doctor is cold

When Zheng Xi woke up, she was the only one in the whole room. The feeling of emptiness made her feel unspeakably lost. She walked to the kitchen, and there was a pot on the natural gas stove. She opened it, and there was already Some cold, but not completely cold bone broth.

Click.

It was the sound of a key being inserted into the lock, and Zheng Xi turned around abruptly, staring fixedly at the door.

The door opened, and Yin Linru came in, carrying a bag in her hand, her body was a little wet, she closed the door, didn't look at Zheng Xi, just put the bag down by the dining table, and took the contents out slowly Come out and set it up, and then said lightly: "Come and eat."

"Lin Ru..." Zheng Xi called her timidly, "Are you angry?" She thought about her own hysteria before, if anyone would be angry with her for such unselfish thoughts .

"No." Yin Linru said, and suddenly said out of nowhere, "It's raining outside."

"Huh?" Is it raining?What's the meaning?

Yin Linru paused, shook his head, and then looked at Zheng Xi: "Come and eat something, you haven't eaten all day."

"All day?"

"...I'm a bit harsher." Yin Linru turned his head away when he said this, Zheng Xi actually read some embarrassment from the poker face, and he felt incredible.

Zheng Xi didn't say anything else, she sat down and looked at what Yin Linru bought, the porridge and side dishes were very suitable for herself who had been hungry for a long time, she ate in small bites while thinking about what to say to Yin Linru.

It is true that she was extreme when she just learned the truth, but maybe it was Yin Linru who "acted harder" that made her fall into a coma for a day and a night, and became more sober on the contrary, and realized how naive her thoughts were. Ridiculous, and cruel.

But Yin Linru opened his mouth first, when Zheng Xi had eaten for a while.She seemed to have been thinking for a long time, and spoke every word slowly and smoothly.

"Our conversation was not over yesterday."

"You don't need to take the initiative to be the bait, Shen Xiangqi," Yin Linru raised his eyes and looked deeply at Zheng Xi, "I'm eyeing you."

"I don't know why—just listen to me and don't interrupt me just yet."

"He intends to let you know the truth, I guess it is to show his kindness, that is to say, he intends to let you die more clearly."

"I didn't know it was Shen Xiangqi. He really didn't look like a murderer, but after hearing what you said about the death of the deceased, I started to doubt it, but I didn't have any evidence. Shen Xiangqi did everything right. , I haven’t been following up the case all the time. It’s impossible to find any evidence based on what you said, so even if I know the truth, I can’t do anything. Even—”

"Because the fact that I know the truth puts you in danger."

"Shen Xiangqi once had a dream continuously. In the dream, he saw a person who killed a couple in the way you saw. It was his first attempt ten years ago, and it was indiscriminate killing at that time, so There's no way the police would be targeting him."

"I don't know where he has been in the past ten years. It seems that he has fallen into some difficulties and has no way to come out to complete the perfection in his dream."

"However, I can guess that his troubles may be related to his father, Chairman Shen, but I'm not sure whether Chairman Shen is still alive."

Zheng Xi had already stopped her movements, stirring the porridge in the bowl with her hand once and for all, as if she had fallen into some kind of contemplation.After a long time, she put down the spoon and pursed her lips.

"He likes you?" Zheng Xi asked, "Huang Yu, You Shan, the reason why he killed them is because of you?"

"Yes." Yin Linru said, "To be precise, he thought he liked me."

"Think?"

"It's not so much liking, it's more like obsession, the obsession of having a woman who can understand me and also has a mental illness. If this kind of obsession is called liking, then it is: maybe one day, he will like me so much Kill me, the kind of liking." Yin Linru said, this is what she thought of, and because of this realization, her back broke out in cold sweat.Then she suddenly realized:

Ah, it turns out that I have nostalgia for this world.

"kill--"

"I know it might hurt you to say this, but..." Yin Linru looked at Zheng Xi seriously, raised his hand, and gently pressed her shoulder, "It really made Shen Xiangqi fall I am the one who has the determination to kill people, and who gets out of control because of this, although I didn't intend to do it, but the fact is, I have to admit it sadly."

Zheng Xi's eyes widened, she opened her mouth, and found that she couldn't speak for a while, she opened her mouth hard, trying to squeeze words out of her throat, but it couldn't, the harder she tried to do it , the more she couldn't do it, she even felt that breathing became more and more difficult, she grabbed Yin Linru's arm——

"Ah-ah-"

It seemed that no matter how hard she tried, she could only pronounce this syllable.Her face was flushed red, a layer of sweat oozed from her forehead, and her eyes were bloodshot.

