Yue Jiayou was held in Zhong Heng's arms, the clothes in early winter were not very thick, and Zhong Heng's firm muscles and body temperature could be felt through the sweater.
They hugged too many times today.
On the main road in the park, Zhong Heng hugged him and fell into the grass.
On the bed in the infirmary, Zhong Heng hugged him for comfort.
At the gate of the police station, Zhong Heng exchanged Coke for a hug with him.
Now they are hugging again.
Yue Jiayou felt that he was about to burn, but for the first time, he realized that embracing this kind of thing is really addictive.
Why had he never felt like he had some kind of skin craving before?
He also thought that he didn't like to be close to people.
Before... when was the last time you were hugged?
Maybe it was when I went to see my grandma before the filming of the show started.
If you don't count the family members, he hasn't hugged anyone much in the past two years.
In terms of impressive hugs, there are probably only two.
One is Guan Tianhua.
Yue Jiayou can still remember that greasy hug.
He had just debuted, and when he received an invitation from Guan Tianhua's party, he thought he was lucky enough to receive a film and television resource from a well-known commercial director.
It was obviously a Hongmen banquet, grand and grand, with the purpose clearly revealed.
Facing a group of bosses, Yue Jiayou bit the bullet and stayed, planning to find an opportunity to leave later, but soon everyone made excuses to go ahead, leaving him and Guan Tianhua sitting alone in the private room of the KTV.
Guan Tianhua leaned over to hug him, and said that as long as he was obedient, the hero could choose what he wanted to say.
Yue Jiayou didn't even think about it, subconsciously punched Guan Tianhua's teeth, which caused a series of things that followed.
After carefully savoring the feeling of recalling this incident now, Yue Jiayou felt that if it were him today, maybe he would still make the same choice.
The second one is Mu Huaizhe.
Although in Xingying's two years, he has tried his best to avoid the occasions where he and Mu Huaizhe would meet, but he can't help but think that they are a combination after all.
On the night of the farewell concert, the six of them hugged each other, trying to leave a good impression on the fans for the last time on the stage.
Yue Jiayou felt that it was the longest and most mixed hug he had ever experienced.
What he regrets the most now is that he bit the bullet and hugged Mu Huaizhe that day.
If he had known that Mu Huaizhe's ghost would linger to this point, he should have punched Mu Huaizhe the same way he greeted Guan Tianhua that day.
But Zhong Heng was different, he didn't want to push Zhong Heng away, he was even thinking, it's really cold today, he's leaving Jingcheng for five days, so just hug him if you want, it doesn't matter if you hug him for a while.
Zhong Heng was going to start his business trip early the next morning, and he was supposed to leave this afternoon.
I was delayed for a while by the sudden illegitimate incident in the afternoon.Although the contact with all parties can be done during the trip, and Jing Shengyun is professional enough, but he just can't bear to let Yue Jiayou, who has just experienced malice, deal with it alone.
The air ticket was changed to early morning because of Yue Jiayou, and now it was time to leave.
If you don't leave, it will be too late to go to the next battlefield.
"The last minute, after hugging, I'm going to catch a plane." Zhong Heng removed his head from Yue Jiayou's shoulder, and looked wantonly at the boy in his arms under the night.
Yue Jiayou's skin was extremely fair, his light amber eyes reflected the light curtain of the city at night, the line of his neck exposed in the cool air was elongated, extending into the part covered by the sweater, revealing his collarbone.
If it wasn't for fear of scaring him, he should mark that line at this time.
Zhong Heng's eyes sank, enjoying his last minute.
Yue Jiayou obediently didn't move, and Zhong Heng didn't move either. He breathed slowly on the side of his neck: "Performance rehearsal, don't ask others to take my place."
Starting from Sunday, he will have a five-day tug-of-war in Mengcheng. He will return to Jingcheng on Thursday, and the recording of the performance will also be on Thursday. Zhong Heng can catch up with the performance, but not in time for the rehearsal.
