Qing Yan

When Jing Jiayue woke up again, what she saw was her mother's red and swollen eyes from crying.She was dazed for a moment——

So, has she already returned to the capital?

Although Jing Jiayue was covered in injuries all over her body, her brain was not broken. She remembered clearly that when she was awake last time, what she saw were Yun Sujun's red and swollen eyes, and the deep and complicated eyes, maybe she The eyes that I can't understand in my life.

That's right, she did save her life.No, this life should not be said to be picked up, it should be said to be exchanged for the lives of those innocent soldiers and Yu Wenrui who went all out and broke through the gate of hell.Recalling the scenes at that time, Jing Jiayue closed her eyes in pain——

Blood, blood everywhere.The blood of the great Zhou soldiers, the blood of the enemy, and her own blood...

She knew that she owed too much love to too many people.The grace of saving life, the grace of reinvention, not to mention, those soldiers of the Great Zhou Dynasty exchanged their sacrifices for her life?

They are all warm-blooded good men. To Da Zhou, they are one in ten thousand soldiers; but to their small family, they are father, husband, and children, but they are ten thousand in ten thousand!

People always die in war, but they died because of their own decision-making mistakes as generals... unforgivable!

The once lively and fiery Ms. Sun of the Jing family turned into a dull gourd. The catastrophe did not take her life, but took away her language function, and she became more and more taciturn.

Meng Wanting stayed by her daughter's sick bed day and night, fearing that anyone who didn't see her daughter's injury would get worse.However, Jing Jiayue's foundation was quite good, and she was treated by famous doctors and medicines. There was no chance of her injury getting worse, but she recovered very quickly.

At the same time that Meng Wanting let go of a heart in her throat, another worry spread: Is this still her lively and cheerful daughter?

Meng Wanting didn't dare to touch the bad luck of her father-in-law, who was always frowning because of Jing Jiayue's incident, so she could only talk to her husband about her worries in private.Jing Heng's distress is no less than that of his father, the daughter is his own, so naturally he has to make up for the mishaps he caused.At this moment, he deeply hated himself for being so arrogant and arrogant to this enemy since he was a child?

Jing Jiayue was lying on the hospital bed, but she knew that the Queen Mother, the Emperor, and the troops of Da Zhou were still on the front line of Beizheng.The battle is still going on, but unfortunately she can no longer go to the front line.

She misses Yun Sujun and wonders if she is doing well.Everyone knows that the northern land is bitter and cold; everyone knows that the war is dangerous.

I hope everything is going well.Jing Jiayue could only pray like this every day.

Day after day, from spring to summer solstice, good news from the frontlines came frequently, and Jing Jiayue's injuries healed a lot, and she was finally able to walk on the ground.

The first thing she did was to meet her grandfather.She knelt in front of Jing Ziqiao, waiting for his reprimand and instruction.

Jing Ziqiao sat in the chair, looked at her for half a quarter of an hour, and suddenly let out a long sigh: "Yue'er! You can do it yourself!"

Jing Jiayue's expected storm did not come as expected, she raised her head in surprise, and saw her grandfather's graying hair: Grandpa is actually old!

"The grandson is unfilial!" Jing Jiayue said in a tearful voice, knocking her head on the ground.

Jing Ziqiao looked at her with a weary expression, and said sternly, "You have caused such a catastrophe, fortunately Your Majesty is fine, otherwise my Jing family would be dead without a place to bury!"

Jing Jiayue wept.She knew that Yu Wenrui's injury was also extremely serious.

"Your Majesty, when she triumphantly returns home, my grandson will go to confess the crime," Jing Jiayue said in pain, "I have something very important, and I want to ask my grandfather for help."

"You said."

"On the day of the accident, all the soldiers who followed me were innocent people, but they were killed by me. I...I feel sorry for them! I beg my grandfather to take care of their families..."

Jing Ziqiao waved her hand to stop what she was going to say next, and said in a cold voice: "I, Yueer, a general of the Jing family, you must always remember that once you succeed, you will die! Also remember, since your soldiers have followed you , their life and death, you are responsible for them!"

Jing Jiayue's heart was stabbed again, she lowered her head and wept silently.

"Your Majesty, I will plead guilty for you and try my best to minimize the impact of this matter. After all, you are the grandson of my Jing family! As for those soldiers who followed you, don't stand out, I will order you Father understands that he will never treat their family members badly," Jing Ziqiao said.

Jing Jiayue knew that it was related to the Jing family's reputation, and it couldn't be resolved by her emotions.In terms of proper handling of things, grandfather and father are naturally older and more experienced than themselves.

She knocked her head heavily on the ground again: "Grandson is ashamed to be a member of the Jing family! Grandfather please punish!"

Jing Ziqiao sighed and said: "You are talented, lively, and courageous. I always thought you had the demeanor of an ancestor, so I placed great expectations on you... Sigh! I spoiled you too much! "

Jing Jiayue's tears flowed down and hit the ground, forming watermarks one by one.

"When your injury is healed, go back to the army to practice! After this incident, you should also improve!" Jing Ziqiao finally said.

"Yes." Jing Jiayue kowtowed respectfully.

She knew what path she should take in her life.

One big event followed another.When the Empress Dowager passed away, Jing Jiayue's health had just improved.She knew that the queen mother and the emperor had returned to Beijing, but they could not enter the palace to have an audience.

