you don't love me try

Jian Kexin lay on the cold table, her thoughts slowly returning, and her rationality gradually returning.I felt that I had lost my composure too much, and couldn't help scolding myself fiercely in my heart.

At this moment, the bathroom door opened.Jiang Ze came out wearing simple shorts and short sleeves, and saw him annoyed at a glance.

"The door is slammed and you still don't feel relieved? You have to be angry with yourself before you are reconciled?"

Jiang Ze said while hanging up the towel.Very calm from beginning to end.

"Oh! I'm tired!"

Resignedly sighing at his roommate, just because there is nothing to say, but to digest by himself.Embarrassed, I wanted to change the subject.

"Why didn't you go with them?"

Jiang Ze wiped his hair with a dry towel and pulled a stool closer to him.

"I've been waiting for you to come back!"

That's right, Jiang Ze did find an excuse to go back to the dormitory and waited for him to come back.

As for why he was expected to come back, instead of going to Sanshi and the others, everything was on another person's body.

Jian Kexin couldn't help being taken aback when he heard his serious words.He began to seriously examine the roommate in front of him.

"Why do you expect me to go back to the dormitory instead of looking for Sanshi?"

He smiled and looked at the roommate in front of him, seeing his serious face, just like a little adult.

"Because... Yi Shuyan won't let you go."

Jian Kexin didn't dare to smile anymore, the stiff smile disappeared on his face, replaced by shock.

I thought it was just his roommate who didn't understand anything.Now he was slapped in the face, but he didn't know that all his actions were remembered in his heart.

He knew that Jiang Ze was more mature than others, but he didn't expect that he was more mature than he imagined.

He had to comfort himself again, maybe Jiang Ze was just like everyone else and thought they had a good relationship?

"What does this have to do with Yi Shuyan! You really... can pull anything on it!"

"Sanjin, other people don't understand, but I understand. The way Yi Shuyan looks at you is not friendship, family affection, or brotherhood, but love!"

Jiang Ze seemed to have guessed that he would make excuses, and directly named all of them.Let him give up directly, don't make any more messy excuses.

"In this world, apart from the love between men and women, there is also love between women and men, and love between men and women. Jian Kexin, do you know?"

Jiang Ze looked at him with grief in his eyes.He didn't know why, the person in front of him was obviously just an ordinary boy, even though he was more mature than others, but from the beginning to the end, he only knew about a boy.

However, at this moment, the grief emanating from this young man.But it's not what a teenager should have.

In the deep eyes, there is hidden pain that he doesn't know.And some things have begun to show a trend that is ready to come out.

Jian Kexin didn't speak, he looked at the boy in front of him in confusion.I deeply feel that this is also a person with a story.

"Actually, I'm 19 years old this year. I'm older than you, and I'm older than Yi Shuyan, who was repeated. I should be studying in college at this time, but I am in high school at this time. Is it strange?"

Looking at his bitter smile, and his flat tone.It was as if the story he was telling was not his own, but someone else's.

Plain enough to make people feel distressed, he showed his indifference everywhere.As everyone knows, he actually cares the most.

Such a beautiful age, but a painful experience.Even if you don't say it, who can erase the traces of the years?

"Aze, forget about the past, the most important thing now is the future."

Even if you don't know what's going on, it's always painful.Since it is painful, there is no need to dig it out and chew it again.

"That's why I want to tell you!"

Jian Kexin panicked and told him specifically?this story...

Before he could figure out the key point, Jiang Ze had already spoken again.

"When I was 14 years old, I was in the rebellious period of youth. After fighting with my classmates, I skipped the high school entrance examination, fearing that my father would beat me up. Then I left a letter and ran away."

Rebellious enough!

"I didn't have much money, and I didn't have money to live in a hotel, so I had to hang out in bars. Later, I met the boss. He looked at me pitifully, and introduced me to a job as a waiter in a KTV."

It seemed that he was about to talk about a heavy place, he took a deep breath, and looked out of the dark window.

"There, I met that person, the person who changed my life. He is not very handsome, but he is very good-looking and charming when he smiles. His whole body exudes a comfortable and obsessive atmosphere. Just one look, I deeply love him Fall in love with him deeply."

"They often visit the KTV where I am, and they are regular customers. I can see them often, and I am constantly looking for opportunities to talk to him."

"In the end, I succeeded. Not only did I talk to him, but I also became a friend. He was very gentle and considerate to me. Inadvertently, he gave me the warmth of home! He loves me very much, loves me, what do you want? What to give. Ask him any request, and he will agree. "

Speaking of this, the corners of Jiang Ze's lips curled up slightly, as if he was immersed in that beautiful day, and his whole body exuded a radiance of happiness.However, the happier you are, the more desolate you will be in the future.

"But, slowly, the relationship deteriorated. I love him. I want to be his boyfriend. I want to live with him, sleep together, and live together. The better he treats me, the more I want to possess him."

"Relying on his favor, I started to tease him. Later, I climbed into his bed and we did it. He was very happy at that time. I thought that I succeeded. At least, he shouted my name. It’s also where I inserted it. No matter how painful my body is, my heart is still sweet, because from today onwards, we can be intimate. But the reality is always so cruel. After waking up, he was very angry and pointed at my Nose called me a bitch..."

