Eat marrow and taste
Chapter 41
Until Bai Yuan left, Ye Ze still felt the blood in his body surging, mixed with countless exciting factors, which made him unable to calm down.
Bo Yuan didn't reject his kiss, so does it mean that he is slowly accepting himself from the bottom of his heart.
Ye Ze was so excited that he couldn't help jumping up and down on the bed, but he couldn't sit still and fell down on the sheet, the wound was just crushed, causing him to grin his teeth in pain.
But after the pain was over, my heart was still sweet, and I grinned again.
Ye Ze stayed in the medical room for one night, and he didn't need to go to the battlefield the next day, and stayed in the rest area all the time.
He was a little bored, so he simply walked around in the corridor boredly. After walking around for a while, intentionally or unintentionally, he walked out of Bai Yuan's room.
The door wasn't fully closed, a small crack was showing.Ye Ze looked in subconsciously, and found that Bai Yuan was sitting on a chair, raised his head and put something into his mouth, then picked up the water next to him and poured it in.
The person standing outside the door frowned slightly, wondering what kind of medicine the instructor was drinking, he thought to himself.
Ye Ze didn't dare to enter rashly, and knocked on the door outside.After hearing the knock on the door, Bo Yuan raised his head vigilantly, his eyes collided with Ye Ze through the crack of the door.
"……Come in."
Ye Ze touched his nose after walking in, then turned around and closed the door.
Bo Yuan turned the chair to face him, and said, "What do you want from me?"
"It's nothing," Ye Ze said with the corners of his mouth curled up, "Just happened to be transferred to the instructor's side, so I wanted to come in and take a look."
Bai Yuan glanced at him, then swept the things on the table into the drawer with downcast eyes, then stood up and said, "Since you're so free, follow me to the front line."
"Yes." Ye Ze couldn't wish more.
When the two walked out of the safe area, the sound of gunfire and the smell of gunpowder filled the air, making both of them lower their heads and cough twice.
When Bai Yuan walked through the trench, a shell happened to explode not far away, and a soldier couldn't dodge in time, and was quickly blown to pieces.
Ye Ze turned his head subconsciously, saw Bai Yuan's pale face, felt strange in his heart, and was about to ask him if he was not feeling well, but the man had already walked away quickly, took a small laser cannon and pointed it at the enemy army on the opposite side, A shot was fired.
A lookout on the opposite side was immediately blown into ruins.
Ye Ze's gaze fell on Bai Yuan's body all the time, he saw the man's fingers tremble slightly when he pulled the mechanism, and then turned his gaze to Bai Yuan's face, seeing a flash of absent-mindedness.
They both took psychology-related courses while at Stell.Ye Ze vaguely sensed something from Bo Yuan's expression and movements. Bo Yuan stood up, turned his head and said "Let's go" to him, and he clearly saw that the other person's face turned paler.
With doubts, he followed the man around, passing the weapon up from time to time. Ye Ze also kept observing Bai Yuan carefully. He found that when cruel and bloody scenes appeared on the battlefield, Bai Yuan's expression would turn pale.
At the end, he had already guessed seven or eight points. Seeing Bai Yuan put the gun in his hand aside wearily, he immediately said: "Instructor, there is no problem here. You should be tired. I don't think you look very good. , let’s go back and rest.”
Bo Yuan rubbed the center of his brows with his hands, then raised his head and glanced at him.Ye Ze seldom saw such a tired man, so he couldn't help being startled, and subconsciously stretched out his hand to wipe off the black ash splashed on his face.
Bo Yuan brushed his hand away and said in a low voice, "Let's go."
After returning to the room, Ye Ze immediately ran to the smart water dispenser on the side, quickly brought a glass of warm water to Bai Yuan's side, and passed the water glass in his hand.
He said cautiously: "Instructor, please drink some water." The man's lips were really a bit dry.
Bo Yuan said thank you, took the water glass in his hand, and drank with his head down, the sound of swallowing was very obvious in the space.
After Bai Yuan finished drinking, he put the cup aside, and when he turned to look at him, Ye Ze licked his lips and asked cautiously, "Is the instructor not very used to the battlefield?"
The question he asked was a bit reserved, but Bai Yuan understood what he meant, he raised his head to look at Ye Ze, and said after a while: "You guessed it."
Ye Ze hummed lightly, looked at him twice, and said, "Should the instructor try to leave the battlefield first, and come back after he is adjusted?"
A bitter smile appeared on the corner of Bai Yuan's mouth. He has adjusted for a year, but he still hasn't changed his inner demons.It's not that he hasn't contacted relevant psychologists in private, but his inner demons can't be completely eradicated, and in the end Bai Yuan gave up and insisted on returning here.
