General Raiders

Yes, the hands are not as white and clean as the nobles, but rough and firm, covered with thin calluses, and there are scars one after another.

Rong An gradually fell in love with his hands, but they were only held by her once.

84. Fate

As winter was approaching, Rong An had a big belly and could no longer walk. Yun Zhong took her to find a small town with convenient transportation, and rented two houses for a while.He always insisted that it is extremely dangerous for a woman to give birth. Although it is easy to expose her whereabouts in the town, the doctor's medical skills are much better than those in the small village. The next room is waiting, while I am guarding outside the door, waiting to be dispatched at any time.This was the first time she gave birth to a baby, and she suffered from pain all night, and at dawn, the baby was born without any danger, a healthy boy.The midwife announced the good news to her, wrapped up the baby skillfully for her to see, and took the baby out to show to Yun Chong. They all thought he was the baby's biological father, but she also found out that he was actually guarding the baby outside in the cold weather. overnight.

When she was the crown princess of Nanzhao, there were so many concubines and concubines who gave birth to Li Rui. Every time, she, the main concubine, stayed outside like a responsible concubine. Li Rui only rushed over the day after the child was born glance.

Rong An sat in front of the window and sewed clothes and hats for her newborn child. In the past, she didn’t need to be a female celebrity at all, but in order to pass the time in her free time, she specially learned from the embroiderer and made some clothes for the future child. Unfortunately, they were all left in the palace and could not be brought out.While she was busy with the work at hand, she sometimes glanced out the window. Yun Zhong was playing with the child in his arms. He liked this child who had no blood relationship with him very much. The child was also very strange. Rong An couldn't coax him every time he cried , As long as the cloud comes back again, I will fall asleep after touching my fingers.

Yun Zhong happily said: "He is still so young, so he is not afraid of the killing spirit in me, and he will definitely be like me in the future, he will become a great general."

Rong An touched the child's tender face, perhaps because he was emotionally unstable during the confinement period, and she shed tears for a while.

Yun Zhong was in a hurry, and stammered: "Your Highness, don't cry, did I say something wrong? Wen Po said that you can't cry during confinement, it will hurt your eyes!"

She was full of sadness, but suddenly laughed again.

Yun Zhong couldn't help wiping away her tears, so after searching for a long time, he found a piece of Supa that was washed cleanly, and after dusting it vigorously without a trace of dust, he handed it to her with confidence.

Rong An was thinking about something on his mind, and from time to time pulled out Supra hidden in his sleeve to have a look.Since then, this veil has been kept by her side, and she always forgets to return it, and Yun Zhong never asked her for it.The child's coat and hat were quite small, and it took a while to sew them up. She took another look at the two people, one big and one small, who were laughing face to face outside the window, and began to embroider on the square supra, and then pierced the cloud again Find old clothes and mend them.

The child has not been officially named yet. According to the ranking in the original family, this generation should have the character Jing. She had already thought about calling him Jingxi before, but if she wanted to return to Dachu, her surname could not be Li.

In her heart, she really wanted the child to follow Yun Chong's surname Yun.

When it was time to breastfeed the baby, Yun Zhong took the baby over to her and retreated respectfully outside the house.After Rong An nursed the child, he put him in the cradle that Yun Zhong made himself, struggling to figure out how to speak.

She deliberately glanced at herself in the bronze mirror, and straightened her temples.He endured a lot of hardships while fleeing, and his face withered and faded. Now he has recovered a bit, but he is no longer as glamorous as he was when he was young. I don't know if Yun Zhong will care after all these years.But his kindness to the child and her really moved her.

She called Yun Zhong into the room, from Li Rui's divorce letter to the child's dark future, Yun Zhong's eyes gradually became serious, and after thinking for a while, she asked, "If your highness doesn't dislike it, can you let your little highness take my surname?"

He knew that Rong An often called his child Xi'er, and quickly wrote the word Xi with a pen. His eyes were full of anticipation and a little shy.

"This word means daybreak, and the little Highness was born at dawn, and it sounds the same as what His Highness said..."

Yun Chong didn't like reading, sometimes it was very difficult to read the prescriptions prescribed by the doctor, but he wrote this word very smoothly, he must have secretly thought about it for a long time, and got up early.

Rong An's heart was sweeter than eating honey, and he said with a smile: "Then call it Yunxi!"

Yun Xi is almost one year old, Rong An doesn't want to live a life of wandering, she wants to find a place where no one knows them and settle down with Yun Zhong Yun Xi.Yunxi is Li Rui's son, it is best not to go back to the Imperial City of Great Chu, she will not take Yunxi to join Li Rui, after a divorce letter, there is nothing between them.

Yun Zhong said, "Your Highness still has relatives in the imperial city, so you should go back to your relatives."

