Big Dream Chase

At the beginning, I was alone at the foot of the imperial city, with no attachments or cares; that year, in front of the crabapple tree, there was a turning point, and there was something to depend on.From the loneliness of one person to the reunion of two people, what is connected in the roots is finally thicker than water.

Later, the pain and humiliation of one person's resolute love fell into the eyes of the other.The affection of gnashing teeth and swallowing blood must be reported.If there is no encounter in the Liyuan by accident, how can there be subsequent joys and sorrows.If there is no desire for emotion and companionship, how can there be later remorse and regret?

So, which one is reality and which one is a dream?

The sluggishness and deteriorating conditions of life probably start from losing ambition.And the decline and disintegration of a relationship probably begins with the first lie being exposed.

The beginning of [-] was destined to be an extraordinary year.Although from the perspective of the calendar, this year is nothing more than the end of the same year, but it has a different kind of peculiarity.For example, this year's Qixi Festival coincides with the summer heat, which is later than usual.

But some things come faster than in previous years, so fast that it is dizzying.

It was January, and Pingyang students formed a south anti-Japanese propaganda group.The Central Red Army in Shaanxi, Gansu and Ningxia and the Northern Shaanxi Red Army formed the anti-Japanese vanguard of the Chinese Red Army.

Afterwards, "Spring in the Garden? Snow", which has been handed down to later generations, was written, and the Red Army officially started the journey of the Eastern Expedition in February.

In April, Zhang Xueliang and Li Zhifan* secretly discussed cooperation to fight against Japan.

The State Council promulgated the May Five Charter.The National Salvation Federation of All walks of life was established in Shanghai.

In August of the same year, the CCP decided to give up the title of the Red Army and unite with Chiang Kai-shek to fight against Japan.The Central Committee of the Communist Party of China published the "Communist Party of China to the Chinese Kuomintang Party Statement".

At the end of the year, the Double Twelve Incident broke out, known as the Xi'an Incident in history.

For the Kuomintang and the Communist Party, this year has been full of turmoil and turbulent undercurrents.The forces of all parties are constantly competing and competing.The CCP has repeatedly extended an olive branch and is willing to fight against the enemy with the National Government.The war is on the verge of breaking out, just like the water in the kettle is rising to the boiling point, waiting for a big drama to ignite the whole country.

Later, Su Muyu didn't quite remember how he and Lian Ming spent that year in Shanghai.But he deeply remembered the quarrels and conflicts that broke out in the cold house after the Lantern Festival that year.

I remember that the early spring in Shanghai is just about to begin, and someone's life is entering a more severe winter.

Su Muyu returned home and sat on the sofa in a daze.Lian Ming didn't know why he went to He's mansion, but when he came back, he was a little bit out of his wits.

Lian Ming was not easy to persuade while drinking coffee.Finally, he said, "Boss Su, is our family still having dinner tonight?"

"Ah?" Su Muyu was taken aback, and he rubbed his face, "Oh, wait a minute. Let me wake up again."

"Boss Leng doesn't like your new play, or do you disagree and need to change it?"

"No, I didn't see him today."

"I don't miss you so much that I don't want to eat and drink without seeing you." Lian Ming took out the cigarette case and was about to light one. "I'll be jealous if you go on like this."

"Don't make trouble," Su Muyu shook his head, stretched out his hand and said, "Give me one."

"I go."

Lian Ming was stunned, he looked at Su Muyu and then at the cigarette in his hand, "Aren't you not smoking?"

"Who said I'm going to smoke, I'll smell it."

Su Muyu didn't bother to wait for his reaction, so he grabbed the cigarette case and took out one, put it across his nose and took a deep sniff.The fragrance of unburned tobacco mixed with a little bit of bitterness played a certain calming effect for Su Muyu.

Lian Ming bit his cigarette butt and leaned against the sofa.The moment he took off his glasses, he showed his rogue spirit.

"Come on, Mr. Su. Tell me who messed with you, or what did you see again?"

Su Muyu hesitated for a while, and said, "My mission will probably end in a few months."

He didn't see anything, he just heard it.

A very tangled quarrel was heard.

Turning the time back to around [-]:[-] in the afternoon, Su Muyu hurried to the cold house, and someone had already started arguing inside.

These two voices are very similar, but one is clearer and the other is slightly hoarse.If I hadn't heard Leng Peijiu's voice many times, I wouldn't be able to distinguish it at first.

