I've suffered so much, I want to look for it

Chapter Seven

The entire lobby of the Faculty of Letters fell into silence.

After Bai Feifan finished speaking frankly, the whole person breathed a sigh of relief. He squatted down, rolled up the small bench with the quilt, and prepared to leave, but Ming Ce, who was burning with anger, couldn't let him go easily, so he stretched out his hand to stop Bai Feifan.

"Haven't you been taught enough?" Ming Ce glanced at Lu Ruqing who was stunned beside him, his eyes sank. "Don't you feel like a piece of brown sugar, which bothers us a lot?"

"So I'm going to go." Bai Feifan bared his teeth, his face with a Band-Aid on it was a bit funny. "Student Ming, Classmate Lu, I will never pester you again in the future, you can rest assured to be together, please excuse me..."

Ming Ce was slammed into the shoulder by Bai Feifan. Looking at Bai Feifan's figure, he suddenly felt absurd, and most of the superiority of the previous winner dissipated. Feeling that he had caught a hot potato, Ming Ce shouted at him in embarrassment.

"Bai Feifei, do you know that you have damaged the reputation of me and Ruqing? - How much money do you want and what do you want to do? Do you know that you have caused mutual loss by doing this, and both of us have lost face, even though you keep saying that You are Ruqing, but if someone with a discerning eye looks at you, you are such a coward... Lu Ruqing is blind if he chooses you or not me? Heh... I think it is really boring for you to do this... Since you are still in B City , you also know that it’s not good to do so, right?”

Bai Feifei frowned. He didn't want to argue with Mingce. In his opinion, Mingce was just jumping over the wall in a hurry, losing face and feeling unhappy.He continued to walk outside the door without looking back, but a hysterical scream came, and Bai Feifei stopped in his footsteps.

"Enough!" Lu Ruqing, who had been standing silently by the side, had a sharp voice, his body was a little cold, and his eyes were venomous. "Bai Feifan, do you have to destroy me?"

Originally he hesitated because of Lu Ruqing's voice to persuade him to stay, but the selfish and vain appearance of the other party exhausted all his softness, Bai Feifei's eyes turned cold, and he was faintly disappointed in his heart, he said softly.

"I just follow my heart and tell the truth."

"Fact? The fact is that you never loved me at all, right?" Lu Ruqing sneered. "Do you love others so much? When we are together, we care about every detail, and when we are separated, we still don't see others well. Are you cheap, Bai Feifan... Do you have to let me say it in front of everyone? Yes, that's right, I used your money to go to college. Do you want to say that you have no intentions? Do you know that you are like a toad wanting to eat swan meat? Why should I pay for that little favor? Your own happiness?—”

Lu Ruqing's merciless words caused an uproar among the crowd, and the intricate relationship between the three made the students in the literature department talk a lot, and Bai Feifan and the three became the target of public criticism for a while.

Bai Feifei didn't want to settle accounts with Lu Ruqing one by one, and slowly drain the last bit of his affection, as if he was denying the one who was sincere to Lu Ruqing. Isn't it just asking for trouble if you don't leave him a way out?

In Bai Feifan's view, the moment he decided to come here to expose the hypocrisy of the two, he built a solid armor for himself, no matter how vicious the speculation was, it was hard for him to get hurt.

Bai Feifei said: "If you want to think this way, then so be it."

With that said, he rolled up the sheets and left without looking back.

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When Ji Rui received the call from Bai Feifan, West Point School had already dismissed get out of class, and almost all other students had left, only a few people were still packing their things in the classroom.Ji Rui had just packed the desserts for this class, and was a little surprised when he received the call, and asked, "Bai Feifan, have you recovered from your cold? Do you want me to visit you? Buy you some millet porridge or something ..."

Bai Feifei gasped, a little embarrassed.

"...I, I'm outside the door."

"What?!—" Ji Rui was taken aback, then subconsciously looked out of the window, and at a glance, he found the somewhat restrained Bai Feifan in the corridor waving gently at him, Ji Rui was a little surprised. "Aren't you sick... Good brother, what are you doing, come to school even if you are not sick to show that you are physically disabled and strong?"

Bai Feifei smiled, with round eyes, nodding frequently like a little squirrel, "I have nowhere else to go...Suddenly I really want to come here...I smell a strong smell of chocolate outside the door, this time it's Chocolate cake?"

Ji Rui raised his fist at him, "Dog nose, Bai Feifei, come in quickly!"

Hearing Ji Rui's intention of being close, Bai Feifan pushed open the door and ran in. Just as he approached Ji Rui's desk, the other party took a notebook into his arms. The records are messy, but today's page is extraordinarily neat and detailed, Bai Feifei smiled even deeper: "Thank you!"

"There is a chocolate cake baked today on the table. You can try it. I paid special attention to controlling the sweetness of the cake this time, trying to moderate it... How about you try it? Here, here is a fork." Ji Rui put the cake on the table. After cleaning up, let Bo Feifan take the cake and eat it slowly. Seeing the other party's face was satisfied, as if he had eaten something delicious, he also smiled.

When Bai Feifei came out of University B, he felt empty for a while, missed the way back to the rental room, and subconsciously came to West Point School instead.He choked up a little while eating the cake. Although the taste was still a bit sweet, it was neutralized by the bitterness of the chocolate, which made it look a bit special. He raised his thumb, "It's amazing, Ji Rui..."

"Tch, just kidding, I won't make a second mistake!...That's right." Ji Rui glanced at Bai Feifan in front of him. He was a little surprised that the other person looked particularly embarrassed, except for his clean face and his clothes. Tattered, like a beggar, Ji Rui was a little bit dumbfounded. "How did you get yourself like this?"

Bai Feifei forced a smile on his face and said with a grin. "I think it looks pretty? It's not worse than the ripped jeans of you hipsters!"

As he spoke, Bo Feifei turned around in a hurry, and the chocolate cream got on the corner of his clothes, making his whole body smell sweet. Seeing his stupid appearance, Ji Rui couldn't stop laughing. He packed his backpack and hugged Bo Extraordinary shoulders. "Let's go out first, Bo Feifan, have you had dinner yet?"

"No... I'm very hungry now, and I can't get enough of that piece of cake. It seems I'm in the right place. Ji Rui, you will pack a lunch box, right?" De Jirui cast a "true Tao" gaze.

Following Ji Rui out of the classroom, the two walked in tandem. Bai Feifei hesitated for a while, then ran forward, and asked cautiously: "...Ji Rui, we agreed to play games all night, and today we are still counting." ?"

Seeing that Bai Feifei was preoccupied, Ji Rui patted him on the back, and said heartily: "Of course it counts! Let's go! ——Take your kid so you don't get drunk today! ——Come and talk to me, why are you so decadent? It's time... let my brother's sharp eyes help you identify the little bitches from all walks of life... Bai Feifan, don't be so sad!"

Bai Feifei laughed shyly, "Yes!"