Still the same

During the meal, Qi Siqiao answered a phone call from her manager Li Wen.

After hanging up the phone, Shu Le bit the fungus, looked up at her, and asked, "What's wrong?"

Qi Siqiao shook her head first, put the phone on the table, took another sip of lemon juice, then opened her eyes again, and said, "Let me go back to the company after dinner."

Sister Su's store is not a long distance from the company, and it only takes 10 minutes to get to Chenyue Film and Television.

Shu Le nodded, "She actually knows about our relationship." This is not a question, but a statement.

"Yeah." Qi Siqiao wrapped a circle of noodles with chopsticks, smiled, and said, "I didn't tell her before, but I told her when I met you again."

"Then..." Shu Le paused and asked, "If she knew the current situation, what would she do?"

"She already knows."

"Yeah." Shu Le nodded, and then she was stunned for a second. When she realized it, she had a slightly surprised look in her eyes, "Yeah?" She didn't expect to know so soon.

"I told her when I was in the hotel this morning." It was during the time when they were packing up.

After Qi Siqiao ate the noodles, she put down the chopsticks. She became serious and said, "I can't hide it from her. She is my manager."

"I know." Shu Le said, "I don't think there's anything wrong."

Qi Siqiao pursed her lower lip, she pulled a tissue, wiped her mouth and said: "I'm afraid of you..." She paused for a second, "I'm afraid you will be unhappy and angry." So she actually covered it up in the car The inner rearview mirror was not only because she was worried that Xiao Wang would see it, but also because she was afraid that Shu Le might not respond to her hug.

When I was in college, only four people knew about the relationship between the two of them.

Qi Siqiao's personality is different from Shu Le's. She is neither worried nor afraid, and feels that if more people know about her relationship with Shu Le, it's fine.

But Shu Le is different. Shu Le always stops her from wanting to tell others and blocks her thoughts. Even when someone doubts, Shu Le usually refuses to answer. If asked, she will deny it. , unless Lin Ruirui saw them kissing like Lin Ruirui, Shu Le would deny it.

Therefore, most of the quarrels between the two are due to such circumstances.

And when there was a big fight, it was before breaking up, of course, it was because of the big fight that we broke up.

In the second semester of senior year, not long after the start of school, one day when Qi Siqiao was writing a thesis, she said that another good friend of hers asked her why she didn't have a boyfriend until now, and then said that she didn't know how to answer.Because every time the answer is the same - I don't like it, I don't have a fate.

Shu Le didn't let her talk about the fact that she was dating a girl, Qi Siqiao felt aggrieved every time, but still obeyed obediently.

Shu Le looked at the book and said, "Reply as usual."

It just so happened that there were no other two roommates in the dormitory at this time, and they must have talked about this without restraint. If they were there, Shu Le wouldn't talk about it much.

"Shu Shu."

"What's wrong?"

"When will you stop being so scared?"

"..." Shu Le turned around and looked at her, "I'm not afraid."

"You're not afraid, why don't you let me speak?"

"Hasn't this been said many times? It will be very troublesome."

"But I don't find it troublesome."

"But I think so."

Qi Siqiao's eyes gradually filled with anger, she said: "Every time you say it's because of trouble, but I don't know what trouble you, it's because I'm a girl like you, so in fact you still Can’t accept this fact, right? I can see that all the troubles are just excuses.” She was aggressive, “If I’m different from you, if I’m a boy, can I just tell me all about it now? My good friend, you are my girlfriend, that's right, right?"

"No."

"You always say that you are not afraid of anything, but even if I kiss you outside at night, you have to push me away." Qi Siqiao closed the laptop with a "snap", "You Just a coward."

"So what?"

Whenever Shu Le comes to this kind of time, what he says can make people's anger soar.

What is "yes and what"?

"So don't you think you are too much? Why do you still like me and fall in love with me if you have no sense of responsibility and no sense of responsibility? Why didn't you just reject me at the beginning, so that I could give up earlier."

Shu Le turned her head, looked at the photo of the two of them on the wall, and said, "I don't want to argue with you on this issue anymore." She said, "It will be very annoying."

"That's fine, I answered her that I found a girlfriend."

"No."

"You can't control me."

"...Don't do this."

"I want to be like this. I still want to tell my family about it when I graduate."

"What?" Shu Le heard her mention this for the first time.

"It's nothing."

Shu Le frowned. Before this issue, Qi Siqiao's attitude was not so firm. She was always the one who retreated. She would do what Shu Le said.

However, what Qi Siqiao said just now made her very nervous.

Since Shu Le grew up, he has seen very few homosexuals, and sometimes he would hear other people discussing a certain homosexual couple, their expressions and eyes made Shu Le feel terrified.

