Actor, too deep into the play

Seeing the person he likes go further and further away from him, Qiao Lin doesn't care about the arrogance he cared about at the beginning. If the weakness at this moment can bring back the person he loves, then he is willing to let go of all his self-esteem in front of Han Jinshen.

"Brother Han..." Qiao Lin said hoarsely, "Can we go back to the past..."

Han Jinshen gently pushed away the person lying on his body, with a calm face and no hesitation in his eyes, and said indifferently, "Qiao Lin, there is nothing wrong with pursuing the life you want, but everyone has to do it for themselves. Choose to be responsible."

Qiao Lin raised his hand to wipe his eyes, and said in a hoarse voice, "I thought Brother Han...you could wait for me, I know it's cheap for me to say that, but I always felt that Brother Han's feelings for me... could last those years test."

Han Jinshen did not speak, and his eyes remained cold.

This is not the Han Jinshen that Qiao Lin remembered who took care of him in every possible way.

"Brother Han, if I hadn't left, if you...didn't know that Xiang Chen..." Qiao Lin looked at Han Jinshen, and said softly, "Will you like me?"

"Maybe it will." Han Jinshen's eyes briefly fell into the long-term memory, and he said, "My feelings for you back then... were very vague, and I don't deny my good feelings for you. Of all the people around me at that time, you were The best in my opinion, I admire you, and I am also attracted by your excellence..."

Qiao Lin rubbed his eyes and smiled faintly, "I knew...Brother Han likes me..."

"I don't know if it's because I like it or not. It's just that I don't feel anything when I recall the past now. Qiao Lin, we all have to live in the present. Any feelings from the past should not hinder us now."

Han Jinshen was awake from the beginning to the end. After he learned that Qiao Lin had returned, he never had a moment of trance or miss anything. He regarded his past with Qiao Lin as a period of ignorance and ignorance when he was young. Maybe it's love, maybe it's just appreciation, but these are not important anymore. What's important is that Xiang Chen is the only one he's thinking about now.

"Is that Xiang Chen that good?" Qiao Lin clenched his hand hanging by his side, and said with difficulty, "Brother Han likes him so much..."

"Whether he is good or not has nothing to do with whether I like him or not." After a pause, Han Jinshen continued, "Maybe there is. After falling in love with him, he is unique in my heart."

Qiao Lin's heart was twisted like a knife, and he had endured to the limit, "Didn't Brother Han like him because he looked like me? Brother Han should have noticed it the first time he saw him, because I left regardless of Brother Han's persuasion, so Brother Han found someone similar to me."

"No."

"Why not." Qiao Lin grabbed Han Jinshen's arm and said excitedly, "When Brother Han looked at his face, didn't he think of me? How can there be such a coincidence in the world that one person likes two people back and forth? People who look similar, then 80.00% of the latter is a substitute for the former.”

Han Jinshen listened to Qiao Lin's words very calmly, and then said, "Xiang Chen is not anyone's stand-in. I am very clear about who I like. Qiao Lin, we can't go back to the past, but this is not for you and me." What a pity, I found the love of my life, and you will too."

Qiao Lin's tears finally fell. He wanted to reach out to hug Han Jinshen, but Han Jinshen subconsciously took half a step back.

"If Xiang Chen knows..." Han Jin said deeply, "he will be unhappy."

Qiao Lin wanted to say something more, but stopped when he got to his lips. He was silent for a few seconds, and finally gave a bitter self-deprecating laugh.

"I see…"

After Qiao Lin finished speaking in a low voice, he turned around and left the safe corridor, and walked towards the elevator.

Han Jinshen went back to the apartment.

Xiang Chen in the apartment kept covering the door with a gap, and then put his ear to try to hear the movement in the corridor outside, but it was the few words that Qiao Lin said aloud emotionally, and Xiang Chen vaguely heard them. A few words, what to keep, similar, substitute, etc...

Xiang Chen made up a big drama in his mind. He was worried that Han Jinshen's heart would be abducted by Qiao Lin, but then he comforted himself. If Han Jinshen's love for him is really so easy to shake, it means that Han Jinshen is really nothing. A person who is worth entrusting for life can be regarded as helping him avoid lightning before marriage.

Han Jinshen opened the door suddenly, and Xiang Chen was caught off guard. He leaned forward and was hugged by Han Jinshen with quick eyes and hands.

Xiang Chen was a little guilty, stood up straight, coughed twice, and asked with a straight face, "What are you guys talking about for so long?"

Actually less than 5 minutes.

"Let's chat casually." Han Jinshen said, hugged Xiang Chen again, hooked the door with one foot backward, closed the apartment door, then walked towards the bathroom with a smile in his arms, laughing He said, "No one will bother us now."

"You put me down first, I have a few questions I want to ask you." Xiang Chen said suddenly, "If I don't ask clearly, I always feel like something is blocked."

After listening deeply, Han Jin turned around and hugged Xiang Chen to the sofa and sat down.

"Ask." Han Jinshen said softly, "I know everything about you."

Xiang Chen cut to the chase, "Qiao Lin is your childhood sweetheart, right?"

"Yes."

"Is he your ex-boyfriend?"

"No." Han Jinshen knew what Xiang Chen meant, and said truthfully, "But I did have a good impression of him once, and I got close to him in private, but I haven't confirmed the relationship."

Xiang Chen's heart sank, he gritted his teeth, and said, "If Qiao Lin hadn't gone abroad, wouldn't it be very likely that you two are together now?"

"Ah."

"You..." Xiang Chen felt confident that Han Jinshen was not tactful enough, so his frankness made him more suspicious, "Then how did you feel when you saw me for the first time?"

Han Jinshen's question was actually within Han Jinshen's expectation. He knew that Xiang Chen must have a pimple in his heart when he heard Qiao Lin say that at the dinner table.

"I think you look like Qiao Lin." Han Jinshen said truthfully.

"Did you notice me because of my resemblance to Qiao Lin?" Xiang Chen's face turned ashen, "Really?"

"Yes."

As soon as Han Jinshen finished speaking, Xiang Chen's eyes turned red instantly.

"Your resemblance to Qiao Lin just made me notice you, but I fell in love with you, absolutely nothing to do with Qiao Lin." Han Jinshen said quickly, "Xiang Chen, what I'm telling is the truth, there is absolutely no concealment. I don't want to lie to you, even if I know that some words will hurt your heart, I don't want to hide anything from you, I think you understand that I have no reservations in front of you. "

Han Jinshen's words had a soothing effect, Xiang Chen sniffed and said in a choked voice, "Really?"

"Really, I swear." Saying that, Han Jinshen raised a hand.

"But Qiao Lin is your first love, and his face is the one you liked the first time. Compared with him, do you really like me more?" Xiang Chen choked up in a futile voice as he spoke.

"It's not that I like you more, but I only like you." Han Jin caressed Xiang Chen's wet eyes deeply, and said softly, "I don't have any feelings for anyone except you now..."