[Black Basket] Sakura's Basketball

"Saki."

"..."

"Saki, wake up."

"..." It was so noisy.I turned and buried my face in the pillow.

"Did you ask Gao Qiao's father to go to the hospital today?"

"..." carry on.I keep my eyes open.

Akashi helped me up with a funny face, "Don't sleep, it's already noon. If you feel tired, go to sleep in the car."

"Noon?" I turned my head to look at the window where the sun was pouring in, "Where are the others?"

"I went back to Kyoto this morning."

"What time is it?"

"Seventeen past twelve."

"Fuck." I immediately turned around and was about to roll off the bed, Akashi reached out to help me, and after standing still, I dragged my right foot with my left foot and rushed into the bathroom as fast as possible.

"Saki?"

"Dad only has one hour for lunch and half an hour for being lazy. If I don't go down, it will be too late." "Hey," I bit my toothbrush and stuck my head out from the bathroom door, "how did you know my dad was coming?"

Akashi, who was already fully dressed, got off my bed and picked up my mobile phone, "Your father called while you were still sleeping. I was going to press the stop button, but he sent an email. The hospital was mentioned in the preview, and I thought it would be bad if I didn’t listen, so I called back. So, I got it.”

I raised my eyebrows, "..." What is the sense of disobedience caused by talking too much in detail, please lie.I turned around to brush my teeth, washed my face, and went out. While putting on my sweater, I squinted at Akashi who was sitting on the sofa next to me.

"Yes, I'm sorry, I lied." Akashi stretched out his index finger and scratched his cheek, "It was the email before the phone call. I listened to it from the first time I saw the caller ID was your father, and I read your message first. mail."

I raised my right hand, with the back of my hand facing upwards, and pointed my index finger upwards, signaling this guy to turn his back on me, "What did he say?"

Akashi obediently stood up and turned his back, "I told him that you were too tired and still resting. He asked me to go with you to see him later."

"..." I, who was changing my pants, stopped my hands expressionlessly, "Are you sure you have explained the matter clearly?" I cried until I was exhausted last night, Akashi hugged me back and fell asleep with me, of course That's all.His simplistic answer to my dad was so wicked, good thing my dad doesn't have a heart attack.Wait a minute, "Hey, what did you tell the others this morning?"

"I said that Saki and I still have some things to deal with, let them go first. I wanted to explain clearly to Takahashi's father, but," Akashi turned his back to me and raised a finger, "One, the two of us originally I can’t explain clearly.” He stretched out his second finger, “Second, as soon as Uncle Shi heard my voice and you were sleeping, he didn’t give me a chance to speak again.” He stretched out his third hand Pointing, made an OK gesture, "Three, I don't think you want to let your parents know what happened to you yesterday."

I put on my trousers, tied up my hair with a rubber band, and then jumped over with one foot and slapped Akashi on the back, "So the point is that you don't listen to his phone call."

Akashi was hit by me and fell a step forward. After standing still, he smiled and turned around to catch me, "But then I don't know that Saki is going to the hospital. Saki, when did it start?"

"..." I suddenly felt that the terrifying power of Akashi's smile suddenly rose overnight, "Ah, this." I turned my eyes away, "It hurts even more after summer." Speaking of which, his expression now seems to be different from before. What a difference.

"Then you just had a cold, and I found that you were not feeling well, so you made the mistake and didn't tell me?"

"The cold is real."

"So it's true to be wrong."

"..."

"Saki."

"Feel sorry."

"..." refers to my bad eyes.

I turned my face away completely, "I'm sorry."

"No," Akashi reached out to hold my hand, "It's okay." He smiled and tightened my hand, "It's okay."

"...I said, did you suddenly switch to the gentle big brother mode?" I turned off the light with the other hand, took the keys and mobile phone from Akashi, and went out.

"not good?"

"..." It's not a role-playing game, you're clearly the Great Demon King, right?

