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Guo Wei's messages are still being sent one by one.

"Zeng Xizhang was in Grade 7 ([-]) class at the time, and his homeroom teacher and teacher were still there. I inquired, and the teachers all had an impression of him. They said that his grades were not bad, but his personality was withdrawn. It’s too bad, I don’t usually participate in group activities, and I don’t get along with the classmates in the class, so I can’t talk together.”

"At that time, someone reported that he was being bullied by his schoolmates, and Mr. Mao, the class teacher, also went to investigate. You know, our school is a key high school, and it's not good if something happens, but usually our students don't have time to study. Is it time to do this? After investigation, it was found that he had some friction with a few classmates, but it did not reach the level of campus bullying. Several students who fought with him also reported that he looked down on others and took the initiative to provoke them. I couldn't bear it before I shot it."

"You said that they were all children, so they could have any grudges or grievances. If it doesn't look pleasing to the eye, don't you just fight like this? I asked a few teachers who were in charge of handling it at the time, and they said that this Zeng Xizhang was indeed a bit unpleasant. , the way you look at people and the way you speak are quite contemptuous, with a high spirit, probably that's what it means, no one likes to be taken for a fool, not to mention that the students in our school are all the best in junior high schools, It's normal to feel a bruise on your self-esteem..."

Holding the phone, Zhou Wenjin finally opened a door in a corner of his brain, and the dusty memories gradually emerged.The Zeng Xizhang that came to his memory was a thin, thin little boy who didn't talk much but always followed him secretly.Zhou Wen remembered that he happened to see the person on the top of the building one afternoon, because the person looked like he was going to do something stupid, so he rushed up to persuade him to come down, God knows when he jumped into the rainy roof I was trembling in my heart but still had to put on a cool look.Afterwards, the child followed him secretly as if he hadn't been noticed.

Although I thought it was a bit funny, Zhou Wenjin was already in the third year of high school at that time, and Zeng Xizhang was only in the first year of high school. Strictly speaking, the time they met was actually very short, no more than two months at most, so let him go up.

Is He Xizhang... Zeng Xizhang?

Zhou Wenjin couldn't help rubbing his face. Guo Wei said that he helped many people when he was studying, and he was like a living Lei Feng. But Zhou Wenjin himself knew that it was not because of his kindness, but because he lacked love.Zhou Wenjin's parents divorced when he was in elementary school. Because they each had a family and the divorce was very unhappy, no one wanted to care about him. The last one who reached out was his grandmother.Zhou Wenjin, who lived with the elderly since she was a child, matured very early, and knew early on that she wanted to be an obedient and sensible child.

Children from this kind of family are all like this, because they lack a sense of security, they are either very well-behaved or very tyrannical.Fortunately, Zhou Wenjin was the former, but he also had a hard time, because he had too high demands on himself, and sometimes even blamed him for perfection.When his grandmother was still alive, there were still people who would enlighten him. After the old man passed away in the third year of Zhou Wenjin’s junior year, he was left alone, let alone enlightenment, and there was no one to talk to him.Because he didn't want to stay in his hometown to see things and think about people, Zhou Wenjin packed his bags and came to City A alone to start again.

At that time, Zhou Wenjin was lonely and lacking in love, so he almost became a "pleasing personality".On the surface, he looks outgoing and optimistic, positive and cheerful, always doing his best to help others, and never cares. In fact, he lives in fear, even if he is exhausted, he will not say a word just because he needs love so much .Because there is no one in this world who will love him anymore, Zhou Wenjin took the initiative to shine and give love. He believes that as long as he puts love on others, then others will definitely return his love.This is actually a very unhealthy mentality. Zhou Wenjin sometimes feels that he will embark on the road of acting. In fact, it has something to do with his life experience. He needs a lot of love. He is acting like a good boy. Acting has almost become his A kind of nature, so actor is very suitable for his profession.

This unhealthy mental state was gradually reversed until Zhou Wenjin grew up and got used to living alone, getting used to the fact that giving may not be rewarded, and getting used to the so-called love that comes and goes quickly.What happened seven years ago, Zhou Wenjin was dragged out by life and pressed to the ground and rubbed hard. The reason why he didn’t completely collapse in that desperate situation was because he really loved acting. Maybe it was because he finally realized that sometimes how the world develops is not the way it is. His subjective effort is diverted. ——There is no one who is perfect enough to please everyone.

As a result, the old Zhou Wenjin was disintegrated, and the new Zhou Wenjin was reshaped in pain. Over the years, he has polished himself little by little, either actively or passively, to become who he is today. Don’t be wary, but there is one person who still deeply remembers it. He was so long back then, even to the point of infatuation.

