forbidden love

Obviously feeling that the people around him stiffened, Xiaoyu blushed, her heart was beating very fast, and she nervously shouted: "...Brother Qingshan!"

Qingshan opened his eyes awkwardly, in the dim light, Xiaoyu's handsome face was close at hand, his noses and breaths were similar, and the warm breath sprinkled on each other's faces, half of the moonlight was covered by clouds, looming It also became soft and ambiguous.

Maybe it's because the moonlight is too beautiful, maybe it's because Qingshan's eyes are too gentle, maybe it's because of today's sudden and dangerous situation, Xiaoyu boldly stretches out his arms to hug Qingshan, closes his eyes, and kisses Qingshan deeply and deeply.

He really wanted to know---has Qingshan moved him?

Qingshan's brain is completely broken, all reason is gone-lost-destroyed-exhausted, his eyes are full of fire-light, and he can no longer suppress-suppress-full-love-thoughts, just like-closed Wild-beast in the cage, the cage is opened, rushing out of the shackles, and there is no redemption.

Qingshan eagerly rolled over and pressed tightly on Xiaoyu's body, doing what he had done countless times in his dreams, tasting and sucking in all kinds of things, Xiaoyu's lips-tongue was soft-soft-soft and fragrant, sweet-delicious It's like fine nectar, as good as the taste he tasted in his dream, no!Sweeter and more real than the taste in his dream, Qing Shan's movements became more and more intense, and he never wanted to stop, preferring to drown-death between the lips and tongue.

Xiaoyu put his arms around Qingshan's neck, opened his mouth-lips and let Qingshan pour rivers and seas in his own mouth, even if Qingshan's arrogance hurt him, he never flinched, followed his instinct, and greeted-closed with raw-astringent-pleasant-pleasure.

"Um......"

A voice of ecstasy completely pulled back Qing Shan's mind, Xiao Yu's clothes were untidy, thin-lips were red-swollen, thin and fair chest, and on the neck of the beautiful collarbone, there were bruises left by him everywhere. The blue-purple-purple kiss marks are shocking.

Qingshan felt cold, what did he do to Xiaoyu?

Qingshan's hands trembled, he straightened Xiaoyu's clothes in a panic, with a painful expression in his eyes.

"I'm sorry, Xiaoyu! It's my fault... I shouldn't have treated you like this... I shouldn't have had unreasonable thoughts about you! I, I really deserve to die!..."

Qingshan thumped his forehead in pain, Xiaoyu must be very disappointed with him, how could he face Xiaoyu face to face, Qingshan picked up the bedside clothes and got out of bed in a hurry.

"Don't go! Brother Qingshan!"

Xiaoyu hugged Qingshan tightly from behind, put his face on Qingshan's wide-thick back, tears slowly flowed from the white underwear, and finally told the secret that had been hidden in his heart for many years.

"Brother Qingshan, I like you, I really like you, I have liked you for a long time..."

Qingshan was stunned, his heart was overwhelmed, he couldn't believe it, and asked in a daze: "...Xiaoyu, you know, what are you talking about?"

"I like you." Xiaoyu said again, "It's not brotherly love, but love between a man and a woman."

Xiaoyu admires him, Xiaoyu likes him, hearing Xiaoyu's words, Qingshan's excited heart seems to jump out of his chest, however, after a while, Qingshan slowly calms down from the ecstasy, but his reason tells him that they can't move forward Take a step.

For two men to fall in love is a violation of secular ethics, and they are destined to be cast aside by the world. Xiaoyu is still so young, how can he bear to let Xiaoyu follow him on this thorny road.

"Xiaoyu." Qingshan wiped the tears from the corners of Xiaoyu's eyes, and sighed, "But we are all men! Don't you think it's wrong for us?"

"What's wrong with the man! Is it wrong to like someone?" Xiaoyu said firmly, "If you like Brother Qingshan, it's wrong. I would like to make a mistake to the end, and I will have no complaints or regrets in this life."

"Xiaoyu, you are still young, and there are some things you may not understand. When you grow up, do you think that the choice you made today was a mistake?"

