I've suffered so much, I want to look for it

Chapter Ten

When he first heard the news, Bai Feifei subconsciously didn't believe it.

Father Bai has always been a strong and vain person. He used to be from a poor family, and Bai Feifan received national student subsidies and subsistence allowances while studying in the county. Father Bai couldn't make money, and he couldn't stand other people laughing at him for having no money. Li Heng.He particularly dislikes Bai Feifan, who is neither humble nor overbearing. In order to be fierce in front of outsiders, he will slap Bai Feifan in front of others in the village. Her stepfather lived in a small county town with her stepmother, and only regarded Bai Wuyu, the son brought by her stepmother, as a relative.

Later, Bai Feifan followed Lu Ruqing to City B, and he didn't hear much about Bai's father's family. It was like a few strangers who were embarrassed to greet each other, avoiding mentioning each other.

When he received this news, he was shocked, flustered, and powerless for a long time... As soon as he learned that Bai's father was critically ill and was about to pass away, Bai Feifan felt a little empty for a while, and it could not be said that the resentment dissipated, but it was just a kind of feeling. Feelings of vain powerlessness, like kinship, blood is thicker than water, all entered the mind, after all, how can people rush to fight with their lives!

He went into a public phone booth to contact Ji Rui, and took another day off. No matter how much Ji Rui yelled on the phone, he just replied in a low tone.

"Ji Rui, something happened to my father, maybe time is running out...I...I still want to see him off...Maybe I will trouble you to ask for a leave..."

Bai Feifan followed the lawyer's advice and bought a train ticket back to the county seat.Holding the ticket stub, he took advantage of the opportunity to squeeze into the daytime subway. It was approaching noon, when there were many people, and Bai Feifan squeezed into the crowd, floating like a sardine. I didn't eat lunch, and I was so hungry that I suffered from hypoglycemia. I felt dizzy and panicked.

After sitting on the subway for an hour, Bo Feifan bought a hamburger at the fast food restaurant outside as soon as he arrived at the train station. The thin small backpack followed the crowd and squeezed onto the train.

The place where Father Bai was hospitalized was the No. [-] Hospital in the county. The cause of the disease was the deterioration of lung cancer. Because he didn’t pay attention on weekdays, Father Bai was a heavy smoker, and his lung cancer became more and more serious. the meaning of.What's more, Father Bai happened to have several sets of ancestral property in his grandfather's grandparents. The long-awaited stepmother, mother and son wished that Father Bai would belch as soon as possible and spit out all the money and houses!The dog bit the dog, scratched his mouth, but he didn't expect that Bai's father was rushed to the hospital because of this, and the situation became worse and worse after that.

Bai Feifan took out a small amount of money and took a taxi to the hospital. He followed the signs and took the elevator of the county hospital, and quickly arrived at the floor of Father Bai's ward.

Outside the ward, Bai Wuyu and his stepmother were sitting on a bench outside. The lawyer who had passed the news to the landlord was standing beside the two, seeming to be comforting the grieving mother and son. Unable to squeeze out, the two parties are still pretending to be acting, and they never get tired of it.

Bo Feifan squeezed his hands, his palms were covered with sweat, he stared at the red light outside the emergency department for a while, until his eyes were dazzled by the dizziness, and then he walked forward without seeming to care.

"Excuse me, is this Lawyer Zhang?"

Seeing Bai Feifan, the expressions of his stepmother and Bai Wuyu were a bit subtle. Bai Wuyu was a brat who used to be domineering along with some gangsters in a small county during his studies.He stood up and said in a vicious voice, "Bo Feifan, what are you doing here?"

Bai Feifei looked away and did not agree with Libo. He was speechless, and he nodded towards Lawyer Zhang. "Hello, how is my father's condition now?"

"You!..." Bai Wuyu was ignored and waved her fist angrily. The stepmother had no choice but to grab Bai Wuyu's arm to comfort him.

Lawyer Zhang was taken aback, but he secretly slandered in his heart. Although his stepmother and stepbrother were by his side, he had to ask an outsider when he asked about his father's condition. Sure enough, the Bai family was not peaceful. He coughed and replied. "Hello, Mr. Bai, your father is still in the emergency room... He thought he might die before, so he made a will specially, and I am the lawyer chosen by your father to prove the truth of the will. Responsible for your father After death, read the will for the three."

After being silent for a while, Bai Feifan thought about it and asked questions without beginning or end. "Did he send me here?"

Lawyer Zhang was a little embarrassed and shook his head. "Your father didn't mention you before entering the ward, but the reading of the will still requires the presence of all the Bai family members, so I took the liberty of calling Mr. Bai..."