Zhou Wenjin sat down on the sofa and suddenly felt very heavy, his legs seemed to be filled with lead, and his heart seemed to be riddled with holes.If He Xizhang is Zeng Xizhang, then he can probably understand the origin of He Xizhang's interest in him. However, He Xizhang's love for him is nothing more than an illusion. The Zhou Wenjin he was obsessed with no longer existed, or should I say, it never existed!

"This is really..." Zhou Wenjin thought wearily.After coming out of the "Infinite Adventure" program group, Zhou Wenjin already guessed how dark and painful He Xizhang's past was. That person regarded him as a ray of sunshine shining into a dark life, but he didn't know what kind of little sun he was. It's just a cold light that needs a heat source of its own.

Guo Wei: "Mr. Mao said that Zeng Xizhang seemed to have changed from a certain time. He became more positive and optimistic, which shocked people. He also participated in the school track and field team and basketball team just like you. Club, by the way, there is also the film club, and they even take the initiative to help teachers and classmates with things, which makes everyone feel a little nervous."

Guo Wei: "Later he transferred to another school, and I don't know where he went. Do you think this Zeng Xizhang is He Xizhang? I think they are about the same age."

Zhou Wenjin came back to his senses: "What are you thinking? He Xizhang came back from studying abroad." He Xizhang's resume is clearly listed on Du Niang Encyclopedia. It is said that he returned after finishing high school abroad. I would believe this, but everyone in the circle knows that these things can be forged and modified by themselves.

Guo Wei: "That's right, haha, I really thought too much."

The chat with Guo Wei came to an end, but Zhou Wenjin sat on the sofa without moving.

Zhou Wenjin is a straight man, although he has no opinion on gay, but it doesn't mean he can accept He Xizhang's affection calmly.After He Xizhang confessed and kissed him before, the reason why Zhou Wenjin could still get along with him normally was mainly because he thought that He Xizhang was just a momentary illusion, and he couldn't think of anything worth liking about him, so Zhou Wenjin felt that everything was okay What's more, He Xizhang has a good character, good personality, and high professional quality. Zhou Wenjin really wanted to continue to be friends with him, but when he knew where He Xizhang's affection came from, Zhou Wenjin immediately Realized it couldn't go on like this.

He Xizhang's feelings are too deep, too heavy and too sincere, Zhou Wenjin can't afford what he wants.

There are some people in this world who will frankly accept all kinds of benefits brought by others because of their love, such as resources, money, or even small care in life. Zhou Wen is not this type of person.From the positive help of "I Am an Actor", to the invitation of "The Story of Reaching the Stars", and then to the care of "Infinite Adventure", He Xizhang has given him too many benefits, and Zhou Wen is worthy of it.He even began to doubt, if it wasn't for this period in high school, with his current actual ability, would he really be able to get these opportunities?Zhou Wenjin always dismissed Shao Cheng's suggestion of letting him hug He Xizhang's thigh tightly, and he also had no choice but to discuss why he and He Xizhang's posts appeared at the same time on the Internet, but in fact, he was holding He Xizhang's thigh the bit?

However, with He Xizhang's current state, Zhou Wenjin rubbed his temples exhaustedly if he was flatly rejected by him but didn't know what the consequences would be. It was too difficult, really too difficult!

***

"There is good news." Along with the autumn wind, it was Shao Cheng who entered from the door with a happy face.

After the broadcast of "Infinite Adventure", Zhou Wenjin's popularity has been rising all the way. Dolim took advantage of the opportunity to accept a mobile phone advertisement for young people and another reality show for him.Although the latter is not as good as "Infinite Adventure", because the popularity of the participating guests is not bad, the fan base is solid, and Zhou Wenjin's popularity has been consolidated after the broadcast.The mobile phone brand's advertisement is signed for two years. At least, Zhou Wenjin will maintain a relatively good exposure in the short term.

Compared with his frequent appearances, Xia Yingjie has transformed himself from the front of the stage to behind the scenes, becoming Zhou Wenjin's assistant.

When he first heard the news, Zhou Wenjin was astonished.He told Shao Cheng that he didn't need an assistant. If he really wanted an assistant, he might as well find someone who could make his debut in the future. He brought Xia Yingjie.

Zhou Wenjin was about to go crazy, and asked Shao Cheng, "Didn't you say you were the prince, why did you become an assistant again?"

Shao Cheng: "I don't know what's going on, seems to have offended Mr. Zhang?"

Zhou Wenjin: "No way, Mr. Zhang is so vengeful?"

Zhang Quan in the office: "Sneeze!" Then he frowned tightly and rubbed his waist that was affected by sneezing.pain!It hurts!

