Big Dream Chase

After farewell, I remember meeting each other, several times the soul dream is with you.

There are silver and red photos left tonight, I am afraid that meeting is a dream.

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When Lian Ming woke up, Su Muyu was sitting by the bed reading a book.The sun outside the window is like gold, and it is pulling a thread from the gap in the clouds.

The demolition team lay at the end of the bed, noticing Lian's crowing, it stood up alertly and barked twice.

Su Muyu turned his eyes away from the pages of the book, and reached out to try it on Lian Ming's forehead.

"The body temperature returned to normal."

Lian Ming was about to sit up, but Su Muyu pressed his shoulder, but his attitude was inexplicably alienated.

"Take a rest and don't rush to get up."

Lian Ming was taken aback, obviously feeling that something had changed.He grabbed Su Muyu's wrist and said, "Ayu, have you..."

Are you okay.

However, the sentence was not complete, Su Muyu gently withdrew his hand, and interrupted lightly: "Thanks to Lian Shao for your trouble, the current situation should be that you have something to do."

After Lian Ming struggled to sit up, he felt weak all over.He knows that the seven souls and six souls have returned to their positions, and the adaptation period has not yet passed.

"Ayu, what is it..."

Su Muyu looked down at him with strange eyes: "Zhan Shiyi, you know each other."

The words are affirmative, as if they know something.Lian Ming flexed his five fingers, grabbed the bed sheet, and after a while, slowly let go.

"You knew already."

"Well, but don't worry, I don't know much." Su Muyu said, "Young Master Lian, it's a pity."

Lian Ming asked, "What a pity."

"It's a pity that you didn't enter the entertainment industry. The Oscars owe you the golden man. You are the most popular celebrity. Who can act better than you."

Su Muyu giggled, his beautiful peach eyes were curved, and his brows were affectionate.Seriously and sarcastically.

After laughing for a while, he stopped, with a cold face.

"Young Master Lian, is it fun to lie to me?"

Lian Ming didn't know how to explain, nor how to appease.The agreement was there, and neither he nor Zhan Shiyi could break the rules.And Su Muyu's questioning is also in front of him, it is even more impossible for him to make up excuses to prevaricate his lover.

When you can't tell a lie and you can't explain it, there is only silence.

Su Muyu looked at him: "Speak."

Lian sighed: "Ah Yu wants me to say something."

"Why are you approaching me?"

"I thought you knew the answer to this question," Lian Ming said, "It's better to change it."

"Why do you know Zhan Shiyi, and who are you?" Su Muyu crossed his arms and became alert.In fact, he has too many questions, but he doesn't know where to ask them.When he gave emotion, he was told it was forbidden.When he was at a loss for choice, he was told that everything was a lie.

Su Muyu was flustered, what kind of intentions did Lian Ming, the only one he could count as precious, have to approach him.

Lian Ming shook his head: "I am me, Lian Ming. But I can't tell you why you know Zhan Shiyi."

"Why?" Su Muyu's voice was choked with sobs.

why.

All he wanted was an explanation.

Maybe a lie is fine.During this period of time, it is good to make up a bad lie at will to comfort him.

Lian Ming remained silent and did not answer this question.

No reason.

The two looked at each other for a long time, and even the demolition team felt the atmosphere was oppressive.It whimpered and whimpered twice, but no one paid any attention to him.The demolition team climbed onto the bed, hugged Lian Ming, and stuck out their tongues to lick him.

There was a silent sadness in the air.

For about half a moment, Su Muyu took a deep breath.He trembled as he exhaled, and put his hands behind his back.

"That's it," he said.

Lian Ming was stunned, so be it.

how? !

He broke into a forced smile and touched the demolition team's head: "Ayu, I don't quite understand what you mean."

"I mean," Su Muyu didn't evade, and gave the final answer, "Let's separate."

When the voice could fall, there was a long gap between the two.Lian Ming felt that someone kicked his heart, and then stabbed him hard.Su Muyu's eyes were a little red, but he controlled it well.

In fact, that was the original plan, to come back from the Caribbean, and then do everything the lovers can do, and then separate.

Su Muyu chose to go back to the beginning to correct the root of all these mistakes.

It's just that it came a little fast, and the time was advanced.

"I think it's better for us to separate. I can't stand this." Su Muyu shrugged pretending to be indifferent, "You approach me with a purpose. I asked you why, but you didn't explain. Lovers need to give each other space, we I know. But this matter has completely touched my bottom line."

"You clearly know Zhan Shiyi, but you ask me who he is. You may have premeditatedly intervened in my mission, but you pretended not to know."

"Lian Ming, your performance is too good, but also too scary."

"I can't stand it."

And I can't love you either.

Even if there is no misunderstanding between them, they cannot continue to love each other.

There is a rule in the adult world, called timely stop loss.It means that when something develops in a bad direction, it should be terminated in time to avoid further losses.

Lian Ming's hand slid to the demolition team's neck, originally smoothing the fur, but remained motionless at this moment.He smiled a little far-fetched, but still didn't give up: "Ah Yu, let's talk about what we have, and don't talk about breaking up."

"There's nothing to talk about," Su Muyu said, "Young Master Lian, since you're much better and you seem to be fine, move out of my house as soon as possible."

Lian Ming suppressed his smile, and the demolition team suddenly barked.It struggled in Lian Ming's hands, terrified.Su Muyu was about to stop it, but Lian Ming let it go again.

He didn't know what kind of expression to show, so as not to be embarrassed.

ten years.It was true ten years ago, it was true five years ago, and it is still true now.

He still couldn't change anything, and he still couldn't get Su Muyu's mercy.Looking back, it was a bit sad.

"Su Muyu."

