Jonson's Diary

July 2018, 3, sunny

Dr. Cheng has been very troubled recently because of me.

I told him I couldn't take it anymore.Dr. Cheng looked at me silently, his eyes were red.

I originally thought that doctors are used to life and death, and human relationships, so they should have a hard heart. Parents and bosses who don’t want to raise a severely burned son delay deliberately when communicating with doctors.

Because once the doctor says that there is no way to recover, the parents can get a large amount of compensation, and the boss doesn't have to continue to pay. Such things are not uncommon.

As doctors, they have seen through the dark side of human nature and are used to seeing the warmth of human nature. I always thought that their hearts were rock-solid.

I realized later that they are ordinary people, no different from us.

I couldn't help being soft-hearted, and I couldn't help blaming myself. If only I didn't exist, everyone would have a better life, and they wouldn't be sad because of me.

An unexpected call came, but I didn't answer it, staring at the phone in a daze.An Huai finally sent a message saying that he moved to this city because of work and invited me to his house to play.

I thought for a long time and decided to go.

In college, it was difficult for my gang of friends to meet each other, each had their own jobs, and the final outcome was just drifting away, and in the end we had to rely on class reunions to maintain the only friendship and memories.

August 2018, 3, sunny

Get up in the morning and eat breakfast, it tastes good.I doubt myself a little bit, that would be so good?

The wind and clouds wiped out breakfast, and ran to the snack street to eat from the street to the end of the street.Xiaolongbao, fried dough sticks, bread, vermicelli, fried potatoes, porridge, everything.

I was so happy that I ran to the toilet and vomited faintly.

I'm quite strange, I vomit when I can't eat, and I vomit when I can eat.The former is unhappy, while the latter is too happy to find the north.

correct!Didn't you say go on a trip?Well, call Anhuai and Li Keji, let's leave tomorrow, let's go to Kunming!It sounds like a good way to walk the road I walked back then!

Also ask Xue Rin if he will go?

The company's front desk told me that she dared not let me go up without an appointment. Their president Xue Da went to a meeting, and no one answered the phone calls to the office. It might take about an hour.

I smiled and agreed. In fact, there is not much difference between one hour and one minute. What's more, I have been waiting for so many years, and this time is not bad.

I sat on the side, watching the people coming and going in a daze, and I didn't play with my mobile phone. I was extremely bored.

I saw Hing Ye again, and he looked at me with hatred in his eyes, which made me shudder.I pushed my glasses uncomfortably.Reflecting on myself, I really don't know why Hinge has so much malice towards me.

When I die, he will probably drink happily to celebrate. I used to think it was pretty good, and I can still please others when I die.

However, I don't really want to die today, I want to meet An Huai, let's go play together.I don't know how long I can maintain my current state, maybe tomorrow, or maybe the next second, I will turn back to the original trash, like Cinderella in fairy tales.

The illness comes and goes, one second you think you are omnipotent, and the next second you are useless.

Literary point of view is: heaven and purgatory are all in the world.

It's just that I know more about the difference between heaven and hell.

At this time, everyone was almost ready to eat, and the girl at the front desk kindly asked me if I wanted to order takeaway with them.

"Okay! What do you think is the most delicious? I'll order one too!"

Just like finding a bosom friend, the girl swears that the takeaway she ordered is so delicious that I can swallow my tongue.

In the end, the girl at the front desk and I sat next to each other and ate the same takeaway - rice with pickled cabbage and fish.

I don't like fish, and I don't like sour soup, but I still enjoy it.

"Hey? You are Mr. Xue's friend, right? Then do you know anything about Assistant Wen?" The girl stared at me with bright eyes.

Seeing my confused face, she explained again: "It's Wen Huibo! They have been abroad before, and it is said that they are still living together. According to reliable sources, Mr. Xue has a showdown with his family!"

"Really? That means they are in that kind of relationship?"

It may be rare to meet someone who loves gossip, and the girl at the front desk immediately opened up the chatterbox.Xue Rin and Wen Huibo have known each other since high school when they were in college, and when Xue Rin was going abroad, Wen Huibo followed without saying a word.

For the first time, I found that Bagua is quite good for dinner, and I think I can still have a bowl.The eloquence of the girl at the front desk is very good. In short, the two of them can sing and cry, but there has been no progress. The eunuchs are so anxious to death!

The girl at the front desk poked me and motioned me to look back.

"That's Mr. Xue, and the one next to him is Assistant Wen. If you want me to say that Assistant Wen is completely qualified for a better position, but hey, hey! You understand!"

When I saw it, it looked familiar. Doesn't this mean the man who dumped Xue Rin?Xue Rin also saw me, and looked like a fool with a surprised expression.I waved to him in a good mood.

Xue Lin walked straight past without even looking at me. I followed up consciously and waved to the girl at the front desk. She gave me a look back and signaled me to gossip.I am a little dumbfounded.

I followed them, listening to Wen Huibo keep telling Xue Rin about trivial matters at work, Xue Rin was also listening very seriously, although he looked indifferent, but I knew that he was actually serious.

I can't get in, I'm redundant here.

In the office, I consciously nestled on the sofa, as quiet as a chicken.I didn't tell Xue Rin that I was coming, but I appeared suddenly. If I was messing around, maybe Xue Rin would get mad after returning home.

Can't be bothered.

There were a few scattered A4 papers and pencils on the sofa. I had an idea and planned to draw a picture for Xue Lin, because I was bored anyway.

I took a serious look at Xue Lin and drew a few strokes.After half an hour, I threw the pen away, and I don't know when Wen Huibo left.

Xue Rin immediately jumped up and snatched the A4 paper in my hand. I pretended not to let him see it, but Xue Rin went all out to grab it. In the end, Xue Rin snatched the A4 paper.

He took a look: "Oh? Are you brave?"

I waved my hand innocently, I did draw very seriously, the graffiti like a primary school student is very suitable to express the characteristics of Xue Rin!

"I'm leaving tomorrow."

"Where?"

"Kunming."

"what about me?"

"Well, work hard."

Xue Rin suddenly laughed, raised his eyebrows, and the corners of his mouth pulled a playful arc, provocatively and unrestrainedly: "Little Qiao, you must be jealous."

jealous?Do you think I look like the kind of person who would be jealous?Old-fashioned, rigorous and restrained|Meticulous about sex is my label, so do you think I have anything to do with being jealous?

"Are you stupid looking at the documents?" I said with an indifferent face.

Xue Lin suddenly came over and hugged me like a clingy golden retriever.

"Okay," Xue Rin dragged out the ending, "Well, you're not jealous, so why not if I'm jealous?"

Sometimes, I always feel that Xue Rin doesn't have long ears.

I'm not jealous, just a little reconciled.