Big Dream Chase

one hundred and six

"Hey, Lian Ming." Su Muyu followed slowly, his cheeks flushed.His eyes were a little red from the smell of alcohol, "Slow down...can you explain clearly what's going on."

"Take you somewhere."

He didn't even turn his head, and seemed a little angry.

"Can you stop losing your temper, why didn't you notice this before." Su Muyu complained in a low voice, with his hands in his pockets, his steps were unsteady. "Can you make it clear if you have anything to say, is the Cold War interesting?"

Lian Ming got a headache from his reading, so he had to stop: "I didn't have a cold war with you."

"Then what's wrong with you?"

Su Muyu pouted.

"It was you who said to separate for a while when you disagreed, it was you who changed your address when you disagreed, and it was you who went with someone else..."

Boss Su consciously made a slip of the tongue, hiccupped pretendingly, and shut up.

Lian Ming was angry and funny: "What happened to me with others, who am I with?"

"Tsk, who cares about you."

Su Muyu left him and walked forward, feeling annoyed, awkward and uncomfortable.

"Hey, Ayu." Lian Ming grabbed him and walked towards the parking lot, "I told you, I want to take you to a place where I have something to say."

Today's Lian Ming was very domineering, Su Muyu was dizzy and didn't know why.The two tugged and got into the car, and Lian Ming drove him to the outskirts of the city.It was windy at night, Su Muyu lowered the car window, and his black hair flew wildly in the wind.There are folk songs in Lianming's car music, first "Singing Children" and "Spring Breeze in Ten Miles"... Folk songs, the guitar is played, soothing and peaceful.Gradually, Su Muyu sobered up a lot.

What is sung in the folk songs is love, poetry, and distance.It sings about lost feelings, distant dreams, and youth that will never be seen again.Lian Ming occasionally followed and said, Su Muyu put his arm on the car window and leaned his head.

It was rare for the two of them to get along quietly for a while for many days.

"Brother Ming."

Su Muyu shouted in a low voice.

The music floated out of the car window, and Wang Zhengrong was singing, "Maybe it's the memory that makes us a little flustered. In the past years, we have changed our appearance."

Lian Ming glanced at him: "Huh?"

"What did I do wrong, you can tell me." Su Muyu's voice was very soft, "No need, no need to ignore me."

"You did nothing wrong, and I don't blame you for anything." Lian Ming said, "Don't think too much about it."

"Then what do you mean by this period of time? If you are dissatisfied or unhappy, you can bring it out and discuss it together."

Su Muyu turned his head and stared at him seriously.

Lian Ming chuckled twice, and took out the cigarette case from his bag.He lit his cigarette, took a deep breath and exhaled.Lian Ming still didn't speak, but reached out and rubbed Su Muyu's hair.

"Close the window, don't blow the cold. Let's talk when we get to the place."

Su Muyu wanted to say something, but finally shut up and leaned back in the chair.

The car music is singing "I said that all the wine is not as good as you, I will sing the fragrance of flowers for you in the night of the Drum Tower".

If this is the case, there is really someone in this world who came for him.

It should be Lianming.

Eventually the car stopped outside a cemetery.Lian Ming took Su Muyu out of the car, and he took out two bottles of wine and some bouquets from the trunk.Lian Ming couldn't hold him anymore, so he gave some to Su Muyu.

"What is this for?"

Boss Su didn't know why.

"Actually, I have wanted to bring you here for a long time. But I always feel that I should wait for you to figure it out, but I have waited for so long, and I really can't wait any longer."

Walking in Lianming Cemetery, Su Muyu followed in a daze.The alcohol was still a little intoxicating, and the cemetery was quiet at this time.There was a cool breeze, and he really didn't understand what Lian Ming meant by bringing him here at night.

After walking in for a long time, the cemetery is gloomy.Su Lian and the others walked past rows of tombstones, and finally stopped in front of a forest of steles with different shapes from the surrounding ones.

"It's cleaned every day, so it's very clean." Lian Ming said, he bent down to put the flowers down, and began to disassemble them into branches.After finishing these, Lian Ming took out the lighter from his bag.He lit the candles in front of this forest of steles next to each other, "The scenery here is also good. There are flowers in spring, shade in summer, fallen leaves in autumn, and heavy snow in winter. The four seasons are distinct, and it is a good place to enjoy the scenery."

Su Muyu watched as he finished lighting the candles, and then poured wine one by one.Finally, Lian Ming stepped back and stood beside Su Muyu.He suddenly took Su Muyu's hand and pointed to the tombstone closest to them.

"Look at the photo above, who is this?"

The candlelight was not bright enough, Su Muyu took a closer look, and suddenly opened his eyes wide.He withdrew his body and looked at Lian Ming: "This is... An Rufeng?!"

"Well, look at those."

