it takes a little effort

In fact, even if he sent the first message, Jiang Kai would definitely not notice anything, but he is very sensitive to the words like you.

I really want to say it, but I dare not say it.

He thought of what Yang Fan said, the taste of secret love.

I really haven't experienced this kind of mood before, being with Gu Siyi is purely letting nature take its course, going out when I make an appointment, coaxing when I am angry, apologizing when breaking up, and in the end I just want to escape.

The feeling of getting along with Jiang Kai is completely different, and I especially want to get in touch with him to understand him and even monopolize him.

Knowing that this is an irrational behavior, but uncontrollably thinking and doing it.

This kind of emotion intertwined with impulse and reason makes people suffer.

Sweet and sour, all kinds of flavors are available.

After reading the message, Jiang Kai smiled and put the phone back in his pocket.

It's rare for someone to save face like this, so there must be something hearty.

He bought some squid, clams, and gimwai shrimp, and prepared to cook seafood porridge.

These are what Ling Chuan usually likes to eat.

It's amazing.

He has never deliberately remembered what Ling Chuan likes to eat, but when he sees these things, he automatically remembers them, as if there is a hidden disk in his mind.

This is probably just a habit.

It is the eyes that remember.

Jiang Kai walked back to the community with two big bags. As soon as he stepped out of the elevator, Ling Chuan opened the door from the inside.

Jiang Kai was surprised at first, and then a smile appeared on his face, "It's such a coincidence, I was worried that I didn't have a hand to ring the doorbell."

"I had a hunch that you might be coming back soon, so I wanted to open the door for you first." Ling Chuan didn't tell Jiang Kai, he had been lying on the balcony waiting for almost half an hour, his hands and legs were numb from the cold.

"Seafood porridge?" Jiang Kai asked while changing his shoes.

Ling Chuan walked towards the kitchen with his things, "I bought everything, can I say I don't want to eat it?"

"You don't have to eat it," Jiang Kai said unhurriedly, "Turn right when you leave the neighborhood, the shops on the whole street are better than mine."

"No," Ling Chuan looked back at him, and said firmly, "I just love seafood porridge! If you let me eat seafood porridge today... I will cry!"

"Cry one and let me see." Jiang Kai said with a smile.

"Brother Kai!" Ling Chuan squatted on the ground, hugged Jiang Kai's thigh and shook it twice, "I beg you to be pitiful, cook me a bowl of porridge." After saying that, he rubbed his hands pitifully.

Jiang Kai immediately laughed and rubbed the top of his head, "Hey, go wash the rice and soak it in the water."

"Okay!" Ling Chuan suddenly jumped up from the ground. Because his legs were frozen, when he got up, he felt that the bones in his lower body were shattered into glass shards, and they were scattered on the ground as soon as he moved.

Seeing Ling Chuan's unsteady center of gravity, Jiang Kai quickly reached out to help him, touched his cold fingers, and asked, "Why is it colder than my hands when staying at home?"

"I have a cold body." Ling Chuan rubbed his calf and made up a random reason.

"There are so many problems, he is constipated and cold, and his brain is not working well." Jiang Kai joked.

"Hey! I told you I'm not constipated anymore!" Ling Chuan roared while looking up to the sky.

Every time Jiang Kai saw him jumping in a hurry, he couldn't help laughing, "I'm sorry, I forgot."

"I'm going to buy you a birthday present!" Ling Chuan poked the watch on Jiang Kai's hand vigorously, "Also, why is my brain not working properly!"

"If it works, then show me the top five in the next test." Jiang Kai said.

"Just take the exam!" Ling Chuan said casually, but after thinking about it, it wasn't quite right, "The top five...may be a bit difficult."

"Confidence." Jiang Kai looked at him.

"I'll try my best." Ling Chuan changed his words.

"Be more confident." Jiang Kai said seriously.

"The top five are the top five! There is nothing difficult in the world!" As soon as Ling Chuan clapped his hands, Jiang Kai immediately showed an expression of appreciation, and Ling Chuan immediately muttered in a voice that Jiang Kai couldn't hear, "As long as you are willing to give up. "

The top five, it's something that I can't even think about.

It was an accident when he entered high school. The boy whose score was tied with him broke his leg, so there was an extra vacancy, and his mother squeezed him in because of her relationship.

In fact, he always wanted to go to a vocational high school, relax, graduate early and find a job, marry a wife and have children, and live an ordinary life.

Thinking about it now, all of this is fate.