"Alright," he held my hand and walked to the elevator lobby, and pressed the button of the elevator, "I'm also worried that because I said it's okay, the stubborn Saki will really think it's okay. Frankly speaking, I'm not either. I like people who say it doesn't matter but actually matter. So, yes, it matters, and I hope Saki can treat me better."

"..." The atmosphere suddenly turned into a horror movie.

"It doesn't matter, I can just wait."

I twitched the corner of my mouth, "What the hell are you talking about so early in the morning?" What is this feeling of being hunted to the ends of the earth?

"It's already noon."

"This kind of thing is fine anyway." I rolled my eyes, "I'm really warning you for the last time, don't talk to girls in this tone again, and boys don't want it, otherwise even if you die, it's none of my business. "

Akashi smiled, but said nothing.

Fuck, what is this expression.

Akashi led me into the elevator, "Saki, as you said, don't expect others to understand you, so you should take the initiative to tell me." The door closed.

"The part that wants to be understood should be said actively."

"Is that so?" Akashi suddenly reached out and rubbed my head, "You don't want this?"

"……"ha? "It's good to be comforted."

"That's why I'm going to talk about it." He looked down at me a little bit and said with a smile.

"..." The corners of my mouth twitched again, did I really get treated as an idiot, "I said, what has changed if you say everything?" And you three centimeters pretended to be taller for me again.

"On this topic, I recall that we have already talked. I am very satisfied with the conclusion of the last time, and do not think there is a need to talk again."

At this time, the door opened and we walked out.In the lobby, the father in a suit was holding a briefcase, staring at passers-by with a gloomy face, and kept throwing knives with his eyes.I raised my hand, and my father turned his head, his eyes fell on the hand that Akashi and I were holding.Just as I was about to shake it, Akashi tightened his grip and glanced over. I moved my eyes away, but didn't shake it again.Ahh, we've all talked about this topic, but I suddenly realized that this is really a stupid conclusion to draw.At least let me go in front of my parents.

"Dad has seen us too." He said softly.

"I didn't hold hands in front of your dad, fuck it."

"He saw it."

"I just accidentally saw it when I was playing with you."

"But the result is the same."

"Damn boy, your mouth is getting sharper and sharper. The process and the result are two different things."

"I think it's very annoying when Saki gets angry." Akashi seems to be getting worse, or has he been this bad before? "And it's always Saki who talks sharply."

"You really have the nerve to talk about me." Every time I get so angry that I roll my eyes, it must be me.

"I said," my father's forehead burst into blue veins, "give me a good hello first! You are still in the mood to play with your girlfriend after having an accident with her feet? Did you take good care of her? Believe it or not, I will put you Hang them both up and beat them?"

──If you can hang Akashi up and beat you, the whole Luoshan will worship you.

As a result, in just 10 minutes of driving to the hospital, Akashi has become a junior that his father is very optimistic about. Obviously, his father was crushed.They were talking about finance, which I had no interest in at all. I leaned on the back of the chair, hugged the bear that my father had prepared for me in the car, and looked out the car window.

"Are you sleepy?" Akashi grabbed my hand.

I half clenched my fists to cover my mouth, and yawned, "Yeah." I cried so much last night that my eyes still hurt.

Akashi patted the back of my hand lightly, but he didn't go out of his way in front of Dad.When I arrived at the hospital, my father went to register, and Akashi sat with me in the lobby.He put his arms around my shoulders, and leaned against my shoulders with the other hand.

"I'll call you later." He patted my head.

I paused, then closed my eyes, "Yeah."

Then I was admitted to the hospital for medical treatment.After the X-ray was taken, the doctor initially believed that the pain was due to the displacement of the bracket in the foot, and further examination was needed, and there was a high possibility that another operation would be required.

"..." Akashi who was sitting next to me held my hand.

After changing into the patient clothes, I lay on the bed and looked sideways at him.I know the meaning of what Akashi said in the hotel. Of course it's my fault not to say anything, but I don't want to say it because of him, and it's not a major operation. In the end, it's just a waste of worry.I glanced at the closed door, guessing that my father, who had gone out to make arrangements for staying in the hospital, would not come back so soon, so I took Akashi's hand.