The hoarse voice broke out first, and the man said to Leng Peijiu: "Didn't you agree to help me? Now the plan is halfway through, and it is about to succeed. I will leave Shanghai for Nanjing soon. What is he, He Chen?" What kind of ecstasy was given to you?!"

Leng Peijiu's words sounded a little calm: "Anyway, I came back today just to tell you that I will no longer help you and the organization behind you. In the future, who will fight with whom in your affairs, the party will It's nothing to do with me, and it has nothing to do with me at all."

"Do you really believe that he has true feelings for you?! Leng Peijiu! I beg you to wake up. He is an army commander, and he will leave sooner or later. This battle will last for many years, and life and death cannot be determined at all! He killed you What should I do? Even if he lives, he will come back in a few years or ten years, you guarantee that he will remember you?"

Leng Peijiu also gradually got a little excited, and said: "Do you remember that it will happen in the future? From now on, I can't go on like this, I can't help you anymore. Otherwise, who am I, Leng Peijiu?"

The man roared loudly, his voice choked with disbelief: "Yes! You just leave as soon as you say, and you feel that your conscience can't bear it. What about me? What kind of person am I? I'm not a fucking person. Since doing this I have no name and no emotion since it happened. I don’t correspond with my family and abandon everything. I sink myself into the darkness and become a shadow. You have to be a man, you love you and you fall into it. So you don’t want me ! What is your relationship with him, and what is your relationship with me? In terms of closeness and relationship, does He Chen have a role here?!"

"You are different!" Leng Peijiu said, "You are not the same at all, can you stop being so naive? You have your career vision, you have your life pursuit. What about me? I don't want it anymore. As for him, He Chengui is the commander of an army, carrying a gun and drinking blood while walking on the battlefield, what did he do wrong?!"

"We are the same! No matter what kind of relationship there is in this world, it will eventually boil down to one kind. Is it naive if I serve the party wholeheartedly? Is it wrong for me to pursue ideals? His mistake is that he is the opposite of us!"

"Ha!" Leng Peijiu seemed to be very angry, he sneered, "How can you sing in the opera, how can a man die in bed with his younger brother, and learn how to return a horse leather shroud with a heart to serve the country. The fire helps the hero even more, I call it that 83 Wan Qiang was wiped out in ashes and smoke, and the sky was full of flames. Gather up the wind and thunder for dispatch, and laugh and chat with millions of people. Do you have the courage?!"

"I have!" the man gritted his teeth.

"You have him as well!"

"He also has such an ambition to serve the country, what's the difference from you. Why should we divide you, me, and him? When is it now? Although I, Leng Peijiu, am just a singer, I don't understand your conspiracies and power struggles. All I know is that the family will be gone and the country will be ruined. At this time, countless army commanders, division commanders and soldiers have stood up, and they are all fighting, throwing their heads and blood! If this is the case, what is the difference between your party and our party?"

Leng Peijiu spoke very quickly in a series of words, and if she didn't pay attention, she would not be able to keep up with his train of thought.

The man was also obviously stunned for a moment, and said: "Yes, I admit that you are right. But look at what they have done to suppress the Communists and bandits, forcing us to have nowhere to go, and finally leave our hometown. Countless compatriots died under their butcher's knives, how do you make me understand him? Countless joint proposals have been thrown out, but this time they were dismissed coldly. Who wants to divide the Chuhe Han boundary? Not us!"

"Then it's all He Chen's fault? There are tens of thousands of dead souls in the world, why should they be blamed on him? Did he kill those people, did he give the order? He fought on the front line, throwing away boxes of gold bars He went out only to exchange for arms and food. He broke with his family and devoted himself to the revolution and the war of resistance, and he will bear all the infamy.”

"He is an indirect murderer," the man said, "Don't lose sight of people and the way forward just for the sake of love."

Leng Peijiu said: "I can see clearly. So I can't help you anymore. I'm sorry."

There was a moment of silence in the room, and the contradictions in the air gaps were too thick to flow.

After a long time, the man said: "Don't say sorry to me, you didn't say sorry to me. I just ask, is our relationship really not as good as that of He Chen?"

Leng Peijiu sighed: "I said, you are different."

"Then why did you help me in the first place? Is it really just out of compensation for that incident?"