"No!" Xiaoyu said, "I have grown up, I know what I do, and I know what I want. I just want to live with you, and I have nothing else to ask for."

"Xiaoyu, but... your life shouldn't be entangled with a man!"

"I don't like men, I just like you. I can't like anyone in this world except you."

"Little fish..."

Qingshan's heart was overwhelmed, he was surprised and hesitant, he didn't know what to do?

"Brother Qingshan." Xiaoyu suddenly asked, "Do you like me?"

At this moment, Xiaoyu just wants to know what kind of feelings Qingshan has for him?Is it brotherhood?Or love between lovers?

"...Naturally, I will not lie to the heavens and the earth, and I don't want to lie to you." How could I not like it? I was so dazed that I liked it, Qingshan said, "But I can't, I can't be like this Selfishness, I will tire you to bear my name for the rest of my life."

"I don't care..." Xiaoyu held Qingshan's hand, his eyes were red, and he asked pleasantly, "If brother Qingshan lived with me, would you ever be afraid of the strange eyes of the world? Infamy against ethics?"

Qingshan smiled bitterly: "Xiaoyu, you know, I have a bad reputation, so why would I care what the world thinks of me! But, Xiaoyu, you are different."

"What the world thinks has nothing to do with me!" Xiaoyu felt no burden anymore, "Brother Qingshan, do you know? My only wish in this life, my only happiness, is to stay by your side, I don't care What the world thinks of me, I only care about what you think." Xiaoyu hugged Qingshan tightly, not allowing Qingshan to back down, and said again, "Brother Qingshan thinks Xiaoyu's happiness is more important, or the eyes of the world?"

Naturally, Xiaoyu's happiness is important!

Qingshan suddenly realized that liking someone means wishing him happiness?He has always felt that it is right not to let Xiaoyu take detours and lead a normal life of a man marrying a wife and having children, and it is Xiaoyu's best destination.

Only today did he realize how stupid he is, the source of Xiaoyu's happiness and happiness is living with him bit by bit, only he can bring happiness to Xiaoyu.

He didn't realize until now that he almost buried Xiaoyu's happiness with his own hands, almost ruined Xiaoyu's happiness with his own hands, recalling how he avoided and indifferent to Xiaoyu in the past, thinking of Xiaoyu's painful and sad eyes, as if thousands of poisonous thorns had pierced into him. Heart, throbbing with pain, Qingshan really regretted it.

Qingshan suddenly became enlightened, like enlightenment, so what about feelings that violate ethics and heaven!So what if the world spurned and abused her!Life is for them to live, it doesn't matter if the world accepts it or not, as long as Xiaoyu is happy and healthy.

"Brother Qingshan, do you know?" Xiaoyu said, "When I found out that you were going to marry a wife, I was really sad." At that time, all his thoughts were lost and he had nothing to love. Without Qingshan, he felt that life was meaningless.

"I'm sorry, Xiaoyu. At that time I knew I was in love with you, but I didn't know what to do. That's why I thought of marrying a wife to escape my feelings for you." Qingshan hugged Xiaoyu tightly and said distressedly, "I was confused, Committing such a big mistake and causing you to suffer so much, I will never leave you half a step in the future, and I will never do stupid things to make you sad."

In the past, he was too stupid and caused Xiaoyu to suffer a lot of grievances. Since Xiaoyu can only be happy by his side, he devoted his whole life to love and protect Xiaoyu, to hold up a sky for Xiaoyu, and let Xiaoyu be happy. It is good to live under his wings with peace of mind.

"Brother Qingshan!" After a long time, I already had the answer in my heart, but I still wanted my beloved to speak out, "Are you happy with me?"

"I am happy with you." Qingshan replied in a deep voice.

In this life, there is only little fish in my heart, and there is only little fish.I can only hold Xiaoyu alone in my heart, and there is still a little space left for others.

Xiaoyu's tears were wet, he finally waited for Qingshan's response, the lovesickness of countless nights, the fear of countless nights, all belonged at this moment, Xiaoyu cried with joy, it turned out that he was not wishful thinking!