Every day after marriage in Shura field

Under the forest is different from ordinary children.

He was considered a premature baby, and Xu Yin came to this world because of an accident when he was nine months pregnant.

And in this world, no one welcomes him except Lin Shenshi.

During the period when Xu Yin was pregnant with Lin Xia, Lin's family was in the midst of stormy weather, and Lin Yuanchao couldn't concentrate on taking care of his pregnant wife.One night when there was a thunderstorm, Xu Yin was going upstairs to rest when a thunderbolt struck her, causing her to step on the ground. Although she did not fall from a high place, she just fell to the ground, but for pregnant women, as long as it is a fall, it is almost impossible to fall. is fatal.

Lin Yuanchao was not there, and the servants also went back to the room to rest. When only Lin Shen was left after taking a shower, he saw his mother slumped on the ground with her big belly, and blood was still oozing from between her legs.No matter how unruffled Lin Shen would be in the future, he was only five years old at this time, tears fell immediately, and he called the emergency call with trembling little hands.

Although Xu Yin was in so much pain that she was about to lose consciousness, she heard her son's voice and tightly held Lin Shenshi's hand, crying out for pain.

"Mom, mom, mom, don't be afraid, I will be with you."

"Don't cry, don't cry, it won't hurt if you touch it."

Lin Shenshi didn't understand anything, but gently stroked Xu Yin's trembling stomach with his empty little hand.He remembered that every time his mother said that his younger brother was disobedient and kicked her painfully, as long as he touched his stomach, his younger brother would calm down.

"Little brother, be good, don't kick mom, mom will be very painful."

Maybe it was comforting that really helped, Xu Yin gritted his teeth and got to the ambulance with a pale face, he was already speechless and could only make breathy noises.Lin Shenshi followed her into the car, never stopped to comfort her along the way, and kept talking to Xu Yin in her ear, crying unconsciously while talking.

Until the moment before Xu Yin was sent to the operating room, her hand was still tightly holding her son's little hand. The doctor separated the two hands and ordered the nurse to take Lin Shen to apply medicine to the wrist—Xu Yin was in too much pain, I used too much force, and the child's wrist was black and purple.

Lin Shenshi refused to leave the waiting area, so the nurse had no choice but to come over with the medicine and give him the medicine on the spot.Then I was surprised to find that the child sat quietly on the bench without saying a word the whole time, his amber eyes staring at the three words "in operation".

I don't know how long it has passed—in short, this was the most difficult period in Lin Shen's fashionable and young life, and Xu Yin was pushed out.She was in a coma, her entire face lacked a trace of blood, and even her once bright red lips were pale.Lin Shenshi quickly jumped off the bench, and ran to his mother in small steps, habitually wanting to touch his belly, but was stopped by the sharp-eyed nurse in time.

"Mom has just had an operation, so don't touch her."

——Xu Yin was already unconscious when she was sent to the ambulance, and she was completely unable to give birth on her own. The doctor acted urgently and ordered a caesarean section.It's just that when the fetus was separated from the mother's body, everyone in the operating room was startled, especially a young girl who screamed "Ah", seeing that tears were about to fall, the chief surgeon Immediately scolded: "What a blah, get out if you can't do it, don't delay people!"

Xu Yin was pushed out first, followed by Lin Xia, who was wrapped up in a ball and had a wrinkled face.Although she was born prematurely, she was not far from full term, and she was quite healthy. Being hugged by that little girl, her legs trembled so much that even Lin Shenshi noticed it.

But this is not as important as mother and brother.

Lin Shenshi didn't care about these things, and tried to keep up with the doctor with small steps. At this time, Lin Yuanchao had already received the news and was on his way.

The doctor probably also knew that talking to a child was too complicated for him to understand, so he simplified the situation a bit: "Congratulations, you've become an older brother."

"Is mom okay?" Lin Shen grabbed the snow-white bed sheet while he looked at Xu Yin, his grape-like eyes were full of worry.

The doctor said softly: "Your mother is also fine, she just hurts too much, and she will wake up after she sleeps."

Lin Shenshi finally let go of the hanging heart, with wet tears still hanging on Bai Nennen's face, she turned around and bowed to the doctor: "Thank you, uncle doctor and sister nurse."

This kid is so annoying.

The doctor exchanged glances with the two nurses behind him, both affirming and loving this little one.He was about to praise a few words, but the baby in the little girl's arms suddenly cried, with a high-pitched voice, which made the little girl at a loss for a moment.

Only now did Lin Shenshi finally focus on the soft little burden. He knew that it was his younger brother who was crying, so he looked up at the doctor with some expectation: "I can see my younger brother. ?"

The doctor smiled and said, "It's ok——no, no, right now, it's not enough right now, wait until mom wakes up and see if it's okay?"

