forbidden love

The spring rain was dense and continuous, pattering down all night, and just after dawn, Qingshan got up early.

Holding a hoe, Qingshan walked quickly to the peanut field outside the courtyard facing the early morning mist. The rain in the field was sufficient at this moment, which was a good time to sow peanuts. Qingshan couldn't wait to turn over the cage ditch to prepare peanuts.

The sun came out, the morning fog cleared, and when all the ditches were turned over, it was already a long time for breakfast, and then Qingshan felt hungry, and suddenly thought that if Xiaoyu was his family, he would not be hungry abdomen.

Xiaoyu was busy with housework, and just filled the water tank with water, Mrs. Wang asked him to clean the yard again.

The little murloc is thin and thin, and his strength is not very strong. The heavy broom makes it difficult for Xiaoyu to sweep the floor frequently. Xiaoyu sweeps out from the doorway bit by bit, and suddenly accidentally sweeps on an embroidered shoe. Before he could remove the broom, the owner of the shoe kicked the broom out of Xiao Yu's hand in anger, and Xiao Yu almost fell down due to the sudden kick.

"Little beast, you can't be blind!" Wang pinched her waist, stomped the non-existent ashes on her shoes, and cursed, "I don't even look at the floor, my eyes are just a decoration, and I will attract a whole body in the morning." unlucky!"

The woman next to her grabbed Wang's back, and asked with a smile on her face, "From the Wang family, this is the eldest son? He's a little thinner, but he looks quite handsome. Looking at his face, I think this marriage will definitely work out."

"Oh! Matchmaker Li! What are you looking at?" Wang's face turned cold, and she said dissatisfiedly, "He is not my son. My son is much stronger than him. Look at how thin he looks. How can he support him?" To be able to afford a daughter-in-law means that our family has a kind heart and kindly took in this oil bottle, otherwise we would have starved to death."

Matchmaker Li smiled awkwardly, feeling a little pity in her heart.

Mrs. Wang warmly welcomes Matchmaker Li into the house, serving tea and water, and Mrs. Wang's laughter about her eldest son can be heard continuously in the house.

Xiaoyu swept the ground, and unintentionally glanced at the scene in the house. He happened to meet Mrs. Wang coming out of the house, so he gave Xiaoyu a hard look, and said bitterly: "Sweep the ground, why are you still here! Is it possible to pay back?" I really want me to tell you a daughter-in-law, to tell you, don’t even think about it in this life, you are just like this, that is, you will be a long-term worker for the rest of your life, get out and work, don’t be an eyesore here!”

Xiaoyu turned and left indifferently, and Wang's unbearable words came from behind him.

"Toad-toad-toad still wants to eat swan meat. I really don't know how high the sky is and the earth is thick, and I don't want to piss to show my virtue, hum!"

Xiaoyu clenched his fists and gritted his teeth, not wanting to stay for a moment, and quickly ran up the mountain.

Under the bright sunshine, Qingshan is seriously tending the peanut field, Xiaoyu saw it, his eyes were red, because Qingshan said that this piece of peanuts was planted for him, and because he likes to eat, so Qingshan planted the whole field. Plant peanuts.Qingshan has always been very kind to him, he is his dearest person in this world, and also his only warmth and attachment in this world. If Qingshan hadn't been around these years, he probably wouldn't be able to live now.

Wang Shi said that he wanted to marry a daughter-in-law, and he really wronged him a lot. In fact, he didn't want to at all. He just wanted to be by Qingshan's side in his life, so he was satisfied and had nothing else to ask for.

Mrs. Wang said that he was a toad-toad who wanted to eat swan meat, but he mentioned his sore spot. In his eyes, no woman in the world could compare to Qingshan. ...Falling flowers are intentional, flowing water is ruthless!However, who can understand this kind of forbidden love!

"Xiaoyu!" Qing Shan asked the stunned Xiaoyu, "What's the matter with you? Do you have something on your mind?"

He watched Xiaoyu grow up since he was a child, every move he made, every frown and smile, emotions, sorrows and joys are all seen in his eyes, when Xiaoyu is happy, and when Xiaoyu is wronged, he can't escape with every look and expression his eyes.Although Xiaoyu didn't say anything, it didn't mean that Qingshan didn't know.

