Qing Yan

Some things are not difficult to think clearly, it depends on whether you pay attention to them, such as the word "love".

No matter what, Jing Yan never imagined that the child he brought up with his own hands, the child whom he had always regarded as his daughter, would suddenly have such thoughts for him.

No!How could it be a sudden thought?

I'm afraid this thought has already sprouted, right?

Who entangled himself with the ribbon that embroidered that lock of hair?

When Wuyou begged himself at that time, Jing Yan felt awkward.She has been in the palace for ten years and has been under the influence of her ears and eyes. How could she not know some hidden things about the Tian family?If it wasn't for that person's needle work, how could Gaozu be tied up every day?It's just that the human heart is not ordinary, otherwise, based on her character and knowledge, what is it with the Emperor Gaozu if he is not a couple of gods and immortals?That person didn't love Gaozu, but he died to save Gaozu in the end. Such emotions may not be explained by ordinary love.Therefore, Gaozu thought of her all his life, and kept her embroidered headband as a treasure, and always wore it as a memory, and even painted the portrait of the god in Fengxian Hall clearly.

And Concubine Yan, the woman who silently accompanied Gaozu for so many years...

A love trapped three people; how heavy should this love be?Even just thinking about it makes me sad.

It's not that Jing Yan didn't tell Yu Wenrui that the headband was a gift from Gao Zu's beloved, but the little friend even more happily urged himself to sew it for her from time to time.Now that I think about it, where did the little enemy keep saying that it was because of "respecting the ancestors"?Obviously, it came from the story behind it.

There was also Qiu Xi's drunkenness that day, the little enemy broke into his tent when he was drunk, and even pulled his hand cheekily and said, "Hands are like catkins, skin is like fat".He didn't notice anything strange about her, and he pretended that she was drunk, and just wandered around without holding back the nonsense that he heard from Yu Wenda and the others.

And that day when she was taking a shower, she bumped into her through the window.The eyes of the little enemy when he saw his body, how could it be the eyes of ordinary children looking at their mother?Those eyes that should have been clean and clear were all naked｜naked｜naked violations and uncontrollable possession...

And those caring thoughts in daily life, those intentional or unintentional physical touches, and all kinds of unease when I heard myself mentioning the late emperor...

Too much too much!

I am so confused and dull!She actually thought that the child's favorite was Yue'er!

All these thoughts are just flashing across Jing Yan's mind, while Yu Wenrui's soft lips are still rubbing against hers.

But if it was another person, anyone, such an invasion would have long been worth a slap in the face from Jing Yan.Only this person in front of him, Jing Yan can't beat him.

Not only is she reluctant to beat her, but also, if the servants outside hear the movement, what will the emperor do in the future?

Even if the folk customs of the Great Zhou Dynasty were civilized again, the four words "violating the sister-in-law" were enough for the emperor to be unable to lift his head in the former court and the harem.

Under such circumstances, Jing Yan was still in the mood to congratulate himself for his foresight: fortunately, no second person followed.

Here she is thinking of Yu Wenrui wholeheartedly, but Yu Wenrui never has the consciousness to let her go in his sleep.She dreamed that she hugged A-sao, and A-sao obediently let herself be manipulated, so she could no longer restrain her suppressed emotions. She rolled over A-sao's lips as tenderly as possible, feeling agitated, and chuckled contentedly: "A-sao Sister-in-law...the lips are so soft...I like it so much..."

The warm breath, like the hot wind in midsummer, blows on the skin, making the heart feel hotter and hotter.Jing Yan only felt that a fire was ignited in his head, and Pululu burned all over his body in an instant, surrounding himself ruthlessly but affectionately.

little friend!It really is a little friend!

At this moment, she really wanted to use all her strength to push away Yu Wenrui's close cheek, especially the scent of sweet osmanthus.I'm used to smelling it at first, so why does that smell make people's heart skip a beat?

It's a pity that the little emperor in his sleep couldn't see the empress dowager's expression of anger, hatred and helplessness with his own eyes. As soon as she finished saying "I like it so much", she seemed to be pulled out of her strength and lay down on Jingyan's bed. Between the neck, fell asleep again.

This is hard for Jing Yan.

Yu Wenrui grabbed her body desperately, even if he fell asleep, he would not let go.

Jing Yan knew that he couldn't lie in her arms like this, struggled a few times, and was afraid of waking her up to embarrass each other.In the end, the struggle was fruitless, and instead, he tossed himself into a hot sweat.

What is this called!

She weakly glanced at the sleeping little emperor: smooth skin, long eyelashes, slightly pouty lips because of sleep, snoring slightly because of fatigue, straight nose with shallow Breathing lightly... This appearance, no matter how you look at it, is inseparable from the word "cute". However, it is such a "cute" little friend who did such uncutable things.

How to do?

What else can I do?

Since I didn't kill this unwanted love in the cradle early, it's better to kill it now while it's still immature.Just act like nothing happened.Think of it as being intimate with your own children.At worst, it was like being bitten by an ignorant animal, but it just happened to bite on the lip.The emperor is still young, how can he understand love?She lacked maternal love since she was a child, and she has been raised by herself for many years, so she may be confused for a while.

She is only 15 years old, how could she fall in love with someone who is ten years older than herself?

Ten years old!Jing Yan smiled wryly.She felt really old.

"Queen? Queen!"

Jing Yan woke up suddenly. "Mother, queen mother..."

Empress Dowager Duan sullenly asked, "Is the Queen feeling unwell? Aijia is looking out of his mind?"

