Big Dream Chase

God is a shameless old gambler.

This is true of human nature, which is both credulous and skeptical, weak and stubborn.

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After coming back from the Republic of China, Boss Su's fragile body was really sick.

That morning, when he opened his eyes, he felt weak all over. He stretched out his hand and touched his forehead. It was so hot that he could grill fish.

Originally planning to take the demolition team home, seeing the cold weather outside, Boss Su decisively decided to be a mallet—to call Lian Ming.

"Yo, Young Master Lian—"

Different from Lian Ming's initiative last time, Su Muyu was not very enthusiastic when he spoke, but it sounded a little self-conscious about asking for help.

Lian Ming knew Su Muyu's character well, and would not bother others unless it was absolutely necessary. Something must have happened.

"what happened?"

"Maybe, maybe, it should be... I have a fever, and I get cold easily in winter. Do you have time to help me pick up the demolition team? It's that fat Alaska."

Lian Ming: "Don't worry about the dog, have you seen a doctor, and do you have any medicine at home?"

"Well, actually I haven't gotten up yet. It would be much better if I slept. I'll tell you the address of the pet store. I'm afraid it will go crazy if it stays in the pet center for a long time."

……

"You'd better worry about yourself," Lian Ming held his forehead, "Wait for me, come here right away, you sleep for a while. Tell me the password at home, and I will bring the doctor."

Su Muyu's head was heavy, and he felt why Lian Ming was so wordy.His eyelids were clenched, and he wanted to sleep very much: "The password... about six ones, anyway, you try. Don't bring the doctor..."

Lian Ming hung up the phone directly, it shouldn't be a common cold, it must be a fever.When he brought the doctor to Qingyunxuan, Su Muyu was still sleeping.

"Ayu, wake up." Lian Ming sat on the edge of the bed and stretched out his hand to push Su Muyu awake.

Boss Su looked confused and blinked: "Why are you here?"

Lian Ming ignored him: "Doctor Li, come and take a look, is this a fever?"

Dr. Li chuckled, and Su Muyu reflected for a while that this person was obviously recruited by himself.

"Didn't I tell you not to bring the doctor?"

Dr. Li is a kind and middle-aged uncle who has been the personal health consultant of the Lian family all the year round.This was the first time Lian Ming cared so much about others that he woke him up in a hurry early in the morning.

Dr. Li took out the thermometer from the medicine box and handed it to Su Muyu: "My friend Lian Shao? What's your name?"

"Hello doctor. My name is Su, Su Muyu."

It was rare for Lian Ming to see Su Muyu sit up so obediently, holding the thermometer under his armpit.

"Doctor, can I discuss something with you?"

Dr. Li raised his eyebrows: "Oh? Tell me about it."

"Can I...not take the medicine?" Su Muyu half-opened his eyes, his cheeks were flushed.He actually began to haggle seriously, "Look, I should just have a common cold and fever, and I'll be fine if I get more sleep. It's a three-point drug, and it's not good for your health if you eat it, right?"

Doctor Li didn't expect this to happen, he couldn't help laughing, he turned his head and asked Lian Ming: "Young Master Lian, what do you think?"

"Don't pay attention to him, your brain is burnt out." Lian Ming twisted Su Muyu's quilt, took off his coat and covered him, "Ayu, do you know what I'm talking about?"

"Master Lian, you are not a gentleman!"

"Just know that I'm teasing you. It seems that your brain is fine. The medicine prescribed by the doctor is not bitter, so take it obediently."

"Lian Ming, are you lying to your son?"

"My son, I don't care whether he lives or dies."

Su Muyu was so angry that he stared at Lian Ming with his eyes open.The latter stared at him frankly, almost pounced on him and took a bite.

He seemed very righteous and shameless.

When the time was up, Dr. Li took the thermometer and looked at it: "Oh, it's 39 degrees, no wonder you're not awake."

"Hey, I'm really sober..."

Su Muyu struggled helplessly.

Dr. Li finished prescribing the medicine, no matter how noisy their young people were.After telling me when to take the medicine and how much to take, Dr. Li hurried away with the medicine box.

Lian Ming returned to the bedroom, Su Muyu slid back under the quilt, curled up motionless.Lian Ming felt distressed when he saw it, so he called someone to deliver the porridge and side dishes from Qinyilou, taking medicine on an empty stomach is not acceptable.

"Ayu, get up and eat."

Lian Ming put the bowl on the bedside table and reached out to grab the quilt.

"I don't want to eat, I don't want to move." Su Muyu suppressed his voice and resisted.

The man also lost his temper.

"Take food and medicine, otherwise the fever won't subside." Lian Ming coaxed him kindly, never being so patient with anyone in eight lifetimes.

Su Muyu's whole body was huddled under the fluffy duvet, and his chin became sharper.The spirit is listless, like a flower that blooms in late spring.Lian Ming was not in a hurry, he reached into the quilt, found Sumerian's hand and rubbed it for a long time.

"Look, your whole body is hot, and your hands are cold. Be obedient, get up and eat."

Su Muyu opened his arms, burning in a daze, his voice was waxy, like a piece of soft sweet cake.

He said, "Come on, Young Master Lian, give Boss Su a hug."

After a continuous sound, I felt my heart melted.

He leaned down, and before Su Muyu really hugged him, Lian Ming said softly, "Don't think you can stop taking medicine just by acting like a baby."

"dream."

Su Muyu was stunned, and pushed Lian Ming away with his backhand: "Hey, why are you doing this? It's too much, too much!"

