Eat marrow and taste

Ye Ze's words made Bai Yuan's thoughts freeze for a moment, he thought over and over again what the young man said, and then thought of what happened last night, he couldn't help feeling a little guilty.

But if he were to come again, he might still choose to do that.

The young man was completely wrong, he never regarded him as a burden, but he couldn't refute another sentence.What I have to admit is that he was eroded by inner demons at that moment, and his psychological defense line was very low. In addition, the people led by Herman were chasing after him, so he really didn't think about what happened behind him.

For Ye Ze, there was always a trace of debt in Bai Yuan's heart.He had to cut off contact with Ye Ze because of the war back then, and he couldn't immediately respond to Ye Ze's feelings.Holding that one in front of him, he could only give ambiguous answers.

Bo Yuan suddenly realized that such an answer might be the worst answer. He gave the other party hope, but he never really responded, which caused Ye Ze to lose control of his emotions.

And when the other party was in a low mood, Bai Yuan couldn't be sure what Ye Mu's news would make him.

He thought for a long time, and finally called Shen Yizhou and asked him to convey the news to Ye Ze.Bo Yuan thought, maybe the latter doesn't want to see him now.

But Shen Yizhou left and came back with a bit of embarrassment on his face.When Bai Yuan asked, he realized that Ye Ze had turned his face directly at him, and he couldn't help but droop his eyes and fell silent for a while.

Shen Yizhou said with some concern: "Did I say something wrong?"

Bo Yuan shook his head and said: "It's okay, it's none of your business, go back and rest, I'll go and have a look."

It didn't take him much effort to find Ye Ze on the watchtower on the east side of the safety zone. The top of the tower is hundreds of meters above the ground, and the wind is very strong when standing on it. If you don't hold on to the fence, you will feel shaky.

When Ye Ze turned his head, he saw the person who climbed the last step, but instead of going up to him as usual, he turned his head expressionlessly.

One leg was straight, the other was bent, and his elbow rested on it, looking at the scenery outside the tower without saying a word.

Bo Yuan walked slowly to his side, and then gently sat down beside him.

Both of them were silent for a while, and Bo Yuan spoke first.

"I'm sorry for what happened before," he said in a deep voice, "I really didn't consider your feelings at that time, and made you feel painful and unhappy. This is my negligence."

Ye Ze sneered softly, pursed his lips tightly and did not speak, but he said in his heart: It is not a matter of dereliction of duty, in fact, in this person's heart, he has always been just a subordinate, a junior, and never thought of becoming a lover, right? .

Bai Yuan stared at Ye Ze's tough and young side face, and for some reason, a voice in his heart sighed softly.

This person is very good, he knows, but he has never experienced love, never had the experience of being tempted, and has never been loved so much, so he will inevitably feel confused.In fact, he has always been skeptical, wondering whether he can respond to his feelings.He said before that he would seriously consider it, but he was still uncertain in his heart, whether he would be tempted or not, and whether he had the ability to love.

In the past, a subordinate once teased him, saying: "Sir, you look like you don't eat fireworks."

Bai Yuan didn't understand, so when he asked him, the subordinate laughed and said, "I just think it's hard to imagine what it's like for the chief to like someone."

That's right, not to mention others, even he himself can hardly imagine it.What is love, what is heartbeat, he knows nothing.

Such a monster-like self, I am afraid that he is still incapable and has no right to make a promise to such an outstanding young man.Even what he said before seemed a bit hasty.

Thinking of this, Bai Yuan felt that his mood was a little gloomy, but he didn't know how to speak, but Ye Ze who was beside him suddenly spoke.

"Actually, I don't need to blame you. I have been forcing you to accept my feelings. In fact, you don't like me at all."

After he finished speaking in a cold and disappointed tone, he stood up. Bai Yuan was stunned for a moment, and looked up at him, but the light was against the light, so he couldn't see the other person's face clearly.

"I already know what the instructor asked Shen Yizhou to convey, so please trouble the instructor."

After he finished speaking, he lifted his foot and left.

Bai Yuan called subconsciously: "Ye Ze."

