Big Dream Chase

I am a melancholy on earth.

An Rufeng died a long time ago.

In the 12th year of Yuanhe, the second year after the Central Army waved its flag to Huaixi, An Rufeng joined the army for three years and finally became a deserter.

He didn't die on the battlefield so steadfastly and faithfully like "a man who was born in troubled times should make great achievements", nor did he make great achievements and return to his hometown.

He fled in embarrassment like a dog, and within a day he was surrounded by deserters who wanted to arrest him.

An Rufeng was enlightened at that moment, only when Zhang Shen immediately reported his whereabouts as soon as he left, would his whereabouts be revealed so quickly.

The last bit of "life-death friendship" in An Rufeng's heart was also wiped out.

But he was not escorted back to the camp, An Rufeng was full of arrogance, and died decisively.Regardless of the pursuit of the soldiers, he unsheathed his sword and resolutely committed suicide in the direction of Tangxi City.

The pursuers looked at each other, facing this scene, they didn't know what to do.

It's true that Zhang Shen is jealous.But rather than being jealous, he would rather An Rufeng stay with him to "live and die together".According to the "Law of Catching Death", An Rufeng only needs to be sentenced to one year in prison for one day of absconding. In this year, Zhang Shen will try his best to make An Rufeng stay and stay in the barracks.

This corresponds to Lian Ming's sentence: Anyone who has seen death, will he see others fleeing for his life, while he stays here and continues to die?

No, it's human nature.

People's evil, if you don't judge it with the greatest malice, you can't see the mud and darkness at the bottom.No one is black and white, there are no true saints and no true villains.

Just like every saint has a dark past, but every sinner also has a clean future. *

Those gray lukewarm areas constitute the most touching feelings in this world.Only when there is love can there be hatred, only when there is resentment can there be anger, and only when there is conflict and entanglement can there be final tolerance and regression.

When An Rufeng was dying, he did blame Zhang Shen.

He always thought that brotherhood does not involve any other desires. When he died, he suddenly realized that meeting people is a miracle. As for where it ends up, the person involved does not care.

Everything in this world is meaningless, what's the point of meeting people?It is people themselves who give meaning to these things.

Therefore, if An Rufeng resented Zhang Shen because of his feelings, it would be better to say that he was disappointed in himself.

An Rufeng died on the way to escape, so there was no such thing as sending a letter to Zhang Shen Feige.The trust and honesty he expressed in the letter are nothing more than the imagination of his own undead wandering in the big dream space.

As for the secret room, it was indeed stolen.However, during the massacre of the city, he was discovered by a certain general of the Central Army.What is even more puzzling is that Zhang Shen brought people there on purpose.

Did An Rufeng tell Zhang Shen'an the location of the secret room before his death?Are there any suspicious clues left behind?

An Rufeng gritted his teeth and refused to disclose, so he was suspicious.

Since he didn't become a deserter because of "contributing the sword to the secret room", why?

In his third year in the army, An Rufeng was transferred to the light cavalry, at the time when he was full of energy.At the beginning of March, he received a blood-stained book from Tangxi City - An Qin's Second Clan, whose family was brutally exterminated.

At that moment, An Rufeng sat on the saddle, his eyes darkened, and the back of his head suddenly buzzed.He lost his hearing for a moment, and his knuckles turned white while holding the letter. He opened his mouth, but he didn't say anything.

This letter, which was obviously seized by someone, counted the time spent in the station, and it was three months ago that the An and Qin families were wiped out.

Three months ago, the deadly winter.The snow falls like a meteor, and the cold wind is sharper than the blade.

An Rufeng has just received an order, and since then he has joined the light cavalry. He is a young man with great ambition and smiles all over his face. How can he remember that his family letter has been broken for several days?

Why didn't parents ask about the date of return for a long time, why Ruiniang didn't write letters every day, why did An Rufeng realize that all this was out of order, it was several months later.

That's right, parents, relatives, Rui Niang, Qin's family, they are all dead.

He died long ago under the enemy's sword, and no one would think of him.