……

Leng Peijiu was stunned, and all the pictures of that incident slid before his eyes.He trembled all over, and only clenched his hands.Leng Peijiu bit her lip, noncommittal.

In the end, it was the man who spoke first.The voice was as if about to cry, and he suppressed the sourness: "Is it true? So I was thinking too much, I thought we had a deeper bond. I admit, I came a bit late. But I thought, in the future For decades, when the war is over, I can make up for the vacancy of the previous ten years."

"If you want to make up for me, then this matter... just forget it. I won't force you anymore."

Leng Peijiu said: "It's not a matter of coming early and coming late, but my own conscience. I was wrong at the beginning, and I stopped the loss in time. I hope I can take this confession to correct it and live a life without regrets in the future. You are right, I promised to help you, not just because I want to make amends. The relationship between us is different from that of He Chen. "

The man seemed to be tired at last, and said dejectedly: "Yes, it's different. He is the one you want to fall in love with, and I'm just a late comer."

"Don't be like this," Leng Peijiu said, "Wouldn't it be nice for you to fight together and make a revolution together. Why does it have to be like this?"

"I can't explain it to you. I can't explain these things clearly. Everyone thinks they have a reason, and everyone scolds others from their own point of view. There is never a heart-to-heart comparison. These four words are fundamental in the face of interests and rules. Joke. Nobody ever puts empathy in the other person's shoes, lo and behold, the Japanese are coming. We're still fucking infighting."

Leng Peijiu has made up her mind to go, so she doesn't plan to discuss this issue any more.He was not heartless and cold-blooded, but he was afraid that if he stayed any longer, and saw the disappointed look on this young man's face again, he would not be able to help but soften his heart.

This is also the person he wants to keep by his side, the person he finally found.Why has life never treated him warmly.

Leng Peijiu was about to leave, but the man asked, "How about doing two more things for me?"

"I said, I won't do it again." Leng Peijiu lowered her eyes and refused.

The man walked up to Leng Peijiu, squatted down beside his legs, and raised his head.Leng Peijiu glanced at it, and this appearance seamlessly coincided with the one he had imagined in his memory.My heart felt hot, then softened.

The man said, "As for the last two things, I promise I won't implicate you. After I'm done, I'll leave. Please, please."

"I....."

"Just take it, let's take it as compensation for that matter! Since you have the intention of making up for it at the beginning, then you will do it to the end."

The light and anticipation on the young man's face almost made Leng Peijiu's eyes turn red.

In the end Leng Peijiu turned her head and said, "...I promise you, the last two things. But you can't do anything to He Chen, don't...don't hurt him."

Because of He Chen's character, anyone who hurt him, he would retaliate twice as much.

I also don't want anything to happen to you.

A negotiation ended with a half-break and half-compromise.

Su Muyu squatted under the wall, and when he heard the quarrel was over, he hurried into another alley.

Leng Peijiu sorted out her emotions, put on her usual smiling face and came out of the cold house again.He packed the costumes in a box, and walked out of the alley with a few crutches.

Before Su Muyu recovered from the conversation between the two, he walked back to the door of the cold house.He hesitated for a while, thinking about whether to go in.Although it is not open and aboveboard to listen to such things as Qiang Gen, he was thinking about whether to go in and persuade him.

The dream changes, and subsequent events will be disrupted.It seems that the leader of this dream does not have strong willpower to control every character in the big dream.

While hesitating, Su Muyu heard the sound of a car crushing tiles.Seems to be coming here?

He quickly hid in the alley next door again, with his head half out, trying to see who was coming.

Unexpectedly, this car drove into the alley on the left front and stopped like him.Like hiding here waiting for someone.

About half an hour later, when Su Muyu's patience was about to run out, the person who had quarreled with Leng Peijiu just came out of the cold house.He put on his hat, lowered his head, and hurried away.

The black car quickly restarted and followed slowly.

At this moment, Su Muyu really wanted to go up and grab that person, and remind him once.Ke Zhan Shiyi's letter played repeatedly in his mind: no interference.

Then, the man disappeared, and the black car disappeared.

Su Muyu stood on the spot and sighed, his heart was filled with boredom.

There is no other way but to go home.

Lian Ming listened to the ins and outs, and exhaled smoke from his mouth: "Boss Su, it's useless for you to be melancholy here. This is fate."

