you don't love me try

A flimsy piece of paper and a simple sentence brought Yi Shuyan a heavy blow.

There is no sense of his existence at all in these words.Jian Kexin seems to have forgotten him...

On the other side, Jian Kexin sat in the sleeper car and stared blankly at the scenery outside the window, with mixed emotions in her heart.

He wanted to go to S City, to have a look there, and to confirm some things by the way.

At this time, he doesn't have savings like in his previous life, and he can fly by plane.

His own New Year's money plus scholarships and grants have been taken out and given to Yi Shuyan.Fortunately, after being reborn for three or four months, he resumed his old business, investing in stocks based on the experience and knowledge of his previous life...

After the sale, he made around [-], which was enough for him to complete this journey...

He didn't dare to turn on his phone, fearing that more concerns would pour in, so he couldn't help turning his head.Or can't help but let people accompany him...

But, this thing, this way.He had to confirm it alone, walk alone, and face it alone...

After many transfers, from the sleeper car, to the train, and then to the high-speed rail.After that, transfer to the subway, bus...

Jian Kexin finally reached the place he wanted to go.This is a high-end villa area in S City.It is also where the home they ran together in a previous life is located.

He looked at this endless villa and felt emotional.Decided to feed myself well...

It took a little over three nights and two days from the small county town to S City.More than 2000 yuan has been spent on the fare and food...

Such an amount is indeed a large amount for him who has no money now!

After hesitating for a long time, he still decided to visit the scenic spots here first, and then come back to confirm. He was afraid that after confirming, he would not be in the mood to take a walk and have a look.

He bought small gifts for everyone he met after his rebirth.This place is very big, even though he is familiar with it, but at a different time, he doesn't have much money on him.To be honest, there is no confidence in shopping.

Looking at something casually, and then looking at the price, I stopped buying in an instant.In the end, I can only buy relatively cheap and pleasing little things.

When I got back to the villa area by taxi again, it was already brightly lit.He was stopped outside by security.

"Which household in the community do you belong to? Why haven't I seen it before?"

"Hi, I'm a resident of 0913. I haven't been here before. I'm not feeling well recently. My brother came here to take care of himself and said it's clean."

The security guard looked at the back of his head, which was still bandaged, and asked for some more information.Jian Kexin could answer all the questions, and the security finally let him in.

When Jian Kexin walked to the corner, the security guard turned around and made a phone call.

Following the route in memory, he walked step by step in the direction he was most familiar with.Every step is particularly heavy.

Before he knew it, he was already standing in front of the most familiar gate.

This is the house that Yi Shuyan bought in his previous life. Since he was in college, the two of them have taken root here.Eating at the same table, sleeping in the same bed, watching TV together, sharing joys and sorrows...

It's just that, at some point, these things got farther and farther away from them, and finally caused the two to part ways...

When he reported the information from the guard, he knew that Yi Shuyan also bought this house in this life.Just this code...

He raised his hand, retracted it, raised it and retracted it.And so on and on and on...

He was nervous, afraid that he would be prompted that the password was wrong, and he was a little bit looking forward to it, maybe it would open as soon as he pressed it.

He was so nervous that he broke into a cold sweat, and fine beads of sweat had already climbed up the tip of his nose.He was so nervous that he could hear his heart beating "thumping".But he kept hinting in his heart that it was too quiet here, so quiet that he could hear his own heartbeat... Even so, he still couldn't make a decision.

I found a shady place and sat down without a trace.After hesitating for a moment, he took out his phone and pressed the power button for a long time...

Sure enough, text messages rushed out.In addition to their roommates, there is also Lao Yi, and of course Yi Shuyan is indispensable.

They probably didn't feel at ease, and sent him text messages every few minutes.Ask him where he is, all right?How's your body?

When he turned to Yi Shuyan, he paused.

"I was wrong, I shouldn't have said anything, where are you? I'm worried about you!"

According to the time, it was sent not long before he left.There is only one.Then turn over again, and the row down is all banks...

"[Agricultural Bank of China] Your Agricultural Bank card ending in 6850 was transferred at 10:29 on October 5: 20 yuan, the balance after the transaction is 520 yuan, and the sender is xxx"

"[Agricultural Bank of China] Your Agricultural Bank card ending in 6850 was transferred at 10:30 on October 5: 20 yuan, the balance after the transaction is 520 yuan, and the sender is xxx"

"[Agricultural Bank of China] Your Agricultural Bank card ending in 6850 was transferred at 10:31 on October 5: 20 yuan, the balance after the transaction is 520 yuan, and the sender is xxx"

From the day he left, there were five transfer messages in total.The time is 5:20, and the amount of each transfer is 520.

This act of showing love all the time made Jian Kexin dumbfounded.Maybe it was the courage given by these few transfer messages.He walked to the door again, raised his hand again, mustered up his courage, and pressed the six-digit password.