Anyway, Xia Yingjie's new identity was finally implemented.I don't know what those netizens who became Xia Yingjie's fans in "Infinite Adventure" think about the fact that their idols suddenly disappeared from the screen, but Xia Yingjie originally accompanied Zhou Wenjin on variety shows as a newcomer, and he also attracted Most of them are fans of passers-by, and their foundation is not solid. Now they have disappeared, probably just a few fans talking about it for a while and then it's over.

Speaking of Zhou Wenjin, he now has more than one million followers on Weibo, and it seems that his exposure rate is not bad, but he is still uneasy about the lack of new works. The popularity of "Reaching for the Stars" has passed a lot. Although various clips of Taoist CP are still circulating on the Internet, and even formed a "circle" (?), after all, the mainstream popularity is still receding.Miao Shitong's "Tai Chi" is sure to be earth-shattering, but it will be at least next year. I heard that the filming has only been completed recently. For this kind of film, post-production will take a lot of time, waiting for the exposure at that time No way.Both Shao Cheng and Zhou Wenjin were in a hurry. They wanted to take another film. They pushed Zhou Wenjin's weak popularity, but good works are hard to come by. They wanted Zhou Wenjin to act, but the book was not very good. Zhou Wenjin fell in love with it. There was not enough coffee space to fight for, so it was delayed for more than two months.

Shao Cheng repeatedly hoped that Zhou Wenjin would hug He Xizhang's thigh, but Zhou Wenjin refused.In more than two months, Zhou Wenjin didn't take the initiative to contact He Xizhang once.But it's just "not active".He Xizhang has been sending Zhou Wenjin WeChat messages or calling Zhou Wenjin for the past two months. If Zhou Wenjin doesn’t answer them, it will cause Pia to have an accident. If he answers them, he will think that he has hope. The dark circles under the eyes that disappeared appeared again.It made Zhou Wenjin want to kick Shao Cheng's feet every day when he looked at Shao Cheng's happy face.

However, during this period of time, Zhou Wenjin discovered that there was another person who also had something on his mind, and that was his loyal fan, the rogue Vajra Rabbit!

This die-hard fan who has been with him for more than five years finally returned to Weibo after disappearing for a while, but Zhou Wenjin clicked on his page and found that the originally sunny and positive guy seemed to be a little bit troubled recently.

[Rogue Vajra Rabbit: I don't understand, what are young people thinking now? 】

[Rogue Vajra Rabbit: ... Could it be that I was wrong? 】

[Rogue Vajra Rabbit: Why is it still not working?Why are young people so stubborn? 】

[Rogue Vajra Rabbit: I really don't understand what he is thinking. 】

[Rogue Vajra Rabbit: Come on, why not let a thunder come down from the sky and strike me to death.It's done! 】

[Rogue Vajra Rabbit: I really don't know what to do. 】

[Rogue Vajra Rabbit: My waist hurts, how can I explain to my parents...]

Zhou Wenjin: "..." Zhou Wenjin feels that his die-hard fan has been in a very unstable mental state recently, otherwise what does the back pain have to do with what he explained?Zhou Wen, who was lying on the sofa in the shape of a salted fish, thought, it seems that autumn is really a troublesome season.

Shao Cheng: "Hey, what's the reaction to this? It's good news."

Zhou Wenjin raised his eyes and glanced at Shao Cheng: "Oh." Xia Yingjie didn't even look at it, and buried himself in the book next to him.

Shao Cheng: "..."

Lao Shao, who felt that he had no sense of presence and majesty, wiped his face and said, "Listen well, this time is really good news!"

Zhou Wenjin: "Oh?"

Shao Cheng said: "Zhang Qiu has officially contacted us!"

Zhou Wenjin said lazily, "Zhang Qiu? Is it a romantic drama?"

Shao Cheng: "It's not that Zhang Qiu, you forgot, the one with Zuo Bai!"

Zhou Wenjin was stunned for a moment, and suddenly jumped up from the sofa: "Zhang Qiu Zuobai?! Is their book ready? Are you really looking for me?" No wonder Zhou Wenjin overreacted, since he went to the couple's audition to It has been half a year now. At the beginning, he was obsessed with it, never forgetting it. Later, his confidence was gradually worn away, and he began to worry about gains and losses. Later, he became Buddha-nature and simply followed the fate.In the entertainment industry, there are a lot of things that are well said at the beginning, but then there are many miscarriages. Who would have thought that when Zhou Wenjin had given up, the opportunity would still favor him.

Shao Cheng clapped a thick stack of A4 paper in his hand: "Look what this is, a script!"

Zhou Wenjin jumped up like a person who had been hungry for three days and three nights, and snatched the script. The title of the play was changed again. When Zhou Wenjin auditioned, it was still called "Rock, Paper, Scissors", which sounded a bit literary Feng, now concisely, it is called "Looking for the Murder in the Mind"!