There is a kind of tease and don't run away

After the meal, Yu Sheng cleaned up the dishes as usual, Xia Ran had no choice but to clean up the tablecloth, table and benches.

"Are you so diligent at home?" Xia Ran sat on the sofa after tidying up, just in time to see Yu Sheng in the kitchen, "I want to fight with you to clean up the dishes, right?"

"Sometimes I have to fight with my mother at home." Yu Sheng laughed.

Xia Ran didn't see the expression on Yu Sheng's face, but she could feel the sense of happiness when she mentioned her family from her voice.

I felt this way a long time ago, what kind of family there is, there will be what kind of child, like Yu Sheng, you only need to get along with her for a while, and you can know what kind of atmosphere the family is like.

"Are you still working overtime tonight?" Yu Sheng came out of the kitchen and sat down on the sofa.

"No more," Xia Ran leaned over there, "Didn't someone tell me not to work overtime in the morning?"

"Yeah," Yu Sheng nodded, "You're so good."

Xia Ran looked at her for a while, then suddenly laughed.

"What are you laughing at?" Yu Sheng peeled an orange and gave half of it to Xia Ran.

"Take my lines." Xia Ran took it and ate a piece.

"What station..." Yu Sheng didn't realize what Xia Ran was talking about until he was halfway through speaking, "Just grab it."

"It's a big dog." Xia Ran looked at Yu Sheng who was sitting beside him and said with emotion.

After listening to it, Yu Sheng sat on the sofa and laughed for a long time, laughing and shaking.

"Stop shaking," Xia Ran patted her leg, "The orange petals are almost shaking out of your throat, and you still hate me for spraying porridge."

"Are you complimenting me or hurting me?" Yu Sheng finally stopped laughing.

"Praise you." Xia Ran smiled and ate the last bite of the orange.

"I'll go and turn on the TV," Yu Sheng got up and turned on the TV, "It's lively."

The two of them just sat on the sofa like this, and they didn't actually watch TV, as Yu Sheng said, they just liked to turn it on.

Then they chatted one after another, said a few words if they had something to say, and just sat back if they had nothing to say. Compared to waiting to go back later, Yu Sheng enjoyed the present time more.

"Puppy." Xia Ran rubbed Yu Sheng's hair.

"Isn't it a big dog?" Yu Sheng said.

"I'm used to it," Xia Ran said with a smile, "Big dog."

"Hey," Yu Sheng slapped Xia Ran with a smile, "You're yelling, do I agree or not?"

"Do you have something on your mind?" Xia Ran looked up at Yu Sheng and said.

"What's the matter?" Yu Sheng's hands were a little stiff, but it only disappeared in a flash.

"How do I know what's wrong with you?" Xia Ran grabbed and patted her hand, "But I can feel it, tell me?"

Yu Sheng froze for a while, then gradually relaxed, and scratched Xia Ran's palm with his fingertips: "I want to tell my mother."

"What?" Xia Ran straightened up immediately.

"Talk about...our...." Yu Sheng stuttered when Xia Ran watched.

"No." Xia Ran vetoed it almost as soon as Yu Sheng finished speaking the last word.

"Why?" Yu Sheng asked, "I think my mother already suspected and even knew about the two of us, that's why she let me go on a blind date so madly."

Xia Ran was silent for a while, then reached out to gently support Yu Sheng's shoulder: "At least, don't talk about it now."

"Even if my mother already knows?" Yu Sheng looked at Xia Ran's face.

"Whether your mother knows it now or not, don't say it," Xia Ran said, "Have you ever thought about what you will become after you say it? Your mother knows it doesn't mean she will accept it."

Yu Sheng didn't speak.

She didn't know how her mother would react, nor did she know how her father and brother would react.

Maybe she never dared to think about it.

It's definitely not going to be much better anyway.

She just felt that her mother seemed to know something, she was annoyed by her mother's endless blind date, and she was also bored by her life like an underground party just in a relationship.

But Guan Xun and Shen Wei didn't let themselves speak.

At this moment, Xia Ran didn't let herself speak.

"You're not ready yet," Xia Ran looked at Yu Sheng, "Neither of us, be obedient, don't talk about it yet."

Yu Sheng was silent.

After a long time, he nodded: "Okay."

Xia Ran smiled, gently held her in his arms, and patted her on the back just like the first time: "Thank you, little...big dog."

"Let's be small." Yu Sheng laughed.

"No, it's a big dog," Xia Ran kissed the corner of her mouth, "became brave."

Yu Sheng leaned on her, lowered his head and squeezed her hand: "It's you who made me want to be braver."

Xia Ran was stunned.