Xu Yin couldn't wake up for a while, Lin Shen was at a loss for his sudden change of words, and asked cautiously, "Why?"

why?

The doctor was stumped by his question, and he didn't know how to explain to a five-year-old child who was full of expectations for his younger brother what a deformity was - under the forest, a person who should have only one left hand, but it was in the left armpit There is an extra deformed child with a shapeless arm.

The little girl who was holding him was frightened and panicked when she saw the bloody one that was pulled out from her stomach and had an extra hand.Although it was wrapped in a layer of cloth to temporarily cover the extra arm, the young nurse still had a numb scalp.

But Lin Shi didn't know anything, he was just a newborn baby who didn't even open his eyes, the little girl was crying and thrashing desperately because she was afraid of holding him too tightly.

She cast a look at the doctor for help, but the latter didn't have a good way to deal with it.He looked down at the tangled and worried child, thinking that God was too cruel.

"Put the baby in the incubator and wait for the father to come." The doctor shook his head, sighed, and told Lin Shenshi before he left, "Don't go to see your brother."

The little girl hurriedly put Lin Shixia into the prepared glass box, and quickly followed the doctor out of the ward.

Lin Shenshi didn't know why the doctor didn't let him see his younger brother, but he did as usual, just looking at the glass box from time to time.

Lin Shi was still crying, and crying louder and louder, Lin Shen's heart was twisted when he heard it.He couldn't help it, and after struggling for a while, he still ran to his brother. The little milk voice comforted him softly, "Don't cry, brother, brother is here, and brother will protect you."

"Don't be afraid, don't cry."

Miraculously, under the forest actually became quiet.The newborn baby has not even opened its eyes, its facial features are wrinkled and crowded together, and its face is as rosy as an apple—the kind that is dehydrated in the sun.

He stopped crying now, and the exposed little fingers fluttered slowly, repeating the movement of grasping, and there was a crisp sound of "ummm" from his mouth.

Not only is it not cute, it's also kind of ugly.But Lin Shenshi lay on the top of the glass box and laughed foolishly, thinking that his younger brother was so good-looking.

Until Lin Shimo broke off the layer of clothes wrapped around his body, revealing an arm in the left armpit that should not exist - because it is not fully developed and has no palm, to be precise, it should be a round, red arm Meatloaf.

He was still thumping hard in Lin Shenshi's direction, with the corners of his mouth raised, trying to make a smiling face.

Lin Shenshi's pupils dilated, his heart constricted sharply, and he didn't even utter a scream, but passed out from fright.

Lin Yuanchao just rushed to the hospital, and when he opened the door, he saw this scene—a freak, who frightened his son to death, rushed in, picked up Lin Shenshi, and ran to find the doctor.

The wife had just given birth, and immediately her son was sent to the operating room for rescue. The culprit was still her youngest son.

that freak.

Lin Yuanchao seemed to have aged ten years in an instant, and sat down against the wall with a decadent expression - he didn't even have the strength to sit on the chair.The company's core secrets were betrayed, and the huge blows in his career failed to knock this man down, but this time, he lowered his head and murmured: "What crime did I do?"

Fortunately, Lin Shen was not in any danger at the time, and he didn't get any sickness from being frightened. He just had a high fever for a while, and his whole body was in a daze. He called "brother" for a while, and screamed loudly for a while.

After Xu Yin woke up, seeing Lin Shixia like this almost didn't faint from fright, she couldn't say anything, she just kept crying.

Later, when Lin Shenshi woke up, he found that his brother had disappeared. Although he was terrified, he could barely accept it after a while.Children can adapt to certain situations faster than adults, but when Lin Shenshi went to look at the glass box again, it was empty, not even a quilt.

"Dad, where's your brother?"

Looking at the anxious elder son, Lin Yuanchao thought of the freak with the extra hand again, his face was ashen, and he said coldly: "My brother needs an operation, so I can't be with you."

If it was just like this, then he would not be so angry, the most important thing is...

He glanced at his wife who was about to cry on the hospital bed, closed his eyes, and finally didn't tell Lin Shen the truth.

Lin Yuanchao squatted down, his tone softened, and wiped away the tears from the corners of Lin Shenshi's eyes: "My little brother is sick, and I need to get medical treatment."

"When will the younger brother come back?" Lin Shenshi rubbed his father's calloused hands.

Lin Yuanchao's eyes were cold, but his mouth became more and more gentle: "After he recovers, he will come back."

His words are half true and half false.

Lin Xia was indeed preparing for an operation. Although he was born with a deformity, the doctors agreed after the meeting that the extra hand could be removed through surgery, and the sooner it was done, the higher the success rate of the operation.

But after the operation, Lin Shixia would not stay in the Lin family, but was sent to Lin Gang's family by Xu Yin, and entrusted to the Lin family's external support.