She didn't want to let herself and Qi Siqiao fall into this kind of vortex, so she always let Qi Siqiao hold back, otherwise what if what she got was not a blessing, but a "disgusting" sentence.

Shu Le didn't want to see and hear other people say these things. She couldn't completely ignore other people's eyes, so even when she was dating Qi Siqiao outside, she refrained from doing very intimate actions. Just like an ordinary good girlfriend, it won't make people think of going to another place.

But her attitude always caused Qi Siqiao's dissatisfaction.

Angry, sad and wronged, Shu Le seldom expresses his feelings, Qi Siqiao already felt that Shu Le didn't care about her and didn't like her, and when it came to coming out, Shu Le's attitude was even more firm, Qi Siqiao's heart cooled down little by little.

"What you said is equivalent to burying our future, you know that?"

"So we still have a future?"

"Qi Siqiao, can you stop being so willful? Don't ignore my words. If you tell your family, your family will definitely let me break up with you. Do you understand?"

"That's much better than being a shrinking turtle like you."

Shu Le's frown deepened: "Anyway, I disagree, so calm down."

"You always make me feel that we are stealing/love, falling in love is like committing a heinous crime, which is unforgivable." Qi Siqiao's eyes turned red, "Shu Le, I have been with you for more than two years Oh, you have never experienced my feelings, you don’t know what I want, I don’t want to tell the world, I want to share it with you because the person I like makes me feel happy I'm just a friend, but you won't even let me do that."

Shu Le remained silent, she was indeed too strict in this matter.

"Since that's the case, what's the point of falling in love?" Qi Siqiao sniffed, "I don't want to fall in love as if I can't see the light."

A person's unhappiness will add up. Shu Le made her feel sad about this matter once, twice, and many times. It happened again today, without any progress. This is already the last straw that overwhelms Qi Siqiao.

She is so tired.

It’s like some people’s weddings in TV dramas don’t get the blessings of relatives and friends. They violated morality. What about Ke Shule and her? They are just in a normal relationship. What’s wrong?

Shu Le still didn't budge, Qi Siqiao also became tough this time, after three days of cold war, Shu Le broke up.

Since Qi Siqiao feels so tired, it's better to let her be free and happy.

The past is so vivid that Shu Le feels ashamed every time he thinks about it.

She used to be far behind Qi Siqiao in terms of courage, and after breaking up, she didn't have the courage to contact Qi Siqiao again. Qi Siqiao was obviously really angry with her attitude and didn't want to have anything to do with her anymore. connection.

But after the reunion, Qi Siqiao was still apologizing to her, saying that what she said back then was too much.

In fact, where is it too much? It is the truth that cannot be truer on the ground, and Shu Le's attitude back then is even more indescribable.

Wasn't she, Shu Le, a coward or a coward? Although she was really angry when she heard Qi Siqiao's words at that time, because they were like knives, all stabbing Shu Le's heart and body, making her She was dripping with blood, which made her heart ache.

Now that they are back together, Shu Le has thought a lot during the long days of breaking up.

She doesn't know what Qi Siqiao's life is like now, every time she learns about her current situation through the information on the Internet, but those are really only one-sided.

Sometimes she would hope that Qi Siqiao actually still liked her, but she would deny it soon, because she no longer had confidence in herself.

Five years is not only about age and mind, it can also make people forget everything, after all, time can heal too much.

It may take some people only one month or one year to completely forget their ex, and some people may take ten years to realize it and even longer before they can really let go. What about Qi Siqiao?

Shu Le didn't know, but felt that she was getting farther and farther away from him, and could only know that she might spend a longer time trying to let go, although she had never done so.

Now the two of them have gotten back together, even though they just got back together, Qi Siqiao is still a little cautious, she is afraid that Shu Le will get angry, she is afraid that Shu Le will be as worried about this and that as before, and will be very concerned about the world's eyes, And Li Wen is her manager, if the artists she manages fall in love and don't report it, then if something happens, the team will be caught off guard.

"I'm not going to be mad," Schuler said.

"Hmm..." Qi Siqiao raised his eyebrows with a look of disbelief.

"I'm just worried..."

"Um?"

"I'm worried that your fans will want to cut me into pieces."

"No, they are all fine." Qi Siqiao remembered a very important question, "By the way, do you follow my Weibo?" She always felt that Shu Le didn't pay much attention to her news, so she went to During the road show in Qicheng, Shu Le only knew about it because it was on the hot search.

"I paid attention."

"I don't believe it, you have to show me your homepage."

"No way..."

Qi Siqiao's eyes were teasing, and she said: "Mr. Shu, you are not actually my fan, are you? Or the one who confesses to me in the reposted comments every day." She hooked her lips, "Tsk."

The author has something to say: Ms. Shu may be my heroine with the most shortcomings...

but she could be more real

However, there is another key word in this article is [courage]

Double change tomorrow