Yu Sheng raised his head, and the hand that kept pinching Xia Ran's fingers slowly passed through the fingertips and turned into clasped fingers.

"As long as you hold me, I can always be brave."

Xia Ran touched her head: "Yes."

After sitting for a while, Yu Sheng got up and was about to leave: "I have to go."

"Well," Xia Ran got up and she walked to the door, "Remember, don't impulsively have a showdown with your mother, you know?"

"I know," Yu Sheng changed his shoes, hugged her gently, and whispered in her ear, "Mother-in-law."

Xia Ran pointed to herself: "Mother-in-law."

Yu Sheng froze for a moment: "Nervous, it's too cold."

"Hey, my brother hasn't come back yet?" When Yu Sheng came home, his mother was sitting in the living room watching TV by herself.

"I'm back, I went out just after dinner," my mother held a piece of grapefruit in her hand, "I don't know who I went out to play with."

"Oh, where's dad?" Yu Sheng looked into the study room, but there was no one there.

"Going downstairs to buy cigarettes," my mother patted the sofa cushion beside her, "sit for a while."

Normally, if my mother would slap me on the sofa while my mother was watching such a brain-dead idol drama, I would definitely run to the bedroom and never come out, but today Yu Sheng hesitated and sat down beside her mother obediently.

"Do you want to eat?" Mom handed over a piece of grapefruit.

Yu Sheng took it and broke it a little, it was quite sweet.

I was worried that my mother would say something, but until the end of an episode of the TV series, my mother didn't say anything. As usual, the emotions were full of ups and downs following the plain plot.

Yu Sheng's tense mood just now gradually became relaxed.

Fine.

Since you told yourself not to say it, then don't say it for now.

Yu Sheng was in a good mood and broke off another grapefruit. This episode of the TV series has already finished, and now it is playing the ending song.

"Where did you go?" Mom turned around and asked, probably because there was an advertisement going on.

"A friend's house." Yu Sheng responded quickly.

"The friend who picked you up and dropped you off at the airport last time?" Mom asked.

"Ah." Yu Sheng responded.

"Oh." Mom said oh and didn't ask any more, but Yu Sheng felt a little uneasy after relaxing just now.

"What's the matter?" Yu Sheng ate the grapefruit bit by bit, feeling a bit dull.

"It's nothing," my mother glanced at her, "Just ask."

My mother caught Yu Sheng's glance very quickly, and then pressed it to save it in her mind. While eating grapefruit, she kept repeating, zooming in, and looping.

nothing special.

Just a normal look.

But it can make such a guilty dog ​​like Yu Sheng feel even more guilty, almost sitting on the ground.

"Baby," the TV had started at this moment, but my mother stood up, "You can watch it yourself, I'm going to the kitchen."

"Why are you going?" Yu Sheng immediately got up nervously and said, his voice was a bit loud.

"Ah, please keep your voice down," my mother touched the door in fright, "I'll pick tomorrow's vegetables. I have something to do when I go out tomorrow, and your dad's vegetable picking skills are terrible."

"Oh," Yu Sheng nodded, "That's right, you're good at picking vegetables."

"What are you talking about?" Mom smiled and went into the kitchen.

"Then I'm going back to my room," Yu Sheng said with a smile, "The TV is turned off for you."

Yu Sheng turned around and went to the sofa, took the remote control and turned off the TV. When he put the remote control away and was about to go back to the bedroom, he heard an indistinct sound coming from the kitchen.

It's not really heard, but it can be felt faintly.

"Mom?" Yu Sheng asked tentatively, "What about chanting mantras?"

"No." Mom replied.

When Yu Sheng walked to the door of the kitchen, his mother was sitting on a small bench picking vegetables with her back facing him: "Drag the bench to the living room, so you can still watch TV."

"No," my mother shook her head, "Watching TV affects the touch."

"The technique is still not good enough." Yu Sheng smiled and turned around.

"Baby," my mother's voice came from behind, "I won't force you to go on a blind date from now on, just let nature take its course."

Yu Sheng froze in place.

If she said this before, she would definitely be so happy that she would lift the roof off, but now it made her heart feel cold.

Chill from start to finish.

There was a "huhu" like a hole in his chest was blowing through the wind.

"Why?" Yu Sheng turned around all of a sudden, and his voice rose again, "Why are you saying this all of a sudden?"

"Why else?" Mom sighed, "Didn't you always want to go on a blind date?"

Yu Sheng stood silently at the door, looking at his mother's back.

Mom never looked back.

Standing in the back, Yu Sheng could see that her mother's hands of picking vegetables never stopped, picking vegetables from the bag on the left, picking them, and putting them into the basket on the right.