"Don't force me to do more extreme things," Lian Ming laughed evilly, "Hurry up, eat and take medicine! How grown up, don't fucking think you're still a baby."

I treasure your size.

If it wasn't for the sake of asking for Yu Lianming, Su Muyu would have bowed to you a long time ago.

"You eat first, the medicine is here," Lian Ming divided the pills for him, "I will pick up the demolition team, and you will take the medicine after half an hour after eating. After taking the medicine, go to sleep and have a good rest."

Su Muyu couldn't tell what was going on in his heart.In retrospect, when I was sick in the past, I always survived by myself.He had to call 120 several times, but the doctors and nurses kept asking him why no relatives were around.

Su Muyu was confused by the fever, yes, why is there no one by his side.

It was dark outside, and the morning was more like evening.The room was warm, and the lamp on the bedside table was dimly lit.Lian Ming sat by the bed and sent a message, the fine fleece on the cuffs of his sweater was gentle.Su Muyu drank the porridge. In all fairness, Lian Ming was so handsome that it took one's breath away.

Now someone is with me, but is this what I want?Su Muyu couldn't tell.

Lian Ming got up to leave, Su Muyu lowered his head and stirred the rice porridge in the bowl, and said softly, "Hey, Lian Ming."

"Ok?"

"Drive carefully."

Lian Ming turned around and reached out to touch the back of Su Muyu's neck.

"Well, don't worry."

After Lian Ming left, Su Muyu finished his meal, checked the time and the pills, finally sighed, and succumbed to Lian Ming's lust.Forget it, he was doing it for his own good anyway.Although it is rare to accept such affection from others, from a feeling point of view...it seems not bad.

Su Muyu leaned against the head of the bed, took out his mobile phone and reported the mission to Zhan Shiyi.The job was done without a hitch, but he always felt that something was wrong.From the very beginning, he was clearly familiar with the information in case he made mistakes.But when he returned to the Republic of China, he gradually forgot the content of the materials.As a result, when he saw Leng Feng, he couldn't remember who this person was for a moment.

In the big dream, his memory became unreliable.Even after a long time, he almost forgot whose dream it was.

That's weird, it's never happened before.Su Muyu needs Zhan Shiyi's help or explanation. If this state continues, it will more and more affect his future work.

Su Muyu caught a glimpse of the finger wrench next to the pillow, and he picked it up and held it in his hand—it was heavy and cold—it was a realistic feeling.

What if one day, when he can no longer tell dream from reality?

Is it a coincidence or an accident that Lian Ming appeared beside him?

Su Muyu's brain hurts a little, who said he was confused, isn't he quite sober after thinking about it.

Guessing that it was almost time, Su Muyu lay down again after taking the medicine.His consciousness was drowsy, and when he closed his eyes, the faces of Leng Peijiu and others appeared, he frowned and turned over.Just like An Rufeng's dream last time, this time I'm afraid it will torture him for a long time again.

Su Muyu thought, if it were him, could he be as desperate as Leng Peijiu in love?If you want to love, you can't be afraid of pain. Do you have the courage yourself?

Lian Ming said that he likes himself, but he is indeed trying to pester himself at all times.It's not that Su Muyu doesn't know how to develop a relationship, but it's good if it goes on like this.Leaving aside what will happen in the future, is the current state what both of them want?

Su Muyu fell asleep in a daze. When he woke up again, he raised his head and looked out the window. It was dark.

The bedroom door was closed, and the dark room was empty and silent.The hour hand in the clock moves slowly one frame at a time, which is clearly audible.At that moment, Su Muyu was overwhelmed by overwhelming loneliness.

He rarely felt this way, compared to the warmth of Lianming here this morning, it was nothing like cloud and mud.

Void's punch hit Su Muyu's heart, and he suddenly realized whether he had been alone for too long.A person has been walking in the world with an empty shell for many years, and has never been filled with any kind of emotion.

Su Muyu sat up from the bed, he took his clothes and put them on, then got out of bed.I don't know if Lian Ming brought the demolition team back, but he probably put it in the living room.

Boss Su was so weak that he stepped on the slippers and moved on the floor step by step.When he opened the bedroom door, he found that the bright lights in the living room downstairs were shining brightly at the stairs.

Su Muyu's heart skipped a beat, and he stepped up to the stairs.I saw Lian Ming sitting on the sofa in the living room, and the obviously fatter demolition team rolled into a ball at Lian Ming's feet.

Lian Shao took the jerky and teased the demolition team with a smile on his face.This broken dog obviously enjoys this kind of playing hard to get, rolling and acting like a baby.Acknowledging the gold master as a father has no backbone.

Su Muyu looked at it for a while, then suddenly laughed.He couldn't tell what he wanted, but what he couldn't deny was that Lian Ming was sitting there with his clothes casually placed on the sofa; a few books and materials were spread out on the coffee table in front of him, obviously he was working here All afternoon; the demolition team nestled at his feet—the whole scene was warm and beautiful.

As Lian Ming said, it looks like a home.

Hearing the laughter, he paused repeatedly. He looked up and saw Su Muyu leaning on the handrail in the stairwell with his coat on. Just standing there was already a painting.Lian Ming put down the jerky, and the demolition team snatched it away.

"Are you awake? Come here and let me touch it to see if the fever has subsided."

Su Muyu didn't move.

Suddenly, he asked, "Lian Ming, do you want to move here?"

The author has something to say: Yes!I want to move here (mother raises her hand)

① "God... Gambler" - "Three-Body Problem"

② "Human nature...stubborn" - "Vanity Fair"