Still the same

When they arrived at Qi Siqiao's apartment in the capital, Shu Le was still in a daze.

Qi Siqiao will continue filming tomorrow, she took off Shu Le's bag and hung it up, turned her head to look at Shu Le, and said distressedly: "Shu Shu, do you want to go to bed and sleep for a while?" It's already past four o'clock in the afternoon , They did not close their eyes on the plane.

Nothing changed in the living room, Shu Le shook his head, sat down on the sofa, hugged his head and scratched his hair.

She was in a bit of pain, and she couldn't tell whether it was better to know or not to know.

Things in the previous generation were far more complicated than she expected. She thought that at least her mother and Aunt Xiao Le had truly loved each other, but it turned out not to be the case. Their love was only unilaterally liked by her mother. His response was nothing but pity.

mercy.

It's better not to say yes, isn't it?

Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. If Auntie Xiao Le knew to refuse, would it have led to such a mistake?

How many 28 years can a person have in his life, and some people may not even have twice.But her mother has been waiting for another person all these years. What kind of suffering and torture is this? It takes a strong mind to persist for so many years.

"Shu Shu..." Qi Siqiao knelt down, held Shu Le's arm, gently moved it away, carefully looked at Shu Le's eyebrows, and said softly, "The things about Teacher and Auntie are over." She raised her hand and smoothed Shu Le's hair, "If you can't change something, let it go with the wind."

"do you know?"

"Um?"

"My mother waited for Mr. Zhao for 28 years, and my name is still because of Mr. Zhao's word 'le'."

Shu Le blinked, her vision was a bit blurry now.

"you said before."

Shu Le sniffed, and held Qi Siqiao's hand in his, as if it could comfort her.

Shu Le pursed her lips and said aloud: "I don't know why I am so sad, maybe because when I think of my mother's struggles before, I think she is too pitiful."

"My father and mother divorced when I was six years old. My grandparents were only my mother's daughter, and they loved her very much. After they passed away, my mother inherited the family business. Although she didn't have a lot of money, My mother also worked hard to make my life better."

"Sometimes when she has to go on a business trip, she will let me live with my dad. She is afraid that I will be alone. My dad also loves me. Although he cheated on me, I don't think so, but he is a qualified father. Xiao Fu's attitude is no different from mine."

Speaking of this, Shu Le held Qi Siqiao's hand tightly, but her eyes were only slightly red, and her mood had already calmed down.

Qi Siqiao was already sitting beside her, she kissed Shu Le's hair affectionately, and said: "It's over, uncles and aunts are living their own lives, and so is the teacher." She paused, " These... are life."

"Yes."

Shu Le sighed: "It's all fate."

Only such a reason can be used to justify this tortuous love story.

When they left Zhao Mingle's house, Shu Le heard her ask: "Xiao Shu, does your mother know that you came to see me?"

Shu Le shook her head: "I don't know." This was her own decision, she kept it from her mother, she wanted Zhao Mingle to contact her mother and say "don't wait", her mother will definitely Just let it go.

"That's good." Zhao Mingle seemed relieved, "It's good that she doesn't know."

"But I don't understand."

Qi Siqiao held her hand at the side, and after hearing these words, he followed Zhao Mingle and looked at Shu Le.

Zhao Mingle asked: "Don't understand what?"

"For so many years...why can't you tell my mother? What was it like not to expose the relationship back then, just to tell her not to wait, can't that be done?"

Zhao Mingle shook her head: "I can't do it." She said, "A string has been stretched for many years. If it is easily broken, the shooter/hand will also die. I know that she is doing well now, and there are excellent people like you. It's already good for my daughter to be by her side, so I won't bother."

Don't bother, Shu Le has been echoing this sentence in his mind.

As a junior, she can't do anything about the elders.

Thinking of this, Shu Le looked at Qi Siqiao's face and smiled. Although the smile was a bit sad, it also contained a sense of relief.

"I'll tell my mother when I get back, and tell her not to wait, that's all."

Qi Siqiao nodded, patted Shu Le's head, and asked, "Are you thirsty? Do you want a drink?"

Shu Le shook his head and looked directly at her with sincere and warm eyes.

She said, "Thank you."

Qi Siqiao laughed softly, "Thank me for what?"

"Thank you for your unwavering waiting."

"Ang." Qi Siqiao nodded seriously, "It seems that I should thank me?"