"No, no..." Jing Yan blushed and lowered his head subconsciously.She couldn't say that she thought about the situation in the emperor's palace that day again, could she?

Empress Dowager Duan sized her up for a while, not intending to argue with her, and said calmly: "I'm afraid the battle with Beizheng is just around the corner. The emperor is still young, so the empress must cheer up and work hard!"

Jing Yan obediently replied "Yes", but he felt uncomfortable in his heart: the empress dowager is used to addressing her like this, and she never thought about it before, but now, the words "emperor" and "empress" Being placed in one place, no matter how you listen to it, it will be awkward.

She knew that her mind was doing the trick, but she couldn't control herself not to think about it, so she had to try her best to focus on the thin paper at hand.

"Unexpectedly, Yang Lie really forced the palace."

Empress Dowager Duan nodded, "Over the years, although that person has not spread the news a few times, he must be accurate every time."

After finishing speaking, she glanced at Jing Yan and said solemnly: "From now on, I will leave all these matters to you."

Jing Yan was taken aback for a moment: "Mother, this..."

Empress Dowager Duan waved her hand: "Ai's family is also old and mentally weak. These matters should have been entrusted to you long ago. I just went to see you young, and I was afraid that you would lose your sense of proportion and make mistakes."

Jing Yan felt sympathetic when he heard the word "old".

I only heard Mrs. Duan follow up: "Zhe'er's matter is indeed as you and I guessed at the beginning."

"What?" Jing Yan's chest heaved and his eyes were cracked, "He, how dare he? I..."

Empress Dowager Duan sighed: "The Ai family understands your thoughts. Why doesn't the Ai family not hate? But the current situation cannot be resolved with a word of hate. Empress, you have to remember that food needs to be eaten bite by bite, and road needs to be eaten. Take one step at a time. Those who achieve great things should know the priorities."

Jing Yan bit her lip, her eye circles were red, but she remained silent.

Empress Dowager Duan was also heartbroken, "I only blame Aijia, the benevolence of one thought back then has led to today!"

"What does the empress mean..."

"Not necessarily, whether he will use this move is still unknown, but Zhe'er's matter is indeed indistinguishable. He has a deep foundation and a big schemer. Over the years, the Ai family has planned the layout and spread his wings. Most of it was cut off, but after all, his mental experience is there, so it should not be underestimated. Empress, you must be careful!"

Jing Yan gritted his teeth and said, "Yes. Mother, don't worry, whoever did it back then, the real culprit, the mastermind, the child will not let go!"

"There is one more thing, Aijia has been thinking about it, and wants to hear what you mean."

"Mother, please tell me." Jing Yan said respectfully.

"It's about Shi Ran. That child is not young anymore. It doesn't look good to be so alone. Ai's family has been trying to find a suitable marriage for him these years, but they can't find a suitable one. Now Look at that Miss Yun is pretty good, she has a good appearance and character, although it is the status of master and apprentice, we Da Zhou have never tabooed about that."

When Jing Yan heard this, his heart moved, and he nodded, "The empress mother's idea is good, but I don't know if they have such thoughts in each other. Why don't you ask Miss Yun, if it really works, it will be a good thing."

Empress Dowager Duan clapped her hands and said: "It's so good. The Ai family will also be a matchmaker, but he is the adopted son of the Ai family, and the Ai family also has a daughter-in-law!"

Jing Yan's expression darkened.Empress Dowager Duan's unintentional words, she naturally knew, but she also knew about Empress Dowager Duan's unspeakable thoughts hidden in her heart.After all, her marriage with the first emperor was a thorn in Empress Dowager Duan's heart, and I'm afraid she would never get rid of it in this lifetime.

If the queen mother knows what Wuyou thinks about her...

Jing Yan secretly gasped——

Therefore, this thought cannot be retained no matter what.

As soon as the Empress Dowager Duan spoke, she realized that she had made a slip of the tongue when she was overjoyed, so she said angrily, "Forget it, you can go, Aijia is tired."

Jing Yan hurriedly restrained himself, saluted, and withdrew.

"Yu Bi, tell me, did the Ai family make a mistake back then?" Empress Dowager Duan asked listlessly as she leaned on the couch with Yu Bi's support.

"The empress dowager had difficulties back then, not to mention that Yusu certainly failed your kindness back then." Yubi replied respectfully.

Empress Dowager Duan smiled wryly: "At that time, Aijia thought that even if she felt sorry for Aijia, the youngest son would always be innocent. Who would want to be used by villains? Hey, after so many years, Aijia is really tired..."

Sadness flashed across Yubi's eyes, "The Empress Dowager is in her prime, how can she be old? Please rest for a while, and you will be fine."

As she spoke, she waited for the Empress Dowager Duan to sleep peacefully, and then withdrew.

The room was quiet for a while, only the faint smell of soothing incense.Empress Dowager Duan was lying quietly, groping into her bosom anxiously, and took out a piece of yellowing tissue paper.

A young woman was drawn on the paper, wearing cloth clothes and trousers, with a herb basket behind her back, with a calm expression, but the contours of her facial features have been somewhat blurred due to the passage of time.

Looking at the painting, Empress Dowager Duan smiled suddenly, as if she had returned to her girlhood in an instant.

"You are still so beautiful and young, but Yuan'er is already old... Heh, over there, are you still thinking about your sister? Will your sister accept you? It's okay, my sister ignores you, and Yuan'er I care about you... When Yuan'er avenges you, I will go to find you, don't want Yuan'er like you did back then..."