He is really in this world, standing alone and totally different.He wanted to stand upright, but he couldn't defend the sky with ants.

An Rufeng lost the An family and the Qin family, first he lost the sky, then he lost the land.

Both the ideal and the backing are dirty.

The eagle that was supposed to be a falcon fighting the sky, was exhausted and kept collapsing.

An Rufeng stared at the blood book and thought for a long time.What is the reason why I am so obsessed with making meritorious deeds and fame?

Since you regard your heart as your form, how can you feel melancholy and lonely?

Choose yourself, so don't make people laugh.

An Rufeng admitted that he had been discouraged. He kept beheading the enemy with a sword in his hand, but he still lost his dearest and dearest.He hasn't seen the last side of the deceased, so what's the use of staying here.

An Rufeng's dream of being a general was shattered, and he suddenly had the idea of ​​fleeing back to Tangxi City.It's strange that he didn't have the monstrous "father-killing vendetta" towards the enemy like the others, nor did he have the idea of ​​dying in battle.

He suddenly looked at the sword in his hand and bent it—the Tangxi sword can be bent up to 120 to [-] degrees.

The sword is also a metaphor for people.It is a metaphor for one's character and one's ambition.A man of honor should be like a sword, who acts chivalrously and righteously, and stands up to establish a country; like a sword, he can bend and stretch, be flexible and strong.

An Rufeng deceived himself and thought: I stretched a few years ago, but now I bend, so what?

Regarding An Rufeng's escape, no one can figure out what he was really thinking in his heart.

It can be said that he faced the fear in his heart. He was afraid from the first day he set foot on the battlefield.

It can be said that in order to go back to search for the dead souls of his loved ones, even though their bones were already cold, he felt uneasy not to erect a monument for them.

It can also be said that he was completely disappointed in this ridiculous war where the sons of the same robe killed each other. He wanted to return to Tangxi City, or hide in the market, or hide in the valley, and finally remain anonymous for the rest of his life.

Either way is fine, An Rufeng took off his cloak of a sword-making prodigy, and is just a mortal who couldn't be more ordinary.

People are afraid, afraid of death, resentful, and run away when their willpower is not strong enough.

So An Rufeng died, Zhang Shen's selfishness aside, he should ask himself more.

The so-called practice in one lifetime is to look back at oneself in the end.

An Rufeng still has a persistent obsession, which is Rui Niang.This woman who has been with him for more than ten years, but finally failed to keep the clouds open to see the bright moon, has become the biggest regret in his life.

In fact, the earlier you wake up, the sooner you wake up.Blossoms can be folded straight to be folded, carpe diem in time.Tell Rui Niang what you want earlier, don't always think about marrying her when you return to your hometown, how good it is.

Look at today, nothing.

Huangliang's big dream came to nothing, wrong and wrong.

When An Rufeng killed himself, all kinds of things in his life passed before his eyes.It is the so-called "revolving lantern" in later generations.

He was unwilling to end his fate with Rui Niang here, so he built a big dream and gave Rui Niang a title.He just regrets, and he really only has regrets about it.

He married Rui Niang in his dream, and they got married in the spring when Tangdi flowers bloomed.The pink and white dreams all over the mountains and plains, the dream of yesterday in the green mountains and rivers.

The Immortal Department, Di Huachun, was unmatched at that time.

An Rufeng had a dream on the way to escape, dreaming that Rui Niang was wearing a golden phoenix red robe, and the moment she lifted her head, she was smiling like a flower.

In that dream, he was already dead.

Since the collapse of the space, the scenery in front of him has changed suddenly.As far as they can see, there are overgrown grass, no war, no human habitation.The weeds are as high as the waist, and in the east where the sun is rising, there is a city wall left.

It can't be counted as a city wall anymore, it's ruined.

Su Muyu led Lian Ming from the west of the city to the east of the city, and the two climbed up the stone ladder.The surrounding area was silent, as if there were no living things.

Lian Ming suddenly said: "Boss Su, what's the situation?"