He shook his head, his eyes fell on his hands on his knees, and he murmured, "No need, this disease will never get better."
Ye Ze opened his mouth, wanting to persuade him again, but seeing Bai Yuan's tired look, he couldn't bear it.
The next moment, Bai Yuan raised his head and looked at him calmly: "You think I'm an unqualified officer?"
Ye Ze immediately shook his head: "No."
In his heart, what Bai Yuan represents must be the most noble existence.He spent those years with him, and at that time Ye Ze vaguely knew that he liked this person no matter what he looked like.
But Bai Yuan said: "You don't need to comfort me, as an officer, it is ridiculous to be afraid of the battlefield."
Ye Ze looked at his sharp eyebrows and said, "It's okay, I will accompany the instructor."
Bai Yuan looked at him, paused for a while, and said: "I asked you to follow me, actually because of this. If my inner demon commits a crime later, I ask you to help me, don't let others see it."
After hearing this passage, the stone in Ye Ze's heart fell to the ground.
He knew that there was no good reason to send a disabled soldier with him to patrol the front line, and now he knew the reason.
But Ye Ze didn't feel any displeasure, on the contrary, as long as he thought of being able to stand beside this person more, his heart couldn't stop jumping for joy.
He is naturally aware of Bai Yuan's abilities, and he also knows that men don't joke about war.The reason why the irresistible demon still has to stay on the battlefield is simply because he is needed here.
Thinking of this reason, pity surged in Ye Ze's heart, he wanted to hold this person in his arms, to protect him from the ravages of war and inner suffering, so that he could smile more.
And he did.
Ye Ze took a step forward, he put his arms around Bai Yuan's waist, and whispered in his ear: "Instructor, if I promise you, can you promise me too?"
"……what?"
Ye Ze took a deep breath and said cautiously, "Give me a chance to pursue you."
Bo Yuan's body stiffened in his arms for a while, and then he pushed the young man who was holding him away.
He turned around, sideways to him, and his eyes fell on the real-time battle map on the wall.
Ye Ze was worried that he would immediately reject him, so he quickly said, "Instructor, don't rush to answer me, as long as you are willing to think about it, I will be satisfied."
Bai Yuan turned his head to look at him, the young man's eyes were fiery, and contained emotions he had never endured before.
"...Okay." His eyes were clear, and he said every word, obviously taking the young man's words to heart, "I will seriously consider it."
The author has something to say: I saw someone voted for nutrient solution hahaha, thank you little angel
Bo Yuan didn't reject his kiss, so does it mean that he is slowly accepting himself from the bottom of his heart.
Ye Ze was so excited that he couldn't help jumping up and down on the bed, but he couldn't sit still and fell down on the sheet, the wound was just crushed, causing him to grin his teeth in pain.
But after the pain was over, my heart was still sweet, and I grinned again.
Ye Ze stayed in the medical room for one night, and he didn't need to go to the battlefield the next day, and stayed in the rest area all the time.
He was a little bored, so he simply walked around in the corridor boredly. After walking around for a while, intentionally or unintentionally, he walked out of Bai Yuan's room.
The door wasn't fully closed, a small crack was showing.Ye Ze looked in subconsciously, and found that Bai Yuan was sitting on a chair, raised his head and put something into his mouth, then picked up the water next to him and poured it in.
The person standing outside the door frowned slightly, wondering what kind of medicine the instructor was drinking, he thought to himself.
Ye Ze didn't dare to enter rashly, and knocked on the door outside.After hearing the knock on the door, Bo Yuan raised his head vigilantly, his eyes collided with Ye Ze through the crack of the door.
"……Come in."
Ye Ze touched his nose after walking in, then turned around and closed the door.
Bo Yuan turned the chair to face him, and said, "What do you want from me?"
"It's nothing," Ye Ze said with the corners of his mouth curled up, "Just happened to be transferred to the instructor's side, so I wanted to come in and take a look."
Bai Yuan glanced at him, then swept the things on the table into the drawer with downcast eyes, then stood up and said, "Since you're so free, follow me to the front line."
"Yes." Ye Ze couldn't wish more.
When the two walked out of the safe area, the sound of gunfire and the smell of gunpowder filled the air, making both of them lower their heads and cough twice.
When Bai Yuan walked through the trench, a shell happened to explode not far away, and a soldier couldn't dodge in time, and was quickly blown to pieces.
Ye Ze turned his head subconsciously, saw Bai Yuan's pale face, felt strange in his heart, and was about to ask him if he was not feeling well, but the man had already walked away quickly, took a small laser cannon and pointed it at the enemy army on the opposite side, A shot was fired.
A lookout on the opposite side was immediately blown into ruins.