Su Muyu followed Lian Ming's fingers - Leng Peijiu, He Chen, Zhou, He Xiaoli... and many other targets of the cases he had taken over.In this forest of steles, there are actually "acquaintances"!

Lian Ming is still holding him, his voice is very soft.Ru Wanfeng gently blows his ears: "Ayu, when you didn't remember the past, I decided to make such a forest of steles."

"I always feel that if one day you forget, forget all this. I will remember it for you, and I will remember it all for you."

"They are not only your old friends, but also the witness of our journey."

Lian Ming squatted in front of An Rufeng's tombstone, and gently wiped An Rufeng's face with his index finger.

"Even if one day, you don't remember. I will bring you here and bring you memories over and over again. I thought at the time, if you forget me, I will let you remember over and over again."

"It's okay, I have plenty of time, and I can spend the rest of my life with you."

Su Muyu was completely awake.In this forest of steles and sea of ​​candles, I woke up completely.He couldn't believe it, and felt a little distressed.

"You... just behind my back, you have done so much by yourself..."

"It's not behind your back," Lian Ming smiled, "It's just that I haven't had time to tell you. Ayu, I brought you to see these today, just to tell you, don't feel guilty."

"I'm leaving you alone these days because I'm afraid that after you regain your memory, your guilt will outweigh your feelings, so you're in a hurry to treat me well."

Su Muyu held his hand instead: "I..."

"Don't worry, Ayu."

Lian Ming said.

"Actually, I am the one who should say thank you, and I should be the one who should feel guilty."

Su Muyu bowed his head, he did remember - about how they met and how they got together.

Those are not very happy memories, Su Muyu can't avoid them, lest Lian Ming think of them.Now he has uncovered the scars himself.

When Su Muyu first met Lian Ming, Lian Shao wanted to die with all his heart.The reason, in fact, Lian Ming never told Su Muyu after a long time.

Lian Ming only remembered that Su Muyu saw him sitting on the edge of the roof, looking unloved in his life.After all, Su Muyu, who was a kind person, walked up, sat beside Lian Ming, and asked with a smile, "Master, do you want to see the new world with me?"

To use a clichéd metaphor, Lian Ming really felt that a clean and bright light shone into the gloomy world.

——Then Su Muyu took him to the Realm of Time and Space, and showed him the undead who were unable to survive and were unwilling to die.

They cooperated tacitly in mission after mission, going through life and death.

Lian Ming realized that his feelings for him had deteriorated, just like the song sang "inexplicable love, who will take it away. I had to turn the years into songs and stay in the mountains and rivers. All the spring, Kneaded into a morning. Turn all unstoppable words into secrets and close the door."

Once the heart door was closed, Lian Ming realized that he was like a drunk person.He closed his eyes, and Su Muyu's eyes were burning hot.It was so hot that he lost his eyesight, and he could not go back in this life.

All the spring breeze and all the wine are not as good as him.As Su Muyu said, I will take you to see a new world.

Lian Ming pulled Su Muyu to squat down, wrapped his arms around his shoulders, and said, "Ayu, you took me to see all the joys and sorrows in this world. You just want to tell me that you are alive. But you forgot."

"I envy An Rufeng's youthful heroic spirit and bravery. I envy Leng Peijiu's sincerity and He Chen's generosity. I envy He Xiaoli's perseverance and Zhou's loyalty and filial piety."

"I envied many people in the mission, although I was just a spectator."

Lian Ming said: "Ayu, after so much, they shine like stars in the sky of the world, and each of them shines brightly in the long river of time. After so many years, I just want to understand one thing, so I want to thank you them."

"Brother Ming," Su Muyu said, "Life is short, live in the moment."

Lian Ming looked at him and smiled after a while.He laughed so hard that his whole body trembled, and his arms holding Su Muyu kept tightening: "Ah Yu is the one who knows me."

——Life is short, live in the moment.

Many people thought that Lian Ming saved Su Muyu, but they didn't know who walked into other people's lives before that.People have to experience many causes and effects in this life, and meet many people.Only those who shine briefly in your life will be remembered.

There was a moment when one should go far away, to see the world, to find something, to find something, or someone.

Lian Ming followed Su Muyu to look for it. After searching around, they found that what they wanted was by their side.

It's this person.

Then how can we live in the present moment.

"Once a person is bound by emotion, it's easy to think about things," Su Muyu walked slowly in the forest of steles, "I do feel guilty, Brother Ming. But I never thought about compensating you, didn't I... …immature."

"I don't need your compensation either."

"You can't say that, I just want to. You see, the two of us have passed through a big storm. In any case, we believe that the other party is the one who wants to go down. I can't perfuse you in a clumsy way. You leave me alone, I thought about it too."

After Su Muyu walked the last monument, everyone finished sweeping the grave.