Their rehearsal must have someone to replace Zhong Heng.
Yue Jiayou's ears were so weak from his breath, he calmed down before reluctantly answering: "Yes... I see."
His mind was in a mess, and he didn't even care about what Zhong Heng wanted him to promise.
After the subconscious "um" was over, Yue Jiayou realized that what he should do was wrong.
Yue Jiayou didn't understand what Zhong Heng meant.
Zhong Heng couldn't participate in the rehearsal, so for the effect of the show, someone had to rehearse for him, so as to determine the lighting effect, standing position, and camera position.
But Zhong Heng said, he thought he had promised Zhong Heng before.
Whatever Zhong Heng asked him to do, no matter whether he could do it or not, he was willing to try it.
As soon as he agreed, Yue Jiayou realized that he might not be able to do this.
However, I agreed to everything, and now it seems that it is not good to go back on my word. Yue Jiayou pondered about life with a troubled face, and finally came to a conclusion:
Forget it, anyway, Teacher Zhong will not be there during the rehearsal, and he will not know about the rehearsal with others.
However, just as he was thinking about it, Zhong Heng had already said coolly: "Yue Jiayou."
Yue Jiayou was nervous subconsciously: "I am here."
Zhong Heng poked him on the forehead: "Children who lie are not cute, do you know that?"
"I won't lie..." Yue Jiayou's ears warmed up, and he murmured in his heart guiltily: I'm not cute anyway.
"The current Yue Jiayou is very cute." As if he knew what Yue Jiayou was thinking, Zhong Heng let go of his hand, turned and left.
Yue Jiayou's face and ears, which had finally cooled down, were completely familiar.
Looking at the back of Zhong Heng turning around, he thought of his driver's license for no reason. He was almost able to get it at that time, but he didn't finish the test because he didn't have a car.
It's better to take the test, so that next time you can drive him to the airport.
When Zhuo Yize and the others went downstairs, Zhong Heng had already left.
Yue Jiayou stood there in a daze, and Jing Yan came from behind: "Mr. Zhong is worried that you are not suitable to be at home alone these three days, so let me and Yu Xi stay with you."
It just so happened that the security of the park was upgraded, and the floors of the Pineapple Building were remodeled, so all their dormitories could not be accommodated for the time being.
As soon as Zhong Heng left, Yue Jiayou immediately returned to his usual nonchalant attitude, dismissively saying, "It's just that a high school student splashed some water, what can happen."
Yu Xi rubbed over from the other side and grabbed Yue Jiayou's arm: "Brother Jiayou, don't say that, bring Brother Yize with you, and the four of us will have a sleepover meeting!"
Yue Jiayou suddenly remembered Jing Yan, and decided to take on the arduous task of assisting, and immediately changed his words: "Okay, that's just right, the four of us take a taxi? But it can't be too late, I have to go back to train with my teammates tomorrow morning, so I can't waste the time of my teammates .”
Zhong Heng's house is big enough, one bedroom for each person is allocated, the four of them wash up, hugging a thin blanket, nestled in Yue Jiayou's room.
The heater was fully turned on, Yue Jiayou was wrapped in pajamas and huddled at the head of the bed, seeing Zhuo Yize turning the room up and down like crazy, his eyes almost went straight.
Hehe, it was rare to see so many people chasing after Zhuo Yize.
Zhuo Yize was afraid of dogs, he was wary of humming, and at the same time he couldn't bear to let go of any details, so he turned around a full circle before returning to Yue Jiayou's room.
"Yue Jiayou! You are my brother! My dear brother! Really! From now on, I will only follow your lead! Being able to live in Mr. Zhong's house really hurts me to death! I'm crazy!"
Yue Jiayou didn't want to talk to the crazy Zhuo Yize.
I could tell you were crazy, and so could Hum.Yue Jiayou silently disliked it.
Yu Xi obediently sat on the carpet and combed her long hair. Jing Yan came over after changing into her pajamas, took the comb with her movements naturally, and combed her long golden hair patiently.