Ye Ze's gaze fell on Bai Yuan's body all the time, he saw the man's fingers tremble slightly when he pulled the mechanism, and then turned his gaze to Bai Yuan's face, seeing a flash of absent-mindedness.
They both took psychology-related courses while at Stell.Ye Ze vaguely sensed something from Bo Yuan's expression and movements. Bo Yuan stood up, turned his head and said "Let's go" to him, and he clearly saw that the other person's face turned paler.
With doubts, he followed the man around, passing the weapon up from time to time. Ye Ze also kept observing Bai Yuan carefully. He found that when cruel and bloody scenes appeared on the battlefield, Bai Yuan's expression would turn pale.
At the end, he had already guessed seven or eight points. Seeing Bai Yuan put the gun in his hand aside wearily, he immediately said: "Instructor, there is no problem here. You should be tired. I don't think you look very good. , let’s go back and rest.”
Bo Yuan rubbed the center of his brows with his hands, then raised his head and glanced at him.Ye Ze seldom saw such a tired man, so he couldn't help being startled, and subconsciously stretched out his hand to wipe off the black ash splashed on his face.
Bo Yuan brushed his hand away and said in a low voice, "Let's go."
After returning to the room, Ye Ze immediately ran to the smart water dispenser on the side, quickly brought a glass of warm water to Bai Yuan's side, and passed the water glass in his hand.
He said cautiously: "Instructor, please drink some water." The man's lips were really a bit dry.
Bo Yuan said thank you, took the water glass in his hand, and drank with his head down, the sound of swallowing was very obvious in the space.
After Bai Yuan finished drinking, he put the cup aside, and when he turned to look at him, Ye Ze licked his lips and asked cautiously, "Is the instructor not very used to the battlefield?"
The question he asked was a bit reserved, but Bai Yuan understood what he meant, he raised his head to look at Ye Ze, and said after a while: "You guessed it."
Ye Ze hummed lightly, looked at him twice, and said, "Should the instructor try to leave the battlefield first, and come back after he is adjusted?"
A bitter smile appeared on the corner of Bai Yuan's mouth. He has adjusted for a year, but he still hasn't changed his inner demons.It's not that he hasn't contacted relevant psychologists in private, but his inner demons can't be completely eradicated, and in the end Bai Yuan gave up and insisted on returning here.
He shook his head, his eyes fell on his hands on his knees, and he murmured, "No need, this disease will never get better."
Ye Ze opened his mouth, wanting to persuade him again, but seeing Bai Yuan's tired look, he couldn't bear it.
The next moment, Bai Yuan raised his head and looked at him calmly: "You think I'm an unqualified officer?"
Ye Ze immediately shook his head: "No."
In his heart, what Bai Yuan represents must be the most noble existence.He spent those years with him, and at that time Ye Ze vaguely knew that he liked this person no matter what he looked like.
But Bai Yuan said: "You don't need to comfort me, as an officer, it is ridiculous to be afraid of the battlefield."
Ye Ze looked at his sharp eyebrows and said, "It's okay, I will accompany the instructor."
Bai Yuan looked at him, paused for a while, and said: "I asked you to follow me, actually because of this. If my inner demon commits a crime later, I ask you to help me, don't let others see it."
After hearing this passage, the stone in Ye Ze's heart fell to the ground.
He knew that there was no good reason to send a disabled soldier with him to patrol the front line, and now he knew the reason.
But Ye Ze didn't feel any displeasure, on the contrary, as long as he thought of being able to stand beside this person more, his heart couldn't stop jumping for joy.
He is naturally aware of Bai Yuan's abilities, and he also knows that men don't joke about war.The reason why the irresistible demon still has to stay on the battlefield is simply because he is needed here.
Thinking of this reason, pity surged in Ye Ze's heart, he wanted to hold this person in his arms, to protect him from the ravages of war and inner suffering, so that he could smile more.
And he did.
Ye Ze took a step forward, he put his arms around Bai Yuan's waist, and whispered in his ear: "Instructor, if I promise you, can you promise me too?"
"……what?"
Ye Ze took a deep breath and said cautiously, "Give me a chance to pursue you."
Bo Yuan's body stiffened in his arms for a while, and then he pushed the young man who was holding him away.
He turned around, sideways to him, and his eyes fell on the real-time battle map on the wall.
Ye Ze was worried that he would immediately reject him, so he quickly said, "Instructor, don't rush to answer me, as long as you are willing to think about it, I will be satisfied."
Bai Yuan turned his head to look at him, the young man's eyes were fiery, and contained emotions he had never endured before.
"...Okay." His eyes were clear, and he said every word, obviously taking the young man's words to heart, "I will seriously consider it."
The author has something to say: I saw someone voted for nutrient solution hahaha, thank you little angel
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