"Huh?" Akashi looked up at me.

Yesterday was also a very important day for him.I opened my hands, "Do you want a hug?"

Akashi was stunned, then stood up with a smile, leaned over and hugged me, resting his head on my neck.I reached out and rubbed the back of his head, and he rubbed me too.He is already very unhappy, and he still has to worry about me, it must be annoying to death.carry on.I sniffed, and the corners of my mouth twitched again.When did Akashi take another bath...

It is still during the winter vacation, Akashi is not in a hurry to return to Kyoto.After helping me pack my things in the hotel, he also stayed in Tokyo to accompany me to undergo a minor operation.

On this day, I had just had an operation and was half lying in bed eating ramen when Akashi came again.

"Good afternoon." I bit the noodles and raised a hand.Speaking of ramen, of course it was sent by Yuka Ota, a classmate who used to sit next to Teiko for two years.As soon as I told her in an email that the food in the hospital was terrible, Yuka Ota, who was practicing sketching in Hokkaido, called back to Tokyo and asked the ramen shop to deliver food to me. To my surprise, she knew the shop well enough. On credit, pay when she comes back.Well, occasionally telling others to beg for a head is very effective. This restaurant is super delicious. Unfortunately, I have lived in Tokyo for so many years and no one who moved from Kyoto can eat it.

"Good afternoon, Saki," Akashi said with a smile, "is the food from the hospital not tasty?"

"..." carry on.I silently picked up the bowl and drank the soup, covering my face with the big bowl.

"Can you tell me why you didn't tell me?"

"..." Because it's hard work for him to come to see me every day, so I don't bother him to eat, since I can swallow the food from the hospital anyway.My dad didn't come here as often as Akashi, and my mother who worked with my grandfather didn't come here.

Akashi came over and gently pulled down my bowl, "Saki."

"..."

"Ok?"

"I said," I raised my eyes to look at him, "what will I do if I have to bother you with everything in the future."

"It was you who asked me to find you." Akashi put down the bowl, sat beside my bed and laughed.

"It's you, not me."

"That Saki has raised me and wants to find you when I have something to do, what should I do?"

"Then look for it."

"That's right," Akashi stretched out his hand to rub my head, "Just look for it."

"...don't play dumb," I rolled my eyes, "that's not what you mean. You can just pretend to be handsome now, some people turn around and say that they are annoying after raising others. I have self-confidence and self-knowledge You’d better think it through before you say something.” I pulled his hand and looked at him, “I’m serious when I say this. If you mean the kind of people who occasionally say something to help and please I understand that feeling, but I don't like it, even you and I wouldn't do it. On the premise of not hindering others, I will say what I want to say, and I won't say what I don't want to say. "

"You think I haven't thought it through?" Akashi's smile dropped.

"Yes." I understand that there is a boundary between talking and not talking, and what to do so that people will not be bored or alienated. I understand these, but I don't want to.Taking care of each other's feelings doesn't mean I have to guess others forever and end up suffocating myself.Of course, this is my personal opinion. I didn't ask other people to do this. I still consider other people's ideas. Besides, I'm not really an idiot.But I understood what Akashi meant, he was asking me to really say it without reservation, not the way I treat other people.Akashi is stepping on the boundary.

It would be great if it could be done, but would it really be possible?I don't want to become a white-eyed and annoying person after I do it. I have almost seen this future; if I limit myself to say only a part to make him happy, it's better not to say it from the beginning, otherwise I will feel aggrieved it's me.I don't have to find someone to coax me to live.

Akashi crossed the line.

He reached out to me again, swept my forehead hair up, then leaned over and kissed my forehead, and then backed away.

──Yeah.

"As you said, if you want to give the other party a chance to do something for you, I will wait until you think about it. If you want the other party to give you a chance to help, but you don't give it yourself, you are reliable to others, but to me It's selfishness, I won't accept this kind of thing, and it's not that I let you do it without considering how far I can do it for you. As for the other kind, I also understand what you mean, but it doesn't need to, I want it It’s not that kind of propriety. As long as it’s serious, you can tell me no matter how ugly it is. So my answer hasn’t changed, it’s serious.”

