Xiyang Mourning

After Cheng Xi entered the bedroom, she walked to the bed in a daze and sat down like this.Cheng Xi looked up at herself in the full-length mirror in front of her, feeling that the man inside looked like a clown.

Zheng Yang's words that I heard just now are all back and forth in my mind.

"Remember, this time I'm looking for someone who is older and kinder, you understand?!"

Older?

"I asked her to take care of the master's daily life, not to seduce the master and flirt with him!"

seduce? !flirting? !

Cheng Xi felt a burst of pain in her left chest. It turned out that she was that kind of person in Zheng Yang's eyes, who could be seduced by any pretty woman and flirt with someone she just met.

"Hehe..." Cheng Xi felt his eyes hurt so much that he thought something would come out, but there was nothing in the mirror except his eyes were red.

Thinking of Zheng Yang's behavior when he came back just now, anxious, angry, unfriendly...

Looking at it now, it turned out that it was because he saw the conversation between him and Ye Yu, it turned out...it was because he found out that the person he raised had an affair with someone else!

Cheng Xi thought, and fell on the bed helplessly, grabbed the quilt and put it on her body, curling herself up into a ball.

"Cheng Xi, have you seen that? Your liking is so worthless in the eyes of others," Cheng Xi muttered to himself.

Cheng Xi felt that the things in front of him were a little blurry, and the previous scenes appeared in front of his eyes.

"Do you think the Lord really loves you? Don't be ridiculous, you're just a MB raised by the Lord!"

Oh, that's what Zheng Yang's subordinate said at the beginning, it seems to be called Qing Ming.

"Beauty, why are you so seductive? Well, how about we have a good talk in bed?"

That is a disgusting man.

"Xiaoxi is indeed our number one card, so many patrons are willing to spend a lot of money for you."

That's his boss.

"You are not worthy to be my son, I don't have a son like you who has no self-esteem and pride!"

That was... the father in the dream.

"Cheng Xi, I know you have your own pride, so just accept it, I hope you are happy."

That's Qin Haoyu...

Even his father was ashamed of himself, even Qin Haoyu knew how sad he was, why... why Zheng Yang, who kept saying he loved him, didn't know.

Perhaps, Zheng Yang just hoped that he could only stay in this villa for the rest of his life, rely on him for a lifetime, and be the only one in his life.

Cheng Xi thought about it and tears flowed down her face.

After crying enough, Cheng Xi raised his hands to cover his eyes and smiled, laughing loudly without sound, making people think he was crying.

Isn't it?I want a diploma but I don't have a diploma, I want talent but I don't have talent, if it wasn't for Qin Haoyu, I would still be in the feasting Xiaoyao Cave, if it wasn't for Zheng Yang, he would be just a poor wretch.

No matter how nice the words are, no matter how humble Zheng Yang behaves, he, Cheng Xi, is just a canary raised by Zheng Yang. As long as he is in a cage, no matter how crazy Zheng Yang is, he will accept it, but Zheng Yang has exceeded the boundaries of the cage. , he will do everything possible to keep him within his range.

Qin Haoyu is like this, Ye Yu is like this, even those lingering ghosts around him... It's ridiculous that I'm still soft-hearted, isn't this a clown?

Cheng Xi fell asleep after thinking about it, while Zheng Yang, who was kneeling in the hall, was still thinking about what kind of breakfast he would prepare for his master tomorrow.

When the night receded slowly, the goddess of dawn came to the world, bringing light and warmth, but did not give hope to everyone in the world.

Zheng Yang watched the sky gradually brighten, glanced at the watch on his wrist, looked at the direction the hour hand was pointing, and wanted to get up to prepare breakfast for Cheng Xi, but he knelt down again as soon as he stood up.

Zheng Yang frowned and rubbed his knees and stiff calves. It was like this after a night without sleep. It seemed that he hadn't exercised well for too long.

Zheng Yang waited until his feet got better before slowly getting up. Zheng Yang kicked his feet and walked to the kitchen while kicking his legs.

After being busy in the kitchen for a while, looking at the breakfast I made, it seemed to be back to the past.

After bringing the breakfast to the dining table, he went to the stairs and knelt down.After waiting for a while, Zheng Yang looked worriedly at Cheng Xi's room on the second floor. According to the time in the past, the owner should be up now.

But... Now I don't have the guts to wake up the master, thinking of Zheng Yang, he turned around and looked at the breakfast on the dining table, sighed, it seemed that it was going to be redone, and it was said that the master hadn't woken up so late for a long time.

Just as Zheng Yang wanted to go to the dining table to change the cold breakfast, he saw Cheng Xi's bedroom door opened, and then saw Cheng Xi coming out neatly dressed, Zheng Yang quietly breathed a sigh of relief in his heart.

As soon as Cheng Xi opened the door, he saw Zheng Yang kneeling at the stairs, his eyes flickered, and then he walked to the dining table as if he didn't see him and sat down to have breakfast.

Zheng Yang watched Cheng Xi ignore him without looking sideways, with a sad expression on his face, and then knelt down beside Cheng Xi.

Cheng Xi was eating a cold breakfast, and suddenly asked a question, "Zheng Yang, what if I want to leave the villa and live in a coffee shop?"

Zheng Yang looked up at Cheng Xi in surprise when he heard such words, and looked at Cheng Xi's calm expression, feeling a little uneasy, "Master...why?"

"It's nothing, you haven't said anything yet." Cheng Xi turned to look at Zheng Yang.

"..." Zheng Yang was silent for a while before saying, "Master, there is no one in the coffee shop to take care of you..."

"Then I want to go out and relax?"

"Slave can accompany you." Zheng Yang replied quickly.

When Cheng Xi heard Zheng Yang's answer, he suddenly smiled inexplicably, "Then can you transfer those people around me?"

"Master...that's not safe." Zheng Yang frowned and looked at Cheng Xi suspiciously.

Cheng Xi raised her hand and landed on Zheng Yang's head, stroking Zheng Yang's hair, "Where's Ye Yu? Why did you make breakfast?"

Zheng Yang's body was a little stiff, and then he replied without changing his face, "Master, Ye Yu will go back first if he has a task, and another nanny will come at noon."

Cheng Xi smiled, "Oh, then I guess the new nanny must be a kind aunt, right?"

Cheng Xi interrupted Zheng Yang just as he was about to speak, "That way I won't be afraid of flirting with others, will I?"

Feeling the stiffness of his subordinate's body, Cheng Xi said again, "There's no way, it's understandable for a MB like me to love one another, and you should take some precautions, right?"

Zheng Yang's body cooled down slowly following Cheng Xi's words. Zheng Yang raised his head stiffly to see Cheng Xi's half-smile expression, and pulled out a smile that was uglier than crying.

"Master... no"

"No? Then you say I should trust my ears or you? Zheng Yang."

Zheng Yang held Cheng Xi's feet tightly with his hands, shook his head desperately, wanted to explain but couldn't say anything.

Master, it's not like that, it's not...

I'm just... just a little jealous, a little unwilling.

I just don't want you to be so kind to others but stingy with your tenderness to me, I just don't like you to smile so much to others...

I'm just... afraid of you leaving me.

A sentence was clearly in his heart, but it was as if God had grabbed his throat, and he couldn't say a word.

Under Cheng Xi's gaze, Zheng Yang lowered his head slowly, and said in a low voice

"Master, the slave is wrong..."

I am not wrong.