It was fate that the man broke his leg, fate was that his mother recognized an old schoolmate during a square dance and stuffed him into high school, fate was that Jiang Kai lived next door, fate was that he got to know him for copying homework Jiang Kai.

So many coincidences come together as if it was deliberately arranged by God.

Ling Chuan glanced at Jiang Kai's back, lowered his head and laughed while washing rice.

Jiang Kai took off his coat and put on an apron. The process of making seafood porridge is quite simple. When the porridge is almost cooked, just throw in a bunch of messy things. Seafood is easy to cook and tasty.

The shrimp and clams have already been processed when they were bought, and the squid can be cut into pieces.

As soon as he picked up the knife, he heard Ling Chuan's stomach growl. After cutting two pieces, he grunted again. He couldn't help laughing, "Are you hungry?"

"When I replied to your message, I just got up and haven't eaten yet." Ling Chuan said.

"Is there no food at home?" Jiang Kai asked.

"No," Ling Chuan opened the refrigerator and took a look, "just a few slices of toast."

"Bring it here, I'll warm it up for you." Jiang Kai hooked his index finger.

There is no bread machine at home, so Jiang Kai put a small piece of butter in the frying pan, put the slices of bread on it to fry hot after melting, remembering that Ling Chuan said he likes to eat soft-boiled eggs last time, he fried another half-baked egg and a few more A piece of lettuce leaf was sandwiched together, and finally some salad dressing was squeezed on the lettuce leaf.

The whole process takes no more than 5 minutes.

Ling Chuan has been watching by the side, Jiang Kai's skillful movements made him praise him, even if Jiang Kai snapped his fingers, he would applaud like a dog.

Awesome!Brother Kai is awesome!

The slices of bread fried with butter are particularly fragrant. Holding the simple version of the sandwich, Ling Chuan smiled, as if what he was eating was not a sandwich but honey. After taking a bite, he closed his eyes with special enjoyment, "It's delicious. .”

"If only every customer in the restaurant was as easy to deal with as you are." Jiang Kai lowered his head and said while cutting ginger.

"It's really delicious." Ling Chuan bit into the egg and found that it was runny. He felt warm all over, and felt the urge to kiss Jiang Kai.

"Go and do your business after eating. I'll call you when the porridge is ready." Jiang Kai sliced ​​the squid with a knife.

"I'm fine, I'll just stay here." Ling Chuan took a small bite of the sandwich, staring at Jiang Kai's hand intently, seeing the blade slashing back and forth against his fingertips, he was very worried, afraid that he would not Be careful not to scratch your hands.

I thought that if I got scratched, I would go there immediately and give him a water stopper and a band-aid.

However, those bloody scenes in his mind did not appear, and Jiang Kai's hand holding the knife was extremely steady.

After washing and draining the seafood and putting them on the plate, Jiang Kai wiped his hands and said, "Then you stay here, I'm going to do my homework."

"I'll go too." Ling Chuan said immediately.

"Follower." Jiang Kai gave him a sideways look.

Since the porridge was cooked in a casserole today, Jiang Kai was afraid that it would overflow later, so he could only stand by the kitchen and recite vocabulary with Ling Chuan.

When the porridge was almost boiled, Jiang Kai put the seafood in one by one, and the fresh fragrance immediately filled the room. Jiang Kai didn't dare to add more salt. The consistency of the porridge was just right. I'm afraid it would be bad if you add water after a while drank.

After confirming that everything was boiled, Ling Chuan picked up the casserole before Jiang Kai reached out.

The casserole was boiling hot, and Ling Chuan felt that he couldn't hold it when he was halfway through it, but he couldn't throw it away, so he rushed to the dining table with grinning teeth, and the moment he put down the pot, he immediately retracted his hands and rubbed them, feeling the heat on his hands cells are scalded to death.

"Is it hot?" Jiang Kai hurriedly turned around and asked when he heard the "ow".

"Yeah." Ling Chuan frowned, and there was no other feeling in his hands except hot.

"Let me see." Jiang Kai walked over and grabbed his hand.

Ling Chuan was a little excited immediately. This natural and real physical contact made his heart beat wildly, and the corners of his mouth curled up unconsciously. It was a blessing in disguise.

Jiang Kai kept pinching his palm, and dragged him to the pool.

The temperature of the water made the red fingers regain a little feeling. Jiang Kai held his hand and did not let go. Ling Chuan did not dare to speak or move. Will react and let go of his hand.

Jiang Kai looked a little nervous, and the faucet was turned up to the maximum.

After a while, Jiang Kai bent down to check Ling Chuan's fingers, and let go after confirming that there were no blisters. "I'll go downstairs and buy you some burn ointment to apply."