This child was not only abandoned because of being a deformed child, but also for a reason that Xu Yin couldn't tell.

Under the forest is the stain of her life.

And Lin Shenshi has been waiting for his younger brother to recover from his illness. Once he waits, he will wait until he is ten years old.

Five years have passed since he first met Lin Xia.

In fact, Xu Yin and Lin Yuanchao hid it very well. If it wasn't because they were on a business trip, they temporarily handed Lin Shenshi over to Mr. Lin for a period of time, and the old man took Lin Shenshi to Lin Gang's house by mistake. If he was a guest, Lin Shimo might never meet Lin Shenshi in his whole life.

But there is no such thing as an if, and the two brothers finally met.

That day was the first time Lin Shenshi let go of his obsession with cleanliness, and fished out Lin Xia from the water tank full of urine smell.The child seemed to know that his body was dirty, even if he wanted to hold on tightly to the person who led him out of the darkness, he only dared to lightly grab Lin Shenshi's cuff with his fingers, lest he would rub the urine on his face. on people.

Lin Shenshi didn't care, he was only interested in his blinking and shivering younger brother.Those children were all stunned, looking at Lin Shenshi in disbelief.

The servant who was following her almost fainted when she saw this scene. She thought that the noble young master of the Lin family was being bullied by these brats, and if Mr. Lin knew about it, then she would be the one who suffered!

The maid was so angry that she didn't care that there was her young master here, so she picked up the broom placed under the old locust tree and started chasing the group of children away.

Lin Shenshi didn't care about it, but looked at his thin and small brother very distressed. His clothes were dirty, his face was sallow, and his hair was dry, rough and dull. At first glance, it was the result of malnutrition.

Ben is a brother born of the same mother, the one who is bright and beautiful is doted on by everyone and held in the palm of his hand; the other is dusty and anyone can bully him.

The gap is so large that it is unbearable to compare them again.

"You, you don't think I'm dirty..." At this time, under the forest, his dog eyes are really innocent and pitiful. He still doesn't know what a disguise is, so he just tilts his head up like that, and all he sees is this beautiful girl in front of him. Yes, big brother who will hug him.

He wanted to tug on the sleeves of his elder brother, but as soon as his fingers touched, the white clothes were blackened, and he retracted cautiously, his eyes were full of mist.

He obviously didn't cry when he was told to pee by Lin Xiaofeng, why would he want to cry now?Lin Shizhi tilted his head, he really couldn't figure it out, and the most important thing at the moment was that he stained his big brother's clothes, what if he hated himself.

"Yeah, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to..."

Lin Shenshi resisted the urge to cry. After all, he was only a ten-year-old child, no matter how precocious he was compared to his peers, he couldn't stand such a scene.He hugged his younger brother, feeling very tight, he must not have eaten much.

"It's okay, don't be afraid of me, I'm your brother and I will protect you."

"Really?" The child's eyes were bright, and he laughed instantly, then lowered his head in embarrassment, and whispered, "I'm dirty and smelly, you will be laughed at by them if you treat me as my brother... I don't want you And peeing, it smells bad."

"No one dares to laugh at me. Whoever bullies you, I will fight back for you." After the accident at the age of eight, Lin Shenshi has now learned Taekwondo for two years, not two or three years older than him, yes Absolutely can't beat him.

Immediately, Lin Shih felt a sense of security. As long as he could remember, he was always bullied by Lin Xiaofeng and his followers. It was common for him to be scolded as a pervert and smell of urine all over his body.Under the forest has long been used to such a life, no one will help him - a child abandoned by his parents, who can look down on him?

Children are the ones who are best at seeking advantages and avoiding disadvantages. Lin Xiaofeng knows that this is a poor little boy who is loved by no one.It's just that no one expected that one day there would really be a person like the little hero on TV who would descend from the sky to protect a child that no one cared about.

Lin Shenshi held Lin Shixia's hand and was about to take him to take a bath and eat when a group of adults came towards the yard noisy.

Mr. Lin walked in the front. When he saw his beloved little grandson, who had been working so hard for a while, got all dirty and led a stinky child, his heart ached so badly that he stepped forward to hold Lin Shen. , whispered softly: "When I was young, why did you fight with your cousin? Did you get hurt anywhere, tell grandpa quickly."

This so-called cousin is Lin Xiaofeng, who sneaked out to sue the adults.

When Lin Xia went to Lin Shen, he hid behind, only showing a pair of big black eyes.

The old man didn't recognize Lin Xia. He knew that Lin Yuanchao and Xu Yin sent their second grandson to relatives to raise him, but he just thought it was for medical treatment.So looking at the child hiding behind the elder grandson, he asked, "Xiao, who is this?"

Lin Shenshi pursed his lips, held his brother's hand tightly, and decided to tell the truth to his grandfather, "It's my brother. Mom and Dad lied to us and sent him here secretly, causing him to be bullied."