He was really a shy person, he always said nothing, and he still called her His Highness for so long, as if he was away from her.Rong An has been playing charades with him for almost a year, and he is very confident in himself, so he simply said, "Don't you want the three of us to live together?"

Yun Zhong's face showed hesitation, he struggled and said, "I want to..."

But he still refused to go on.

Rong An couldn't wait any longer, and decided to take down the dull general herself. She picked an auspicious day, and gave him the veil that she had embroidered long ago.Yun Zhong got what she made and was as happy as a child.She stepped forward and held his hand carefully, thinking that if he still refused to speak like this, he was really a piece of wood.

But the wise eldest princess hit a wall for the first time.

Yun Zhong seemed to have been greatly frightened, his face turned pale, and he hurriedly took his hand away. She immediately understood that she and the handkerchief she gave away had become a joke.For the next three days, she kept a blank face and refused to eat or drink, no matter how much Yun Xi cried, she would not allow him to see Yun Zhong.

She wanted to take the child away quietly, but Yun Zhong still followed her lingeringly.

For the first time, Rong An yelled like a slapstick.Yun Zhong knelt down and let her beat and scold her, and when she had finished beating her with cotton-like fists, he suddenly hugged her tightly, his eyes were bloodshot, and he sighed: "Your Highness, I'm not good, I deserve it." Not on you..."

Only then did he tell her that he already had a wife and children in the imperial city, and he could no longer hide it from her.

Back then, he was injured and expelled from the palace by the head of the guards. He was only half alive. He was rescued by a kind doctor in the hospital, who helped him recover from his injuries and betrothed his daughter to him.He couldn't refuse out of kindness, and was forced to make a living, so he decided to join the army. He has suffered a lot, made a lot of military exploits in the past few years, rose through the ranks, and was finally able to seal his wife and son. People can only hide her deep in their hearts.

Da Chu wanted to attack Nanzhao, and he knew that it was where His Highness was, so he tried his best to oppose it at first.But his objection was useless, he could only break into the palace first, just to save her at the last moment.

After six years of separation, everything has changed when we meet again.

But he still looked at His Highness stupidly like a boy and couldn't move his eyes.It turned out that he just hid his admiration for her, and it didn't change at all.

Her condition was very bad, he rescued her out of the palace, even if there were Nanzhao soldiers chasing after her, he felt fearless, and kept telling himself that as long as he could be her bodyguard, he would be satisfied to send her back to the imperial city.He also has his own selfishness, and he just wants to make the journey back to Dachu longer and slower.

Even if she is pregnant with the flesh and blood of Prince Nanzhao, as long as it is her child, he likes it from the bottom of his heart, just like he loves his own children, he is afraid that he is not good enough to treat them, he needs to be better.

In his eyes, she is a smart and beautiful Highness at all times, and he himself is a poor boy who is absolutely not worthy of her. He never expects a response from her, and even subconsciously avoids her confession. The relationship that I have been thinking about for many years has blossomed, how can he let go, he is not unwilling to be with her and the child, but the eldest princess can't be a concubine, and he can't be ungrateful, abandoning him far away in the imperial city, for him A wife with children.

Yun Zhong was in a dilemma, Rong An let out a long sigh, could it be that he was to be blamed for marrying his wife out of kindness, for being the first to rush in and save himself, for his honesty, for his affection?

An affectionate little girl may be a little girl for her lover, but she is the strong and strong eldest princess, even if she wants to get married, she has to smile, so how can she snatch other people's husbands and become a concubine that she never disdains?

She and Yun Zhong have reached an impasse, they both want to love, but they can't, presumably they are destined for each other.

Slowly she also put it down, and she was neither salty nor cold with him, just like an old friend, he still kept calling her His Highness, and she would make winter clothes for him, but she could no longer talk about feelings, in the eyes of outsiders, they Still a happy young couple with a lively and lovely child.

She thought that she would spend her life like this until one day she could find a solution to this deadlock, either Yun Zhong would give in or she would give in.A Nanzhao killer suddenly appeared and completely shattered her peaceful life. Unlike the soldiers in the past, this time the killer had extremely high martial arts skills and came specifically for her. Yun Zhong was stabbed by the killer in order to protect her The vital point is at stake.

She thought she had let go of her feelings for him, but when things came to an end, she held Yun Zhong's hand and cried uncontrollably. Tears were like broken beads. It was the first time she lost her temper with him, and it was also the first time she wanted to Let go of your self-esteem and surrender for him.

She tearfully said: "Don't die, I don't blame you anymore, let's get married right away, shall we?"

Yun Zhong's eyes lit up, and he tried to remember her appearance with a smile. He took out the embroidered handkerchief that he had been cherishing all along, and handed it back before it was stained by his blood. In her hand, she said with difficulty: "Then I, wait for His Highness to send me off again..."

"I remember... the first time I was on duty, the sun was scorching, Your Highness... called me to stand under the shade of a tree