The latter's footsteps stopped for a while, and then continued to stride forward.

Bai Yuan never thought that Ye Ze would walk so fast, or maybe he just felt it consciously, but it seems reasonable according to common sense analysis.

The Ye family is a military family in the alliance, and Ye Mu's death was a big blow to the Ye family. Naturally, they hoped that Ye Ze could escort Ye Mu's body back to Heramo as soon as possible, so the headquarters sent a spaceship to send him to Heramo that afternoon. People picked up.

Thinking of the state of the young man before he left, Bai Yuan thought for a while, took out the communicator that he hadn't used for a long time, and found Ye Ze's dialog box.He canceled his original ID, connected to the intranet of the headquarters, and logged into his military account after confirming that it was correct. After encrypting it, he sent a message to Ye Ze's communicator.

【do not be sad. 】

After sending it, he stared at the screen for a while, and felt that the sentence might not have any effect at all. He wanted to withdraw it, hesitated for a while, and finally closed his eyes, put the communicator aside, and leaned against the on the seat.

Forget it, he is actually such a person, he doesn't know how to comfort him, and he can't figure out other people's emotions. If Ye Ze will be disappointed in such a real him, and thus realize that he is not so good, as far as Ye Ze is concerned, this is a big deal. Maybe not a bad thing.

At this moment, fly to Heramo's spaceship.

Ye Ze lay depressed in the rest cabin, but his mind was full of thoughts, and he couldn't fall asleep at all.

He didn't sleep all night last night, and now he was exhausted to the extreme, but he couldn't relax his mind.

He had already seen Ye Mu's body. The last time they met was half a year ago. At that time, he had just obtained the qualification certificate to join the H-12 unit. Ye Mu congratulated him and expressed his concern about him going to the battlefield.

But what did he say then?

"It's okay, there's no need to worry about me, you'd better worry about yourself."

Unexpectedly, this sentence became a prophecy.

From the time he entered Ye's house, he had not actually enjoyed family affection.Or rather, he never got into that atmosphere.

He also knew about the past between his mother and the Ye family, so subconsciously he always felt that he was the burden of the Ye family, and also the most redundant one.

But now, when those memories of the past surfaced in his mind, he thought about it and thought about it, but found that it was not what he thought.

In addition to Ye Mu's voice and smile, Bai Yuan's face was also lingering in his mind.

He had to admit that the moment he got on the spaceship, he regretted it a little.

Yes, Bo Yuan has no feelings for him now, but he already knew it, didn't he?When the man said that he would think about it seriously, his heart jumped with joy, he just felt that if he wanted to leap into the stars, he could easily pick up the stars.But the brightest star, the star he wanted most, is always out of reach.

But this kind of disappointment brought by the impossibility should not be completely pushed to Bai Yuan. When he calms down and thinks again, what is wrong with the other party?It is actually a burden for him to take the initiative to approach the other party wishfully.

But Bo Yuan was more pampering towards him, like the kiss before, like his passing over several times.

Ye Ze tasted it for the first time, and he couldn't figure it out like Bai Yuan. After a while, he scratched his hair irritably, turned his head, and was stunned for a moment when he saw his backpack, and then took out the Steer bag from it. communicator used.

This thing has been useless for a long time, since he and Bai Yuan fought together on China Planet, this communicator has not been turned on again.He didn't have time to look at it, and he didn't need to pour his thoughts into the communicator when the deity was by his side.

But now, everything seems to be back to where it was.To be precise, the distance between him and Bai Yuan has become even further.

Ye Ze lightly pressed the power button, and when the screen gradually lit up, a dialog popped up quickly.

Ye Ze opened it subconsciously, and was stunned for a moment after seeing the content of the message clearly.He moved his eyes up and saw the sender's ID clearly.

It's Bo Yuan.

He read the name over and over several times, and finally confirmed that it was correct.Bo Yuan's name was followed by a string of badges, which Ye Ze knew was the symbol of a military ID.

His gaze stayed on the message sent by Bai Yuan for a long time, and finally he leaned the screen of the communicator against his forehead, and murmured in a low voice with suppressed emotions: "Instructor..."