I covered my forehead, and was stunned by the soft touch, "Fuck, you and I can talk clearly because I don't like to trouble you, since you first entered the Diguang Student Union and chose to be with me, I I know, if you believe in you, there will be ghosts." How can it be so easy to accept everything about a person.

"This is the reason why I admired Saki and wanted to be friends in the first place, but nothing else. Saki, we are not friends."

"Huh?" I laughed angrily, "I said, the truth is super ugly, don't be naive, no matter how deep your feelings are, it will wear away." He is purely rebellious, the more he speaks, the less he will listen.

"I understand what you want to say. I will give you what you want, and I hope you will give me what I want. As I said, it's not that we don't need space between us, but that we need to know each other first .You will understand."

Take one step before taking the next.

──What is the visual sense of watching "Sakura Takahashi's Strategy Book"?

"Fuck, I'm not playing a stand-alone game with you right now." This is not an option for the favorability question and answer.

Akashi sat back and reached out to me, "Saki."

"..." I frowned and didn't pass my hand over.Half a month has passed since the Winter Cup final, and I feel more and more the changes in Akashi since that day.It's not just him back in middle school, it's more like a mix of middle school and freshman year, plus other changes I've never seen before.

It's him, it's not him.

I don't even know if he's fucking schizophrenic or not.But when it comes to exactly what has changed, I can't say, except that it's not as obvious as the second.Just like back then, except Geng Er, I can't say what has changed in him.

I also began to feel that it was not natural to get along with him like this.

Akashi didn't urge, his hand just kept stretching out like this.In the end, I still handed him my hand, and he squeezed it tightly with a smile.

"The phrase 'Takahashi-senpai'," I asked, "what does it mean?" In the middle of the competition, he suddenly told me that he was back, and called me senpai after a long absence.

"Did you still hear it? They already covered your ears." Akashi laughed, "Literally," his red pupils were facing me, "I'm back, you should feel it."

"...are you fucking schizophrenic?"

"..." Akashi turned his face away for a while before turning back again, "Is this what you have always thought?"

"Yeah." I suddenly felt that I was blind. "Hey, what's your expression. Ah, you just said that you want me to say everything, but now you can't take it anymore."

"No, tell me, Saki."

"What's wrong with your bastard Akashi?"

"..."

I raised my eyebrows, "Let's see." Said you are a dick and still don't recognize it.

"He is indeed a fool. Blindly believing that he will not lose will only lead to defeat in the end." Akashi wrapped his other arm around my shoulder, and leaned back against the head of the bed with me.

──He, he called himself an idiot.

"..." I was about to be driven mad by Akashi again, I ignored his increasingly casual movements, looked at him sideways and asked, "Hey, wait a minute, so there are really two Akashi?" These teenagers what is going on!

"I'll tell." He lowered his head a little, looked at our intertwined hands and said, "Probably after my mother passed away, my father became more and more strict with me. Two people. Until, you know, when the teammates of "Generation of Miracles" all showed their potential, the team has become a victory-oriented team, plus the pressure of being chased, it is no different from at home. That idiot is weakened I produced it with the goal of just winning."

I frowned, "I don't quite understand. Does it mean that after the third year of junior high school, there will be another you?" I held his hand behind my back.This is the first time I heard Akashi take the initiative to talk about his family.

"Well, because I was about to lose the fight with Murasakihara, he replaced me. I can replace him immediately, but in this case he will still exist. Since his goal is to win, as long as he loses, he will Disappeared. So, I just watched and didn't move. Idiots will definitely lose. I also did something too much to my teammates. I thought it was fine. If they treat me as an enemy, they will definitely be able to I defeated it. But I still didn’t want to lose. After watching for a long time, I also felt that he was like my immature younger brother.” Akashi smiled, “So when I saw him about to lose in the finals, I couldn’t help but come out. Probably, I am not willing to lose myself. Well, I still lose in the end."