"No, Brother Qingshan, I'll help you plant the seeds."

As long as he was with Qingshan, Xiaoyu felt that he didn't care about any grievances. Seeing Qingshan, he felt unspeakable joy and satisfaction in his heart, so Xiaoyu smiled with relief.

"it is good."

Qingshan walked in front, and Xiaoyu planted seeds behind. The two worked one after the other. Neither of them spoke, but their movements were surprisingly tacit. Warm and beautiful.

At noon, Xiaoyu didn't go back to Wang's house. He went to Qingshan's kitchen early to prepare lunch. Cooking for Qingshan is also a big hobby of Xiaoyu. Watching Qingshan eat his cooking, Xiaoyu felt unspeakable happiness in his heart.

Qingshan Kitchen is very rich in ingredients, and the vegetable field outside the courtyard is complete in variety. The perennial cooking has allowed Xiaoyu to cook delicious dishes. Xiaoyu cooked delicious rice and cooked four dishes and one soup. .

"Brother Qingshan!" Xiaoyu stood in the yard and shouted, "Go home and eat!"

This is also his favorite thing to do. It is nothing more than satisfying the unknown and taboo lovesickness in his heart. He really likes Qingshan, not the friendship between brothers, but the love between men and women.

I don't know when, Xiaoyu developed this strange feeling for Qingshan, maybe when he wiped away his tears, maybe when he was bandaging his wound, maybe it was lying on his generous back, maybe lying on his back. In his breast, maybe...

Little by little, inadvertently, it quietly penetrated into Xiaoyu's limbs and bones. When Xiaoyu discovered this abnormal feeling, he was already deeply trapped in it and couldn't extricate himself. It was too late to break free.

"Okay, let's go back."

Aoyama smiled knowingly.

The spring breeze is soft and warm, and the spring is lacking and the autumn is sleepy. After lunch, Qingshan sees that Xiaoyu is not in good spirits, and he is also limp, so he leaves Xiaoyu at home to read a book, and he goes to work by himself.

When Qingshan came back from the field, he saw Xiaoyu falling asleep on the table with a book in his hand.

Qingshan stepped forward, carefully removed the book from Xiaoyu's hand, picked up Xiaoyu horizontally, put him on the bed in the bedroom, lifted up Xiaoyu's trouser legs, looked at the place where the snake was bitten, and found that it was indeed healed Only then did he feel relieved, and gently covered Xiaoyu with a quilt, walked out of the door lightly, and went up the mountain alone with the rope and Bian.

Xiaoyu slept very restlessly, frowning, in his sleep, he dreamed that Qingshan was riding a tall horse, wearing a fiery red wedding dress, greeted the bride with a spring breeze, and Qingshan on the horseback, Fengshen was handsome and smiling, obviously he had seen Seeing him, but turning a blind eye to him, ignoring him, riding past him directly, can't wait to go straight to the bride, no matter how Xiao Yu yelled behind him, Qing Shan never looked back at him, that For a moment, Qingshan only had the bride in his eyes, without him, and the indifference and indifference in his eyes made Xiaoyu startled into a cold sweat.

"Brother Qingshan!" Xiaoyu cried out in pain, "Don't leave me!"

Xiaoyu woke up from the dream, covered in cold sweat, opened the quilt, the unique smell of Qingshan's body remained on the quilt, thinking of the scene in the dream, Xiaoyu felt extremely bitter.

After walking out, Qingshan was no longer in the peanut field, and the poles and ropes at home were gone. I knew that Qingshan had gone up the mountain to cut firewood.

Xiaoyu returned to the house listlessly, feeling as if his heart had been hollowed out, he walked to the bookcase that Qingshan made for him unknowingly, looked carefully, only to find that many new books had been added to the bookcase, Xiaoyu flipped through it , and found that they were some books that he mentioned inadvertently. I don’t know when Qingshan had already bought them for him.