"Yeah, without your courage, we don't know how long it will be until we get back together, so I would like to thank Comrade Qi Siqiao for caring and loving me for so many years."

With Qi Siqiao's arm on Shu Le's shoulder, she curled her lips and lowered her eyes slightly to look at Shu Le's beautiful collarbone. After a few seconds, she called out to Shu Le: "Shu Shu."

"Huh?" Shu Le has already walked out of her mother's affairs.

"I sometimes wonder if we got back together too hastily."

She stretched out a hand and broke her slender fingers, "We only met again in April, early April, May, and early June. It was only two months after our reunion that we got back together. During the period, we were always together." Separated, basically in different places.”

"Well..." Shu Le also had to agree that what Qi Siqiao said was the truth, the rhythm of their reunion was really a bit fast, although there are many people who get back together soon in life, but you are yourself, everyone's situation is different Similarly, Qi Siqiao thought it was a bit fast, but she actually thought so too.So she was cautious, and her words were not as unscrupulous as before. She was afraid of hurting Qi Siqiao again.

Qi Siqiao put his hands on her shoulders again and said, "So, in the past five years, you haven't fully understood the other party's situation, have you?"

"Ah."

"I only appeared in the public eye two years ago. Before that, you don't know what happened to me, right? Yours and I don't even know."

"Yeah." Shu Le looked into her eyes, "Yes, that's right." So she was worried before, what if Qi Siqiao had already moved on?

Qi Siqiao nodded: "I think we need to have a good talk."

"what?"

Shu Le was taken aback by what she said, and she asked, "What are you talking about?"

"Hmm..." Qi Siqiao looked at the ceiling, "Let me think about it."

Shu Le couldn't help but laugh, looking at her upturned pretty neck, she leaned forward lightly, and kissed her on it.

"Hey! You sneak attack!"

Shu Le hugged her with a smile, buried her face in her neck, and she gradually felt at ease.

"It's not sloppy at all." Shu Le felt a little comfortable when Qi Siqiao gently rubbed her hair.

Qi Siqiao laughed, she said that on purpose just now, in order to divert Shu Le's attention.

"Then why don't you be hasty?"

"In the five years before I got back together with you, I met many different people."

"There are also those who express their feelings to me, both boys and girls."

"But I may have inherited my mother's 'stubbornness'. If I pretend to be alone in my heart, I won't be able to vacate my position."

"and then?"

"I wore a mask and a hat to watch your road show. I watched you answer questions on stage, and watched you laugh. You were talking about your own views and understanding of the characters in the movie."

"I thought at the time that you were too far away from me, and your current light was enough to burn me."

"Hahaha and then what?"

"Are you also waiting for Yanyan's wedding? We will meet on that day."

Yanyan's full name is Cao Yan, and she was one of their roommates when they were in college. The wedding was on National Day, less than two months away.

Qi Siqiao rested his chin on Shu Le's shoulder and nodded: "Yes."

"My mother has been waiting for Teacher Zhao for so many years and has never disturbed her life. I think I understand this feeling, because the distance between the person I miss and me has long been widened. It's a difficult gap." Shu Le said calmly, "So I actually planned to wait until Yanyan's wedding to meet, but other than that, I didn't think about getting back together."

"Hmm?" Qi Siqiao bit Shu Le's ear sideways, and said viciously, "Say it again?"

"Hahaha I was wrong." Shu Le admitted his mistake again. The next second she coughed and continued, "What I want is not to disturb your life. Your star journey is smooth and bright. I can't be Your black spot."

"I rely on-"

"Ms. Shu, are you an alien? Why is it a black spot when you are in a relationship?"

"Don't interrupt."

"alright."

"Let's get down to business, talking about getting back together outside is neither hasty nor hasty. In order to get back together, we waited for each other for five full years. There have been changes in the five years, but the matter of falling in love has never been shaken from the beginning to the end."

"You used to say that I was not sensitive to same-sex liking. I had to admit this until we got back together, because the gap in identities gave me the illusion that we couldn't get back together, so I was cowardly. I have to muster up the courage before I can be with you with peace of mind."

"So thank you very much, so that we didn't continue to miss it."

"Teacher Shu."

"Um?"

"I really love you."

Shu Le hugged her a little tighter and smiled.

"The rainbow is like this, you will know when you meet Qiao."

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