Silver Plate of Rebirth Frostblade

In recent days, Xu Lingjun's ice fans can be said to be in dire straits, every minute and every second seems to be on a roller coaster.

First of all, Wang Yiming published an interview titled "The Attacking Boy" in the most prominent place on the portal website. Despite the rhetoric, this interview still has a lot of dry content.The article not only tells how Xu Lingjun made the decision to be difficult in this season, but also describes a lot of Xu Lingjun's mental journey when preparing for the Olympics. It is extremely sensational, and Xu Lingjun is written like a lonely soldier.

The "Growing with Xu Lingjun" Weibo account run by Du Xiaoxiao and Feng Lin quickly reposted this interview, and the comments below were buzzing.

【Ah, I finally finished reading it, and I suddenly feel less worried. We 00 are people with ideas】

[I'm 0 right!Just to attack!Instead of asking for stability, it is better to rush, anyway, you are still young, so what are you afraid of! 】

[I feel that 00 is actually a very simple person, this kind of personality was born for competitive sports]

This exclusive interview was like a reassurance, and many ice fans who cared about Xu Lingjun felt at ease, and felt that they could look forward to Xu Lingjun's good results in the Winter Olympics with a peaceful mind. The tranquil lake surface broke, and the superficial calm was broken.

"The latest news! The world champion Xu Lingjun temporarily withdrew from the French Grand Prix four days before the race, the reason is unknown"

"On the eve of the key battle of the Grand Prix, Xu Lingjun retired from the army, according to sources, to preserve his strength"

"Xu Lingjun withdrew from the French Grand Prix, or was injured due to training, and the knee injury recurred?"

The media seems to have smelled a fishy animal, and they all immediately bit the news. At present, Xu Lingjun, his agent, and the official Weibo of the Yuhu Club have not had time to make a formal response to the withdrawal. Rumors spread all over the place for a while.

Some said that he was seriously injured and needed an operation, while others vowed to see Xu Lingjun himself in the hospital.Others said that he wanted to change the show to a complete set, since the slap in the face came too fast like a tornado.Others said that he had concocted another big move, which was in the process of being brewed.What was even more speechless was that some people said that Xu Lingjun was afraid of losing the game and retired early to save face.

"I said, is there something wrong with these reporters!" Du Xiaoxiao swiped the screen of the phone indignantly, wanting to poke his finger in: "I'm afraid of losing the game, it's funny, the only one who can fight in France is Rossi, 00 is still not afraid of Rossi."

Feng Lin on the one side kept asking some ice fans who also learned figure skating in Yuhu in some communication groups she participated in, and wanted to know some new news from them. Stand up and sit down, restless.

"Oh, it doesn't matter anything else, I'm afraid it's because of an injury!" Feng Lin was about to cry, "00, he is such a model worker, and he will never retire without a special reason. I really think about it more and more. Fear."

The official Weibo of the Yuhu Club did not make ice fans wait too long in anxiety. After letting the rumors fly for a while, a new Weibo was released.

“@玉豆官方club: Hello, all ice fans, Xu Lingjun, an athlete under the club, was too late to go to France for the next round of the competition due to the sudden illness of his relatives at home, so he had to withdraw from the competition with regret. I wish Xu’s father a speedy recovery, and thank you all understanding and support!"

Soon, Dong Zhicheng and others also reposted this Weibo, spreading ten or ten, and rumors about fear of losing, injuries, etc. gradually dissipated after the official statement was issued, and were replaced by one after another. "Forward, I wish recovery" and "[Pray with folded hands.jpg]".

However, after hearing that Xu Lingjun was not injured, the ice fans who were slightly relieved began to worry again.

[What kind of sudden illness is 00's dad? It's so serious that he needs 00 to retire temporarily]

[Row, worry, I hope it won't affect the state...]

【Why?It's been so long since the official statement was released, and everyone has reposted it. Why is there no movement from Zhu Rui?Didn't you always say that they have a close relationship?It can't be a breakup, right?]

[Is it okay to listen to malicious speculation? Something happened to someone else's house, and it turns out that someone is here to research whether his friend has posted on Weibo. Is there a problem with the focus? !With their relationship, there is no need to shout on Weibo. 】

Zhu Rui was indeed very busy at this time, not to mention posting on Weibo, he didn't even have time to take out his phone to check.

At this time, he was by Xu Lingjun's side, comforting He Feifei who had red and swollen eyes, and listening to Xu Lingjun's communication with the doctor about Xu Hangsheng's condition.