Of course Su Muyu knows that this is fate. As a soul pacifier, he believes in the theory of "fate" in this world.Many things are doomed from birth, and no one can change them.

Lian Ming knew what Su Muyu was thinking, and finally poked out the cigarette butt: "Don't be in a daze, I don't want to cook and just say it. Let's go out to eat tonight."

"I……!"

The word "rely" was still on the tip of his tongue, Su Muyu was afraid that he would be so gentle, and swallowed this breath again.

He stood up and rushed to the kitchen, throwing the unlit cigarette to Lian Ming: "Eat, eat, eat! You know how to eat! I have never seen you care so much about other things!"

"How come?!" Lian Ming laughed loudly, and he shouted at Su Muyu's back, "I really care about you!"

Gee.

Really shameless.

Su Muyu thrust his kitchen knife into the cutting board, his murderous aura burst forth.

At the same time, the telegrams from Lixingshe kept ringing.Liang Zhen sat at the table and frowned while translating. Recently, too much information has been intercepted, and the workload has skyrocketed.

The cigarette butts in his hand piled up into a hill, and the studio was filled with smoke.It was so choking that people couldn't keep their eyes open.

Just when Liang Zhen was working together, the door was knocked open.A man walked in hurriedly, dressed in a suit, looking like a modern young master.

"Fuck, fuck, fuck!"

The person who came was Gong Li'an, holding an envelope with anger on his face.His strides were vigorous, and his mouth was merciless.

"Then Leng Peijiu really has a fucking problem!"

Liang Zhen was shocked, and hurried to meet him: "Didn't it prove safe last time, why did a new problem arise?!"

"Isn't the investigation going on all the time? Today, the three guys went to the cold house to follow up. Look at this photo, can it be fake?!"

Gong Li'an gritted his teeth, he is Leng Peijiu, how dare he treat people like them as fools?

Liang Zhen narrowed his eyes, looked at it for a moment, and said, "Then we can be sure this time?"

"Useless..." Gong Li'an was about to make a conclusion when his rationality returned to his brain. He pondered over the whole thing, "No, no, I always feel that something is wrong. Old Liang, you analyze it, it's him What's going on, mom."

Liang Zhendao: "I don't know either. I only believe in real information. Seeing is believing. Now that doubts have surfaced again, let's continue to investigate, and check the results of today's driving tracking. Now that the photo is available, who is the person who connected with him. "

Gong Li'an was a little angry, but he had no choice but to nod: "Well, I'll ask someone to continue the investigation right away. By the way, Lao He..."

The two of them looked at each other and immediately fell into trouble.This is also the reason why Gong Li'an was angry before, just now he coldly congratulated the two of them to settle their relationship in Beiping.This "good news" flew to Shanghai, and everyone couldn't believe it.It wasn't until He Chen told them about it himself that he went from being suspicious to being shocked.

When it comes to love at this juncture, everyone knows that the disadvantages outweigh the advantages.He, He Chen, was unlucky to go in like this.

Only the two of them can do it.

Liang Zhen thought about it and said, "Let's not talk about it, and investigate the matter clearly. If Boss Leng is implicated by another misunderstanding, we brothers will really hurt Lao He's heart."

Gong Li'an somewhat disagreed: "Old Liang, what are you talking about? How can there be so much sadness in the face of the revolution. Letting go of the small family for everyone, cutting the small love for the big love. We have no choice, and Lao He himself should take it clear!"

"That's right..." Liang Zhen sighed, "We have to figure it out..."

When Leng Peijiu returned to He's mansion, it happened to be dinner time.

He Chen came back early today and was sitting on the sofa reading the newspaper.

When the two eyes met, affection came out.

Leng Peijiu happily handed the box to Uncle Zhang, and almost jumped into He Chen's arms.Commander He stretched out his hand and gently rubbed his hair: "I knew you were coming back, I thought you were going to run away."

Leng Peijiu curled her lips and said, "No way, I've only been out for how long. You usually come back late? Well, don't talk about me. How about singing a Kunqu opera to you tonight, I still want to listen to Peking opera."

"Stop singing," He Chen said, and then stretched his big hand into Leng Peijiu's clothes like slippery fish, "I don't want to hear you sing tonight... I want to hear you sing."

Leng Peijiu was taken aback, her whole body turned red.He glanced at He Chen half coquettishly, his waist went limp.

"It's weird!"