The movement is very smooth.

But never looked back.

Guan Xun said not to.

Shen Wei said don't say it.

Just now, Xia Ran also told himself not to speak for the time being.

Don't be impulsive.

But at this moment, Yu Sheng couldn't restrain himself.

Mom was obviously giving in to herself, she surrendered, and she hoped to redeem herself by not going on blind dates for herself.

But what can I say now?

Looking at the back of my mother sitting on a small bench picking vegetables, she pretended to agree nonchalantly, and then continued to be with Xia Ran behind her back?

Thinking of these things, Yu Sheng felt sore in his heart.

"Haven't you left yet?" Mom seemed to sense someone behind her, "You're so happy that you don't want to leave?"

Yu Sheng didn't move.

Mom didn't speak anymore.

After a long time, my mother picked half of the dishes, and Yu Sheng managed to squeeze out a word from his throat: "Mom..."

"Hey, go back to the house, just stand and don't help," my mother said suddenly, "Picking a vegetable makes me hairy."

"Mom..." Yu Sheng called out again.

"Okay, then help me bring another bag of vegetables, here..." Mom rambled as usual.

"Mom!" Yu Sheng roared.

"What are you doing!" my mother shouted, "I don't want to listen to you right now, can you go back to the house and why are you standing here!"

Yu Sheng was taken aback by mother's initial yelling, and then her voice gradually turned into a crying tone.

Yu Sheng stepped in front of his mother in a few steps, knelt down and looked at her.

Mom's eye circles were already red, and she could still see tears on her face. The voice Yu Sheng heard just now must be her mom secretly wiping tears in the kitchen.

At this moment, looking at Yu Sheng, he bit his lip and trembled slightly, trying not to cry.

Yu Sheng had never seen her mother like this before. In her impression, her mother was always smiling, and occasionally she would get angry or feel sad after arguing with her father.

But I've never seen her like this before.

Yu Sheng suddenly felt as if someone took a can of mustard and shot it into his nose, it was so sore, and tears couldn't stop pouring out.

"Yu Sheng," my mother reached out and grabbed Yu Sheng's sleeve, her voice trembled violently, every word and sound trembled slightly, "Mom won't force you to go on a blind date, come back, okay?"

Yu Sheng knelt down on the ground slowly, she wanted to say something, but couldn't say it.

A sore throat.

Looking at his mother's red eyes and her face that looked ten times older than usual, Yu Sheng felt a sharp pain in his chest as if he had been hit by a pile driver, and it was so painful that he could hardly kneel.

"It's my mother's fault," my mother looked at her, her voice hoarse, and her voice changed a little, "Can you stop treating me like this?"

Yu Sheng didn't dare to look up.

Every word of my mother was like a hammer, hitting her heart heavily.

The memory of sitting on the sofa with my mother laughing and watching TV just now was like a dream. Slowly, the mother in the dream overlapped with the woman who apologized to me with red eyes.

It made her fall into fear, despair and confusion for a moment, kneeling on the ground so dizzy.

I tried my best to open my mouth, but I couldn't even say the word "Mom" for a long time.

Just lowered his head and let the tears flow on the palm of his mother.

Yu Sheng didn't think about his mother's reaction.

Maybe even if I thought about it, I couldn't make the same response as I imagined when it came to that time.

Yu Sheng just knelt on the cold tiled floor and kept crying.

"I'm sorry..." Yu Sheng buried his head in his mother's lap, "I was wrong..."

Until my mother let go, went back to the bedroom and closed the door.

Until my father came back after buying cigarettes, the sound of my mother crying and my father talking sounded in the bedroom.

Yu Sheng didn't even get up.

She bowed her body, put her arms around herself, and felt a cramping pain in her chest. Her mind went blank, and she gradually curled up, resting her head on the tiles in the kitchen.

Somewhat cold.

But she felt nothing.

In the bedroom, my mother's crying gradually died down, and my father's voice could not be heard.

Yu Sheng stood up abruptly as if he had been brought back to reality, but his legs were numb from kneeling for too long, and he staggered and knocked his knee on a raised ridge.

Then he got up immediately and continued to move forward, lying on the floor at the door of his parents' bedroom.

But I couldn't hear anything, only the faint cry of my mother.

With a sharp sound, Yu Sheng felt pain in his heart, and could only stare blankly at the increasing drops of water on the floor.

Yu Sheng, why don't you hold back!

The author has something to say: continue tomorrow.

This chapter is actually quite difficult to write. The conflict between my mother and Yu Sheng and the emotional outbursts have been changed several times.