"Crack!"

When the confirm button is pressed, the first door will also open.He raised his footsteps and slowly moved to another door...

Same number, reverse order, press again.

Sure enough, with the sound of "click", the second door also opened.

Jian Kexin held the doorknob and gently pushed it open...

"⊙⊙!"

What catches the eye is not the indoor scene, and...

Yi Shuyan stared at him with red eyes.He hesitated to speak.

"You're back!"

Jian Kexin didn't expect that Yi Shuyan would be here. She was surprised and a little embarrassed, because this house has nothing to do with him now.

"I'll come over and have a look, and by the way, talk to you about something."

Yi Shuyan tried his best to maintain a calm appearance, suppressing the panic in his heart.He was as nervous as Jian Kexin, and he also didn't know how to face the fact that both of them had been reborn.

"come on in!"

Yi Shuyan put away the slippers for him, entertaining him a little bit at a loss.After all, this house used to be the home of the two of them, and no one needed to greet anyone. At this moment, they changed their identities, which was inexplicably embarrassing.

Jian Kexin also has mixed feelings in her heart, on the one hand, the nest of two people.Now, he stepped here again as a guest. Even though the interior layout is exactly the same as before, they are no longer the same person as before, and everything is completely different...

In the end, it was Yi Shuyan who broke the embarrassing situation.

"Did you eat? Are you tired?"

Jian Kexin didn't have much of an appetite, so she casually took a few bites outside, and then rushed here.Even after seeing Yi Shuyan, he felt a little heavier in his heart, and when he was sorting out his thoughts, he answered awkwardly in a trance.

"I've eaten outside, you don't need to be busy!"

"I'll get you some hot food, you sit down first."

"No need to trouble Yi Shuyan..."

Yi Shuyan felt very sad, and when he pierced the paper window of rebirth, they couldn't go back anywhere.The relationship in the previous life, the goodwill that has just been established in this life.Everything is gone...Jian Kexin was as polite as if he was with a stranger, the distance between them seemed to be getting farther and farther.

"Don't be like this, this is also your home. It has always been!"

Jian Kexin looked at the person with his back to him, as if he had returned to the past, the stalwart figure and blunt words were beyond doubt.

"The doctor will come later, call me when the doorbell rings!"

What did the doctor come here for, of course, to show him the wound.Jian Kexin silently looked at someone who walked into the kitchen, and did not speak quietly, the atmosphere returned to embarrassment again...

Jian Kexin sat on the sofa well-behaved, lowered her head, thinking about how to speak later.Love and questions spanning a lifetime.Whether it should continue, whether it should be said.

She bowed her head obediently, and unconsciously turned the phone in her hand...

I don't know how long it took before the doorbell rang, but the food was served first.

"Come and eat!"

The tone could not be refused, Jian Kexin hesitated for a moment, but obediently walked to the dinner table.

"Thank you!"

Yi Shuyan didn't respond to him, but filled him with rice and soup.The action is done in one go.Jian Kexin saw his silent movements, although there was only a simple stir-fried kale and a pot of chicken soup, it might be bland, but for him now, it was the most gentle concern.

"have you eaten?"

He looked up at him, and said softly, "No, I'm waiting for you to eat together!"

Jian Kexin said silently, "How did you know I would come?"

"Guess!" In fact, he checked his ID card's ticket purchase record, so he hurriedly bought a plane ticket and came here in advance to wait.This is the place where his two fetters are the deepest, so he guessed that he would come back.Whether it is the beginning or the end, it should start here.

Taking the white rice he handed over, he asked indifferently, "What if I don't come?"

"Then I'll go find you!"

Jian Kexin didn't speak, and took the rice in his mouth. It was a little lighter with this chicken soup...

"Does the back of your head still hurt? Who in the car will change your medicine?"

"It doesn't hurt anymore, I just asked a kind person to help me change it."

"Tired?"

"Fortunately!"

"Let's eat! How come there are so many words!"

"..."

Knowing people for two lifetimes, putting aside grievances, sitting at the dinner table calmly, chatting like a family chat.In the seemingly peaceful atmosphere, there are opportunities for outbreaks hidden everywhere...

During the period, the doctor came to check on Jian Kexin, and found that the back of the head had healed well.There is nothing wrong with the rest of the body.It is just a suggestion to find time to do a full body check.Because Yi Shuyan said that he was often sick.

Soon, the sky outside was slowly shrouded in darkness.Jian Kexin had a thousand words when he came here, but he couldn't say anything at this moment.

The house is big and well decorated.Although they were two young people, they didn't speak a word.Make the whole house more silent.

Jian Kexin couldn't stand the atmosphere, so she got up to say goodbye.

"I'm going back?"

Yi Shuyan stood up, clenched his hands nervously, and the sadness in his heart expanded infinitely.

"You don't want me again?"