"The current situation is both good and bad." The doctor who was in charge of talking to the family members wore glasses, had gray hair, and looked very reliable: "On the good side, your father's disease is chronic myeloid leukemia. This disease is more common in middle-aged men aged 50 to [-]. There are many types of leukemia, and chronic myeloid is one of the easiest types to treat. And we now have better targeted drugs to control it.”

Xu Lingjun looked tense and frowned. The doctor's words made him feel a little relieved, but his anxiety didn't disappear: "What about the bad aspects?"

"The bad aspect is also obvious, and your family members need to be mentally prepared." The doctor sighed: "The slow grain has a slow phase, an accelerated phase, and a blast phase. If it is in the slow phase, it is easier to control, but the patient is sent. The time of diagnosis is relatively late, and now after the initial diagnosis, it is already in the accelerated stage. Now the platelets are unstable, and he must be hospitalized for observation and treatment."

He Feifei let out a weeping cry.

"It's all my fault. He complained about mouth ulcers a few months ago. If it wasn't for the severe tinnitus recently, I wouldn't have thought of sending him to the hospital for a checkup..."

"Auntie, don't panic, uncle is still alive! The doctor said, this is not a terminal illness!" Zhu Rui quickly grabbed He Feifei's hand, trying to calm her excitement.

It may be that Zhu Rui's thick eyebrows, big eyes, and upright face tend to make people feel trustworthy. With his comfort and the company of his son, He Feifei gradually regained his senses. He wiped away his tears and began to concentrate on listening to the doctor's explanation of the key points of escorting with Xu Lingjun. and precautions.

Xu Hangsheng on the hospital bed was relatively thin, but he seemed to be in a good mental state. He Feifei felt that his eye circles were red and swollen, and he went to the bathroom to put on his eyes for fear of affecting Xu Hangsheng's mood. Xu Lingjun and Zhu Rui sat down beside Xu Hangsheng.

"Xiao Zhu, thank you very much. I have been busy." Xu Hangsheng usually seems to be a very gentle person, but he is more open-minded than He Feifei when facing his illness. Seeing Zhu Rui coming, he smiled Thank him.

Zhu Rui blushed, and waved his hand to decline: "Uncle, don't be polite to me, Xu Lingjun's business is my business, I treat you like a father, this little favor is nothing!"

Xu Lingjun: ...Although it is a bit out of date, these words are really too much to say.

"Where's your mother?" Xu Hangsheng touched his son's arm beside the bed.

"Going to the bathroom."

Xu Hangsheng was not surprised to hear this answer, sighed, looked at Xu Lingjun with kindness and sadness in his eyes: "I made you and mother worry, father is sorry for you."

Xu Lingjun only felt a surge of sadness welling up in his heart. He couldn't say anything, but shook his head vigorously and put his face on the back of Xu Hangsheng's thin hand.

***

After becoming a public figure, one is destined to sacrifice many things, such as one's own privacy, or some wounds that one does not want to be known by the world.The news that Xu Lingjun's father was seriously ill quickly spread through the news.It has become a hot search on the Weibo topic list.

The most anxious ones are of course thousands of ice fans and the major sports media.It is understandable for the father to be an escort for his son's retirement due to his sudden illness. However, such an ordinary decision still caused many ice fans to worry a lot during this special time period.

[00 withdrew from the French Grand Prix, which means that the points are definitely not enough, and he is destined not to go to the GPF. Then next year's 4cc and the Winter Olympics will be back to back. In this way, wouldn't 00 have to airborne? 】

[It would be nice to be able to airborne, maybe you won’t even be able to airborne... What if the Olympic disease still doesn’t heal]

[Actually, what's the use of him staying, it's not that doctors can't see a doctor, it's better to go to the competition, the chance of training in the Olympic season is less than one game]

[Upstairs, you are too cold-blooded, you must have no experience of relatives getting sick, it’s all like this, how can you go to the competition with peace of mind, is it important for the Olympics or the relatives? 】

【QAQWhy am I always so ill-fated】

Of course, in addition to the sincere ice fans, there are also many people who have no connection with Xu Lingjun to join in the fun. Many celebrities on the Weibo homepage have reposted relevant news, attaching some words such as getting well soon, among which Many people really care about Chinese sports, but there are inevitably some weird and dissonant notes mixed in.

@胡妮nini: [Crying.jpg] Why does God always treat kind and hardworking people like this? It’s so sad that I can’t speak. I only hope that I can overcome the illness and recover soon.