Lian Ming called his name after a long absence.

"very good."

Su Muyu shook violently, as if someone had taken his soul from his limbs and bones.The coldness spread from the top of his head, Lian Ming lifted the quilt and stood up unsteadily.He stared at Su Muyu like a hungry wolf, with fierce eyes, approaching the prey step by step.

Su Muyu took a few steps back, never seeing such aggressive eyes from Lian Ming.He couldn't help being terrified, and swallowed his saliva.

"Lian, Lianming..."

"I think I was wrong from the beginning. I shouldn't abide by the superficial gentleman's morality. I shouldn't be so laissez-faire with you. What is my purpose? My purpose has always been only one, and that is to want you."

Not even wearing Ming shoes, forcing Su Muyu to the wall.

"Su Muyu, you asked me what I wanted. You fucking asked me what I wanted?!"

"I want you!"

"From beginning to end, all I want is you!"

Lian Ming frowned, and pinched Su Muyu's chin violently.He leaned forward and wrapped Su Muyu between his arms.

"Why should I, why should I wait for you to agree, why should I wait for you to nod. Like a charity dog, waiting for you to look back at me!"

"Ten years... ten years..."

Su Muyu didn't have time to react, his eyes went dark, and a huge shadow fell over him.Lian Ming bit his lip violently, madly, and angrily.The two saw blood in their mouths, and Su Muyu reached out and pushed each other.

strangeness.Such continuous singing was completely unfamiliar to him.

Su Muyu broke free from his wrist, "Slap!", and slapped Lian Ming hard on the face!

"Give me some fucking respect!"

Lian Ming lowered his eyes, his left cheek was numb.He touched the place where he was beaten with his tongue. This was the first time that A Yu had fought with him.

Su Muyu's chest heaved and he was in shock.The moment he slapped it down, he regretted it, and at the same time lost the qualification to apologize.

It would be a bit hypocritical to apologize after hitting someone.

Lian Ming laughed lowly twice, and suddenly hugged Su Muyu.He hugged him so tightly, wrapping his arms around each other tightly.Su Muyu thought dejectedly, which step was wrong, and why did it come to this.

Then, a burst of warmth wet his neck.Su Muyu wanted to hug him, but in the end he put his hands in his pockets.

Su Muyu said softly: "Lian Ming... just let me go."

It also means letting go of yourself.

Lian Ming didn't speak, but held him stubbornly.Holding an obsession for the past ten years, holding a dream like a bubble, unwilling to let go for a long time.

Su Muyu pushed him away with his hands, trying to make himself calm: "Since you know Zhan Shiyi, you must have known me a long time ago. Lian Ming, let's talk about it today. No matter what purpose you have, I will to abandon you."

In order to be cruel, "give up" becomes "abandon".

"You know before, I often forget some things. As my feelings for you grow deeper, the memory gap gets bigger and bigger. I only found out about this recently. So I'm sorry, I couldn't Reject you immediately."

"I don't know why I can't have emotional entanglements with ordinary people during my tenure. Maybe the cases handled by the pacifier are all related to emotions, which will affect the completion of the task. But this is the fact and cannot be changed."

"So, I have already made a choice to leave you."

Su Muyu pushed Lian Ming away and smiled: "Did you hear clearly?"

Can you hear me clearly?To put it so bluntly, unless it is deliberately not wanting to understand.

Lian Ming just said: "A Yu, you didn't hug me today."

Su Muyu paused, suddenly feeling sad.His eyes were foggy and he couldn't see Lian Ming clearly.

It doesn't matter if you are rejected, or you are abandoned, or you are told over and over again that you will never have anything to do again.

The only thing Lian Ming cared about from the beginning to the end was that A Yu didn't hug him today.

"You didn't hug me today, Ayu," Lian Ming's voice was a little choked up, his eyes were red, and he said cautiously, "You have been pushing me away, keep pushing away."

"Ayu, give me a hug, okay?"

Su Muyu looked at him, not knowing whether to pity himself or the other party.Perhaps at this point, there is really something irresistible.

He just wanted an explanation, but Lian Ming refused to give it.

"Sorry Lian Shao," Su Muyu walked to the bedroom door and opened it, "Can you leave my house first, the clothes are on the sofa in the living room, and your things will be delivered to the house by the courier company."

"In the future, we will not communicate any more."

Lian Ming followed Su Muyu downstairs and got dressed in the living room.Still wearing the black suit, with the dark red handkerchief folded into the coat pocket.Su Muyu looked at him, still tall and handsome, still overwhelming.

What a man.

But it is no longer his.

"Ayu."

"Let's call him Boss Su from now on." Su Muyu said.

Now that we broke up, we should return to the way we were never familiar with.All nicknames are a slap in the face.Hit them loudly in the face.

Lian Ming didn't move, nor did he answer.He just approached Su Muyu and suddenly pressed him on the sofa.

Su Muyu only felt a chill in his waist, and his clothes were picked up by Lian Ming.He struggled, and the opponent's gravity suppressed him, giving him no chance to resist at all!

Lian Ming kissed him forcefully, but Su Muyu couldn't avoid it, so he had to bite hard on the tip of his tongue.

"Are you fucking insane?!"

Lian Ming suffered from pain, and stared at Su Muyu with dark eyes.

"No, Ayu."

Lian Ming's voice was icy cold, as if Yan Luo was alive.He looked indifferently at the blush on the other's lips, expressionless.

"I still can't let you go."

"You are mine, and only mine."

"Even if I force me to imprison you and make you hate me, I can't let you go."

"There are not many ten years in life to waste."

"Ayu."

We owe it to each other.

Until one day, you completely forget about me, and it doesn't matter.