you don't love me try

Jian Kexin blankly held the application form for the senior high school entrance examination in his hand, and was in a state of trance, because he really couldn't figure out whether it was reality or a dream.

Just an hour ago, he was still in the fantasy of dying. If he hadn't met him back then, maybe the ending would not have been so bleak.

Then in the next second, he was pulled up from the bed and urged to rush to school.His father said: Today is the day to fill in the volunteers for the senior high school entrance examination...

Isn't it the summer of 20 years ago when he filled in the volunteers for the high school entrance examination? In the summer of 20 years ago, he met that person with a dream in mind, and everything became different!

Jian Kexin stared blankly at the volunteer draft that the class teacher had filled out for him, and asked him to fill in and send it according to the above. However, knowing the ending, he didn't want to go on the same path again.

In his previous life, he happily applied to Zhou No. 20 Middle School. When he met that person, just because of a smile, he fell into the trap for [-] years.

For him, he left his family, his childhood, and his dreams.

But in the end, he was still abandoned, the man put his arms around his lover, stood in front of him and said, you are just a dispensable lover...

He suddenly realized that the friendship of more than twenty years had turned out to be his own wishful thinking.He doesn't want him now, he has nothing.

Later, he got cancer, and he was lying alone in a foreign hospital for treatment, with no one to visit or accompany him.Only doctors and nurses come and go every day, only cold medical equipment and cold medicine are injected into the blood vessels.

Even until he died, he never saw that person again. The life and death that he had promised at the beginning depended on each other, but in the end, he became a lonely grave.

Those who came up to curry favor in the past and thought they were friends, at this moment, there is no shadow.At that time, he realized that those so-called friends were not his, but were given by that person, and given by that person.

Looking at some old teaching buildings in front of me, and the playground without a plastic track, it is very old, but it is unexpectedly gratifying.

He couldn't believe his eyes, as if all this was just a dream, and everything in front of him would disappear. He was afraid that this was just a flashback before his death.

Close your eyes, take a deep breath, but you can't think about it, thinking about being patted on the back!

Turning his head, he saw a young and familiar face, which was constantly enlarged and enlarged in his eyes.

"Chunfu?"

"Ahhh, my dear little Sanjin, you, you, you have really passed the score line of the No. [-] Middle School of the State. Ah, that's great, you're so upbeat! You're going to give my brother a face!"

When it was over, he patted his shoulder again, regardless of his smaller body...

That's right, this is Jian Kexin's brother. He has been in one school and one class since elementary school, and the relationship is obvious.

However, Jian Kexin suddenly wanted to cry. For him now, seeing the young and straightforward person in front of him, he missed him very much.

In his memory, after he went to Zhou No. [-] Middle School, he devoted himself to another person. At first, he occasionally chatted with the brother in front of him. Later, Jian Kexin unilaterally broke contact with Huang Chunfu because someone didn't like him.

But in the end, when he woke up lying alone in a hospital bed abroad, he unexpectedly saw Huang Chunfu.At that time, he was already dying. When he opened his eyes, he felt that he was dreaming, and he couldn't speak.

Watching his childhood friend scold him with snot and tears, the words are harsh, but the deep worry and longing inside make people feel warm.

At least, when he got to the end, there were still people who came to see him, people who read him, and people who worried about him.The end will not be so bleak.

His memory stays at the time when he closed his eyes, Chunfu frantically called the doctor... Well, don't think about it, in the end it was probably Chunfu who sent him to his death!

But now, he was standing in front of him alive.

There are so many thoughts, memories are like fast-forwarding movies, scenes flash into my mind, unstoppable memories, unstoppable sadness.

"Hey, hey, don't cry, it's a matter of course with your grades, don't cry, don't cry!"

He wrapped his arms around his shoulders and patted him comfortingly.

Jian Kexin was very happy to see her brother again. Although it was embarrassing to cry in public, no one could stop the joy, the joy of meeting again!

While wiping his tears, he smiled back to comfort his brother, signaling that he is fine!

"What about you, if you can't go to Zhou No. [-] Middle School, then Liang Yi Middle School should be in the right place?"

Seeing that he was fine and caring about others, Huang Chunfu felt relieved.

"Yeah, it's all right! It's a pity that I can't go to the same school as you!"

Speaking of this, Huang Chunfu was a little disappointed. After all, he and Jian Kexin had been friends for seven or eight years, and they were suddenly not in the same school. It was very sad!

The feelings of youth are always so sincere, so sincere, which makes people miss and want to hold on tightly.

Speaking of this, Jian Kexin smiled in relief.

"Who said that you have to go to the State No. [-] Middle School if you are admitted to the State No. [-] Middle School?"

"Uh-huh!"

Huang Chunfu was obviously still immersed in the sadness that the two could not be in the same school, so he didn't listen to what he had to say!

After it was over, he suddenly raised his head and looked at Jian Kexin in disbelief!

"What did you say, Sanjin?"

"I said, I don't want to go to State No. [-] Middle School!"

Huang Chunfu was stunned, and then became anxious.You must know that the State No. [-] Middle School is like a god in their province. Whether it is the learning conditions, the strength of the teachers, or the rate of enrollment, they are all among the best!

However, now his brother actually told him that he would not go to Zhou No. [-] Middle School?

"Sanjin, don't make trouble, your score is more than [-] points. If you go there, even if you are not a top student, you are still above the middle. If you train and train later, that famous university is all right! You can't take it. Just kidding about my own future..."

Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.

Jian Kexin didn't have the slightest dislike for the long-winded speech of the person in front of him, just because this person cared about him.He cares about his brother, so he is worried about himself.

Perhaps in the long nights of his previous life, when he lost his family and friends, he was suddenly cared for without any intention, caring without any purpose, which made his heart full of sunshine!

After a lot of nagging, Huang Chunfu finally lived up to his title of "old man", his mouth was wide open, and what he uttered was justified.

All in all, the implication is, are you out of your mind? If you have a good time, if you don’t choose a good school, it’s possible that you still want to go to a bad school. Are you out of your mind?

The voice is a bit harsh, but fortunately he cares about people, Jian Kexin is not angry, he will stop naturally when he is tired, it doesn't matter!

Sure enough, seeing Jian Kexin who was smiling from the beginning to the end, Huang Chunfu lowered his head weakly.

"Did you wake up early and decide not to go to Zhou No. [-] Middle School?"

Jian Kexin lowered his head, he couldn't say that he had just made a decision, otherwise, this wish could not be changed.

"Well, I decided not to go to Zhou No. [-] Middle School a long time ago!"

"Why?"

Huang Chunfu scratched his hair, apparently unable to figure it out, and he also couldn't guess what Jian Kexin was thinking!I had no choice but to keep asking.

"Is the state No. [-] middle school not good?"

"Zhou No. [-] Middle School is very good, but I don't like it!"

Huang Chunfu: ...

Learning well is self-willed!

The two of them didn't have time to argue about this matter, because the head teacher walked over with a smile on his face.In addition to Jian Kexin, there are four other students in their class whose scores are online at No. [-] Middle School.

For a national middle school in a town like theirs, it was simply a miracle.Because there are too many ethnic minorities, the level of students is uneven, and there are too few students who can study hard.

Under normal circumstances, halfway through the study, one is either unqualified to continue studying, or to go home and get married. People here generally get married early, which seems to have become a custom.

"Sanjin, you..."

Huang Chunfu hesitated to speak, he felt it was a pity, and he felt even more disappointed that he couldn't pull back his brother's decision.

Fortunately, at the moment of silence, Teacher Xu, the head teacher, came over!Although he is a male teacher, he is not very serious, instead he jokes with them from time to time!

"Have you filled out your two volunteers? We started chatting so soon. One is Zhou No. [-] Middle School and the other is Liang No. [-] Middle School. They're just red and purple. Don't be inked!"

Huang Chunfu gave him a weak look, as if seeing a savior, he stood up in a jerk.

"Teacher, you ask him!"

Teacher Xu's reaction to the two of them was inexplicable, one was killed like a firecracker, and the other looked at him with a smile, as if everything was under control.

Teacher Xu gave Jian Kexin a look, the meaning was obvious, let him explain!

"Teacher, I don't want to go to Zhou No. [-] Middle School!"

In order to strengthen his mind, he put away the smile on his face and tried his best to look serious.At the same time, it also makes yourself look more determined!

To his surprise, Teacher Xu didn't immediately refute his thoughts, but asked him calmly.

"Then what do you think, tell me!"

Patting the dust off the seat next to him, he sat down beside him without hesitation.Waiting for his answer.

"Teacher, the tuition fee for going to Liang No. [-] Middle School is free, and there seems to be a bonus..."

Teacher Xu:……

Liang Yizhong's conditions are indeed very tempting, tuition fees are free for three years.Now the report returns directly to 3000 yuan.There will be rewards after enrollment!Old Xu quite understands what he did.Besides, Liang Yizhong's conditions are not bad.

"I don't want my parents to work so hard, and there is a lot of competition and pressure in Zhouyi Middle School. I'm afraid I won't be able to bear it!"

Thinking of all kinds of things in Zhou No. [-] Middle School in the previous life, the disappointment in my heart was bleak, and I couldn't stop it.

Watching the mouth of the person in front of him talking one by one, the light in his eyes was slowly covered by shadows, and the clean and sunny temperament on his body was slowly covered by a desolate and gloomy aura.Teacher Xu understood, understood the thinking of the young man in front of him.

The child is so filial, why not obey his will, and, because of his filial piety, he can also learn well in Liang Yizhong.

If he went to Zhou No. [-] Middle School, not only would his family be under a lot of pressure, but he would be even more stressed at school, which might have the opposite effect.

"Have you made up your mind?"

"Think about it!"

Huang Chunfu didn't understand the conversation between the two of them at all, but seeing Lao Ban's serious face and the action of taking out a cigarette, he knew that this matter was serious!

"Do your parents know about this?"

"I know, my dad and the others said that they are only responsible for paying the money, and I can decide for myself!"

"Then cross out the No. [-] Middle School of the State and fill in the No. [-] Middle School!!!"

"Thank you teacher!" Thank you for your support all the time.

Huang Chunfu became anxious, "Teacher... why are you following me around!"

"You will understand in the future, you follow to Liang Yizhong, supervise Sanjin, and make sure that his exam rank is among the top six in the grade! Call me every time the results come out!"

"Okay! Thank you, old class!"

After solving the problem of volunteering, Jian Kexin did not relax, because there were still matters at home that had not been resolved, so he had to go back quickly...

The author has something to say: Ps: Overhaul of the article, please forgive me.

Pure newcomer, please take care of me.Please comment and collect, thank you very much!

Jian Kexin: "I was reborn, what should I do?"

Stupid author: "What can I do, just live and see!"