that time."

Qu Chu's figure outside the door flickered, and he stood up straight again with the help of the wall.

Then, he heard the man's voice from the room again.

"Xixi, study hard, and be a useful person to society when you grow up. No matter what your profession is, you can contribute to this society. Sometimes, doing your own thing well is already a very important thing. It's an amazing thing."

Xixi nodded with half understanding.

Xie Qianyu swallowed her saliva, her voice was sour and astringent: "Really, don't worry about money, brother has plenty of money. You should study hard these few years."

Then he emphasized: "Don't go out to work secretly. There are many mosquitoes in summer, and the weather is cold in winter. You are still growing up. Don't wrong yourself. Putting your hands into cold water in winter will be very painful, right? Eat well, don't What is the root cause of the stomach, otherwise it will take a lot of effort to recuperate, it is not worth it."

When he said the last sentence, his voice was very soft, it seemed to have no weight, and it just floated into Qu Chu's ears so lightly.

Qu Chu only felt his ears buzzing.Those words seemed to be separated by many years, Qu Chu seemed to feel that he was still a teenager.

The man stood in front of himself who was still a teenager, and asked him softly: "Eat well, don't cause any disease in the stomach, otherwise it will take a lot of effort to recuperate, it's not worth it."

Qu Chu's tongue suddenly felt a hint of saltiness, and only then did he belatedly realize that tears were streaming down his face at some point.

When he raised his head, he saw Xie Qianyu standing at the door, the winter sun was hitting his head, and a warm yellow halo was blooming around his hair.

Xie Qianyu was obviously taken aback, he didn't even know that Qu Chu was here!

Qu Chu looked at Xie Qianyu, his breathing suddenly became a little short of breath, he quickly took two steps, and stood in front of Xie Qianyu, his ears were still buzzing, he couldn't hear what he was saying, But judging from the other party's mouth shape, the other party said "Baby, why are you here?"

Qu Chu closed his eyes fiercely, and then plunged into Xie Qianyu's chest.

"Thank you Qianyu," he said.

"I'm here."

"I," Qu Chu said in a muffled voice, "I don't know what to say now."

"Then don't say anything," Xie Qianyu smiled in his ear, Qu Chu wanted to get up from his arms, but was pushed back by the other side.

"Baby, don't move," he said in a hoarse and low voice, "Let me hug you when you are 15 years old."

Qu Chu, who was 15 years old, experienced the most difficult thing in the world. At that time, he didn't know Xie Qianyu, and the boy fought it by himself.

Qu Chu's body froze suddenly, and the tears in his eyes gushed out like a flood that opened the gate. He hugged Xie Qianyu tightly, biting his down jacket with his teeth, trying not to let himself cry speak up.

Xie Qianyu smiled softly, and tightened the strength on his arms, holding him in his arms.

The two of them hugged like this, and I don't know how long they hugged each other, maybe it was only a minute or two, or maybe a minute or two, or 2 minutes, anyway, when Qu Chu came out of his arms, except for the red eyes, his face was calm He was no different from the usual unsmiling Professor Qu.

Qu Chu looked at Xie Qianyu, his Adam's apple rolled deeply, and he stared at Xie Qianyu with deep eyes.

Xie Qianyu's heart was also beating fast, because he found that Qu Chu's burning eyes seemed to be staring at the corner of his mouth.

Is this... about to kiss?

Xie Qianyu could hear his heart beating powerfully, and he realized that he was never so nervous and excited when he was doing it with Qu Chu for the first time.

Quchu's kiss...

"So, I guess this person who refuses to kiss to death has suffered some kind of emotional injury that made him no longer believe in love, so he refuses to kiss people?" Fei Yangyang's words rang in his ears again.

If Qu Chu takes the initiative to kiss his lips, does it mean that Qu Chu has already overcome the obstacle in his heart?

Just thinking about it, Xie Qianyu felt nervous, expectant, and excited.

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Ah, when I wrote the last scene of this article, I actually had the urge to cry!