Scars are always scars, even after many years, it will still hurt!Looking at his tears falling suddenly.Jian Kexin was distressed, and his words were flat, but he could still imagine how cruel the scene was.

She took Jiang Ze into his arms and gently rubbed his back to comfort him.

"Actually, I've looked for him before. I always thought that after five years of friendship, he couldn't be so unfeeling. However, when I really faced it, it was an endless humiliation from the people around me."

Everyone in the world knows that throwing stones at a well-off is what a wealthy family is best at, and if he goes back, he will humiliate others.

Besides, if that person really cared, he wouldn't be reduced to that.After all, it still depends on how much that person cares.If he cared, his subordinates would not be so arrogant.But, the truth is he doesn't care...

"It just so happened that my mother was ill, and my father found me, so I went home. After a period of rest, I still came to study. Anyway, it's a way out."

When he said this, he smiled sadly at Jian Kexin.

"This is a story of being mean, it is also a story of misery, it... is also a story of unrequited love. At the same time, it is not accepted by the world..."

"Sanjin, do you understand what I mean?"

How could Jian Kexin not understand that his brother did not hesitate to expose his scars just to wake himself up.

He was very touched that someone was so worried about him and cared about him all the time.

How could he not understand what Jiang Ze said.Love between men and men is not accepted by the world.It’s okay if it’s a foreign country, but this is their Huaguo!Such behavior will be cast aside by the world.

What's more, he is the son of a farmer and the son of a wealthy family, so his ending will be similar to that of his previous life.

Therefore, he understands what Jiang Ze said, he has experienced it, he understands it, the kind of passionate love, and the despair of not getting what one wants.

Jiang Ze left decisively and still had the courage to start his life again, but he was not as brave as him...

"Aze, I understand! I understand! I understand everything!"

At this moment, the two of them seem to have found someone to rely on each other, hugging each other tightly at this moment, giving each other strength.

Perhaps no one would have imagined that Lao Lan's casual words made him and Yi Shuyan official CPs.But the only one who can see clearly from the inside out is Jiang Ze.

Everyone calls for official match and official match every day, but they don't know that there is a huge danger hidden under the joke.If you are not careful, you can ruin the parties involved.

And these, no one understands.But Jiang Ze, who has experienced it, understands.So, he sacrificed himself, opened the wound, to remind him.It's over, the relationship between him and Yi Shuyan is over.time to stop...

When I was reborn, I firmly believed in never seeing each other again.But it was broken by Yi Shuyan's unreasonable playing of cards.But the previous irrelevant insistence was broken again and again with the assistance of pig teammates and Yi Shuyan's initiative...

Fortunately, Jiang Ze reminded him on the verge of a dangerous relationship.

"Actually, I am too! I am also gay!"

He knew that Jiang Ze was also very helpless. His family and friends could not speak out, for fear that he would become a different person in their eyes.

Now he is telling Jian Kexin, hoping to be understood.And the best understanding is that they are the same kind, and he can understand such feelings.

Whether it is repressed or otherwise, they can talk to each other and rely on each other.Be each other's most reliable friends.

Jiang Ze couldn't react a little, and looked at him blankly, as if he had just heard a hallucination.He looked at Jian Kexin, hoping that he could give him a definite answer!

"You heard me right, I said I'm gay!"

Jiang Ze made a noise in his head. He always thought that he would never find a friend to confide in. Unexpectedly, unexpectedly, the person in front of him turned out to be...

"you you……"

"Okay! Go wash up, they're coming back. Don't worry them. As for what you said, I'll pay attention!"

Yes, he will keep a distance from Yi Shuyan.He is not alone in this life, but someone worries and cares.He couldn't make them sad anymore, and couldn't let them live in fear.

The two quickly went to the sink to wash up, and when it was just over, the other two just came back.

As the class committee, he took other students to the teacher's dormitory to give gifts, chat with the teacher and so on.At this time, when I came back, I felt that both of them were almost exhausted.

"Fortunately, you two had the foresight to come back first, otherwise, no one would get up to buy breakfast tomorrow!"

Jian Kexin took what Lao Xu had given and shared it with everyone, while listening to Huang Chunfu complaining.

After careful questioning, I realized that there were too many students.Except for the teacher's office and classroom where I can communicate with the teacher, I have never been to other places.

Finally, there is a teacher's dormitory that can be visited.Everyone is very enthusiastic, but the teacher's dormitory is too narrow to accommodate so many people, everyone is crowded, very crowded...

As a class committee member, especially Yue Xilei, the class monitor and study committee member, he had to work very hard to get to the front to bless the teacher, which was extremely hard work.

It's okay to be crowded, on Teacher's Day, everyone sends gifts and blessings.The teacher will not be too strict with everyone.

This has led to girls and boys who usually can't wear makeup or perfume to dress up actively.When it's over, squeeze in the teacher's dormitory again, ouch, that smell!

Perfume smell, foot smell, bad breath smell, and red lipstick and white powder that were wiped by girls' lips because they were too crowded...

Especially the dormitory of young male teachers and female teachers, the taste is even worse...

So, as soon as I entered the dormitory, I started to complain.At the same time, they were glad that two people escaped from their dormitory.