The four of them sat together, chatting with each other about things in the program group, the past, or the future.
Jing Yan seldom talked, Yue Jiayou was listless for some reason, and in the end it all depended on Zhuo Yize to set the mood.
The boys get together, and there is no camera, so the topic will naturally go to the final destination.
Yu Xi was underage, Zhuo Yize was embarrassed to talk about more topics, but just winked: "Brothers, I have wanted to ask for a long time, have you ever been in love?"
Yue Jiayou shook his head.
Zhuo Yize didn't care about him at all: "Of course you know that you can't fall in love with your brain, who asked you, just concentrate on being my male god's little tail!"
Jing Yan nodded: "I've never been in love, but now I have someone I like."
Zhuo Yize suddenly thought of gossip, and moved over to listen to the gossip, regardless of Heheng, beside Jing Yan.
Yu Xi also leaned vaguely in front of Jing Yan, and raised her head slightly: "What kind of person does Brother Yan like now?"
"It's cute, a little small, very serious, kind, and pretty."
These adjectives sound like they are describing those delicate and fragile young ladies who have been extremely well protected since childhood.
Zhuo Yize was very excited: "Wow! It sounds like a very cute young lady!"
Yu Xi lowered her head, pulled her hair back from Jing Yan's hand, and walked out the door: "I want to sleep."
He didn't know why, but he just didn't want to hear what Jing Yan had to say.
Jing Yan also stood up: "Then I'll go to bed too."
Find a chance next time and get out of the closet in front of Yu Xi.
I have to go back to rehearse the next day, so I should have gone to bed early.
Seeing that everyone had dispersed, Zhuo Yize went out consciously, and before leaving, he took a few more glances at Yue Jiayou: "Yue Yue, if you really feel scared tonight, remember to tell us that everyone is here .”
Although Yue Jiayou has always been fearless, this is a task entrusted by the male god and must be carried out seriously.
Jing Yan at the door also paused: "My mother is a very good lawyer, trust her, this matter will be resolved."
Yue Jiayou nodded, hugged the pillow and got into bed: "Don't worry, really, I'm not a child anymore, what are you so worried about?"
The door was closed, Yue Jiayou reached out to turn off the ceiling light in the bedroom, turned on the night light, and hummed at the foot of the bed.
In a hazy orange halo, Yue Jiayou called softly: "Hmph, your fake father is on a business trip today."
Humph doesn't answer him.
Yue Jiayou remembered, Hum Hum could only say "Woo" for Yes, and "Aw" for No, so he changed the wording: "Humph, tell me, do you think you are a fake father?"
Heng Heng was sleepy, and didn't bother to talk to his boring father, so he groaned and lost his temper.
Yue Jiayou hugged the pillow, tossing and turning, feeling that something was missing.
Although Zhong Heng and him slept in separate rooms when they lived at home, he was always the only one in the room.
But at this moment, there was no one in the next room, but he always felt that he was not used to it.
After struggling for a while, Yue Jiayou took out his phone and sent Jing Yan a WeChat message: "Brother Yan, are you asleep? Are you in the room? I'll come to chat with you for a while?"
The phone vibrated quickly, and a message came back: "Yu Xi is in my room, asleep, don't come, I'll come over."
When the door was knocked, Heng Heng probably woke up with a start, and tried to jump on Yue Jiayou's bed with his short legs.
Yue Jiayou got up to open the door for Jing Yan, and heard the sound of the mobile phone falling from the bed behind him, probably because Hum's nose or paw touched something, and there was an inexplicable sound coming from the mobile phone.
Yue Jiayou ignored Hem and the phone, and sat down with Jing Yan by the bay window.
"Brother, I... want to ask you a question."
Jing Yan looked at him.
Yue Jiayou scratched his head and found that organizing language is a very difficult task. He tried it and managed to express what he wanted to say:
"I want to continue chatting about the things we talked about during the day."
