red tears

Lin Yufang noticed that the way Shao Yanfei looked at her had changed, and he began to insinuate himself about some daily chores.When the two went to the street, Shao Yanfei stopped by the silk shop and asked her what color clothes she liked.

"It's not popular, let's take a look. It is said that this is a new material from Jiangnan. Let's pick a few to make clothes! Which one do you like?" Shao Yanfei asked, picking up a piece of fabric, but his eyes were fixed on Lin Yufang (Huang Lizhen) ).

He searched through his poor memories, and vaguely remembered that Huang Lizhen often wore red.But now he does spend more time in white.

Then, he saw that Lin Yufang's gaze first stayed on a piece of pink floral cloth for a while, then looked at a few pieces of white and translucent tulle, and finally thought about it, and picked up a piece of red material.

But that piece of red material is actually not pretty at all.Even people who like red will generally not choose it.

The next day, Shao Yanfei saw Huang Lizhen wearing a red dress.

What often happened after that was: when asked, "Huang Lizhen" often paused, and then answered accurately.Soon, Shao Yanfei had no more questions to ask.

Another point is that long before Lan Yin left, they discovered that although Huang Lizhen's complexion had improved due to the removal of the poison, his memory hadn't come back at all.At that time, Lan Yin had such a gloomy expression on his face, and "Huang Lizhen" seemed at a loss.Shao Yanfei was the only one present who felt the indescribable weirdness.Now the more I think about it, the more suspicious it becomes.

What they don't know is that all the memories of the past have returned to the real Huang Lizhen's mind.From birth to nine years old, that initial and purest memory.There are also some days after the disaster of destroying the family in the fire, in order to save him who was dying from the poison in his body, he tremblingly carried his own little figure on his back.And a child's immature but extremely firm voice: "Brother Hong, I will definitely find someone to save you!"

It was the strength brought to him by that voice that helped him sustain himself.However, half-solution's toxicity corroded his memory.Once upon a time, he became a staff member of the Four Princes' House, and he recognized the thief as his father.Even the enmity between parents must be forgotten.In front of my heart, I no longer see such a pale figure.

With the return of the past, he also fell into boundless self-blame and loathing.Although his original plan was to bring down the Fourth Prince, his starting point was just for survival, which was very different from avenging his father.Huang Lizhen, whose thoughts had undergone drastic changes, sank into the vortex of memories silently, without a breath.

Indulging in this way, he didn't know how long it had passed before he heard Lin Yufang's resentful and hateful whisper: You must be Huang Lizhen.It turns out that you have been in this body all along.

Huang Lizhen opened his eyes and saw a woman standing in front of him in the boundless darkness.

He sorted out his thoughts and spirits, and said: Lan Yin found a way to exorcise the soul?

Lin Yufang snorted, and said: Who is Lan Yin?

Huang Lizhen said: "It's Master Zhang Qiu."

Lin Yufang said: I really don't understand what you ancients are thinking!Why didn't you tell him that you did so much for Yan Fei.Is this self-righteous sacrifice funny?Or, you are simply playing with him, playing with his feelings in the palm of your hand!

Huang Lizhen said: You don't need to know.

Lin Yufang said: I don't understand!Why do you play with other people's fate so self-righteously!Do you think you are a god!

Huang Li was really speechless.

Lin Yufang was even more angry: I have read all your memories.What you do is persecuting him, but you are helping him secretly, you will make him suffer, do you know that?Obviously it is love, why choose to hurt?

When Xu Shi heard her mentioning Shao Yanfei repeatedly, Huang Lizhen sighed: Qiuzhu is a naive person.I am good for him, not to express something, nor to focus on how he feels about me.I just feel that it is very interesting to push a talented but inexperienced person to the top in this way, and watch him go from confusion to success step by step through hardships.

Lin Yufang snorted: But then you will never be able to express your heart.Can only shrink in the shell like a turtle!Your rhetoric is too hypocritical!You think it's funny, he hasn't been blaming and resenting you all the time.What good is that?You politicians, the most important thing is not to buy people's hearts?

Huang Lizhen shook his head, and said with a little regret: Compared with buying people's hearts, there are still many people in our era who pay more attention to cultivating and supporting talents.Fishing is better than fishing.It's a pity, because you told Qiuzhu the superficial truth of the matter, and this turned the matter upside down.You explained the misunderstanding, and you gave him a way out for his innocence to continue to regenerate.But naivety is only suitable to be kept in the bottom of my heart. I believe that even in the era you live in, it will not be suitable for society.You told him, it was tantamount to breaking the eagle's wings.From now on, Qiuzhu... However, all of this has nothing to do with me.In this way, you can understand as much as you can!Just knowing more is not necessarily better than knowing less.

Having said that, he ignored the phantom and fell asleep a little weakly.

Opening his eyes again, he saw a scene familiar to Huang Fu.He felt a little thirsty.Looking at the blue and white porcelain pot on the table not far away, after thinking for a while, he raised his arm and was able to move.The soul that occupied the body disappeared.There was a person lying on the side of the bed, maybe he felt the noise, so he woke up from his unsteady sleep, then grabbed his hand and said in surprise: "No red, you woke up?"

Huang Lizhen saw that handsome face that used to occupy her whole heart almost every day, but now she was so haggard, with deeply sunken eye sockets, bloodshot eyes, and new stubble on her chin.Finally, his gaze slowly moved to the hands that were holding his five fingers tightly.

Nodding, he silently withdrew his hand, pointed towards the direction of the teapot to the man whose eyes dimmed because he couldn't hide his disappointment.The man quickly understood.

Huang Lizhen drank a few sips of tea, and felt that her mind and body were the same as before, and there was nothing serious, so she straightened her clothes and got up.Ignoring Shao Yanfei behind him, Huang Lizhen pushed open the door and stepped out of the room.

The unique fragrance of the morning rushes towards the face with the cool air.The birds are singing and the flowers are fragrant, and there is a real feeling again.In the east of the courtyard, there is a sycamore tree full of greenery.Under the tree, there was a tall light blue shadow standing quietly with its back to the door of his room.

Huang Lizhen coughed.

The shadow trembled slightly, and turned its head slowly.