Before the words were finished, Bai Feifei understood most of it, and he was a little relieved. After all, how could such a selfish and vain Father Bai take the initiative to call back his eldest son who had not been in contact with him for a long time. Although the two of them are related, they hate each other.Even though he understood the truth a long time ago, Bai Feifan was still a little disappointed. He opened his mouth and lowered his eyes.

"That's it...the operation is not finished yet, so wait a little longer."

Hearing this, Bai Wuyu, who was humiliated, snorted coldly, "Wait, wait, didn't you say that the old man is going to go?! It's better to announce the will earlier. Don't think that you can get more things by delaying. Let me tell you, Bai Feifan, You are dreaming!..."

After being pulled by his stepmother, Bai Wuyu restrained himself a bit, but he was still full of fierceness. Bai Feifan sat with his hands folded, and he didn't want to be with Bai Wuyu at all. Bai Wuyu only felt that a punch on the cotton had no effect .

"Mr. Bai is right. We should wait and see the client's operation first." Attorney Zhang only felt that he had accepted a troublesome matter, so he came out to smooth things over. "It's never too late to read the will. Human life is the most important thing."

After the lawyer said so, the stepmother and the stepmother had no choice but to give up. After waiting for half an hour, the lights outside the emergency department slowly went out. The doctor wearing a mask frowned and came out dignifiedly. shook his head.

"The patient's condition is very bad, the deterioration is serious, and there is no hope. You should go and see him now..."

After finishing speaking, the nurse pushed the dying Bai father out, and the stepmother went up to meet him first, howling and running along with the hospital bed.

"Old cypress!—You can't die... What will Ayu and I do if you die...Old cypress——"

Hearing the familiar shout, Father Bai opened his eyes as if flashing back to him. He whimpered, moved his fingers, and felt pain all over his body. Seeing this, his stepmother quickly reached out to hold Father Bai's hand. The heavy movements made Father Bai even more uncomfortable. It can be seen that Father Bai was a little proud of seeing his little wife so sad, but before he was proud for a long time, his expression suddenly changed, and he said "uh uh" a few times, without even saying a word. Saying that, Father Bai didn't come up in one breath, and just let go of his hands.

The nurse on the side patted the stepmother on the shoulder. "My condolences to the family."

The stepmother covered her eyes and showed a secret smile, but her face was still sobbing softly. Bai Wuyu walked over and surrounded his mother. The two of them looked like poor people who had lost their important relatives, while Bai Feifan was separated from the nurses by them. Father never saw him for the last time.

Bai Feifei looked at Father Bai who was covered with a white cloth from afar, feeling mixed feelings for a moment. He moved his fingers a little cautiously, and rubbed his palms against the seam of his trouser legs. For self-loathing.

Bai Feifan didn't take the initiative to go to see Bai's father, after all, it would only annoy his stepmother. The stepmother took the initiative to handle the medical expenses of Bai's father, and seemed to have taken care of Bai's funeral - cremation and a series of tasks.After being sad for a while, the stepmother and Bai Wuyu mentioned the matter of the will again. This time, Lawyer Zhang did not refuse, and directly took the three of Bai Feifan to the free lounge.

"The client and his wife have done a pre-marital property notarization. He has three properties in his name, one of which is located in the county seat, and the other two are in his hometown village. There is still a deposit of [-] yuan... It is stated in the will that the house in the county seat belongs to his new wife. All, the rest of the savings and the house belong to the second son, Bai Wuyu..."

After speaking, Attorney Zhang looked at Bai Feifan with some embarrassment. "Your father originally said, 'Bai Feifan, that heartless bastard, he will not leave him a penny', and your father asked you to spend money on all funeral matters...I'm really sorry, Mr. Bai, let you... ..."

Bai Feifei waved his hands in a daze.

"Oh, that's all he said..."

Bai Wuyu, mother and son, who received all of Bai's father's inheritance, were overjoyed. They hastily claimed Bai's father's body and sent it to be cremated in a hurry. Bai Feifan stayed in the small county for two days and spent all his money. To arrange funeral affairs for Bai's father, but Bai Wuyu's mother and son were afraid that Bai Feifei would fight for the house and savings, so they drove him back to City B early.

Bai Feifan called Ji Rui with the few coins he had left, feeling very frustrated.

"Bai Feifei, you still know how to call!!——Do you know that you haven't come to class for two days??! And how is your dad... Hey...you talk..."

"Ji Rui, do you know my ID number...can you buy me a train ticket..."

Bai Feifan licked his lips and made a hoarse voice.

"...I'm really counting on you this time. After all, bad things always come one after another...I don't have a dime on me now, haha...It seems that I really have nothing this time."