In the bookcase is still the rice paper I bought at the market last time, Xiaoyu took out the inkstone and poured some water, rubbed the ink lightly, the faint fragrance of ink calmed Xiaoyu's restless mood.

He has liked writing and reading since he was a child, and he likes the smell of ink and books even more. Even though he has only been in a private school for more than three years, he has never stopped reading and writing in private. Qingshan knows that he loves reading and writing, not only for him I made bookcases, desks and chairs by myself, and often bought him some precious books for him to read.

Picking up the rice paper and laying it flat on the table, Xiaoyu settled down and wrote like flying. In a moment, a familiar outline appeared on the rice paper. The character was formed in one go. The handsome appearance still has both spirit and form, and one can tell at a glance the artist's enthusiasm and affection for the person in the painting.

Xiaoyu has never done a painting before, but he has already painted Qingshan so vividly, it can be seen that Qingshan has been sketched and traced by him more than a million times in his heart.

Who should be beside Qingshan?Qingshan should have been surrounded by a gentle and virtuous woman, not him Xiaoyu - a man!But every time I write, I don't get the point. Finally, I have to sigh and write the names of the two "Qingshan Xiaoyu" on the side of the painting.

Xiaoyu kept stroking Qingshan's portrait with his hands, and his thoughts drifted far away. He didn't come back to his senses until he heard footsteps outside, and hurriedly put away the portrait and put it in the innermost part of the cabinet.

Qingshan came in and saw Xiaoyu putting things in the cupboard, thought he was tidying up the bookcase, so he didn't think much about it.

"Wake up." Qing Shan asked, "Why don't you sleep a little longer?"

"Can't sleep, why don't you ask me to go up the mountain to cut firewood?"

"Look at you sleeping soundly."

Xiaoyu got a glass of water from the teapot and brought it to Qing Shan: "You're thirsty, drink a glass of water first, and take a rest."

Qing Shan took the tea, sat beside Xiao Yu, and drank it all in one gulp.

As night fell, it was getting late, Qingshan was carrying firewood, and sent Xiaoyu home as usual, but on the way back, he saw that Xiaoyu was not in a good mood, thinking that he had been wronged at home, and he never let go of it.

"Xiao Yu!" Qing Shan said, "When you get married, everything will be fine."

After hearing what Qingshan said, Xiaoyu thought of the dream he had just had, and was instantly annoyed: "Do you think I'm annoying too, wishing I could marry a wife sooner? Others say I'm a fool, don't you think I'm a fool too?" Ping, I'm afraid I will cause you trouble and you won't be able to marry a wife!"

Qingshan was stunned, he didn't know how wronged Xiaoyu had suffered today, but he could feel that Xiaoyu was very sad at this moment, he put down the firewood, hugged Xiaoyu tightly in his arms, but he didn't know how to comfort the person in his arms .

"what happened?"

Xiaoyu nestled in Qingshan's strong chest, hugged Qingshan's waist tightly, who can understand the bitterness in his heart!

"Brother Qingshan, you married a wife, will you ignore me?"

Qingshan felt baffled, he didn't know why Xiaoyu had such a ridiculous idea, Xiaoyu has always been his most important family member, taking care of Xiaoyu has long been a part of his life, whether he gets married or not will not change Xiaoyu's love for him position in the heart.

"will not!"

"But I had a dream today, and I dreamed that you would marry a wife and you would not want me." Xiaoyu said aggrievedly.

Qingshan was dumbfounded by Xiaoyu's childish words, a pair of big hands kept comforting and stroking Xiaoyu's head, but his voice was extremely firm.

"Remember, you will always be my most important person."

"really?"

"nature!"

Xiaoyu leaned against Qingshan's chest, felt the strong heartbeat from Qingshan's heart, and gently closed his eyes.

As the sun sets, the twilight tree-lined path is silent, and time seems to stand still for a moment.

After a while, Xiaoyu was in a better mood, and then Qingshan let go of Xiaoyu, picked up the firewood, and walked side by side to Wangjia Village with Xiaoyu. Carrying firewood into the village, until Xiaoyu could no longer be seen, Qingshan smiled wryly, shook his head, and walked halfway up the mountain with big strides.