Mr. Lin almost lost his breath when he heard it, leaning on his crutches, he said bitterly: "Create a crime, make a crime!"

Without delay, he immediately brought the two children back to the old house of the Lin family, and called his son and daughter-in-law to come back immediately.

Lin Shenshi didn't know what grandpa and parents were arguing on the phone. He was concentrating on taking a bath for Lin Shimo, rubbing the bubbles with his hands.

Under the forest has never been touched so carefully and gently by anyone. As long as he can remember, he has taken a shower with the shower.

He stared at Lin Shenshi's hands intently, his head was full of his brother's hands, so white and beautiful, they were not at all the same as his own.

Sure enough, it's my brother, even his hands are so good-looking!

"Okay, now it's white and fragrant."

Lin Shenshi took his younger brother out of the bathtub and wrapped him in a big bath towel. In his eyes, he looked like a cute silkworm baby.

Lin Shenshi's appearance is here, and Lin Shishi naturally cannot be low. Although his skin is not very good due to malnutrition, his facial features are still very good. It can be seen that he is a good-looking child.

Especially those drooping eyes full of admiration and innocence, just like the eyes of a dog, it creates a sense of trust unconsciously.

"Thank you brother." He said obediently.

Lin Shenshi touched his brother's soft hair lying on his head, and took him to the living room.The old man had been waiting for a long time, he waved to Lin Shi, motioning for the child to come over: "Don't be afraid, come to Grandpa."

Lin Shixia glanced at his elder brother with soft eyes, and only after getting affirmation did he dare to walk to the old man's side. Following Lin Shenshi's teaching, he sweetly called out: "Grandpa."

The old man immediately beamed with joy. For the old man, there is nothing happier than being fond of his grandson, Cheng Huan. Thinking of this, he became more and more dissatisfied with his son and daughter-in-law, thinking that they were messing around.

"I told your parents on the phone that they must take this child home. The descendants of my Lin family are not without father and mother, and have no blood relatives. How can they live outside?!"

Lin Shenshi nodded, looking like a little adult: "My brother has suffered a lot, and I don't want him to go back to that place again."

His younger brother should be happy and grow up in peace.

Instead of withering like a weed in a corner where no one cares about it.

After five years, Lin Yuanchao has become much calmer than before, and he has been able to deal with Lin Shita calmly, but Xu Yin still seems to be unable to get out of his inner knot, struggling to know what to do. The younger son should be left behind.

It was the first time in Lin Shenshi's life that he rebelled against his parents. He very seriously demanded that his younger brother must stay in the Lin family, otherwise he would follow wherever his younger brother went.The old man also stated his position, not allowing the blood of the Lin family to flow outside.Besides, he thinks he is a good boy, obedient and polite, and anyone who sees him will say he likes him.

But Xu Yin couldn't accept it. As soon as she saw Lin Shixia, she remembered that night of thunder and lightning, she fell into a pool of blood and was so painful that she almost fainted. nightmare.

Lin Shita felt very keenly that the beautiful aunt in front of him didn't like him very much, but his brother said it was his mother. He opened his mouth hesitantly, summoned up the courage to call mother, but saw Xu Yin even more flustered eyes.

He lowered his head at a loss, wondering why his mother hated him so much, obviously I...didn't do anything.

Lin Shenshi saw all this in his eyes, he gently squeezed his little brother's little hand, comforting him silently.

In the end, Lin Xia still stayed, and Lin Yuanchao made the final decision.

The Lin family does not lack the money to raise another child, and in fact, they have never treated Lin Xia harshly in material terms, but except for Mr. Lin who occasionally comes to the villa, only Lin Shen always pays attention to Lin Xia, and has always been there. Seriously fulfill his promise - to protect him.

Xu Yin didn't dare to face Lin Shixia, while Lin Yuanchao regarded him as air. The couple never cared about Lin Xia anymore, and let him fend for himself in the Lin family.

The childhood under the forest is thus divided into two, the first half is full of darkness and darkness, filled with endless darkness; and the second half, there is a person, from then on even life becomes vivid, shining brightly.

For him, Lin Shenshi will always be the most important person, no matter how many years have passed, he will still be.

The memory ends here.

"I still remember that when I first came home, I was afraid of the dark, and I didn't dare to sleep alone. I was afraid that as soon as I closed my eyes, I would go back to that ghostly place and continue to be bullied by those children. My brother hugged me every night. Hold me and put me to sleep."

Lin Xia kept talking, but at this moment he finally stopped, and when he turned his head to look at Lin Shen who was [-] centimeters away, his eyes were shining brightly, and under the cover of darkness, there was some inexplicable emotion growing.

"Brother, thank you."

Thank you for saving me in my most desperate time.