"Brother, tell me, what is it like to like someone?"
Jing Yan glanced at him: "I told you, I hope Yu Xi is happy, I hope he will not be troubled, and I hope he only pays attention to me, not always clinging to you."
After a short silence, Yue Jiayou buried his head in his arms, his voice muffled: "If I think about someone like this, does it mean that I like him?"
I hope that a person is always happy, I hope that person is good, and I also hope that that person pays attention to me. Is this liking?
"No." Jing Yan said calmly, feeling that Yue Jiayou was hopeless: "You can also be possessive towards a friend, your relatives, or even your dog, this is not the criterion for judging whether you like someone or not. "
Yue Jiayou plucked a handful of his golden hair like wool: "Another question, brother, did you like boys from the beginning?"
Jing Yan didn't answer.
Yue Jiayou realized that his question might be a bit out of line, so he quickly waved his hand and added: "I didn't mean to inquire about your privacy, I was just curious."
Jing Yan's tone was slightly smiling: "What are you curious about?"
Teacher Zhong seems to be getting better soon, and the progress is still much faster than his own.
Yue Jiayou refused to let his head out of his arms, but buried it deeper: "I'm just curious about what kind of mental journey this is."
"It's nothing." Jing Yan didn't mind revealing himself: "Before I entered high school, I thought that I liked girls. Although in fact, I have never been interested in any girls."
"It wasn't until the second grade of high school that I had a new deskmate."
Yue Jiayou couldn't help asking: "So is it natural to like boys?"
"I don't know, maybe it just happens that the person I like is a boy, but it's pointless to think about it now"
Jing Yan continued to talk about his high school days: "I was the class monitor at that time, and I gave him a lot of help. In return, he would bring me breakfast made by himself every day. I don't know when it started. I began to look forward to the next day. breakfast."
"Then one day, he told me that he had a girlfriend. On that day, I suddenly realized that I could no longer get along with him as a friend."
"Why?" Yue Jiayou asked abruptly from the side.
Jing Yan didn't hide anything: "Because, if it's a friend, I would be happy that he has a girlfriend, but when I see that he has a girlfriend, I can't be happy, but feel jealous instead."
"He can no longer bring me breakfast, but brings it to his girlfriend. He no longer asks me questions that he doesn't know, but asks his girlfriend. I start to feel very empty."
Yue Jiayou was silent and didn't speak. This was obviously a secret love that ended without a cause.
Jing Yan also didn't speak.
The ignorant feelings of youth have already become a hazy past after nearly ten years, and it is already blurred when I think about it.
After a while, Yue Jiayou turned his head sideways and said, "If I feel empty because I leave alone, and hope that I can only leave what he can give to me, then I like it, isn't it?"
Jing Yan nodded expressionlessly, then shook his head again.
"This is not the most important thing. The important thing is, when you ask me, are you just curious, or are you constantly substituting someone in your mind for what I said?"
"No matter whether that person fits the question you asked, as long as there is such a person, then I think you should think about whether you like this person."
Yue Jiayou paused for a while, then replied in a low voice, "I think I may have fallen in love with someone."
He kept substituting a person into those standards to measure in his mind.
There was silence in the room.
Jing Yan spoke slowly: "I believe—"
"Mr. Zhong, I'm Xiaofang. Are you in the room? These are the materials that will be used in the negotiations tomorrow morning. I put them on the table for you?"
The sudden shout appeared suddenly, slightly blurred through the current.
Yue Jiayou rushed to his mobile phone with a stride, and found that he was on a call.
On the other end of the phone is Zhong Heng.
His mind was blank, and before he had time to say anything, he quickly hung up.
Jing Yan finished talking behind his back the question he wanted to ask: "Do I know that person?"
Yue Jiayou held the phone, his heart was beating violently, and he took a deep breath: "You know me."
Over there, Zhong Heng was also holding the phone, while taking the information handed over by Fang Xiaowei, while reminiscing about the conversation he had just heard.