This Weibo has no beginning and no end, and it doesn't say who it is, but the most popular thing recently is Xu Lingjun's idea. Anyone with a discerning eye can see it at a glance. Many people are below to comfort the goddess not to be sad, and there are many People are curiously speculating about the relationship between Xu Lingjun and Hu Ni—after all, Xu Lingjun has only shot two commercials since he became famous, and the only heroine he has worked with is Hu Ni. So far, many people believe that they have a relationship. leg.

It didn't take long for Hu Ni's Weibo post to disappear, replaced by a new statement.

@胡妮nini: I’m sorry to make fans worry. The Weibo just now was sent by an elder who was sick and felt sad. Please don’t make random guesses. I’m fine now~[自耀.jpg]

As a result, "Hu Ni Second Delete" and "Hu Ni Xu Lingjun" appeared on the hot search list.

Now, Xu Lingjun's mother fans found out, and all of them were blown up, complaining on Hu Ni's Weibo how much she loves to hype her dramas, and by the way, went crazy @东智成.

Dong Zhicheng quickly saw this trending search under the bombardment of Xu Lingjun's ice fans. Originally, because of Xu Lingjun's affairs, he kept running back and forth to contact the Ice Association and the French Station Organizing Committee, as well as online Some things needed to be dealt with, and I was so busy that I was so busy that someone came to make trouble. I was so angry that I immediately picked up the phone and called Hu Ni's manager to ask him to give an explanation.By the way, he also sent a full-fledged reply on his Weibo account.

@东智成: Even the heat of the patient has to be rubbed, what about the conscience?

There was also no naming of names, but it was immediately clear who was being targeted.Hu Ni's agency knew it was wrong, and a new Weibo post on Hu Ni's Weibo account disappeared quietly after a while.

Only then did the melon eaters see what was wrong with this incident, and they all left messages to ridicule them.

***

The bloody wind on the Internet had little to do with Xu Lingjun. At this time, he and He Feifei were too busy to take care of those.Although Xu Hangsheng is already receiving treatment and has started to take targeted drugs, but since it was already in an accelerated period when it was first delivered, his condition is still a bit recurrent, and with the huge side effects of the medicine, Xu Hangsheng is strong enough, but under the torment of the condition, he still He began to vomit and have diarrhea continuously, and in the middle, two critical illness notices were issued because of acute renal failure and gastrointestinal hemorrhage.Xu Lingjun and He Feifei, together with a hired nurse, couldn't keep up with their shifts. Seeing Xu Hangsheng getting thinner and weaker, both of them were heartbroken.

Fortunately, Zhu Rui was by his side to help at any time.

When they have time, Ge Tianxing, Zhu Heng, Yue Baozhu, and even Zhong Feiyang and others have visited Xu Hangsheng in the hospital, and occasionally they can stay to help, but now it is the end of the Grand Prix, and Yue Baozhu and Zhong Feiyang are two They all entered the finals, Xu Lingjun was really embarrassed to distract the two of them and the busy Yuhu people from their own affairs, so he politely declined their help.

There was only one Zhu Rui, and he couldn't be chased away, as if he had grown up in the hospital, he wiped himself and handed water to empty the urinal, and he took care of him more professionally than Xu Lingjun, his own son, which made him feel very sorry.

"Brother Zhu, don't you have work to do? Go back and have a rest. I'm fine here."

After saying similar things countless times, Zhu Rui just smiled as if he didn't hear it, and then simply brought a computer to the ward, and occasionally deal with his own affairs when he has free time.Pressed by Xu Lingjun, he opened his dog eyes and said sincerely: "Where is work more important than yours?"

Xu Lingjun couldn't stand his tender eyes, whenever he heard him say that, he could only lose the battle, and as time passed, he gave up on himself and let him go.

What made him feel self-loathing the most was that when Zhu Rui said that he would stay with him, there was a tinge of joy in his heart for no reason.

This inexplicable and irresistible joy made Xu Lingjun feel like a big scumbag.

***

At two o'clock in the morning, Yuhu Club.

Everything was silent, only a black figure was spinning and moving on the empty ice rink.

"Shhhhhhhhhh!" The slender figure was tense and flew into the air. The whole person spun four times in the air like twisting twists and then swung out in a big arc with the ice on the right rear outer edge.

What followed was another period of tireless take-offs, landings, and falls.

When the hour and minute hands were perpendicular to each other, the people on the field slowly slowed down their pace, swayed for a while, put their hands on their hips, panted and slid to the edge of the field and pushed open the shutter door.