As a doctor, Yin Linru was in a hurry at this moment. He felt that his mind was blank, and he could only keep thinking and thinking.

"Yes—yes, plastic bag, plastic bag—where is the plastic bag—" Her lips were dry and white, and when she got up, she almost tripped over the stool next to her. bag, open it and let Zheng Xi face the bag.

"Breathe-breath-breath-breath-breath-"

After doing this for a while, Zheng Xi gradually recovered. She leaned softly on Yin Linru's shoulder, still feeling very uncomfortable.

"What do you mean..." Zheng Xi reluctantly opened her mouth, her voice was no longer clear and hoarse.

"Tell me." Zheng Xi said, grabbing Yin Linru's sleeve with one hand, wrinkled her clothes, even her own hands were blue and white.

"..." Yin Linru looked at her in this state and wanted to take it easy, but she couldn't help but said with those bright and firm eyes, "At that time, he wanted to kill her." Those are the dean and his wife of the orphanage."

"Didn't you say it was indiscriminate killing?"

"It's training, so there is no difference, it's the same to kill anyone." Yin Linru said softly, "I'm sorry, it was I who finally made him make up his mind."

"At that time he was venting his anger on me." Yin Linru said.

Zheng Xi was silent, and buried his head on Yin Linru's shoulder, his body began to tremble slightly, and then the amplitude became bigger and bigger, and gradually there was a faint sobbing sound, and the sound became louder and louder, and finally became Became wailing.

Yin Linru didn't know how to comfort others, so he could only caress Zheng Xi's back casually.

After crying for an unknown amount of time, Zheng Xi gradually calmed down, but she leaned on Yin Linru's shoulder for a long time, so long that Yin Linru almost thought she had fallen asleep just like that.

"I don't blame you." Zheng Xi said suddenly, her voice was muffled, with a thick nasal tone, making it hard to hear.

"what?"

"I know, I can't blame you." Zheng Xi said, raised his head, and looked at Yin Linru with tears in his eyes. Yin Linru was very distressed by the pear blossoms with rain, "But I just can't help but want to cry. Dad Mom, such a good person was killed for such an outrageous reason. As their daughter, I couldn't find the real culprit, and I also sent an innocent person to prison for ten years. Lin For example, am I ridiculous and pathetic?"

"No, you're not." Yin Linru said, holding Zheng Xi into his arms again.

The two hugged each other for a long time, Zheng Xi's emotions gradually calmed down, feeling that she was nestled in Yin Linru's arms, a faint blush appeared on her face, she suppressed her shyness, and pulled herself from Yin Linru's arms earned it.

Yin Linru looked at the tears on her face, reached out and touched her head: "Go and wash your face, and then go to sleep again." After she finished speaking, she stood up.

Zheng Xi pulled Yin Linru's sleeve and looked up at her.

"how?"

"Will you stay with me all the time?"

"Ah."

"why?"

Yin Linru paused, turned around, gently held Zheng Xi's face, looked into her eyes seriously, and said word by word: "I'll tell you when we settle this matter."

"Then, promise?" Zheng Xi stretched out his hand.

"En." Yin Linru stretched out his little finger, hooked Zheng Xi's, then raised his other hand and patted Zheng Xi's head lightly.

Zheng Xi went to wash her face, and Yin Linru was packing things in the kitchen. While thinking about the agreement just now, she couldn't help raising her hand to look at her little finger, as if the touch just now was still so clear.

Why?In fact, the answer is obvious, isn't it?

But not now, it's not the time, it's not over yet, both of them, whoever they are, are in danger, so no.

A flash of determination flashed in Yin Linru's eyes - she must send that person to prison, if not, then die with him!

After tidying up the kitchen, Yin Linru went to wash up first, and then returned to the bedroom, where Zheng Xi had already fallen asleep on the bed.

"Sure enough, it's still unbearable." Yin Linru sighed, got on the bed, got into the quilt carefully, and hugged her.

This seemed to be completely impossible to happen in the past, but at this moment, she did it so naturally, even with indescribable joy in her heart, Yin Linru was slightly stunned: So she didn't know when , Is she already so used to her existence?

"Well—don't go—"

Zheng Xi groaned, frowned uncomfortably, and twisted slightly, as if trying to break free from some restraint.Yin Linru was unmoved, but hugged her even tighter. She leaned her head gently on Zheng Xi's shoulder, and whispered continuously:

"It's okay, it's okay, I'm here, I won't leave, I won't..."