happy breakup

Ji Mingjing loves Fuxi, everything about him.

I love his voice, his body temperature, the slightly raised arc of his eyes when he smiles, and the drooping corners of his mouth when he is angry.

Similarly, he also loves Fuxi's father, who always smiles and pats him on the shoulder, and Fuxi's mother, who is always busy with their restless children in the barbecue restaurant. A businessman but a broker who almost treats himself like a child.

So, don't be willful.

If they run away like this, that mother Fuxi who always smiles gently, that manager who is always energetic, and father Fuxi who trusts him unconditionally, they will be very sad.

They love us, and we love them too, don't we?We don't want to make them sad.

Fu Xi loves Ji Mingjing and everything about him.

I love his slender fingertips, his willful and arrogant character, the charming curve of his side face, and his fleshy belly.

Likewise, he loves all of him.So he also loves him who is liked by countless fans, loves him who sings super domineeringly on stage, and loves him who shoulders the responsibility of the captain of your group and never cries.

So, don't be willful.

If they escape like this, he will turn his back on your group who has always been proud of him, his fans who believe in him, and leave the name of the captain-it brings him not only responsibility, but also His motivation is also his pride.

If you just get away like this, you won't be happy, will you, Mingjing?

Fu Xi thought about it and suddenly felt a little funny.

He suddenly thought, if their story was written as a novel, then those who read the novel would have laughed their ass off, wouldn't it just be a plain story of two men falling in love and then breaking up, with so much talk about life and death? Yes, not too hypocritical.

Maybe he was complaining about the author's bad writing and turned off his phone angrily.

Thinking of this, he even laughed out loud, but in Ji Mingjing's eyes, this laugh was more uncomfortable than watching him cry.

I don't know why, but I still have a little nostalgia and extravagant hope in my heart.

If only we weren't stars, if we weren't the same gender.

Maybe we can be like an ordinary lover, willful and petty...

Maybe I can justifiably scold you for leaving without permission...

Maybe we will be much happier than now.

"So. A breakup trip?"

"Okay."

Saying goodbye again and again, the reason is not because of reluctance.

So, out of the blue, in this deep winter night, Ji Mingjing went to the underground garage to pick up the car without taking anything with him. Fu Xi silently opened the door and sat in the passenger seat.

No one asked where to go, no one spoke.

There was a lot of noise passing by Hongdae, and the barbecue shop opposite was playing the song of Xiao Xianrou. The sound was thrown into the car with the lights flickering and dimming, and there were laughing young people riding bicycles and passing them by.

They could hear each other's breathing in such a sound.

Outside the closed car window, countless bright light spots on the city and the road are like running water, so beautiful.At this moment, the interior of the dark-toned car seemed like another world.

No dialogue, no destination, they just go on and on.

Just keep driving like this, to Korea's—no, to the northernmost point of the earth, to the pole.To the place where there is no one but them, to the end of the world.

As Fu Xi was thinking about it like this, he smiled wryly at his whims in his heart, and got out of the car.

Of course they can't go to the end of the world.

They can't even leave Seoul. Ji Mingjing has a musical schedule tomorrow, and Fuxi has a press conference to terminate the contract the day after tomorrow.So it is impossible to pretend to be deaf and dumb. Even if they don't speak, they all know it well.

The car stopped by the Han River, which was the limit of what they could reach now.

The world really can't do whatever it wants.

It is said that a child grows up when he knows that the world does not belong to him.

However, Ji Mingjing knew early on that this world does not belong to Fu Xi, nor does he belong to himself.It's not theirs.

The fans who watched them will always start their own lives one day, and those who fanatically shouted O'Boni will disappear one day.

So in the end, only they are left.

People envy them that they became famous when they were young, they were perfect in everything, and they were blindly loved by so many people they didn't know without asking for anything in return.

But they live under the gaze of everyone every day, cannot make friends normally, cannot go shopping casually, cannot go out to play, teenagers have not lived a normal school life, and teenagers in their twenties have not had a normal relationship. .

Later, the people who chased them grew up and left slowly. Some liked them in a more mature way, and some had new loves. They have all gone to live their own lives, but they are the only ones who are still standing still.

To be bound, to be imprisoned.It was so dark that nothing could be seen, and there was a familiar shutter sound coming from a distance, but the man seemed to realize that they were two men, so he just took two symbolic photos, and then turned to look for more explosive news.

At midnight, the last round of the music fountain performance by the Han River ended, all the lights went out instantly, and the whole river was so dark that you couldn't see your fingers. Ji Mingjing stood by the river, dazed.

Ji Mingjing stared at the silent Han River in front of him, and Fuxi stood beside him quietly.

The Han River was churning as always, choppy in the dark.

However, it couldn't devour the reality lying in front of them.