In the past few days, Xu Hangsheng's condition has been under control. His willpower is quite tenacious. Although he is thin, he has been a soldier after all, and his physical foundation is not bad. After surviving the most difficult period, he has gradually improved Signs of the chronic phase.Xu Lingjun and He Feifei were also able to take a breather, and had some extra time.

However, because He Feifei needed to handle the company's affairs on behalf of Xu Hangsheng, Xu Lingjun stayed in the hospital for most of the day to accompany him. It was not until late at night that he could spare some time to go back to the ice rink to practice alone.

The upside-down of black and white is still bearable for Xu Lingjun, and he usually has to adjust the jet lag from time to time when participating in competitions.What is really unbearable is the heavy mental burden. The extra training every night makes every cell in his body clamoring for exhaustion. Almost every time after training, there is a voice deep in his heart that is tempting him:

"Don't practice. In your current state, it is impossible to train systematically. It would be good to get a brand in the Olympics. It's better to sleep more, take good care of your body, and come back in four years."

But he still showed up on the ice of Yuhu in the middle of the next night with all his energy.

The endless training over the years has given him a deep physical memory. As long as he does not train for a while, he will feel empty in his heart, as if an important piece is missing.

Even now his efforts may only be in vain.

The third bench from the left side of the ice rink is Xu Lingjun’s most accustomed position. Over the years, he has sat on this bench every day before and after training to put on his skates and take off his skates. He is very familiar with every nail, and it only takes a few seconds for the complex shoelaces to be tied into a firm and neat knot between his dexterous fingers.

But today, sitting in the quiet and empty arena, Xu Lingjun's movements of bending over to untie his shoelaces suddenly slowed down.

The world in front of me gradually became blurred, and then suddenly became clear in an instant.

A tear slapped on his old skates, and gradually slipped from the leather surface along the grain.

The weight on him finally broke.

If I'm lucky and God let me live again, why should my father suffer from illnesses that he shouldn't have?What is the meaning of my rebirth in this way?Was my last life a dream in a trance, or a past that really existed?

Thinking of the scene where Xu Hang was skinny and took off his face, but still holding He Feifei's hand and smiling at each other, Xu Lingjun couldn't help feeling a deep sense of guilt and unspeakable pain.

During the day, he is still an invincible man who can support the backbone of the family, but at night, the night and loneliness still touch the most vulnerable corner of his heart, making him at a loss what to do.

Suddenly footsteps sounded in my ears, and a person squatted down in front of me, handing over a box of tissues I used to use.

Xu Lingjun wiped away his tears in a hurry, Zhu Rui, who was squatting in front of him, smiled, and gently wiped his face with a tissue.

After the tears were wiped away carefully, Zhu Rui took another piece of paper to cover his nose: "Hey, blow your nose."

Zhu Rui's action made Xu Lingjun feel ashamed that he was like a giant baby, so he pretended to be annoyed and snatched the tissue: "I'll make it myself."

"Okay, do it yourself." Zhu Rui smiled so much that he showed his big white teeth, and his eyes looked at Xu Lingjun brightly, as if it was filled with stars, or a universe.

Xu Lingjun wiped his nose and lowered his eyes.

A lot of different scenes drifted through his head in a mess, the cool towel stuck to his face when he woke up with a fever, Zhu Rui's wet trousers after walking out in the snow in Chicago , and the night sky lit up by lights outside the dance practice room, finally merged into the figure of the person in front of him.

A person who is always silently by his side.

Crouching halfway on the ground, Zhu Rui, who was thinking of what to say to comfort the man in front of him who had a rare emotional breakdown, suddenly felt a warm body approaching and wrapping his arms around his neck.

For a moment his heart beat like a drum.

Xu Lingjun's hoarse voice came from next to his ear: "Thank you, Brother Zhu."

The most secret corner of Zhu Rui's heart seemed to be pricked again, it was sour, soft, and a little sweet.

The corners of his eyes suddenly became wet, and he carefully reached out to pat the back of the person in his arms, and sniffed.

"Thank you, you're welcome."

The author has something to say:

Today, we 00 and the girls have all turned into crying bags, hold tight (╥╯^╰╥)

0’s father’s illness was not created by the author on a temporary basis. In fact, it was hinted at once a few chapters ago, but it’s probably too cryptic for everyone to notice.

I hope that everyone who reads the article will still exercise more and pay attention to health~

And we must believe in the power of the protagonist of our 00, no matter what hardships or hardships, we will not be able to defeat our tenacious milk emperor 0!