forbidden love

In the dark night, the heavy raindrops on the eaves made a crisp ticking sound, as if every sound was hitting Xiaoyu's heart.

Xiaoyu tossed and turned on the bed, unable to fall asleep no matter what.

Qingshan's words have always been burned in Xiaoyu's heart, "Please choose a date for me as soon as possible." Qingshan can't wait to get married. He said before that even if he has a family, he is the most important person in Qingshan's heart.

Qingshan has always been very kind to him, and he has deliberately alienated himself these days, is it possible that something happened to Qingshan.

Thinking of this, Xiaoyu came to his senses, hurriedly got up and dressed, ignored the pouring rain outside, and ran to the middle of the mountain in a hurry.

"Boom boom!

Qingshan fell asleep in a daze, and when he heard the urgent knock on the door, he suddenly woke up, no one would come to his house except Xiaoyu, and he didn't know what happened to Xiaoyu in the middle of the night?

Qingshan was in such a hurry that he didn't even bother to put on his shoes, so he hurried out to open the door.

Xiaoyu stood outside the door completely drenched in despair, the rain dripped down Xiaoyu's hair and clothes, and there was not even a trace of blood on his delicate face.Summer is over, and the rain in early autumn is already very cold. Xiaoyu's thin body is trembling constantly, and there are many mud marks on his body. Blood is dripping from the outside of the image constantly.

Qingshan's whole body was going to be bad, and he hugged Xiaoyu tightly in his arms, his heart ached so much, seeing Xiaoyu's distraught appearance, Qingshan really wanted to desperately kiss Xiaoyu's pale lips, telling Xiaoyu, his thoughts on Xiaoyu, these days deliberately alienate him, he has never felt better in his heart, and he has lived for 26 years before he knows the feeling of heartache is so hard!

After a while, Qing Shan let Xiao Yu go, he couldn't destroy Xiao Yu.

Qingshan picked up the blanket and wrapped it tightly around Xiaoyu's body, found Xiaoyu's clothes from the bedroom, and asked Xiaoyu to change into the bedroom.

Xiaoyu came out of the bedroom after changing clothes, Qingshan had already boiled a bowl of ginseng soup, and brought it to Xiaoyu to drink.He went into the room again and took out the medicinal wine, and wiped Xiaoyu's injured hand, Qingshan's brows were furrowed, but the strength of his hand was extremely gentle.

"It's so late, what happened?"

Sitting on the stool, Xiaoyu silently watched Qingshan gently wipe his wounds, feeling extremely wronged.

"It's okay, I just miss you."

Qing Shan's hands that wiped the medicine trembled, but he regained his composure after being busy.

"I'm fine, what do you want me to do?"

Xiaoyu smiled bitterly, he knew that Shui Qingshan would not really understand what he said.

"Brother Qingshan, why are you always avoiding me these days?"

"Just for this matter, you came here in the middle of the night in the rain?"

"Hmm." Xiaoyu nodded, "Did I do something wrong? Tell me, what's wrong? I'll change it."

Xiaoyu's questioning made Qingshan feel confused, but he felt more and more guilty.

"No, don't think about it, it's not your fault."

Xiao Yu hurriedly held Qing Shan's generous palm, and asked: "Then these days, why do you always avoid me on purpose?"

Qingshan's heart was overwhelmed, his face remained calm, and he took Xiaoyu's hand away calmly.

"I've been a little busy recently."

"What are you busy with? Brother Qingshan, tell me, I can help you."

Qingshan smiled wryly in his heart, Xiaoyu, if you knew that I shouldn't have feelings for you, what would you think of me?You must be very disappointed in me.

Such unbearable feelings will definitely make you very painful, I'm sorry Xiaoyu, I would rather you hate me than let you down, let alone ruin your life!

"You can't help, I'm getting married, so I can't take care of you."

"...Are you married to Yuwan?" Xiaoyu asked sadly, her eyes turning red.

"Yes." Qing Shan said, "Yu Wan is a good girl."

"...Do you like Miss Yuwan very much?" Xiaoyu asked reluctantly, "That's why you are in a hurry to marry her?"

After a long time, Qingshan replied: "Yes, she will be my wife from now on, how could I not like it."

"...If you like...that's fine!" Xiaoyu's heart ached like twists and turns, he didn't know whether he was telling Qingshan or himself, and repeated over and over again, "... As long as you like it!...It turns out Brother Qingshan likes it..."

"Xiaoyu, when you grow up, you must learn to be independent." Qingshan sighed in his heart, "I will not be able to take care of you anymore"

Xiaoyu burst into tears, staring at the buffalo, and blurted out, "Is it possible? Or are you unwilling?"

Qing Shan stood in front of the window, listening to the dull sound of the rain hitting the window sill, was silent for a while, and said coldly: "I can't, and I don't want to."

"Because you got married, you don't want to have Xiaoyu anymore?"

"Yes."

Xiaoyu stiffened, looking at the indifferent green mountain in disbelief, his heart riddled with holes was torn into countless pieces in an instant. If it was cold, it would completely shatter the only warmth in his heart!The only nostalgia!

Xiaoyu shook his head in pain, and shouted in disbelief: "You lied, I don't believe it, you said that even if you married a wife, you wouldn't want me!"