His child, will he be the one he likes?
They hugged too many times today.
On the main road in the park, Zhong Heng hugged him and fell into the grass.
On the bed in the infirmary, Zhong Heng hugged him for comfort.
At the gate of the police station, Zhong Heng exchanged Coke for a hug with him.
Now they are hugging again.
Yue Jiayou felt that he was about to burn, but for the first time, he realized that embracing this kind of thing is really addictive.
Why had he never felt like he had some kind of skin craving before?
He also thought that he didn't like to be close to people.
Before... when was the last time you were hugged?
Maybe it was when I went to see my grandma before the filming of the show started.
If you don't count the family members, he hasn't hugged anyone much in the past two years.
In terms of impressive hugs, there are probably only two.
One is Guan Tianhua.
Yue Jiayou can still remember that greasy hug.
He had just debuted, and when he received an invitation from Guan Tianhua's party, he thought he was lucky enough to receive a film and television resource from a well-known commercial director.
It was obviously a Hongmen banquet, grand and grand, with the purpose clearly revealed.
Facing a group of bosses, Yue Jiayou bit the bullet and stayed, planning to find an opportunity to leave later, but soon everyone made excuses to go ahead, leaving him and Guan Tianhua sitting alone in the private room of the KTV.
Guan Tianhua leaned over to hug him, and said that as long as he was obedient, the hero could choose what he wanted to say.
Yue Jiayou didn't even think about it, subconsciously punched Guan Tianhua's teeth, which caused a series of things that followed.
After carefully savoring the feeling of recalling this incident now, Yue Jiayou felt that if it were him today, maybe he would still make the same choice.
The second one is Mu Huaizhe.
Although in Xingying's two years, he has tried his best to avoid the occasions where he and Mu Huaizhe would meet, but he can't help but think that they are a combination after all.
On the night of the farewell concert, the six of them hugged each other, trying to leave a good impression on the fans for the last time on the stage.
Yue Jiayou felt that it was the longest and most mixed hug he had ever experienced.
What he regrets the most now is that he bit the bullet and hugged Mu Huaizhe that day.
If he had known that Mu Huaizhe's ghost would linger to this point, he should have punched Mu Huaizhe the same way he greeted Guan Tianhua that day.
But Zhong Heng was different, he didn't want to push Zhong Heng away, he was even thinking, it's really cold today, he's leaving Jingcheng for five days, so just hug him if you want, it doesn't matter if you hug him for a while.
Zhong Heng was going to start his business trip early the next morning, and he was supposed to leave this afternoon.
I was delayed for a while by the sudden illegitimate incident in the afternoon.Although the contact with all parties can be done during the trip, and Jing Shengyun is professional enough, but he just can't bear to let Yue Jiayou, who has just experienced malice, deal with it alone.
The air ticket was changed to early morning because of Yue Jiayou, and now it was time to leave.
If you don't leave, it will be too late to go to the next battlefield.
"The last minute, after hugging, I'm going to catch a plane." Zhong Heng removed his head from Yue Jiayou's shoulder, and looked wantonly at the boy in his arms under the night.
Yue Jiayou's skin was extremely fair, his light amber eyes reflected the light curtain of the city at night, the line of his neck exposed in the cool air was elongated, extending into the part covered by the sweater, revealing his collarbone.
If it wasn't for fear of scaring him, he should mark that line at this time.
Zhong Heng's eyes sank, enjoying his last minute.
Yue Jiayou obediently didn't move, and Zhong Heng didn't move either. He breathed slowly on the side of his neck: "Performance rehearsal, don't ask others to take my place."
Starting from Sunday, he will have a five-day tug-of-war in Mengcheng. He will return to Jingcheng on Thursday, and the recording of the performance will also be on Thursday. Zhong Heng can catch up with the performance, but not in time for the rehearsal.
Their rehearsal must have someone to replace Zhong Heng.