"...So that means you crushed your other self?" If all mental patients look like this, why do you need a psychiatrist?I lowered my eyes, shrunk away, and distanced myself from him. I didn't dare to shrink my hands under Akashi's gaze, "Then who do I know?" The one I know well must be the second-hand one.

"Saki, I'm not schizophrenic."

"..." It was you who said there were two.I said you, don't pretend to be familiar with me.I withdrew my hand.

Akashi held my hand tightly and didn't let me take it back, and said with a smile, "Where are you thinking?"

"You said it," I became mad, and pulled Akashi's collar with my free hand, "Fuck, you crushed my cute junior! You said there are two of you, lead "Generation of Miracles" played that kind of basketball, but you said that you were the one who did too much to your teammates, so what is going on?"

Akashi laughed out loud, pressed my hand to stop my shaking, "So both of them are me. Didn't Saki have such a time?"

"I'll just say I'm not split fuck it!" Even though I know it's weird to play dumb, eat lollipops, and play pranks!

"It's the same, I'm just more serious." Akashi said with a smile, "Everyone has different attitudes towards different people and things. At extremes, they seem like two people, and at low tides, there are times when they are completely different from themselves. I It was just weak before. Then," he let go of the hand that was holding me to prevent me from pulling his collar, and used his free hand to support my side face, "there will always be a time to stand up again. Coming back does not mean It hasn't changed, but the fact remains the same. I'm just more intense, I'm not another person, I'm still me," Akashi leaned closer to me, his forehead pressed against mine, "It's still the me you allowed to touch you."

I squinted my eyes, "..." Super-doubtful.Really not schizophrenic?Most people would say that there are two of their own.This pervert really didn't crush my Ah Zheng?

──Speaking of which, why did I come to the conclusion of schizophrenia?

Akashi touched me with his nose, "It's still me. On the other hand, is it because Saki thinks I'm mentally ill and still wants to stay by my side?"

"Huh? Don't digress, the point is that you are sick. No, I have to make this clear. You are definitely sick. People as old as Genwugu are scared to cry by you..." Just as I was about to continue, the door suddenly is opened.

With a bang, something fell to the ground.Akashi and I turned our heads to see that standing by the door was my father with a livid face and Akashi's father with a blank face.

"Mr. Takahashi," Akashi's father, who was wearing a neat suit, put the famous brand Axiong on the cabinet next to him, and made a gesture of invitation to my father, "I think we can talk about the engagement date of Lingmei and Inuzi, And Lingmei's education."

Well, Akashi's father wants to do something to me again.My eyes looked at Xin Axiong, Akashi had already let go of me, and turned around consciously to bring Xin Axiong to me, and said that this is a visiting gift, I can accept it.Akashi's father is a nice guy, really.

"...Wait, wait," my dad glared at me, "Sakura, isn't your stomach big?"

──hello.

"Is this already the case?" Akashi's father pondered for a while, "Seijuro, it's too inappropriate. You should at least wait until Sakura is a little older. Premature delivery will be bad for her. You are too careless, I am sorry You are disappointed."

──Enough.

I looked at Akashi Seijuro expressionlessly.I give you 10 minutes to throw these people out and explain.Akashi smiled, rubbed my head and took over the task, invited the two fathers out, and I was able to play with Xin Axiong quietly.I moved Xiong's hand, turned my back to the door, and pulled the corners of my mouth down.

Anyway, I can't go back.Ah Zheng is no longer the Ah Zheng who has never lost in the past 16 years. No matter how good he is in the future, he will be the Ah Zheng who has learned to accept failure after the age of 16.

Even if I quarrel with him, I am indeed biased, I have never hated the second-hand Ah Zheng.

Sometimes I find him cute.

I still feel very sad about this silly kid crying after losing the game.But in the future, Ah Zheng will be so strong that he will not cry easily because of failure, right?He was a very strong and strong person.

One for a while.

I was satirized by what I said.

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