Qingshan turned his back to Xiaoyu, stared blankly at the dark night, and replied in a deep voice: "I made a mistake."

"You lied to me! You lied to me! I don't believe it!"

"Sorry, little fish!"

Xiaoyu ran out in the rain, and Qingshan's heart was also broken. He clenched his fists in pain and followed Xiaoyu quietly.He is the one who is sorry for Xiaoyu, Xiaoyu has always treated him like a real brother, but he has unreasonable thoughts about Xiaoyu, and he has wrong thoughts about Xiaoyu, he is wrong, he is not worthy to be with him anymore Beside Xiaoyu.

Qingshan has been watching Xiaoyu's pain, but he can't look back, he can't be soft-hearted, Xiaoyu just relies on him too much, and the pain is only temporary.After Xiaoyu gets married and has children, with the warmth of his family, he will forget the pain at this moment, and everything will gradually get better.

Qing Shan followed Xiao Yu silently, until Xiao Yu entered his small courtyard, Qing Shan walked back.

In the wind and rain, Qingshan let the rain slap on him. He looked up at the dark night sky, closed his eyes in pain, and hoped that the rain would wash away the unbearable emotions in his heart and wash away his ugly soul.

When he came back at night, Xiaoyu was exhausted, and he still had a fever when he got home.

The next day, Mrs. Wang not only didn't feel sorry for Xiaoyu's illness, but also made sarcasm and asked him to do everything.

After being drowsy for several days, Xiaoyu's body gradually improved. Compared with the physical pain, the pain in his heart was far less unbearable for him.

Today is the market again, the market is as lively as usual, the autumn air is crisp and the sun is shining brightly, only Xiaoyu feels gloomy, and the whole person is cold from head to toe like in hell.

Xiaoyu dragged his tired body and sat beside Mrs. Wang's booth.

Aunt Wang was elated and chattered about Qingshan's personal life: "Xiaoyu, auntie has some good news for you. Your Qingshan brother's busy work is finally not in vain. His marriage can be regarded as settled. We just wait for the two people's horoscopes to choose." On an auspicious day, Qingshan can marry your sister-in-law and go home with eight sedan chairs, haha..."

Aunt Wang's words stuck in Xiaoyu's heart, unexpectedly Qingshan would get married so soon, it seems that he really likes that girl Yuwan.

After Qingshan had a wife and a child, there was no place for Xiaoyu in his heart anymore.The home halfway up the mountain is no longer a place for him to heal his wounds, and there is no place for him anymore!

Xiaoyu wandered in the street in a trance, looked forward unconsciously, and suddenly reflected in his pupils, a tall and familiar figure and a young and beautiful girl were carefully choosing pearl hairpins at the jewelry booth.

The girl is graceful and elegant, and the man is tall and handsome. Standing together, the two are a perfect match. Seeing the beautiful couple in front of him, Xiaoyu's heart aches and he almost suffocates.

"How about this one?"

The woman's voice was gentle and sweet, and she shyly held a red peony pearl hairpin and asked the tall man standing beside her.

"good."

The man was very patient, looking at the woman in front of him, he carefully selected the pearl hairpin.

The woman took another pearl hairpin of a different style, a lavender magnolia pattern, and showed it to the man.

"what about this?"

The man nodded seriously again.

The woman smiled slightly, like a Wan like a flower.

"The peony is the national flower, the beauty of the country is heavenly, and it is noble, but I still like this one." The woman put the lavender pearl hairpin in the man's hand, "Who share love and happiness in a floating life? The magnolia leaves a clear light among the flowers. I I prefer it to be fresh and refined, with natural beauty, brother Qingshan, how do you like it?"

Qing Shan said without hesitation, "Alright."

The woman blushed, Nuonuo said: "Then choose this one."

Qing Shan nodded, and readily took out the money.

"The two talents and women are so well matched!" The boss took the money and smiled happily. "Congratulations, the young man hasn't put it on for the girl yet."

The woman, with a pink face and peach blossoms, smiled shyly, with bright eyes and white teeth, took the pearl hairpin and placed it gently in Qing Shan's hand.

"Please, brother Qingshan help me put it on."

Qingshan was stunned for a moment, according to the customs of the Great Moon Dynasty, if wearing the pearl hairpin, their marriage would be considered settled, Qingshan hesitated for a moment, and finally, he took the pearl hairpin and gently inserted it on the woman's head.

Xiaoyu stood there quietly, as if he was in a deep cold pool, his whole body was so cold, his footsteps weighed a thousand catties, and he couldn't move away any more. Watching them choose Zhuchai seriously and happily, they are so well-matched when they stand together , Xiaoyu felt that breathing became extremely difficult.

The woman in front of me will soon become Qingshan's wife, who will be blessed with Qingshan in front of the world, who can sleep peacefully beside Qingshan's pillow, who can be buried in the same tomb with Qingshan, and will be recorded in the genealogy woman.

The woman in front of him is gentle and beautiful, she is the one Qingshan likes, Xiaoyu's eyes are red, tears flow down his face silently, he leaves silently.

Brother Qingshan, I wish you and Yuwan happiness and happiness!

Qing Shan suddenly turned his head away, his deep eyes fixed on Xiao Yu's receding back, unable to regain his senses for a long time.