Although the eyes cannot see him, the breath of the body knows that he is there.

Now, dear Fuxi.You are here, I am here, and where is our future?

In the next second, he was grabbed by the neck fiercely by the person next to him. Ji Mingjing lowered his head in a little panic, and then his lips were sealed by someone.

Fuxi's tongue drove in. Ji Mingjing only resisted for a while, and then submissively obeyed his movements. The collision between his lips and teeth was so fierce, but there was a hint of despair of giving up resistance in the fierceness, despair The bitterness spread between the two of them, making Fu Xi feel like crying.

Fu Xi's hand clasping Ji Mingjing's body became tighter and tighter, as if he wanted to rub him into his body. Ji Mingjing did feel the pain, but he didn't want to speak or resist.

Pain, just a little pain.

I don't know how long this kiss lasted. Both of them are lead singers, and they breathe long and long. It seems that they can kiss like this until the end of the world. But when Ji Mingjing heard the voice of the person next to him, he subconsciously pushed Fuxi away. .

Fu Xi was stunned for a moment, then saw a group of boys and girls coming back late, and said nothing.

My dearest, can you tell me why a kiss between two lovers is like an unblessed affair, and people panic?

Because of the relationship between us, we were not blessed at all.

These moments together seemed to have been stolen, leaked through God's merciful fingers, to allow them to breathe.

No, not God, they should be rebellious existences in the eyes of God.

Maybe many years later, they are the ones who will meet in hell.

So, shall we see you in hell?

Ji Mingjing, who was exhausted by the kiss just now, fell to the ground, and Fu Xi sat next to him after making sure that there was no one around.

They just sat there in silence until dawn.

Time will never shift with people's thoughts. Even if you are desperate to the end of the world, the sun will still rise from the east the next day.

Then Ji Mingjing heard his own voice breaking through the cold winter morning air, the voice was so calm and clear.

Fu Xi heard his own voice responding to the rising tide of the Han River in the early morning, his voice was so low and firm.

"Goodbye then."

"Mingjing, goodbye."

There is no need to cry, and there is no need for more explanations. They understand each other so well and believe in their relationship with each other.The only thing that can separate them in this world is themselves.

It's not because I don't love anymore, it's just because there are more things to bear than love in this world.

Goodbye, goodbye, don't say goodbye, just say goodbye.

They know each other so well, even at this moment they have a damn understanding.

A few days later, Ji Mingjing turned on his phone and showed a knowing smile.The news of Fu Xi's contract termination was overwhelming.

But he didn't say anything, just silently rushed one schedule after another with the rest of his teammates.

After getting into the car, Han Yu sat beside Ji Mingjing: "How is it?"

"Ah, the part singing Fu Xi is still a bit tiring."

"No, I mean your body. You seem to have something on your mind recently."

"Huh?" The young man with dyed red hair turned his head to look at his gossiping friend for many years.The earrings swept across Han Yu's face, freezing him.

"According to my guess, the reason for Fu Xi's termination of the contract is only 20%, so there is something else?"

Ji Mingjing looked at Han Yu's excited profile, and sighed, "If you don't gossip a hundred or two hundred times, maybe I will like you very much."

"Thank you for your liking, I just want to know why you are unhappy?"

"I also thank you for your concern. If you have this time, you might as well think about what to do now after the news breaks out."

Ji Mingjing turned his face away, glanced at Han Yushi next to him, and saw the beautiful and sharp flames in his eyes, like an ignorant child.

But who could really be an ignorant child?

Ji Mingjing looked at Han Yu, who had fallen asleep with earphones on, and suddenly laughed.

Hey, silly boy, remember to be nice to your brother.

Your brother gave up his lover for you.

He opened his mouth, but still didn't say anything.

Han Yu's sleeping appearance is still so exaggerated, it seems that he is not affected by the member's termination of the contract at all.

"You may be an exception." Ji Mingjing murmured.Live only for himself, only for ideals, the kind of power that Han Yu always has and keeps getting stronger, and sometimes he is not jealous.

But Ji Mingjing just threw the phone aside and turned on the MP4.

It's all over and forgotten

just erase you now

it's long and exhausting

farewell

everything stopped everything stopped

see the light now

The typhoon-like torrential rain just stopped now

Your memories haunt me again

Even if you take a step, you will be soaked because of you

I left somewhere where you were and fled to

I just knew it was the center of your memory

Farewells and farewells after an unending farewell

Leave me unfinished fate and fate

Even if you try to peel off and try to escape

I was swept away by you again

Farewells and farewells after an unending farewell

Leave me endless fascination and fascination

can't forget you can't erase you

Because the evil hidden in the eyes is locked in your eyes

——Our beginning is too complicated, so I can only draw a full stop for him.

——This year, we all chose the path that suits us best, that's all.