Xiyang Mourning

Cheng Xi watched Zheng Yang fall into a pile of debris with cold eyes, watched him try to raise his head to see himself clearly, and also saw the pain and hope in Zheng Yang's eyes.

Zheng Yang looked away subconsciously, he somehow didn't want to see Zheng Yang's figure lying in the debris and the distressed expression on his face.

Thinking of this, Cheng Xi's heart was covered with anger again, he couldn't bear to treat him like that, he was willing to die with him, he was willing to give up everything in the past in his love, and what did he give him!

When he decided to be with him, he killed Qin Haoyu. He clearly knew that Qin Haoyu was different in his heart. He clearly knew his guilt towards Qin Haoyu, and he killed the person he had always felt guilty about.

Thinking of this, Cheng Xi's eyes turned red, and he turned to look at the humble Zheng Yang on the ground, not knowing whether he was more angry or disappointed.

Angry that he shot Qin Haoyu behind his back, disappointed that he failed his trust, disappointed that he decided to hide it from himself afterwards.

Cheng Xi stepped across the debris on the ground step by step, and there was a slight pain in his naked feet, and the dots of blood followed his movement to draw a picture of winding and circling.

In the end, the bloodstains stayed in front of Zheng Yang's eyes, fused with Zheng Yang's blood, inseparable from each other, inseparable.

Zheng Yang's mind went blank when he saw Cheng Xi walking barefoot, and he only reacted when Cheng Xi walked in front of him.

Regardless of the tearing pain in his body, Zheng Yang immediately got up and stared fiercely at Cheng Xi's feet standing among the debris.

Zheng Yang stretched out his hands tremblingly to touch the feet in front of him, looking at the blood stains behind Cheng Xi, he couldn't imagine what it was like under these feet.He suddenly hugged Cheng Xi's feet tightly, he didn't dare to look up, didn't dare to look up at his master's expression, the only thing he could do was to tightly hug the feet in front of him, trembling and regretful Deliberately, he dropped a kiss on the intact instep, then put his head on it, and softly recounted the self-blame over and over again.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." It's all because of me that you're unhappy, it's all because of me that you're hurt, it's all because of me...

I'm sorry, master, I'm sorry.

Cheng Xi heard a sound of sorry coming from under her feet, and then felt water dripping on her instep. She looked down at Zheng Yang's trembling shoulders, and a smile appeared on her expressionless face.Sure enough, the cruelest punishment for Zheng Yang is to hurt himself.

Cheng Xi squatted down slowly, and gently lifted Zheng Yang's head that rested on his instep.

The moment Zheng Yang and Cheng Xi faced each other, they both saw each other's red eyes. The difference was Cheng Xi's anger and disappointment of being deceived, and Zheng Yang's self-blame and fear of being abandoned.

Cheng Xi stared at Zheng Yang, and slowly asked, "How did Qin Haoyu die?"

Zheng Yang just looked at Cheng Xi like this, and was silent for a long time before answering softly, "Master, it was... killed by the bomb."

Cheng Xi's body froze when he heard this, dragging Zheng Yang's hand to the back of Zheng Yang's head and tightly grasping his hair, seeing Zheng Yang's pained expression, asked again, "Did you fry it?" The strength in his hand It's a little bigger.

Zheng Yang raised his head slightly, panic flashed in his eyes when he heard this, he hurriedly shook his head, and hurriedly explained, "Master, I... the slave doesn't know, the slave never thought of killing him, master, you trust the slave. "Zheng Yang's eyes are full of pleading, the slave knows that he is different, even if he is mad with jealousy, he dare not really hurt him, please, believe me

After hearing this, Cheng Xi nodded slowly, "Of course I believe it."

When Zheng Yang heard that his master believed him, his eyes shone with surprise, but Cheng Xi's next words made him fall into hell.

"But you never wanted him by my side, did you? Or, you don't want anyone to be close to me, do you?"

Hearing that the surprise in Zheng Yang's eyes disappeared, he opened his mouth helplessly, but found that he couldn't utter a rebuttal at all to defend himself.

He is jealous of Qin Haoyu, jealous of the difference he has in the master's heart, he even hopes that he disappears in the master's world, and he also does not want anyone to approach the master, he hopes that the master belongs to him and only to him.

Seeing that Zheng Yang didn't speak, Cheng Xi twitched the corners of his mouth ironically, then stood up suddenly, and forcefully grabbed Zheng Yang's hair, forcing Zheng Yang to raise his head high.

Feeling the sharp pain coming from the soles of his feet, Cheng Xi looked at Zheng Yang ferociously and asked, "What am I to you? The canary you keep in captivity is still a tool for you to vent your desires, and it even belongs to you completely. Controlled toys?! Tell me!"

When Zheng Yang heard Cheng Xi's words, he tried desperately to defend himself, "It's not my master, it's not.

You are my master, the only light in my life, you are my god, my master.I don't want to keep you in captivity, no, I'm just afraid, afraid that you will abandon me, I just hope, no, it's an extravagant hope, extravagant hope that you have my place in your heart, more than hatred, more than Qin Haoyu, more than anyone There are many.

I just expect you to like me, love me, and have a big place in my eyes and heart that belongs to me.

Just when he was about to defend himself, Zheng Yang looked at Cheng Xi, who was bursting with anger in his eyes, and suddenly dared not defend himself, Master, I am just wishing, how dare I dirty your ears by speaking out, how dare I make you hate me for nothing.

Cheng Xi didn't hear Zheng Yang's answer, and his anger reached the extreme. He kicked Zheng Yang down fiercely. Seeing that Zheng Yang's clothes and skin were scratched by pieces, he

The pleasure of revenge came from the bottom of my heart.

He slowly walked up to Zheng Yang, as if he didn't feel the pain coming from his feet, he stepped on Zheng Yang's abdomen with his bruised foot, squeezed it hard for a while, looked at Zheng Yang's painful expression, and slowly Say "I decided to give up the past and grow old with you."

Looking at the disbelief in Zheng Yang's widened eyes, he smiled cruelly and said contemptuously, "Before knowing Qin Haoyu's death,"

Looking at Zheng Yang's frightened expression, he said softly

"That is, this morning, I decided to grow old with you."