Yue Jiayou's ears were so weak from his breath, he calmed down before reluctantly answering: "Yes... I see."
His mind was in a mess, and he didn't even care about what Zhong Heng wanted him to promise.
After the subconscious "um" was over, Yue Jiayou realized that what he should do was wrong.
Yue Jiayou didn't understand what Zhong Heng meant.
Zhong Heng couldn't participate in the rehearsal, so for the effect of the show, someone had to rehearse for him, so as to determine the lighting effect, standing position, and camera position.
But Zhong Heng said, he thought he had promised Zhong Heng before.
Whatever Zhong Heng asked him to do, no matter whether he could do it or not, he was willing to try it.
As soon as he agreed, Yue Jiayou realized that he might not be able to do this.
However, I agreed to everything, and now it seems that it is not good to go back on my word. Yue Jiayou pondered about life with a troubled face, and finally came to a conclusion:
Forget it, anyway, Teacher Zhong will not be there during the rehearsal, and he will not know about the rehearsal with others.
However, just as he was thinking about it, Zhong Heng had already said coolly: "Yue Jiayou."
Yue Jiayou was nervous subconsciously: "I am here."
Zhong Heng poked him on the forehead: "Children who lie are not cute, do you know that?"
"I won't lie..." Yue Jiayou's ears warmed up, and he murmured in his heart guiltily: I'm not cute anyway.
"The current Yue Jiayou is very cute." As if he knew what Yue Jiayou was thinking, Zhong Heng let go of his hand, turned and left.
Yue Jiayou's face and ears, which had finally cooled down, were completely familiar.
Looking at the back of Zhong Heng turning around, he thought of his driver's license for no reason. He was almost able to get it at that time, but he didn't finish the test because he didn't have a car.
It's better to take the test, so that next time you can drive him to the airport.
When Zhuo Yize and the others went downstairs, Zhong Heng had already left.
Yue Jiayou stood there in a daze, and Jing Yan came from behind: "Mr. Zhong is worried that you are not suitable to be at home alone these three days, so let me and Yu Xi stay with you."
It just so happened that the security of the park was upgraded, and the floors of the Pineapple Building were remodeled, so all their dormitories could not be accommodated for the time being.
As soon as Zhong Heng left, Yue Jiayou immediately returned to his usual nonchalant attitude, dismissively saying, "It's just that a high school student splashed some water, what can happen."
Yu Xi rubbed over from the other side and grabbed Yue Jiayou's arm: "Brother Jiayou, don't say that, bring Brother Yize with you, and the four of us will have a sleepover meeting!"
Yue Jiayou suddenly remembered Jing Yan, and decided to take on the arduous task of assisting, and immediately changed his words: "Okay, that's just right, the four of us take a taxi? But it can't be too late, I have to go back to train with my teammates tomorrow morning, so I can't waste the time of my teammates .”
Zhong Heng's house is big enough, one bedroom for each person is allocated, the four of them wash up, hugging a thin blanket, nestled in Yue Jiayou's room.
The heater was fully turned on, Yue Jiayou was wrapped in pajamas and huddled at the head of the bed, seeing Zhuo Yize turning the room up and down like crazy, his eyes almost went straight.
Hehe, it was rare to see so many people chasing after Zhuo Yize.
Zhuo Yize was afraid of dogs, he was wary of humming, and at the same time he couldn't bear to let go of any details, so he turned around a full circle before returning to Yue Jiayou's room.
"Yue Jiayou! You are my brother! My dear brother! Really! From now on, I will only follow your lead! Being able to live in Mr. Zhong's house really hurts me to death! I'm crazy!"
Yue Jiayou didn't want to talk to the crazy Zhuo Yize.
I could tell you were crazy, and so could Hum.Yue Jiayou silently disliked it.
Yu Xi obediently sat on the carpet and combed her long hair. Jing Yan came over after changing into her pajamas, took the comb with her movements naturally, and combed her long golden hair patiently.