"No need, no need, it doesn't hurt anymore," Ling Chuan shook his hand, his heart blossomed with joy at being caught by Jiang Kai like this, and he didn't care about whether his fingers hurt, "Let's eat first, I'm hungry."

Jiang Kai went to the kitchen to get a bowl and a spoon. After serving the porridge, he poured a few drops of sesame oil on the surface and sprinkled a handful of chopped green onions on it. It looked much better.

"Super fragrant!" Ling Chuan gave a thumbs up, and gulped down most of the bowl as if he had been hungry for three days.

"Slow down, no one will grab you." Jiang Kai couldn't help but say.

Ling Chuan licked his mouth, "This is a way for me to express that I like to eat your cooking, don't you feel it?"

"I'm afraid that there are shrimp shells stuck in your throat," Jiang Kai took a sip of the porridge, "There used to be a child in our town who accidentally ate the shrimp head while eating lobster, which scratched the esophagus gone."

"Then what happened afterwards?" Ling Chuan asked.

"Send it to the hospital. The doctor said that the shrimp head has slipped all the way down the esophagus, and it must be taken out by surgery." Ling Chuan listened carefully, and Jiang Kai sighed, "But the family's financial conditions do not allow it. If he had an operation, he would lose his fortune, and he might not be able to save him, but his family later decided not to have an operation."

"Then, where's that kid!?" Ling Chuan's eyes widened, he couldn't believe it, "No, is he dead?"

"Ah, you'll die if you procrastinate." Jiang Kai said.

"Damn it, a human life!" Ling Chuan felt unbelievable, touched his Adam's apple, felt a bit itchy in his throat, grabbed a spoon and drank in small sips.

"That family also had a child, and the one who died was a sister, and she had a five-year-old brother." Jiang Kai said.

Ling Chuan opened his mouth, not knowing what to say.

It can't be said that this family is cold-blooded and ruthless. After all, there are so many mouths waiting to eat in the family, and the operation may not be successful, but no matter how you think about it, it is too cruel. After all, it is a biological daughter.

"Why, I'm so scared," Jiang Kai twitched his lips, "There are so many things like this, and some people just leave their wives and sons and run away."

Ling Chuan knew that Jiang Kai was thinking of himself, so this understatement made people feel distressed.

"Not all families are like that," Ling Chuan said, "If this happened in my family, my parents would definitely give me surgery even if they were bankrupt."

Jiang Kai smiled, "Well, I think so too."

"If it's what you need to do... Hey, bah, bah, anyway, no matter what happens, I, our family members, will stand up and help you." Ling Chuan looked at him and said seriously, "You are not alone. "

"Then what am I?" Jiang Kai said with the corner of his mouth curled up, "A dog?"

"Tsk," Ling Chuan kicked him, "When it's so sensational! Can you cooperate a little bit!"

Jiang Kai laughed out his little tiger teeth, "Okay, okay, I understand..."

"I'm serious." Ling Chuan squeezed out these words almost with all his courage.

He felt that Jiang Kai might not really believe what he said, just like Jiang Kai might not understand his current mood.

Those feelings that can only be hidden in the dark corners may never be able to confide, which makes him feel a little uncomfortable.

Jiang Kai smiled and rubbed Ling Chuan's head, "I really know, thank you."

Ling Chuan lowered his eyes and didn't speak any more.

you do not know.

I don't want you to say thank you.

Ling Chuan was a little out of his mind, and unconsciously emptied a pot of seafood porridge. When he wanted to get up to clean up the dishes, Jiang Kai pressed his shoulder, "Let me do it."

"Oh." Ling Chuan propped his chin and looked at his back, feeling indescribable.

If they were friends forever, it would be impossible to get along like this when they grow up.

Jiang Kai will graduate, find a job, fall in love, get married...

When I think that I will never be able to get along with him like this in the future, I feel like my brain is going to crack.

How does Jiang Kai feel about himself?

friend?brother?Still better than brothers...

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"Why are you so good at acting like a baby?" Jiang Kai grabbed Ling Chuan by the ear and picked him up from the ground, pressed him on the sofa, and whispered into Ling Chuan's ear, "Do you know what they like?"

"No, I don't know..." Ling Chuan was shocked by his soft voice.

The corners of Jiang Kai's mouth raised slightly, "Then do you know what I like?"

Ling Chuan half-closed his eyes and smiled, and instinctively stretched out his hand to caress Jiang Kai's lower back.

Jiang Kai pinched his chin, lowered his head and pressed his lips.