He turned around to hold Lian Ming, and leaned forward to get closer to him.The unexpected kiss fell, and Lian Ming felt a little shameful about showing his affection in public in this "old man"'s stele forest.

"Ayu?"

"I don't think you can live well alone, and I don't think I can live well alone. So we still have to be together, but I don't feel guilty, it's disrespectful to you. I Well, I will treat you well in the future and live a good life."

Su Muyu paused.

"Well... I can't say anything else that's nasty, just live in the present. Anyway, the future will last forever."

Lian Ming finally heaved a sigh of relief, and put his arms around Su Muyu's waist: "Oh shit, I finally settled this matter. Let's go, go home."

Boss Su didn't allow it, he took a step back and frowned: "Wait, what home are you going back to?"

"Back...back to our house...ah..."

Lian Ming was stunned, and suddenly didn't understand what his family A Yu was going to do.

Su Muyu sneered twice, and put a finger in front of Lian Ming: "I haven't settled the debt with you yet, do you think that's all?"

"Honey, I don't know what you're talking about."

Lian Ming decided to play dumb to the end.

"Success," Su Muyu grinned, patted his clothes and walked out of the cemetery, "I'll give you two keywords, rain and phone."

Lian Ming stood there pondering for three seconds, and hurried to catch up: "Hey, baby, listen to my explanation! That's my student, he asked me to talk about the opening report on the rainy day! I'm the one who called today Cousin. She's just doing me a favor! Nothing else!"

"Ayu! Ayu!"

Su Muyu walked quickly, and was about to disappear at the door in a blink of an eye.Lian Ming rushed forward and hugged him from behind: "Listen to me! Do I dare to cheat behind your back? Ah! If you want to talk about it this way, what's going on with you and that Li Er. "

"Fuck, we were talking about business!"

"You can also talk about GAY when talking about business. If Ma San reminded me today, you are still planning to talk about luminous albums, aren't you?"

Su Muyu gritted his teeth and kicked away: "Lian Ming, you don't believe me?!"

"I don't believe you anymore, don't you also believe me? Hey hey! I'm kidding, baby, don't go so fast!"

"Come home with me, dear. Cheche is here, let's go back by car—"

Su Muyu held back his smile with a straight face, "You're fucking teasing your son."

"Where can it be? Where can I find you, son?"

Lian Ming stepped forward to hold him, took the back of his hand and kissed him.

"Get in the car, there is something for you."

After the two got into the car, Lian Ming took a file bag from the back seat.

"It's for you, open it and have a look."

Su Muyu didn't refuse at all, and opened it to see that it was the real estate certificate: "I said, Qingyunxuan's house was originally given by you. In the big dream, I was very puzzled, how could I have a house in Yuncheng."

Lianming started the car and drove towards the highway.

"Lian Zhai's family is in Yuncheng. Now the situation is different. Sometimes I will go back to Yuncheng to live for a while. You can live in Qingyunxuan when you are free. I will come over in the middle of the night."

"Tsk, come here in the middle of the night, are you raising a lover? Cheating?"

"That's not the case, Ayu. I want you to live with me back in my house, will you go?"

"No, thinking about your father makes me panic."

Lian Ming laughed: "My dad has a good impression of you."

"Well," Su Muyu lowered the back of the chair and began to close his eyes to rest, "Brother Ming, let me tell you the truth."

"You said."

"That house in Yuncheng... who designed it? It's really ugly."

Lian Ming choked, this time he couldn't say the three words "your man" so upright, he hesitated for a long time: "...that...don't worry about it, if you don't like it, you can change it."

"It's...it's not that I don't like..."

This is a bit vague.

Lian Ming turned to look at him: "Ayu...Ayu? Then do you... like it or not?"

Following inertia, Su Muyu turned his head to one side.The constantly receding light and shadow cast mottled lines on his handsome face.The facial features are as deep as engraved, which is really beautiful.

"You...you gave me...all...all of them."

His voice lowered, as if he had fallen asleep.

As long as you send it, you give it.

Lian Ming curled the corners of his mouth. For many years, this moment was the most satisfying.

He turned down the music in the car, and brushed aside the broken hair on A Yu's forehead with one hand.His fingers slid down, and he held A Yu's hand again.

And so on, all the way to the end of the road.

The sky and the earth became high and distant, and a small car shuttled on the winding highway in the suburbs.

The sky is deep, and the silver moon hangs high.

The world is peaceful.

The destination they are going to is home, the true luck after fighting against the years, and the same goal through different routes.

There are flowers in spring and moon in autumn, cool breeze in summer and snow in winter.If there is nothing to worry about, it is a good time in the world.

Eat when you are hungry, sleep when you are sleepy, find cool when you are hot, and turn to fire when you are cold.Nothing pretentious, no choice between right and wrong.

--Living in the moment.

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