Xiyang Mourning

"I haven't held your hand yet

Walk through the deserted dunes

From now on, we can learn to cherish

Everlasting..."

Faye Wong's voice echoed in the small space inside the car. Zheng Yang sat in the driver's seat and looked out of the window. Outside the car window was the place he lingered in dreams.

Zheng Yang couldn't help driving here since he talked with Qin Ling that day, and he stayed here for a whole day, eating the meals he prepared in those lunch boxes every day.

He has been in this street for many days, watching countless people coming and going, seeing people coming and going, watching Cheng Xi busy, sneaking, drinking coffee.

How he wished that he could go in with those coming and going, how he wished that he could help the master when he was busy, how he wished that he could grind a cup of coffee for the master when he was resting.

But he didn't dare, he didn't know how to explain it to his master.How should he explain to his master that he regretted after kneeling down and begging his master to leave, and hoped that his master would come back after breaking his heart.

Zheng Yang withdrew his gaze, looked down at his hand holding the steering wheel, a little annoyed at his hesitation and bewilderment.

When Zheng Yang was still in his own thoughts, he heard a sound of knocking on the glass. He was startled and didn't dare to look up at all.

What if... the master finds out?How should he explain it?

When Zheng Yang's voice sounded again, he finally raised his head. When he was ready to face Cheng Xi, he saw a strange girl.

Zheng Yang didn't know whether he felt more fortunate or more disappointed, but he pressed the car window sideways, "Excuse me?"

"Hi sir, I am the waiter in the coffee shop next door"

Zheng Yang looked at the cafe uniform on her body and the coffee cup in her hand, "Okay, what's the matter?"

"It's like this, our boss asked me to come." The girl handed the coffee in her hand to Zheng Yang. "This is what our boss asked me to give you."

After Zheng Yang took the coffee in a daze, she took out a piece of paper from her front pocket and handed it to Zheng Yang. "This is also given to you by the boss"

Zheng Yang watched the back of the girl walking into the coffee shop and talking to Cheng Xi, and felt the warmth from his hands.Zheng Yang felt that the temperature would burn his hands, so he quickly put them on the platform in front of the driver's seat.

Zheng Yang opened the note in his hand

"You don't even enter the door, do you really don't want to see me anymore?"

Zheng Yang stared blankly at the words on the paper, unable to spell them into a sentence.Zheng Yang reflexively turned his head to look at the coffee shop. Cheng Xi just looked at him inside. Their eyes met. Zheng Yang had only one thought in his mind.

Master knows...

run away, run away!run away!Escape to where the master can't see!

Zheng Yang started the car fiercely, and the coffee fell down due to the sudden start, and all fell on Zheng Yang's lap.

It was so hot, but he felt cold all over his body, from his fingers to his chest, and the song "Red Bean" still echoed in his ears.

"Sometimes, sometimes

I will believe that everything has an end

meet and leave sometimes

Nothing lasts forever..."

When Cheng Xi watched the car that had stayed in front of his shop for many days leave quickly, the look in his eyes was inexplicable, and he couldn't tell whether it was sadness or helplessness.

Not long after, someone pushed open the door of the coffee shop, Cheng Xi looked up and saw Zheng Yang's face that seemed to be smiling but not smiling.

"Talk to me?" Zheng Yang put his hands on the table and looked at Cheng Xi playfully.

"Nothing to talk about"

"Don't worry, I waited for a long time before he left before I came in."

Cheng Xi looked up at Zheng Yang, got up and left the front desk, explained to the waiter next to him, walked to a table and sat down.

Zheng Yang watched Cheng Xi's movements and followed, before he could speak, he heard Cheng Xi's voice.

"What's the matter with you?"

"Why, you can't come and see my future sister-in-law if you have nothing to do, don't you even want a cup of coffee?"

Cheng Xi looked at no one in good shape in front of him and said nothing, waiting coldly for Zheng Yang to speak.

"Why is this so? These things are also voluntary, aren't you?"

"..." Cheng Xi fell silent, "That doesn't mean I should smile when I see you"

"But I'm quite surprised. It turns out that you can be so ruthless. It was before, but now, it's incredible that you are so ruthless."

"If you have nothing to do, you can leave." Cheng Xi's face darkened, and he said to Zheng Yang in a cold voice.

"I'm going abroad, to Australia, and the old man is going to my father's hometown, a small town in the south."

"You don't even ask me why!"

Cheng Xi looked at Zheng Yang with an expression of "Are you a pig?" "Why did you tell me?"

"Aha, at least we got to know each other. In fact, I just hope that you and Zheng Yang can reconcile quickly, so that my dad and I can leave with peace of mind."

"Pfft..." Cheng Xi couldn't help laughing seeing Zheng Yang's playful expression

"understood"

Cheng Xi watched Zheng Yang leave, then went back to the front desk and sat down.Thinking about Zheng Yang's words just now, and then recalling Zheng Yang's performance not long ago, I feel that the time is still a bit long, but he has plenty of time to spend slowly with him.

"Boss, I have something to ask you"

"what happened?"

"I remember you bought a beautiful blue notebook not long ago. Where did you buy it? I also want to buy one for notes."

"Is that so, I'm really sorry, this is a secret and can't be told~"

"All right……"

"But there are still a few notebooks from the same series, let me give them to you."

"Okay, thank you so much boss!"

Red beans are born in the southern country, and this thing is the most lovesick.

He really misses Zheng Yang, misses Zheng Yang very much, and misses Zheng Yang very much. He is afraid that if it takes longer, he will become sick from lovesickness.

Cheng Xi couldn't help laughing when he thought of his lovesickness.