The four of them sat together, chatting with each other about things in the program group, the past, or the future.
Jing Yan seldom talked, Yue Jiayou was listless for some reason, and in the end it all depended on Zhuo Yize to set the mood.
The boys get together, and there is no camera, so the topic will naturally go to the final destination.
Yu Xi was underage, Zhuo Yize was embarrassed to talk about more topics, but just winked: "Brothers, I have wanted to ask for a long time, have you ever been in love?"
Yue Jiayou shook his head.
Zhuo Yize didn't care about him at all: "Of course you know that you can't fall in love with your brain, who asked you, just concentrate on being my male god's little tail!"
Jing Yan nodded: "I've never been in love, but now I have someone I like."
Zhuo Yize suddenly thought of gossip, and moved over to listen to the gossip, regardless of Heheng, beside Jing Yan.
Yu Xi also leaned vaguely in front of Jing Yan, and raised her head slightly: "What kind of person does Brother Yan like now?"
"It's cute, a little small, very serious, kind, and pretty."
These adjectives sound like they are describing those delicate and fragile young ladies who have been extremely well protected since childhood.
Zhuo Yize was very excited: "Wow! It sounds like a very cute young lady!"
Yu Xi lowered her head, pulled her hair back from Jing Yan's hand, and walked out the door: "I want to sleep."
He didn't know why, but he just didn't want to hear what Jing Yan had to say.
Jing Yan also stood up: "Then I'll go to bed too."
Find a chance next time and get out of the closet in front of Yu Xi.
I have to go back to rehearse the next day, so I should have gone to bed early.
Seeing that everyone had dispersed, Zhuo Yize went out consciously, and before leaving, he took a few more glances at Yue Jiayou: "Yue Yue, if you really feel scared tonight, remember to tell us that everyone is here .”
Although Yue Jiayou has always been fearless, this is a task entrusted by the male god and must be carried out seriously.
Jing Yan at the door also paused: "My mother is a very good lawyer, trust her, this matter will be resolved."
Yue Jiayou nodded, hugged the pillow and got into bed: "Don't worry, really, I'm not a child anymore, what are you so worried about?"
The door was closed, Yue Jiayou reached out to turn off the ceiling light in the bedroom, turned on the night light, and hummed at the foot of the bed.
In a hazy orange halo, Yue Jiayou called softly: "Hmph, your fake father is on a business trip today."
Humph doesn't answer him.
Yue Jiayou remembered, Hum Hum could only say "Woo" for Yes, and "Aw" for No, so he changed the wording: "Humph, tell me, do you think you are a fake father?"
Heng Heng was sleepy, and didn't bother to talk to his boring father, so he groaned and lost his temper.
Yue Jiayou hugged the pillow, tossing and turning, feeling that something was missing.
Although Zhong Heng and him slept in separate rooms when they lived at home, he was always the only one in the room.
But at this moment, there was no one in the next room, but he always felt that he was not used to it.
After struggling for a while, Yue Jiayou took out his phone and sent Jing Yan a WeChat message: "Brother Yan, are you asleep? Are you in the room? I'll come to chat with you for a while?"
The phone vibrated quickly, and a message came back: "Yu Xi is in my room, asleep, don't come, I'll come over."
When the door was knocked, Heng Heng probably woke up with a start, and tried to jump on Yue Jiayou's bed with his short legs.
Yue Jiayou got up to open the door for Jing Yan, and heard the sound of the mobile phone falling from the bed behind him, probably because Hum's nose or paw touched something, and there was an inexplicable sound coming from the mobile phone.
Yue Jiayou ignored Hem and the phone, and sat down with Jing Yan by the bay window.
"Brother, I... want to ask you a question."
Jing Yan looked at him.
Yue Jiayou scratched his head and found that organizing language is a very difficult task. He tried it and managed to express what he wanted to say:
"I want to continue chatting about the things we talked about during the day."
"Brother, tell me, what is it like to like someone?"