Su Muyu turned back with a smile, scrutinized him a little bit seriously, and a little bit teasingly joking: "Young Master Lian, how long have you been cooperating with us across time and space, and now you know what you're afraid of?"

Lian Ming said seriously: "Boss Su, it's deserted."

What people fear most is loneliness.

There are thousands of miles in the sea, thousands of feet in nine states, you are alone, are you not afraid?How can it be.

Su Muyu looked at him and was about to see a flower.In the end, he put away the scrutiny in his eyes, and turned the jade wrench in his hand: "It's okay, Young Master Lian, don't make any noise for a while."

Su Muyu turned around and muttered something silently, very fast and in a low voice.Lian Ming didn't care, he secretly breathed a sigh of relief, it seemed that Boss Su put aside his doubts about him for the time being.

Soon, the sky changed suddenly, and a gust of wind rose from the ground!

The sky was clear just now, and the sun was dazzling in an instant.

Lian Ming subconsciously squinted his eyes, and covered them with his hands.When he slowly opened it again, the shock in his eyes could not be concealed.

Su Muyu stood on the city wall, the mountains and rivers in front of him were broken, and it was desolate.In front of him, a series of revolving lantern images appeared out of thin air, and Su Muyu was stretching out his hand and moving slowly on it.

Boss Su's brows were tightly furrowed, and his robe was rattling.The beautiful waistline is unobstructed, and the blue hair is wild and unrestrained.He swipe the screen frame by frame to the left, unfamiliar scenes, this is An Rufeng's real life.

Suddenly, Su Muyu stopped, and Lian Ming looked up.

The revolving lantern freezes at the last frame.

The hearts of the two trembled at the same time, and they looked away at the same time.

On the screen, the army still massacred the city, the people died tragically, and there was a sea of ​​flames and exclamations.

An Rufeng stood there, the rain was still falling.He was drenched all over, and he couldn't stop the cold.At An Rufeng's feet, lay a dead body - about five feet, the blue shirt was completely stained with blood.His long hair was mixed with blood and mud.

The wind blows, blowing the hair from the corpse's face.

——It's Rui Niang.

An Rufeng's Adam's apple rolled a few times, he squatted down slowly, and held the girl's face with both hands.An Rufeng slowly leaned down, and placed a deep kiss on the lips that had already been drained of blood.

Too late.It's still too late.

From childhood to adulthood, from birth to death.After going through the feast of the general corner, I have experienced the separation of labor and swallows.

But only this kiss.

Yin and Yang are separated, and things are different.

The back light and the moon are overcast, and it is already ten years of traces and ten years of heart.

The author has something to say:

①Well.....the ending of An Rufeng and Qin Rui is probably like this.

In fact, Lao Qi also likes them very much, and wants to give HE too.

But historically, Tangxi City was indeed massacred that year, for various historical reasons, which will be mentioned in the next chapter.

It would be an accident of history to write otherwise.Since it relies on certain historical facts, it should be written in a reasonable and convincing manner.

② Laoqi generally does not abuse for the sake of abuse, nor sweet for the sake of sweetness.This kind of thing is generally a matter of course, it is just like our life.Inadvertently sad, inadvertently happy, so that you won't look so sweet and abusive.

Before writing a story, Lao Qi would consider it carefully. If it suits Sweetheart's appetite, Lao Qi would be very happy.

③For the role of An Rufeng, I didn't arrange a better ending for him because of his flaws in age and experience.It should be the best choice if you can't do things carefully and end up committing suicide on the way to escape.

Lao Qi will not give him too much halo, not the kind of one who rides the dust.He is a mortal who is very good at making swords, but is no different from ordinary people.He also has his own emotions and desires, Lao Qi tries not to interfere with him, hoping to present the original humanity in it.

If the sweethearts can have a second or third experience, Lao Qi will be very happy from the bottom of his heart.If you are still confused, you can only blame Lao Qi's poor pen skills, and he will make persistent efforts in the future.

Good morning sweethearts~