Half a month later, the army class division.Jing Jiayue knew that Yun Sujun was in that team, but she couldn't meet him.She can only know that "Anhe Princess is well" through what other people are talking about in Beijing.

At this time, her body recovered enough to go outside the house for activities.She desperately wanted to see Yun Sujun, but couldn't -

Not only because the whole Da Zhou was mourning for the Empress Dowager, but also because she felt that she was no longer worthy of Yun Sujun.

As if she had grown up overnight, she was no longer the arrogant Jing Jiayue, and she was no longer the Jing Jiayue who was sure that Yun Sujun would belong to her sooner or later.She survived by stepping on other people's blood, so what qualifications does she have to stand by Yun Sujun's side?You still have to swear that you will protect her for the rest of your life?

What's more, she no longer knows how the current Yun Sujun thinks of her.

The empress dowager's mourning is over, Jing Jiayue enters the palace to meet Jing Yan and Yu Wenrui.

When Jing Yan saw her, he was still angry, but when he saw her pale and weak appearance, he couldn't help feeling distressed.Yu Wenrui took it easy, and advised her to "don't take this matter to heart".

Jing Jiayue felt even more ashamed, and she begged Yu Wenrui to send her to guard the border in the north to atone for her sins.How could Yu Wenrui agree?

But Jing Jiayue insisted on this.Yu Wenrui knew that she felt very guilty, so he had no choice but to agree, but he also asked her to "take care of her health before doing anything else".

In this way, she repeatedly asked to enter the palace, and Yu Wenrui finally agreed to her.However, the place where they are stationed is not the bitterly cold northern land, but the east of the Great Zhou land, the prefecture near the sea.The climate there is humid and warm, so the patients are nothing more than incompetent bandits and pirates.

Jing Jiayue knew that Yu Wenrui was taking care of herself to the extreme.

Since receiving the emperor's order, Jing Jiayue has been preparing for the itinerary non-stop.Although Jing Ziqiao and Jing Heng were reluctant to part with her trip, they knew it was a good thing; Meng Wanting was extremely reluctant, but she couldn't help her daughter, so she had to pack her luggage for her every day with a sad face while repairing her books Express horse delivery to the nearest relatives to ask them to take care of them.

Jing Jiayue originally thought that the days before her departure would just pass by like this without any waves, but she didn't expect that Yun Sujun would come to see her on this day.

Jing Jiayue was caught off guard by her sudden visit to the mansion.

None of the elders in the family were there, Jing Jiayue had no choice but to bite the bullet and welcome them out.

How long has it been since you saw this person?A full 120 seven days and nights!Counting from the last time I saw her red and swollen eyes in Beizheng.

Jing Jiayue stood in front of the shadow wall, staring at Yun Sujun who was also standing silently inside the door, her heart ached.

She lost weight!

The two looked at each other, and the same thoughts crossed their minds.

Yun Sujun suddenly smiled, and she smiled gratifiedly: She thought that Jing Jiayue, who was covered in blood, would die suddenly, but now seeing her whole body standing in front of her, how could she not be very relieved?

Jing Jiayue couldn't quite understand Yun Sujun's expression, let alone guess what she was thinking.

Therefore, Jing Jiayue also smiled, as he would treat all the dignitaries: "I don't know if Anhe Princess is visiting, I'm not far away to welcome you!"

Yun Sujun's smile suddenly froze because of her words.She didn't have the politeness that Jing Jiayue expected, she just asked simply: "How are you?"

This sentence alone was enough to make Jing Jiayue burst into tears.

"Okay, it couldn't be better." Jing Jiayue tried to force a smile, trying to hide the tears that were about to burst into her eyes.

"Well, that's good." Yun Sujun said softly.It was as if Jing Jiayue said "It's over", and all the big worries were put to rest.

"The frontier is difficult, and the medicine is not easy. I have prepared some medicines that are convenient to carry. You can take them with you." Without greetings, without foreshadowing, Yun Sujun just revealed the purpose of his trip so bluntly.

Jing Jiayue was caught off guard again.It was only then that she noticed that the box that Yun Sujun was carrying just now was lying quietly at her feet.

These medicines cost her a lot of hard work, right?

Good medicine is not easy to come by.When exactly did she start preparing them?How many nights did she stay up?Are your eyes sore and your waist tired?So tired and skinny?

It's no wonder that she, as the princess, refuses to order the maid to carry this box, which shows how precious the medicines in it are...

Jing Jiayue didn't know what to say for a moment.She should be grateful for her, maybe, she should decline her kindness?Time has passed, how can she ask her to do this and that for herself again?

After all, she has no relationship or reason with him!

However, Jing Jiayue couldn't say anything.Her newly recovered language function seemed to be ruthlessly taken away at that moment.

Just like that, she watched Yun Sujun leave the box and turned to leave.

How can I make her feel sad again?

Thinking of this, Jing Jiayue felt great grief——

"Princess!" she said anxiously.

Yun Sujun's footsteps stopped because of her sound, but he didn't make a sound, nor looked back.

Thousands of words were tangled in his throat, but he didn't know where to start.

"Take care!" In the end, Jing Jiayue only uttered these two words.

Yun Sujun's nasal cavity was sore.

"You too," she said, "be careful."