Jing Yan glanced at him: "I told you, I hope Yu Xi is happy, I hope he will not be troubled, and I hope he only pays attention to me, not always clinging to you."
After a short silence, Yue Jiayou buried his head in his arms, his voice muffled: "If I think about someone like this, does it mean that I like him?"
I hope that a person is always happy, I hope that person is good, and I also hope that that person pays attention to me. Is this liking?
"No." Jing Yan said calmly, feeling that Yue Jiayou was hopeless: "You can also be possessive towards a friend, your relatives, or even your dog, this is not the criterion for judging whether you like someone or not. "
Yue Jiayou plucked a handful of his golden hair like wool: "Another question, brother, did you like boys from the beginning?"
Jing Yan didn't answer.
Yue Jiayou realized that his question might be a bit out of line, so he quickly waved his hand and added: "I didn't mean to inquire about your privacy, I was just curious."
Jing Yan's tone was slightly smiling: "What are you curious about?"
Teacher Zhong seems to be getting better soon, and the progress is still much faster than his own.
Yue Jiayou refused to let his head out of his arms, but buried it deeper: "I'm just curious about what kind of mental journey this is."
"It's nothing." Jing Yan didn't mind revealing himself: "Before I entered high school, I thought that I liked girls. Although in fact, I have never been interested in any girls."
"It wasn't until the second grade of high school that I had a new deskmate."
Yue Jiayou couldn't help asking: "So is it natural to like boys?"
"I don't know, maybe it just happens that the person I like is a boy, but it's pointless to think about it now"
Jing Yan continued to talk about his high school days: "I was the class monitor at that time, and I gave him a lot of help. In return, he would bring me breakfast made by himself every day. I don't know when it started. I began to look forward to the next day. breakfast."
"Then one day, he told me that he had a girlfriend. On that day, I suddenly realized that I could no longer get along with him as a friend."
"Why?" Yue Jiayou asked abruptly from the side.
Jing Yan didn't hide anything: "Because, if it's a friend, I would be happy that he has a girlfriend, but when I see that he has a girlfriend, I can't be happy, but feel jealous instead."
"He can no longer bring me breakfast, but brings it to his girlfriend. He no longer asks me questions that he doesn't know, but asks his girlfriend. I start to feel very empty."
Yue Jiayou was silent and didn't speak. This was obviously a secret love that ended without a cause.
Jing Yan also didn't speak.
The ignorant feelings of youth have already become a hazy past after nearly ten years, and it is already blurred when I think about it.
After a while, Yue Jiayou turned his head sideways and said, "If I feel empty because I leave alone, and hope that I can only leave what he can give to me, then I like it, isn't it?"
Jing Yan nodded expressionlessly, then shook his head again.
"This is not the most important thing. The important thing is, when you ask me, are you just curious, or are you constantly substituting someone in your mind for what I said?"
"No matter whether that person fits the question you asked, as long as there is such a person, then I think you should think about whether you like this person."
Yue Jiayou paused for a while, then replied in a low voice, "I think I may have fallen in love with someone."
He kept substituting a person into those standards to measure in his mind.
There was silence in the room.
Jing Yan spoke slowly: "I believe—"
"Mr. Zhong, I'm Xiaofang. Are you in the room? These are the materials that will be used in the negotiations tomorrow morning. I put them on the table for you?"
The sudden shout appeared suddenly, slightly blurred through the current.
Yue Jiayou rushed to his mobile phone with a stride, and found that he was on a call.
On the other end of the phone is Zhong Heng.
His mind was blank, and before he had time to say anything, he quickly hung up.
Jing Yan finished talking behind his back the question he wanted to ask: "Do I know that person?"
Yue Jiayou held the phone, his heart was beating violently, and he took a deep breath: "You know me."
Over there, Zhong Heng was also holding the phone, while taking the information handed over by Fang Xiaowei, while reminiscing about the conversation he had just heard.
His child, will he be the one he likes?
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